(ok, Its teh new chapter, no sasuke and gaara for ya this time maybe, maybe not, maybe at the end, I think though)
Warnings: Yaoi, Violence, Rape, One-sided Incest, Language,
Disclamier: This is purely for the entertainment of a bunch of perverted idiots with nothing better to do. It does not belong to me, it is Kishimoto-sama's.
WARNING!!!: SEVERAL NEW PAIRINGS IN THIS CHAPTER, NARUTO WILL BE EXPIREMENTING, KANKURO WILL MAKE A CONFESSION, AND YOU MIGHT HAVE TO PAY ATTENTION REALLY HARD HERE, OR THE REST OF THE STORY MIGHT NOT MAKE SENSE!! (do you guys want some smut?)
It hurts more than you think: Chapter 8: I won't let you go..!
"I'll be back later, Neji.. I'm gonna go visit with Shika for a while." He informed his lover, blonde hair tickling the older teen's cheek as he lowered himself slowly to tangle their lips together briefly in a heated kiss. He was almost tempted to forget this whole escapade with Shikamaru, and stay here to make out with Neji, but, what he intended to do, he really needed to accomplish. In order to make his ex-raven haired lover all the more jealous..
"Bye.." The both panted, breathless from the previous entanglement. Neji's white eyes never left Naruto's firm bottom as the boy left the room, he almost felt a little awkward to watch him leave. He never knew what exactly the blonde was doing with these other boy's he was going off with, why wearn't they going home for Christmas anyway? As far as he knew, only a handful of people had actually left.. Less than usual, less than he wanted to leave, since the people who stayed kept stealing his sunshine from him.
Naruto felt a pang of guilt stab into his heart, he knew Neji knew what he was doing when he went where he was going. But he ignored it, Neji wasn't what was important at the moment. What was, however, was relaxing so the soon events wouldn't be so painful. He walked as slow as he possibly could, fingers trailing on the walls as he made his way to Shikamaru's room. He didn't knock, he knew Shikamaru would rather him not. Entering the small dorm, Naruto's eyes were greeted with the site of the brunette laying on his bed, one knee pulled up and his arms tucked underneath his head.
"Hey.." He said quietly, closing the door before moving over to the bed. He climbed in, snuggling up in the space underneath the other's arm. "Ar-are we gonna..?" He asked quietly, his fingers circling the bare skin of Shika's stomach.
"Maybe not tonight.. but.. we can make out, I guess.. That's kinda fun.." The boy answered, shrugging to show he was really quite impassive on the subject. "If you want to, I guess.."
The lazy teen sighed, he wanted to make out with Naruto, but he didn't actually feel like moving. And plus, Naruto had a boyfriend, and Shika wasn't all that into guys.. or girls, for that matter. Quite frankly, the only thing he thought he needed was his hand, and even that was too much trouble to be worth it. After all, the feel good was gone after what, 10 seconds? "How do you keep getting away from Neji without him finding out, anyway? I mean, he does have a really great lie detector in those eyes of his."
"I.. think he knows what I'm doing.. with everybody.. but, I don't know if he really cares all that much. He never says anything about where I'm going, though I do have an idea that he can tell by the smells of everybody else on me.." He explained, carefully crawling on top of the brunette so that he was straddling his hips. "But I don't wanna think about him, or anyone else right now.." The blonde leaned down, brushing their lips together gently, before crushing them together, with force enough to bruise.
Neither boy complained about the rough nature of the kiss, it never mattered, the only thing that did was feeling the other's skin pressed into their own in sweat and heat, lust and passion. Their lips parted, tounges rushing past lips to meet and tangle. Naruto wrapped his tounge around Shikamaru's, sucking, earning him a groan. The blonde pulled away from the other's face, his hand moving to cup the boy's soft cheek, his fingers brushing lovingly against the skin. "Shika.. Lets.. do something.. different." He proposed quietly.
"Like what...?"
"You'll see.." The blonde crawled back, pushing Shikamaru's legs apart, settling between his knees. His fingers quickly worked at the button and zipper of the brunettes pants, pushing the material past the other's hips.
