We reached the cozy little restaurant where Lissa and Christian were waiting for us. Dimitri hadn't said two words the drive here and I couldn't help but grin at him. We sat down at our table in the back. It was secluded and there was no one allowed back there tonight except the waiter. Courtesy of the queen being here which, I have to admit, was kind of nice.

"I didn't think the royals could ever top Jesse's asshole status but some of them are almost there." She groaned leaning into Christian.

"Get Christian to whoop some ass. Their royals so I can't do anything, but hell he's training them." I told her and she smiled, whereas he grinned evilly.

"Not a bad idea. I could accidentally burn them when teaching them how to defend themselves." She looked at him shocked whereas I laughed my ass off.

"What's with the accidentally bullshit?" I asked laughing that much harder. Dimitri rolled his eyes and the waiter came over to our table.

After we finished eating we got desert and Lissa had me in a fit of giggles when Christian pissed her off about something and she took a spoonful of whip cream and put it on his nose.

"So we're off to discuss things for tomorrow. We'll see you guys in the morning." Lissa smiled as she put an arm around Christian.

"Sure you are. Later." I said and ran out of the restaurant. I had managed to grab Dimitri's keys without him noticing and sat in the driver side. He just got in the passenger side without a complaint surprisingly.

We got to the red light where the drunk driver had hit us. Tasha was still in the back of my mind and I couldn't but think about the dream I'd been having. The thought that we couldn't have kids. That I couldn't give him kids, that he'd given them up for me.

"Roza?" he gripped my hand gently and I looked up at him. He had a worried expression on his face and just smiled and put my eyes back on the road still holding his hand.

We got home that night and I didn't say anything as we walked to our bedroom. He pushed me down softly on the bed and hovered over me supporting his weight with his elbows.

"You still owe me for earlier." He grinned playfully. I tried to fake a sexy smile as good as I could. If were anyone else it might have worked, but Dimitri knew me better. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I kissed him softly before rolling so we were both on our sides. "Get some sleep. I'm going for a run." I didn't give him time to answer, but I did hear what I'm pretty sure was him swearing in Russian as I walked out the door.

The though continued to pound in my head. There were several good moroi women who could give him children. One who was willing to have several babies with him, but he chose me. But did he choose right? Over and over these thoughts hit me.

"Rose!" I turned around to see none other than my father staring at me.

"Hey, old man." I walked over and hugged him though. He still looked the same as always. Black suit with something that was really bright and his piercing of course.

"How are you doing? Not running from the guardians again are we?" I rolled my eyes and I thought about kicking him in the ass. Instead I settled for a snarky remark.

"No, though I'd do that tomorrow. What about you? Are you hiding from mom?" He glared at me but I just smiled at him.

"Your mother can be very scary." He informed me.

"I know that. Where do you think I get it from?" We laughed and sat down on the warm summer grass. It was night and we still had another hour before the sun came up.

"What are you really doing out her, Kiz?" he asked and I looked away from him. "Trouble with Dimitri?" his voice sounded a little on edge and I looked at him.

"No. He's amazing. I've just been thinking a lot lately about…" I trailed off not really wanting to discuss my relationship with my father.

"That you can't have kids?" I looked over to him.

"Yeah. The fact that I know he want's kids but I can't give them to him. It's kind of depressing." I felt my stomach not up just thinking about how much he wanted kids.

"Have you thought about adopting?" he asked and I glared at him.

"No. I don't want to adopt a kid. It doesn't feel right having two strangers' kid in my care. Don't even suggest having someone else carry the kid or I will kick your ass. Father or not." he shrugged and smiled all the same.

"Just ignore it. He loves you and you love him obviously. And if he chose you it obviously means he doesn't care. Plus if he hurts you, I've got my ways of finding him." this time I did punch him in the arm. He laughed and just messed up my hair.

"I love you, dad."

"Same to you, Kiz." I then took off for my room and found that Dimitri wasn't asleep but in the shower instead. His clothes pajamas were folded neatly on the bed, his boxers on top.

He walked out of the shower with nothing but a towel around his waist. He smiled brightly and walked over to me, planting a kiss that was soft but I could tell he wasn't in the mood for soft kisses. He never pushed me to make love with him and always made sure I had the most pleasure when we did.

He sat next to me and I pushed him so he was on his back and pulled the towel off of him. I started to go down on him but he pinned me beneath him. His body still soaked but that didn't matter right now. He pulled my jeans and underwear down then tore my shirt off and pulled my bra over my head.

We kissed with all the frustration and passion we could. I tangled my hands in his hair and started stroking his cock and he put three of his fingers inside my wet pussy. I moaned as he set a fast tempo and both of us were so ready to come just from the other's hand it was hard to believe we didn't just continue but he removed his fingers and pull my hands above my head and thrust into me. He kept a fast pace and in less than a minute had me screaming his name. He waited for me to catch my breath before thrusting back into me, fast and hard. It was amazing and I climaxed again from the sensitivity.

I scratched down his back and heard him gasp softly as he exploded inside of me. He moved so we were side by side and he had me wrapped in his arms.

"I love you, Roza." He whispered softly and even though I loved him desperately I couldn't help but travel back to earlier thoughts about all the things I was taking away from him. So I just pretended like I'd fallen asleep.

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