Hey hey hey! So here I am on my lunch break wanting to write another one so that's exactly what I'm going to do hahaha! I just tie dyed a shirt and I totally love it...yellow and blue...awesome colors...anyways enough of that hahaha...THANK U FOR ALL THE LOVE!! It made me smile!!

Hidden Truth

Kaylees mad. Ashleys curious. Ginas getting me in trouble.

I mean I can sit here and be like nothing is wrong but I know that I have a lot of things running through my head that I don't know what to to do with it all. I know I should be happy that things are getting taken cared of because of Kaylee stepping in and helping but it bugs me. Ginas my friend not hers and Kaylees my bestfriend not Ginas.

Son of a bitch!

"Why are you so quiet for?" Ashley asked me when she lifted her head off of my shoulder. We were sitting on the couch watching a movie together while Kaylee had went to her room. Yeah she wasn't really going to talk to me anytime soon. I know her she will keep this going until I apologize for being the ass that I am.

"Sorry." I told her as I cuddled more into her embrace.

"Talk to me. Please." She grabbed the remote and turned off the TV.

Ughhh she was going to make me talk.

"Can we please just watch the movie."

"Not until you tell me whats going on."

I closed my eyes and rested my head on the sofa. I was being a bitch and I was hating myself right now. No one deserves all this shit. I looked at her I kissed the top of the head and I rested my forehead against hers.

"Kaylees mad at me."

"So why did you tell me that there was nothing wrong?"

"Because I didn't want you to have to deal with my drama Ashley. That's why I didn't say anything."

"Please don't lie to me. Just tell me what's going on and that will be fine. You don't have to lie to me." Ashley moved away from me and I grabbed a hold of her and brought her back to me.

"Spencer I think I need to get going."

"No. We haven't even had any time together."

"Well it seems like you don't even care that I'm here with you."

"I'm sorry for being the bitch. I'm sorry that I'm being distant. I'm sorry that my bestfriend is in the room over there not talking to me. I'm sorry." Oh yeah I can feel the tears wanting to come out but I held them back.

Talk about wanting to have a melt down right there and than.

"Don't cry babe." Ashley took my face in her hands. I looked directly in her eyes trying to apologize for being the way that I am.

She kissed my lips so gently making me want more but she moved away to look at me again.

"Go and talk to your bestfriend because I don't think that you guys should be arguing right now. I'll call you later tonight ok." She gave me a quick kiss and I grabbed her hand and walked her to the door.

"When will I be able to see you again?" I asked her knowing that it pretty much was up to my dad letting me out of the house.

"Soon. We'll have to have another night to ourselves. I promise." I grabbed her face and gave her a lingering kiss wanting it to last until the end of time but I knew that I had to let her go.

I hate this.

"I love you." I told her as I was wrapped in her arms.

"Good because I don't know how I would feel if my grilfriend didn't love me in some way."

"Girlfriend?"

"I've been wanting to ask you for the longest time but we haven't had a good time to bring it up and I know that I yelled it out this afternoon at lunch. So here I am asking you to be my girlfriend. It would make me so happy to know that we are officially together. I wouldn't want it any other way." I smiled at her and I hugged her tight.

"I swear I've been waiting to hear you ask me that for the longest time. I would love nothing more than to be your girlfriend."

"Good because I've been dying to ask you that." She sure knows how to put a smile on my face.

"I'll call you later ok. Be safe going back home."

"Yes mom." I hit her on the arm and she pointed to her lips indicating that she wanted a kiss goodbye. Let's just say that I didn't let her go home unsatisfied. Well as much satifaction I could give her before she went home.

xxxx

Knock Knock

"NO ONES HOME!" Oh this should be fun.

I walked into Kaylees room and she was sitting against her headboard of her bed reading a magazine. She glanced up at me and than went back to reading.

"I thought I told you that there was no one here."

"Can we talk please?"

"Not unless your here to beg for my forgiveness."

"I'm sorry for being a bitch in the car. I know that you don't deserve to be treated like that."

"Your damn right I don't deserve that Spencer. I do a lot of shit for you and Ashley. All you can do is treat me like crap. That's fucked up Spencer!"

She was right about everything. She has been there for me through everything and here I am being someone that I shouldn't be around my bestfriend or anyone for that matter.

"Your right about it all. You deserve better than having a bestfriend like me."

"You don't have to go that far Spencer."

"No your right. I'm scum and should just live by myself under a bridge wishing that I had my bestfriend back."

"Your full of shit Spencer. Get your ass over here and talk to me please." I smiled at her and ran over to her bed lying down next to her.

"I really am sorry Kay. You know that I didn't mean to act like that."

"I know just don't let it happen again whore. Now tell me everything that happened underneathe my roof." She raised her eyebrows trying to see if Ashley and I got it on but there was nothing to tell.

"No nothing happened. Actually Ashley left early because she said that I needed to come and talk to you. Plus I was being distant with her."

"Shit woman you are pushing away all the women in your life. You need to chill and just let everything happen. Stop stressing about stupid shit and go with the damn flow. DO YOU HEAR ME!"

"Yes I hear you."

"Good. So did you guys at least make out."

"You are impossible. When was the last time you had some?" Kaylee looked to the wall with her thinking face and I knew just by that thought it had been way to long for a sex maniac like her.

"Obviously to long."

"Hahaha I guess your right. So when do you need to get back home?"

"I don't give a shit right now. All I want to do is take a nap and dream of Ashley."

"Gees make me sick why don't you."

"You love it and you love me."

"Yeah for some odd reason too."

"Bitch."

"Slut."

"Skank."

"Whore."

"Tramp."

"Sweet dreams spence." I cuddled more into Kaylees side and let my thoughts wonder as I thought of my girlfriend.

Yep that's right. My girlfriend. Ashley Davies.

xxxx

"Spence. SPENCER!"

Uhh why was she waking me up for. I can so sleep alittle longer.

"Ummmm Kaylee let me sleep please."

"Spence it's your dad." I could hear the tone in her voice that there was something wrong. Something bad. My head jolted up from the pillow and Kaylee was sitting on the side of me with puffy eyes looking right at me.

"Kay what's going on?"

"There was a accident on the highway Spencer. Glen said that there was a ten car pile up." My breathing was starting to fade and I wasn't liking anything that was coming out of Kaylees mouth.

"How is he Kaylee? How's my dad?" I watched at the tears came down her cheeks and I knew that there was no right to tell me this.

"He didn't make it Spencer. He didn't make it." I know that my father and I had our differences but never in my life would I want this for my father. He was the only I had and the only one that could tell me stories about mom. To let her live through his memories. He couldn't be gone. He just couldn't.

Tears came faster than I had expected and I cried. I cried like I had never cried before. Kaylee took me in her arms and we sat there on her bed crying. I don't understand life. I don't understand that we have to go through all of this incidents in our lives to keep on living. Why did this have to happen? Why?

Right before Thanksgiving.

I sure as hell wasn't thankful for this.

(A/N: This is a spur of the moment switch in the story...tell me what you think of it!! I'm not sure when I'll have a chpt up next because I have a week off of work and my comp is stil out of commission soo please stay tune with the next chpt ok...I promise I will try!! So you know what to do...leave the love!!)