"Naruto.. what are you..?" His mouth shut when he felt the blue-eyed boy's tounge run along his length, gently taking his newly formed arousal into his mouth. Shika shuddered, his fingers moving of their own accord into short blonde hair. He groaned, Naruto sucked harder and harder on him, his fingers curled into the material on the mattress and into the locks of hair, sweat beading between his brows and on his forehead. "N-naru...to.." He panted, resisting the urge to push up into the warm mouth as he came, the blonde swallowed without question.
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Kankuro shifted uncomfortably in his bed, his room was right next to Gaara's, so his ears had been given the displeasure of hearing his brother scream all night. What the hell were they doing anyway? Well, what they were doing was obvious, but.. how could they both last so long? Maybe it wasn't that long, and it just seemed that way since it bothered him so much..
He pushed out of his bed, stalking out of his room and to his brother's door, banging his fist on the wood. "Would you two shut the hell up? I'm trying to sleep.." He screamed, turning back around, though he didn't go into his bedroom. He made a detour, heading into the bathroom instead. He peeled himself of what little clothing he had and stepped into the bathtub, turning on the warm water and waiting for it to adjust before stepping under the spray.
The brunette made a mental note that he was currently aroused at the moment, though the cause might have been unknown to him.. Until he really thought about it. He'd been thinking about his brother and his boyfriend fucking.. Was he really turned on by that thought? He couldn't be.. No, there was no way.. No way he could deny it, at least.
He could lie to himself no longer, every since he was 15 he'd fantasized about his little brother, and every since he was 15, he pretended he didn't, ignoring all urges to get his hands on that beautiful pale skin. His hand moved down, hesitantly gripping his arousal and pumping, slowly at first, as he imagined the younger sibling laying and groaning naked in his own bed.
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Naruto groaned as his tounge slid slowly into Neji's mouth, ignoring the fact that he'd just sucked Shikamaru off. Neji didn't know that, and he wouldn't have too.. The blonde whimpered into the kiss as he felt the Hyuuga's erection slam into him, having no warning or preperation. But it was okay, it was sort of like compensation for cheating..
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Gaara lay still in his bed, his fingers tracing soft circles on his lover's bare abdomen. There was no way he'd be able to sleep after their activities, he was sore.. and plus, he was thinking about all the different things they'de probably be doing now. A shiver ran through the Uchiha's body, and the red-head assumed he was cold, pulling the blankets up higher and snuggling closer to the pale teen.
"Gaara? L-lets get dressed.. I'm cold, and you are too. You're skin feels like ice.." Sasuke whispered, startling the older teen slightly. With a nod, Gaara sat up a little, allowing his lover to retrieve some of their clothes from their bags. As the red-head reached for his clothes from Sasuke, the pale teen pulled his hands back.
"I'll dress you, Gaa.. Besides, its just an excuse to get my hands on your body.." Sasuke smirked, helping his lover to slide into his boxers before climbing into his own. He pulled Gaara's legs through a pair of black sweat pants, and slipped an oversized black t-shirt over his lover's head. He quickly dressed himself in clothes of a similar sort, crawling into the red-head's lap. "Since neither of us seem to be able to sleep, what do you wanna do?"
"Well, I have a computer in here.. and like.. a thousand game platforms with a never ending supply of games for all of them." He explained sheepishly, absently running his fingers through Sasuke's hair. "We can play games or something.. or get online and bother random people.."
"Or we could just.. talk. We haven't done that in a long time.."
"Sure.. What do you wanna talk about?"
Sasuke thought, he knew what he wanted to talk about, but he didn't want to get the red-head all.. depressed again. But then again, he'd been having the same urges to pick up his stupid habits and cut himself again.. so maybe talking about it would fix things. He helped the older teen lay down, so they could talk and relax against each other's body, but when he looked down at his lover to speak, green eyes were shut and his chest was rising and falling gently as he breathed. The dark-haired boy smiled softly. "Good night, Gaa." He whispered, pressing his lips gently to the pale teen's cheek. He curled up in the small space next to the red-head, the quiet sounds of his breathing lulling him to sleep.
