Sperm Donor

Chapter 8

Unexpected Changes


A few months have passed since the family get together. Summer has ceased and fall's chill has come. Everything had mostly stayed the same as the months passed, but there were some interesting changes of course.

Fate and I had become closer. We were flirting more, shared more intimate contact…above the belt of course. We were always together touching in some way. Our new favorite thing to do is hold hands. We were walking through the park with Faye when it first happened. Faye had run a little ahead of us, but in view of course. As I looked around, I saw that other people were holding hands and so I had the urge to do it as well. Ever so slowly, I inched my hand close to hers. My heart sped up as our fingers touched before I intertwined them gently. I could feel her eyes on me then and I felt myself blushing. She was probably wondering why I was holding her hand, but I didn't look at her right away. After a few seconds, I chanced a glance at her from the corner of my eye, but all I saw was her smiling. I smiled too and we continued through the park. From then on, we've been holding hands, holding each other while sleeping, but of course there was something we still managed to not do.

We never told each other how we feel.

It's crazy how we've still managed not to talk about that topic, but I knew it was going to come soon. It had to. We couldn't possibly not talk about it when our feelings are so obvious. Soon I would have to speak with her about us…our future. I still don't know how I've managed to hold this off, but I can't any longer…

Today was Halloween, which was one of Faye's favorite holidays. She loved to dress up, but most of all she liked to pick out my costumes. She was more than excited about Halloween this year because not only would she be picking out my costume; she would be picking out her Fate-papa's costume. Yep, that's my nickname for Fate. Hehe. It was meant to be said to tease her after she and Faye shared a tender moment together, but the blush that came to her cheeks was just too priceless that I couldn't help but kept the little nickname.

Anyway, Faye was overly excited when we went into the Halloween costume store. She went through every aisle looking for our costumes. Fate had asked then about Faye's costume and I told her that we had already gotten it. She asked what it was, but I told her she would have to wait. Faye didn't want Fate to know because it was going to be a surprise. Faye was going to look so adorable!

But yes, Faye eventually found a costume for Fate and I and handed it to us with a happy smile. We had gladly received them, but got the shock of our lives at what she had given us. On the front of the package, there was a picture of a sexy woman with a tight leather costume with cat ears on. Looking over at Fate, she had a big blush on her face so that let me know she wasn't fairing any better. Looking at her package, the woman on the front also had on a tight leather outfit on, but she had dog ears. Fate and I then looked at Faye in disbelief that she actually picked out these costumes for us. We proceed to talk to her about why we couldn't wear them, but she went into one of her rare temper tantrums and screamed about how she wanted a cat Mommy and a doggy Daddy. So we ended up buying the costumes.

So that's why I was currently wearing a tight fitting leather outfit that clung to my body. I wore my hair down as I wore the cat ears on my head. I also had a cat tail on my butt, which I hadn't seen on the front of the package. As perverted as this costume looked, I looked so sexy in it. My body looked so good in it and it made my breasts look big. I couldn't help, but wonder what Fate looked like in her costume. Her breasts were bigger than mine after all.

"Mommy," came Faye's voice, "how do I look?"

I almost squealed in delight, but I realized how childish it would have sounded if I did it. My little Faye looked so cute. She was basically a miniature version of Fate, which was the surprise. Faye had insisted on dressing like Fate and I thought it was a wonderful idea. I knew Fate would love it. Faye wore a black dress suit, white collared shirt underneath, with black dress shoes. For the accessories, she had a black briefcase, shaded sunglasses, and to top it off, she wore a blonde wig tied with a black bow at the end. She was just so adorable.

"You look so adorable, Faye." I kissed her on the cheek causing her to giggle.

"Do you think Daddy will like it?" She gave me hopeful eyes.

"Of course she will."

Right then, the front door opened and closed. "I'm here."

"Go on and surprise your Daddy while I finish putting the candy in the bowls." I smiled.

"Okay, Mommy," she said before running off into the living room to greet Fate.

