They had gotten into Morgans (borrowed) SUV and so far, it was beyond silent. The silence was uncomfortable, so Morgan popped a CD into the CD player.
Raging music filled the small cab. Reids eyes widened and he covered his ears. Morgan turned the music down, apologized, and hit "next."
"Mother please forgive me.
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering.
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you... I'm your... Son."
Reids eyes widened as the haunting music filled the small space.
Reid looked at the CD player, and then at Morgan.
Morgan, who didn't notice what song was playing at first, reached his hand to change the song when Reid grabbed his hand.
"No! I-I want to listen to this song... What's it called?"
He said that last part quietly.
Morgan took a moment to answer.
"Daddy... It's by Korn."
Reid nodded.
"Little child... Looking so pretty.
Come out and play. I'll be, your daddy.
Innocent child... looking so sweet.
I rape... In my eyes.
And on you flesh I'll eat!
You Raped! I feel dirty...
It hurt! As a child...
Tied down! That's a good boy...
And FUCKED,your own child!
I scream! No one hears me...
It hurt! I'm not a liar...
My god! I saw you watching...
Mommy, WHY?
Your own child...

They sat in silence for a few minutes longer.

Finally, song wasn't over yet, but no words we being sung (or yelled) so the cab was almost quiet.
Morgan reached over, and switched the CD player off.
Reid was quiet for a long while.
"Reid... Are you okay?"
Reid didn't answer.

Reid had tried, so hard, to avoid him.
But he couldn't.
He would even go as far as calling his name over the intercom or telling the principle that he was refusing to listen to his teachers. Reid remembered this one day where he was caught, by Mr. Parkerseon, trying to sneak out of class early, as to avoid walking past his office when he might be there... Waiting. Waiting, for him.
Reid bit the inside of his bottom lip.
He didn't want to think about this... What he had done to "punish" him.
That was one of the more painful "punishments."
His breathe on his neck, and back...
The forcefulness of his words and movements...
"You WILL learn to listen, Mr. Reid! STAY STILL SPENCER!"
He had grabbed Reid wrists and hips and yelled at him, smacking his backside hard. He had yelled in pain, causing Mr. Parkerseon to pull his hair and hit him again.
"Be quiet you little piece of shit!"
By then hot tears were running down his cheeks. That sick bastard had LICKED them off! He had tried to pull away... But it was useless.
"Pl-please... Please sir... I'll be a good boy... I'll be quiet... J-just please!" He had begged. He had had to BEG that SICK BASTARD to stop!

By then Reid was shaking so much he was actually, sweating!
Morgan had pulled over, gotten out of the driver side, and was standing (with the passenger side door open) beside Reid trying to calm him down. Tears were running down his cheeks, and he was completely unresponsive to Morgans voice.
"Reid! Spencer... It's Morgan... I-It's alright... Shhhh. It's alright." he was squeezing the young agents hand.
Reid covered his face in his hands and sobbed. Morgan took Reid in his arms and patted his back.

After awhile, Reid stopped crying and relaxed (still holding onto Morgan for, what felt like, dear life.)
Morgan was now rubbing Reids back.
"Shhhh... Reid, buddy... Shhhh."
"I-I'm so sorry M-Morgan... I-I didn't mean to space out... I didn't mean t-to... To..." Reid stuttered, pulling away from Morgans arms.
"Shhhh... Pretty boy, It's okay... I understand."
After another few minutes, Reid blew his nose, wiped his face, and took a deep breathe to calm down.
"Reid..." Morgan took Reids hand.
"Tell me what you saw. What you remembered..."
Reid pulled away.
"No... I-I'm fine..."
Morgan stared at him for a moment.
He REALLY didn't want to pry but...
"Reid... Come on man... I played a song and it triggered a flash back..."
"I-I... I didn't have a flash back..." He mumbled lamely, still not looking at Morgan but instead at his feet.
Morgan smiled slightly.
"I know a flash back when I see one, Reid." He said quietly.
"I-it's nothing..." It sounded, to him, like he was trying to convince himself more then convince Morgan. Morgan frowned.
"Right Reid, then why were you shaking and crying? You were completely unresponsive for nearly ten minutes!"
"R-really...? Ten minutes?" He replied, looking up for a moment before looking back down at his feet.
"Don't try and change the subject, Spencer. You're hurting... Scared... Please, just talk to me!"
Morgan cried, balling his fists up then releasing them.
"I-I... I just... It's just..." He stuttered.
"Reid... Just please... Tell me what's wrong! It's okay... You can tell me..."
Reid just sat there. Morgan sighed. Neither talked for a minute or so. Then Morgan broke the silence, his voice was gentle and quiet.
"I used to have flash backs, too. For..." Morgan shrugged.
"Years, after. Each time... It hurt worse then... Then what actually happened."
Morgan looked away.
After another few minutes, Reid spoke.
"I've had two. The first was... Was like the actual beginning. I remember the first... Uh... The first time h-he hurt me. And then... Just now... I remembered the time h-he hit me for... For trying to... Trying to sneak out of class to a-avoid him." Reids voice and hands shook. He was still staring at his feet.
"Wait... Not only did he... Did he rape and molest you but he also HIT you too?" Morgan raised his voice. Reid flinched at Morgans blunt voice and angry words.
Morgan closed his eyes and dipped his head.
"That son of a bitch raped, molested, and BEAT Reid?" He couldn't believe it.
"I-I so sorry Reid... Just the... The thought of him hurting you even more then I thought..." He shook his head.
"H-he did it to punish me... To keep me quiet and listen to him..."
Morgan swallowed and nodded.
"See... The... The worst part is... Is if I had never left... Had never transferred to an out of state college instead of an in state university... It would never have ended."
Reid looked up at Morgan, who's eyes were now open and staring at him.
"What are you talking about?" He asked Reid, slight shock snaking through his words.
Reid sighed.
"I wanted it to stop so I sent my Mother to a mental hospital, and transferred schools when I turned eighteen."
"Y-you were a LEGAL adult, when the abuse ended?" He asked, sadness lining his voice.
Reid's eyes watered and he nodded.