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A grunt filled the room, and Gaara moved around in an effort to keep comfortable. It was so unbearbly hot in the room that he swore he was going to die. His head was throbbing, and he was vaguely aware of the fever that plauged his body. His stomach was churning, he felt really messed up. He shook his lover's shoulders softly, attempting to wake him. "Sasuke.. I don't feel good.." He muttered, once the black, endless eyes were open.
Sasuke sat up, laying the red-head back down. "What's wrong?"
The older teen furrowed his brows. "I'm hot.." He replied, covering his forehead with his hand as if that would somehow help his headache.
"I'll go get you some asprin."
The dark-eyed teen crawled from the bed, padding softly across the carpeted floor, down the hall and to what he hoped was Temari's room. He knocked on the door, hoping she wouldn't be to angry that he'd woken her at nearly six in the morning.
"What do you want?" She barked as she opened the door, only wearing an over sized t-shirt and what appeared to be boxers, followed by a pair of white socks.
"Gaara says he dosen't feel good, he wants some asprin."
"You couldn't get it yourself..?"
"I don't know where it's at, and if I just started to just rummage through your cabinets, that bastard of a brother of your's would have heard and came to start shit.."
The blonde girl was thankful, now, that she hadn't been woken up by her brother and the pale teen brawling in the kitchen.. With a sigh, she led the boy to a cabinet, pulling out bottle of asprin and a glass. "Just get some water, take the whole bottle, he might need more later."
Sasuke nodded, turning to the sink to fill up the glass with cold water. He carried himself back to his lover's room, the door closing quietly as he made his way over to the small bed. He shook out two of the white tablets, and sat down next to Gaara. "Sit up, love." He commanded gently, setting the glass on the in-table. The pale teen helped the older boy to sit, his free hand supporting him up. He dropped the pills in his lover's hand, who promptly put them in his mouth, and Sasuke helped him drink his water. He set the glass back down, pulling Gaara into his lap and gently running his fingers through the red-hair.
The Uchiha remembered how when he was sick, he used to love having someone hold him, just for a little bit of comfort, so he knew that his illness wasn't going ignored. Despite how tired he was, he had no intentions on going back to sleep. He'd stay up all night and watch Gaara, to make sure he didn't get any worse than he already was. "Go back to sleep, you'll feel better when you wake up." He whispered, his fingers tracing the sides of Gaara's cheeks.
The only response he recieved was a small nod, before the red-head stilled, falling asleep rather quickly in his lap. It was a bit obvious he'd been trying to stay awake, and the sight of him made the younger teen smile a little.
Several hours later, Gaara woke, his fever was almost gone, but his head and stomach still hurt. He hated to be a burden to his lover, especially since he was suppoused to be the guest. But when he'd tried to get up, the Uchiha had insisted he lay back down and try to get some rest. And when the older teen didn't fall back asleep, Sasuke carried him into the bathtub, sticking him in a tub full of the most comfortably cool water Gaara had ever been in.
The Uchiha quietly ran the soft cotton cloth over his lover's body, bathing him and hoping to make him relax a little. He felt a little bad for Gaara, he could tell by the way he walked that he was sore from last night, but first times were always painful, and by the way he'd moaned, he'd enjoyed it pretty well.
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Naruto bit his lip, pretending the person slamming into him was Neji. If he pictured it as Neji, then he couldn't feel guilty about it. But as the brunette sunk his teeth into his shoulder, the blonde knew he couldn't pretend. The Hyuuga didn't bite, and he knew that all too well. "Kiba.. stop biting me.." The last thing he needed was for Neji to find kiss and bite marks on him.
The other grunted in response, picking up the pace of his hips. The faster he got this done, the faster he could go back to sleep and get the blonde out of his room. He felt his orgasm approaching, and waited until he was just over the edge before he pulled out of Naruto's body, emptying his seed onto the matress beneath him. He had only been following the blonde's intructions, something about it being easier to keep it from Neji that way.