As I poured out the last remains of candy into the candy bowl, a loud squeal came from the living room.

"Faye, you look so adorable." I bet Fate was squeezing Faye in a hug right now.

"Daddy," she giggled loudly, "you're squeezing me."

I knew it!

"I'm sorry. You're just so adorable. Did your Mother put you up to this?"

Hey! What did she mean by that?

Faye giggled. "No Daddy. I just wanted to dress up like you today."

"You're so sweet Faye."

Walking out of the kitchen, I saw Faye and Fate embracing. I couldn't help, but smile at the tender moment. Once it was over, Fate looked at me as she noticed my presence…and she was definitely looking at me hard.

Her eyes looked me up and down as if she was peeling the clothes off me…and damn it! I was looking at her with the same look. Fate looked hot in her costume. The tightness of her costume showed off her gorgeous body and her breasts seemed to be barely fit in the top of her costume. The dog ears and tail seemed to make her even sexier. I had to see her up close.

"Faye, why don't you go and get your candy basket so we can take you trick-or-treating."

"Yay!" She cheered happily before running off to her room.

A smirk came to my face as I walked seductively over to Fate. I could see her gulp. I walked around her once just to get a good look at her and then drew my lips close to her ear.

"Oh Fate-papa," I said in a husky voice as my right hand trailed slowly down her back, "you've been a bad bad dog," I said spanking her butt a few times.

A massive blush came to Fate's cheeks, which caused me to laugh loudly. Her eyes narrowed at me shutting me up completely. I knew what that look meant so without hesitation, I ran as fast as I could into the kitchen. I ran to the farthest end of the counter and waited for her to come. When she did, she had a grin on her face as she stood at the other end of the counter.

"Nanoha," her voice had a scary tone to it, "you're going to pay for what you did right about…NOW!"

As soon as those words left her lips, Fate came zooming around the counter, which sent me running for dear life. Screams and giggles filled the kitchen as Fate chased after me. There were a few close calls where I thought Fate had gotten me, but luckily I was much faster in the heels I was wearing.

After rounding the counter for what seemed like a million times, I looked back to see how far Fate was behind me. She wasn't there. Turning my head back in front of me, my eyes widened along with Fate's as we both were going at a fast speed towards each other. There was no way for us to avoid the soon to be collision, so I closed my eyes waiting for the hard impact to happen. And boy was it hard. Hitting Fate was like running into a brick wall and so I felt myself quickly falling. The fall never came though as strong arms wrapped around me spinning me so that my back lay against the kitchen wall, which hit with a thud.

In that moment, I had become aware of a lot of things. I could feel the ache of my body. I finally felt the burning sensation of my legs from all the running I had done. Well I guess I could just say the whole front of my body hurt from running into Fate. There was also a dull ache at the back of my head from the force of Fate pushing me into the wall. My lungs seemed to find it hard to breathe steadily as my chest moved up and down with a quickness as they rubbed against Fate's well endowed…BREASTS?

Blood rushed to my cheeks once I had opened my eyes and confirmed that our breasts were definitely touching due to our hasty breaths and the closeness of our bodies. Even though embarrassed, I couldn't help, but stare at them. They were so big and strained inside the tight costume and I felt my body reacting to the sensation of us touching as not so innocent thoughts came to mind.

"Are you okay?"

Fate's soft voice drew me back to reality and my eyes quickly locked onto hers.

"Yes, I'm fine. The back of my head hurts a little though."

"I'm sorry." A sympathetic look came across her face.

Soon after, her hand came behind me gently massaging my aching head. "Better?"

A smile came to my lips and my eyes closed as I sighed in contentment. "Yeah. That feels wonderful."

Fate's hands worked wonders as she massaged my head with tender loving care. A few soft moans escaped from my lips. I always loved it when my scalp was being massaged and I loved it so much more that Fate was doing it.

After awhile, I notice that my breaths had started to pick up again. The combination of Fate's massaging, our breasts still rubbing against each other, and the erotic fantasies that snuck their way back into my mind, wasn't helping too much. My arms wrapped around Fate's back as I couldn't help, but want her close to me.

