Lyrics and inspiration gratefully received from Skillet, who sings a song called Monster which is ever so perfect for this. The Latin is followed by the English translation so no one would be lost I am sorry if it interrupts the story.
The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
Sam glared at the angel he held as his brother slumped against the wall blood pouring from an impossible wound. It soaked into the drywall of the under the window.
"What did you do Bitch," his voice came out strange, "What the fuck did you do?" Sam felt rage flood through him. It seeped into his muscles and screamed to be let out. He wanted to kill her in that moment demons and angels be damned , all he wanted to do was slit her pretty throat as she had slit Deans. "CAS," he screamed his mind reaching for the angel. "Cas you get the fuck over here Right fucking now." He held the angel in the room with his mind pacing the room trying desperately not to look at the blood pouring from his brother.
"CAS, I did a lot for you Now you get the fuck here NOW," He screamed into the empty air. He stretched out his mind grasping the angel with all the power he had. He could feel it crushing her, bearing down on her like she did to Dean. With a shriek she pushed against it. She gasped as her throat closed.
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
"Auxilium, ego potest auxilium?" Help I can help him The angel choked out. Sam's head snapped around to regard her everything in him wanting to hurt her.
"Clausa Canis" shut up bitch he yelled watching her chest heave.
"castiel meae et auxilium," She gasped.
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
"Non pacisci te stultus canis, Redintegro eum aut finem te" I don't bargain you stupid bitch, Fix him or I end you, Sam growled moving to his brother clasping his hand over the gaping hole in his neck, not caring that blood covered his hands. "Fuck Castiel," He pushed and her wing was forcibly retracted.
"S,my" Dean tried knowing that this was it, he was going to die.
"Telekinesis bitch" He glared at the angel. He clutched his brother to him.
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
"figere nunc." Sam growled, nothing mattered to him right now.
"Smy no" Dean sighed laying his head back against his brothers shoulder as Sam held him "Lv yu" he managed before his eyes slipped closed. "mine," was the last word that his mind was able to form as it gradually began to grow dark.
"No Dean, not yet" Sam whispered urgently willing Dean's heart to beat even though there was nothing to beat against. "No" he wimped as he forced the heart to beat his eyes moving toward the angel that was writhing on the floor. "Figere Nonc" his voice sounded foreign even to himself.
"Fix It Now" he repeated in English as he gradually released his power letting her move.
He didn't neat to repeat himself but held Dean protectively against his chest as the Angel moved forward towards the pair.