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The Hyuuga lay still in his bed, thoughts of his lover occupying his mind. It wasn't like he was stupid, he knew what Naruto was doing.. Yet, he loved him so much that he allowed it to happen.. If sharing him meant keeping him, then he'd be okay with it. He flinched as he heard the door slam, Naruto walked through the door. Should he confront him? And find out why he's doing it?
"Naruto?"
"I'm leaving.."
Neji sat up, didn't he just come back though. "Where are you going?" He asked, his plans already foiled.
"Back to my dorm.." The blonde began picking up his random belongings that had collected in the Hyuuga's room over the months. "Look, Neji.. This isn't gonna work.. Us, we don't.. work.."
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ignore..: Sasuke? this is your screen name isn't it?
sasu-kun: yeah, its his name, but I'm on his laptop.. do you want me to get him for you?
ignore..: if you would, please
sasu-kun: sure. who is this?
ignore..: Neji
sasu-kun: ok, I'll get him
"Hey, Sasuke! Neji wants to talk to you!" He called across the house, his lover was waiting for their breakfast to finish, which was being cooked by Temari.
The pale teen followed the voice calling for him, taking his seat at the computer chair.
"I'll go wait for breakfast." Gaara stated, pressing a kiss to Sasuke's cheek before he left the room, hopping up to sit on the counter top to watch his sister cook. "Can I lick the spoons?" He asked, every since he was little, it had been his job to lick the spoons while whomever was cooking, cooked.
sasu-kun: you wanted me?
ignore..: yeah, I wanted to talk
sasu-kun: about what?
ignore..: Naruto
sasu-kun: I don't wanna talk about him
ignore..: no.. he dumped me
sasu-kun: I'm sorry, I guess
ignore..: I feel so.. stupid
sasu-kun: why's that?
ignore..: 'cause I'm not the only one he was sleeping with..
sasu-kun: I'm sorry, Neji.. I don't know what you want me to tell you
ignore..: tell me I was stupid for believing he loved me, I was a moron for knowing he was cheating and not saying anything about it.. and that I was fucking stupid for taking his side that time with Gaara
sasu-kun: Well, the only thing I can think of to say to you is its not your fault.. what else could you have done?
ignore..: I don't know.. but.. I was thinking last night after he left about why you used to do what you did.. do you know what I'm talking about?
sasu-kun: cutting? you didn't, did you?
ignore..: I did.. I wanted to see if it really worked
sasu-kun: well now I can tell you you're stupid..
ignore..: I know this
sasu-kun: if you do it again, I'll kill you
ignore..: would that be such a bad thing?
sasu-kun: don't even start acting like that.. its annoying
(omg.. this reminds me of me and my friend.. lol, I'm so emo sometimes DX.. )
ignore..: I don't know what I should do..
sasu-kun: first off, you could not worry about it.. and second, you can wait til I get back home.. and you can talk to me directly
ignore..: I don't know if I can't worry about it.. but.. I guess I can wait..
sasu-kun: alright.. I'm gonna go for a while, if you really need to talk to me, you can call my cell phone.. you have my number, right?
ignore..: I think so..
sasu-kun: ok, bye
The dark-haired teen stood up from the chair, his laptop still open in case Gaara wanted to use it. They'd put the red-head's computer in his car, along with all his games, since they'd be leaving in two or three days anyway. The older boy's belongings would probably just prove to be distracting for the both of them, Gaara's work would be harder, now that he was a senior, and Sasuke needed to keep his grades up so he could graduate early. But with some discipline, they'd might be able to stay focused.
He made his way back into the kitchen, seeing his lover sitting on the counter, a spoon in his mouth. He quirked an elegant brow. "What are you doing..?" He asked, resting his elbows on the counter on either side of Gaara's legs.
"Licking a spoon.." The older teen explained, pulling the spoon from his mouth to press a kiss to his lover's lips. As he made to pull away, Sasuke's hands tangled in his hair.