Warm breath fanned over my face, which caused me to open my eyes. Right before me was Fate's pink luscious lips, which were slightly parted. The need to claim those sexy lips were at its max, but I decided to resist. All the other times, there had been an explanation or reason for kissing her. I didn't want to just do it out of nowhere, even though I wanted to so badly.

Moving my eyes elsewhere to get my mind off of wanting to kiss Fate, I decided to look into her eyes. What I found was rather interesting. Fate had already been looking at me as our eyes met. I could tell immediately the difference within them. They were glazed over. My eyes were captivated by her gaze as it caused my heart to do weird things and tingly feelings shot done to the pit of my stomach.

In my mind, I saw Fate leaning closer to me…Fate was really leaning towards me! My breath hitched as Fate's lips were about an inch away from my own. This was what I had wanted. I wanted to be kissed my Fate so badly and so I met her lips the rest of the way.

This kiss hadn't started out slow as the others had been. This was one of those needy/hungry kisses as Fate and I wasted no time adding tongue. My hands found their way into Fate's hair pulling her closer to me as I lightly sucked on her bottom lip. She huskily said that she liked it when I did that and so I did it again causing us to go into a moaning frenzy.

My mind and body were going crazy. Fate's strong kiss was making me want things I've never thought of before. She smashed her body against mine in a haste, which turned me on even further as everything touched. Moans and fast breathing echoed throughout the kitchen as we continued to kiss.

Fate was simply driving me crazy and the way her hands ran down the sides of my waist and down my legs before going back up again was just the icing on the cake. She had repeated that enough times that I thought she would repeat it again, but to my surprise, her hand ended up on my right breast.

Our kiss muffled the loud moan that rang in my throat. This was definitely a feeling that I was beginning to love as I placed my hand over Fate's to let her know that I was okay with what she was doing. I was in a state of sexual insanity. My pelvis began to move on its own and our moans got even louder as we connected.

"Mommy? Daddy?" A confused childish voice came.

Fate and my eyes snapped open as blushes came to our cheeks.

"What are you two doing?"

Fate and I removed ourselves at that moment fumbling with multiple sentences in order to try and explain this to Faye.

"Faye, your Mother and I, umm…" Fate stopped her explanation as she obviously didn't know what to say. I guess it was up to me to explain this.

Walking over to Faye, I bent down so I could be eye level with her. "Faye, what Mommy and Daddy were doing is something you're too young to know about right now. When you get older, I'll tell you all about it, okay?"

"Okay." Faye came over to me hugging my legs. "I'll wait since I know that when I get older I'll really need the information since I'll be really beautiful like you Mommy, right?" She looked at me with a smile on her face.

I giggled at her cuteness and placed a kiss on top her of head. "Of course you'll be beautiful."

We hugged for a few seconds before Faye's head popped up quickly.

"Oh, Grandma and Grandpa are here," she said before running off.

I sighed in relief that Faye didn't ask more questions about what she saw going on between Fate and I. That's what I loved about Faye. She never would pressure you about things. She would wait for the answers if I asked her to.

With Faye out of the way, I turned to Fate. She had a huge blush on her face as she looked at me, which cause me to do the same.

"Are you okay?" I took her hand in mine. I didn't want her to be sad at what just transpired.

"I'm okay. I'm just a little surprised and embarrassed."

"I'm surprised as well, but it was nice." I smiled, which she returned.

"It was indeed."

I kissed her on the cheek before winking. "Come on, Fate-papa, let's go greet your parents."

Pulling the blushing Fate at my nickname, we left the kitchen and went into the living room.

What I saw to say the least was very very interesting. Fate must have also been stunned because she couldn't even get out her greeting to her parents. Lindy had on an all black pant suit, red button up shirt with black tie, matching black shoes, while black rimmed glasses covered her eyes. This really wasn't what had stunned us as Lindy's attire was normal minus the glasses of course. Precia on the other hand, was something entirely different.

Precia looked like she was going for the slutty school girl look with her costume. She had on a blue and white sailor school girl uniform. She tied the shirt under her breasts so that her stomach showed. Her stomach wasn't the only thing that showed as the top buttons were undone, showing off massive cleavage. Her blue skirt came halfway down her thighs, which I'm sure that if she bent over, everything under could be seen. White knee high stockings covered her legs and blue sexy heels covered her feet. Her hair was done in two low pigtails to finish the look.

"Dad? Mom!" Fate shouted in confusion. "Mom, what are you wearing?"

"I'm wearing my costume. It's Halloween after all," Precia stated evenly.

"And what costume is that?"

"Well, your Father and I were going for the naughty student seduces her sensei look this year."

No," Lindy cut in, "I think it was the sexy sensei punishes her bad and overly sexy student look." Lindy grinned as she moved closer to Precia.

"I think I like yours better," Precia said huskily before they started a heated make out session.

"Would you two stop that," Fate shouted in irritation, "we do have a kid in the room."

"It's okay Grandma and Grandpa," Faye began as she positioned herself in front of Fate. "Mommy and Daddy mphf!"

Fate quickly clamped her hand over Faye's mouth before she could rat us out. Fate whispered a shh, before letting Faye's mouth go. Of course Precia and Lindy raised an eyebrow at this and Fate blushing wasn't helping our situation.

"So," I intervened trying to distract them, "what brings you two here tonight?" It seemed to have worked.

"Well, Precia and I are going to a couples party and we brought two extra tickets for the two of you."

"But we're not a couple." Fate and I said in unison.

Lindy laughed. "Says the people who act more like a couple than anyone I know."

Her eyes then moved down, which cause Fate and my eyes to follow. She was looking at our still intertwined hands.

"See what I mean?" Lindy grinned as she pulled out two tickets and handed them to Fate. "Use them or else you'll be dealing with me Fate Testarossa," Lindy said in a tone that made the room darken.

Fate gulped. "Yes sir."

"Good."

"Come now sensei," Precia said sexily as she pulled on Lindy's tie, "leave our baby alone or you won't get any play tonight."

The strict Lindy left fast and a pout came to her lips. "You wouldn't."

"Want to find out?" Precia challenged.

Lindy caved. "Okay, I'll be good."

"You better." She turned to Fate, Faye and I. "Well, we'll see you later. Sensei and I have important matters to attend to. See you at the party." She quickly waved as she pulled Lindy out the door.

Lindy turned her head and gave Fate a stern look before mouthing "you better be there" before she followed Precia the rest of the way like an obedient puppy.

"I have to say," I disrupted the silence, "your parents are very interesting."

"I've been aware of that fact for as long as I can remember." She sighed.

I looked down as I felt Faye's small hands patting my leg. "Yes, pumpkin pie?"

"Can we go trick-or-treating now?" Faye asked cutely.

"Of course."

After taking a few photos of all of us together in our costumes, we all exited that house for our first Halloween as a family. Faye was so adorable as she went up to each house and got her own candy. What made me smile was when she was asked what she was dressed up as, she would reply she was her Daddy and that she was a lawyer. Fate also wore a smile in that moment and I couldn't resist wrapping my arms around her while of course teasing her about being a proud Fate-papa. She just laughed as she wrapped her arms around my shoulder as we waited for Faye to come back to us.

After getting candy from several houses, we decided to call it a night and drove over to my parents' house to drop Faye off. She had fallen asleep during the ride, so Fate gently carried her into the house. Removing her costume, Fate tucked Faye into my old bed. Mom never changed it and Faye loved my room as it had once belonged to me.

We kissed Faye good night and after doing the same to my Mother, Fate and I left the house and got into the car. After settling in, the car was turned on and we made our way to the party Lindy had given us tickets for.