The Uchiha brushed his lips gently across Gaara's, reveling in the feel of his warm skin. His tounge ran along the pale teen's bottom lip, and he felt him chuckle against his mouth. He pulled away, staring into amused green eyes. He watched as the boy popped the spoon back in his mouth, extra slow just for teasing. The younger teen was suprised how comfortable they were with their relationship, especially in front of the blonde girl. His elbows resumed their previous position, and he rested his head on Gaara's thighs.
A few minutes and a couple of spoons later, the two were seated at the kitchen table, feeding, not themselves, but each other. Just because they were being super romantic, they were alone, now that Temari had left to go back to her room, and tommorow was Christmas. And normally, before they'd gotten together, neither of them had been very romantic, but now, every moment that they were alone together was spent exchanging gentle touches and kisses.
Once they're plates were empty, the red-head set down his fork, climbing from his chair onto the Uchiha's lap, so that he was straddling his hips. His arms rested behind Sasuke's neck, his fingers absently intertwining with the dark locks. "We should get each other presents.. Yaknow, like.. for Christmas?"
"That might be fun.. only I have no idea what to get you." He explained sheepishly, his fingers splaying out across his lover's stomach.
"It wouldn't really matter.. I'm sure I'de like whatever you get me."
"Alright, let's go." Sasuke stated, pressing his lips quickly against Gaara's. "We're dressed enough.. its cold out, our pajamas are warmer. Besides, I dare somebody to say something to us."
Gaara smiled softly, crawling from his lap and heading out to the car, the younger teen trailing behind him.
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Gaara waited patiently in their designated meeting spot, hiding his bag behind his back when Sasuke approached, even though the bag was completly see-through-less.
"I got your present.. and I was thinking we should get something for your brother and sister.. Even though neither of them really like me."
"That's not true, they like you just fine."
"Maybe so, but.. let's go them something."
The older teen nodded, leading his lover to a store he knew Temari shopped at often. Sasuke didn't know either of his siblings to well, so he might have needed help picking something out.
"Temari isn't really that picky, I don't think. She'd be happy with a shirt that had some smartass remark written on it. Or a fan, she likes fans."
Sasuke mulled over the information he'd just earned, deciding to go with the safest bet, since Gaara knew she liked fans. "Fan it is, do they have them here?"
"I think so.. Let's look." The red-head walked towards the back corner of the store, locating the display of fans they carried.
Immediatly, the dark eyes fell on the perfect fan. Three purple dots resided on the white paper, a perfect contrast. He picked it up carefully, turning it over and examining it. "I think I'll get this one."
"Yeah, she's been eyeing that one for a while. She said she didn't have the money for it."
"Then I'll get if for her.. how much is it?" He glanced at the small white tag, eyes widening slightly at the cost. "That much, eh? I guess its not too bad.. It's for Christmas anyway." With a shrug, he headed towards the register, laying down the fan carefully. (note: its not as big as the one she has in the anime.. Lol, I could see Sasuke trying to lug that out to his car "DAMMIT ITS TO HEAVY!!!" lol!!)
"You sure you want that one?" The woman asked, it was their most expensive one, and most costumers put it down once they saw the cost.
Sasuke nodded, pulling out his wallet to pay the woman.
"We can wrap it for you, if you'de like. Its only two dollars for wrapping."
The pale teen added an extra two bills to the total, watching as the woman put the fan in a long black box before wrapping it up in shiny red paper and placing a small red bow on top. "Here you go, good day." She stated, setting the gift in a bag. Sasuke ignored the fact that he'd be a little bit more broke when he got back to school.. Oh well, it wasn't like it mattered that much to him. Money wasn't a big thing when he was given everything left of his family. (I'll figure out how to explain his family crisis later)
"What does Kankuro like?" Sasuke asked as they headed back out into the mall.
"Himself.. and puppets." Gaara explained, heading in the direction of a store he knew carried them.
(sorry this chapter's so short.. the next one will be longer, hopefully..and sorry about the slow updates..)