Seeing as though we were invited to a couples party, I really wasn't surprised when we finally made it inside. After giving our ticket to the lady at the admissions desk, Fate and I were directed to a large ballroom that housed many couples within the LGBT community. There even seemed to be straight supporters as well.

The lights were dimmed to set the mood as soft/slow music played throughout the room. All the couples held their partners tenderly as they danced, which made me sort of happy that Lindy had practically ordered us to come. The best thing about it was that I knew I would get to dance with Fate.

I felt a soft tug at my hand, which made me turn my head towards the beautiful woman that stood next to me. "Shall we go in?"

"Sure." I smiled as we made our way inside.

Fate had called her parents before we left the car so that we would know where they were once we got inside. Lindy had said they were in the center of the ballroom where the couples party banner was, so that's where we headed. It didn't take that long to find them.

A tender smile came to my lips at the sight of them. Precia had her arms wrapped around Lindy's neck as her head lay in the crook of her neck. Lindy's arms were securely wrapped around Precia's waist as she placed affectionate kisses on her forehead. It was so beautiful to see them still in love with each other after being together for so many years.

Fate tapped Lindy on the shoulder once we were close to them.

"Oh, I see you two made it." Lindy and Precia both turned to us, but never let each other go.

"Well it seemed that I had no other choice, but to come, so I came."

"I'm glad you did. Now, go have some fun. I'd like to resume dancing with my beautiful wife," Lindy concluded.

With that, Fate and I walked a little ways away from them, but not too far away that they were out of sight. My arms quickly found their way around Fate's neck and her arms quickly wrapped around my waist before we began to dance slowly to the slow music.

Nothing was said as we danced. I didn't mind as I felt comfortable at the moment with Fate holding me. I let my head fall into the crook of her neck as I wanted to be closer to her body. Her head laid on mine and it seemed that her hold on me grew tighter.

A sigh escaped her mouth, which caused me to look up at her.

"Why are you sighing?" I asked in confusion.

"That." Was her simple answer.

Turning my gaze to follow hers, I could see Precia and Lindy making out while Lindy's hands seemed to be venturing off to suggestive areas.

"It's quite embarrassing to see your parents doing stuff like that in the open." She sighed again.

I could clearly see the embarrassment on her face. I didn't want her to think of her parents while we were dancing. I only wanted her to be in this moment…where there was only us.

Removing my arms from around her neck, I placed both over her cheeks caressing them gently. The action seemed to get her attention, which is what I wanted.

"Just look at me then." I smiled tenderly. "That way you don't have to worry about what your parents are doing." I continued to caress her cheeks as I waited for an answer, but she didn't answer. She just continued to stare at me as if already captivated.

We danced like that for what felt like forever. I wasn't complaining though as I had always loved it when Fate would stare at me with such intensity. My thoughts eventually began to wander on everything that's happened between us. Fate had made my life so much happier. It was even becoming harder to keep my feelings at bay and the kiss that happened earlier was an example of that.

Just the thought of that kiss made my heart beat faster. I even found myself looking at her lips again as well danced. Her kiss had done so many things to me. Her touch made my body react in ways that it never had before. Fate had become my everything without me even realizing it at first, but it was clear to me now. And taking a leap of faith, I stood on my toes and placed a gentle kiss upon her lips.

We kissed several times after that. We were careful not to let it explode as it had earlier in the kitchen. We had parted shortly after, smiling with blushes on our faces. Everything in that moment seemed magical. It seemed perfect. It felt so right. And so, I knew I couldn't wait any longer. This was the perfect time to say my feelings clearly.

"Fate," I said caressing her name with love, "I have something that I want to tell you."

"What is it Nanoha?" Her eyes searched mine for answers.

"I just wanted to tell you that I lo-"

"Oh my gosh!" Fate's voice cut off my own.

Still startled by her sudden outburst, I turned my attention to see what had caught her attention and ruined my confession. I guess kissing and a little feel wasn't enough for Lindy because her hands were positioned on top of Precia's butt under the skirt, hoisting Precia in the air. Her legs quickly circled around Lindy's waist as their kiss seemed to be more hunger than before.

Fate had gotten over to them fast to stop whatever was about to happen as she seemed to be scolding them. I couldn't help but think the action made her look sexy. Precia and Lindy ended up going home, I guess to finish what was started. Fate and I had decided to do the same.

After a twenty minute drive, Fate and I made it home and immediately undressed for bed. I was so happy to be out of that costume. It was really tight, so I was just happy when I put on my baggy sleeping shirt and climbed into bed. Fate had gotten in shortly after I did and was silent for a few minutes.

"Nanoha?" she said in a soft voice.

"Hmm?"

She didn't say anything at all for a few seconds, which had me thinking what was going on in her head.

"Nothing. Good night."

"Good night."

We both cut off our lamp lights and got comfortable under the covers.

And for the first time, Fate didn't hold me while we slept.


Today was different from all the other days spent with Fate. I had noticed it the minute she had gotten out of bed. There was this distance between us; or rather that's what it felt like to me. She wasn't as cheery as she usually was. Her eyes that I loved so much constantly had a faraway look in them and I knew she had to have been thinking about something. From the way she was acting, I knew it had to be something serious. Not even Faye could change the mood in the air. Faye hadn't noticed the difference in Fate because she acted the same around her. But I saw it clearly how her smile never reached her eyes like it usually did.

The hours spent with her had become unbearable for me. She had begun to ignore me or only acknowledge me briefly before going off to do something. Every time I tried to speak with her, she would avoid my questions by saying that everything was fine. That fake smile had still been there and it hurt me that she had used it on me.

It was around noon, when Fate and Faye were about to head out the door so that they could spend some time to themselves. I had planned to go with them previously, but my Mom had called and said that she needed me at the café. I think it was for the best that I didn't go because I didn't want the outing to feel awkward in anyway, especially with Faye around. I didn't want her to notice that anything was wrong.

"Faye, are you ready to go?"

"Yes Daddy!" Faye cheered as she made her way towards me. "I wish you could come too, Mommy." She pouted.

"I wish I could too, pumpkin pie," I said before giving her a kiss on the lips. "Have fun with your Daddy okay?"

"Okay." Faye then ran over to Fate. She was standing by the door.

"Go wait by the car, Faye. I want to speak with your Mother."

With a nod, Faye obeyed.

The tension in the air was obvious. I didn't know how or what I could do to break it.

"I'm going to take her to the park. We'll be back around four." Fate didn't even look at me when she said that. It hurt more than anything I ever felt before.

Without thinking, I grabbed Fate's arm, in which she gave me a questioning looking in return.

"You know you can talk to me, right?" My voice almost cracked because of the pain I was feeling in my heart. I wanted her to talk to me. I needed her to know that I would listen.

She averted her eyes. "I know," she said in a whisper.

I wanted to tell her then was she sure about that. If she knew that she could talk to me about anything, she would have talked to me about how she was feeling already. She would have let me in. There was obviously something wrong with Fate. She knows that I'm aware of that and she still gave me no sign that she would talk to me or that she even wanted to talk about it. I guess what she's going through is something she just wasn't ready to open up to me about, so I didn't make a scene. I didn't want to further ruin her mood and maybe mess up the time she would be spending with Faye.

"I was just making sure that you knew." I removed my hand from her arm. "Have fun."

With that, I left to go into my bedroom. The tears I had been trying to hold back spilled quickly. My mind was filled with so many questions. What had happened to us? What happened to Fate overnight? What had I done to make her treat me like that? There were so many questions, but no answers…


I was currently in the café as my Mother needed some extra hands. But just like how Fate was earlier that morning, I felt myself being the same way. I was constantly in thought that I hadn't noticed costumers in front of me and it even got to the point that I was messing up orders.

I just couldn't stop thinking about what happened earlier. What was really bothering Fate? I felt so helpless. I felt sad because I didn't know. I felt like I wasn't doing my job as at least her friend to figure out what was wrong with her, so that I could comfort her. But what hurt me the most was that she didn't want to tell me. She was shutting me out like she once did before in order to stop her from getting hurt.

Was I hurting her?

Just the thought of me causing her pain made my heart ache and I could feel tears stinging my eyes. I must have done something for her to change so quickly. I wish…I wish she would talk to me.

"Nanoha," my Mother said with concern, "are you okay?"

I quickly wiped my tears away and tried to put on the best smile I could muster. I hated worrying my Mom.

"I'm fine. Don't worry so much, okay?" I chuckled, but it didn't work as I had hoped. My Mother's concerned look never left her face.

She silently made her way behind the counter, grabbed my hand gently and walked us over to one of the booths in the café and took a seat.

"So," my Mom began, "what's going on with you? Even Precia called and said that Fate was acting the same as you. What happen between you two?"

"I really don't know where to begin."

"Well, start wherever you need, but you're not leaving this table until you tell me something."

I sighed. I knew my Mother would stay true to her words, so the best thing I could do was tell her everything.

"I think Fate is mad with me." The sadness showed in my voice as I said those words. It hurt to say, but I was sure that was what was going on.

"Fate's mad with you?" The shock in her voice was clear. "I'm a little confused by that. Fate adores you. Why would she be mad with you?"

"That's just the thing. I'm not even sure myself, Mom."

"How could you not know?"

"Because she won't talk to me!" I screamed with tightly closed eyes. "She won't talk to me." The tears had come back and I began sobbing softly. I hadn't noticed that my Mom moved until she embraced me into a comforting hug.

"I'm sorry Nanoha," my Mom said in a comforting voice as she rubbed her hand up and down my back. "Tell me what you think happened."

"I don't know," I said before burying my head further into her chest. "This morning," I sniffed, "she was just different. It was like she was putting up this wall in between us."

"And you don't know what could have caused her to act towards you like that?"

"We kissed yesterday, but we've kissed a few times. I don't think it has to do with that. I'm at a loss Mommy."

She held me tighter in her arms. "You've kissed Fate?" she asked curiously.

I could feel a blush coming to my cheeks. "Yes. I really care for her."

"So, you want to ride bologna ponies now? My Nanoha," she said teasingly, "what happened to you being a lesbian?" She joked

"Mommmm," I whined burying myself further into her chest out of embarrassment, "F-Fate is a woman, except for you know…but that's besides the point. I like Fate a lot." I stopped preparing myself for what I was going to say next. "I know I'm in love with her. She means the world to me Mom. She's a woman in my eyes regardless of what she has between her legs. I accept her fully as she is…I don't want her to be upset with me."

"Have you told her your feelings?" she said back in her motherly voice.

"No."

"Why not?"

I sighed. "I wanted my confession to be at the right time. I tried confessing yesterday, but the moment was ruined. I just want it to feel more special than just saying it in a normal situation." I explained.

"Did you ever think that this perfect time you want to confess wouldn't be the right time for Fate?"

Removing myself from my Mother's embrace, I stared at her with a confused look. "What do you mean?"

"What I mean is you should never wait to confess one's love, my dear." She smiled tenderly at me as she caressed my cheek softly. "When you wait after clearly expressing directly or indirectly that you want to be with someone, it can give the other person mixed signals or the wrong one. We both know about Fate's past, so by you hesitating to tell her is probably giving her the wrong impression of your feelings."

"But Fate knows that I accept everything about her. I've told her that plenty of times."

"What you are failing to realize is that saying something is different than taking action. Telling her you accept her and not doing anything, like you not telling her your feelings properly is like telling a lie. Do you understand what I'm saying, Nanoha?"

A hand came to my mouth as my Mother's words sunk in. Was Fate acting like that because I hadn't expressed my feelings for her? If that is the reason…I've been so stupid. How was I going to fix this now? I didn't want Fate thinking the opposite of what I actually feel for her.

"How do I fix this Mom?" I pleaded for an answer.

"Talk to her, silly." She chuckled ruffling my hair, which caused me to blush at the obvious answer.

Taking my phone out of my apron, I pressed a few buttons until Fate's contact number was visible. I stared at the number for a few seconds as the feeling of dread come over me. I was still unsure if Fate would be willing to speak with me, but…I had to call her and tell her how much she meant to me, so that we could get back to the way we were before…

Happy.

With my mind set on Fate, my finger moved to press the button that would call her.

Ring! Ring!

But…she ended up calling me first.

Answering the phone, I brought it up to my ear. "H-hello."

"Nanoha," she breathes deeply into the phone, "I think we need to talk. I feel we've been needing to talk for awhile now, but I've put it off. It shouldn't be put off any longer."

"I agree. There are lots of things we need to talk about. It's mainly abo-"

"Is that Mommy on the phone?" Faye's voice came in the background.

"Yes it is."

"Hey mommy. I missed you today." Fate must have given Faye the phone.

"I missed you too, pumpkin pie. You'll have to tell me all the wonderful things you and your Daddy did today." I smiled.

"Okay, Mommy. I have lots to tell you," Faye replied with excitement.

"Faye, go and take your shoes off while I finish talking to your Mother." Fate's voice came in the background.

"Okay. I love you Mommy."

"I love you too, baby."

There was silence for a few seconds, which had me thinking that Fate had hung up or something, but when a sigh came through the phone, I knew she was still there.

"I'll be at the house. So come as soon as possible."

"Okay. I'll be there as soon as I can."

"…I'll be waiting." And with that the call ended.

I brought the phone down from my ear slowly as I couldn't help, but wonder what Fate would say. Would we be speaking about the same topic or would it be different?

"So," my Mom began, "what did she say?"

"She wants to talk…"

"And you're still sitting here because?" my Mom said with a face that said duh.

With that said, I hurriedly scooted out of the booth after my Mom had gotten up. I hugged and kissed her saying a quick thanks before I was out the door and to my car. Once inside, I took out my keys, sticking them into the ignition turning it on. Shifting the car into drive, I stepped on the gas in the direction of my house.

I was excited about what could Fate want to say. Was it about us kissing again? Or just about everything that's been going on with us. I hoped it was good. It was just a little longer and I would be hom-

BAM! A car had come out of nowhere and hits the side of the car.

Picking my head up from the steering wheel, I grabbed my head as a fierce headache caused my head to throb. All I felt was pain. My whole body hurt at the movement. Removing my hand from my head, blood was all I saw. It drenched my hand.

What had happened?

Looking around as fast as my headache would allow, I could see broken glass all over. All the windows in plain sight were shattered and smoke could be seen from the hood of my car. A sudden pain came from my left side, which caused me to scream out in pain. Turning my head, the car door was smashed in as a black car sat on the other side of the door.

I had been hit.

More shocks of pain came, which caused my body to go into a coughing fit. Blood from my mouth, with caused me to panic. I could feel myself hyperventilating and I could feel my vision leaving me.

"Faye…Fa…te…"

My head hit the steering wheel hard.

Darkness…


A/N: Hey everyone. I'm so sorry for the late update. My mom had her old box spring in my room and I had planned of finishing the story over a week ago. I had gotten up to go do something before I began writing when all of a sudden the box spring fell on top of my computer, messing the screen up completely. I could have used my mom's computer to finish, but then my job had me working 9 days back to back. So I've been really tired. But it's updated finally.

Okay everyone…don't kill me yet. Everything that's happened has happened for a reason. So Nanoha getting into an accident is very important. You'll find out in the next chapter why.

Well, with Nanoha out of the way, it only means that Fate's POV is gonna mainly be taking place next chapter and will be in all the chapters following that. It's about time everyone got to know what Fate's been thinking…and the lateness of that happening was also planned out from the start.

Anyway, thanks for reading and the reviews from the last chapter. Thanks everyone and sorry for the lateness!

Oh, and thanks YokoShizuma and Zona Rose for visiting me within the last week