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Chapter 8

"Any explanation as to what happened after you disappeared, Kisa-san?" Onodera questioned his co-worker as the shorter male walked in the next morning with a tired face and a cup of coffee.

"What?" Kisa asked, not having heard Onodera's question.

"I asked what happened to you when you ran off."

Kisa felt his face heat up as he took a sip of his coffee. "Stuff…"

Onodera raised an eyebrow. "Well, either way, it was a good party. I got to talk to a lot of authors and writers for other magazines."

Kisa smirked to himself. "Well, that Takano Masamune seemed to be very interested in you."

It was Onodera's turn to go pink as he muttered something incoherent whilst fumbling around with the equipment on his desk. "I-it was nothing…"

"You seemed to talk like old friends."

"It was nothing, Kisa-san!"

"Whatever you say, Ricchan." Kisa took another gulp of his hot coffee and snorted, clearly not believing what Onodera had just said.

"Anyway, you have some messages, Kisa-san," Onodera began as he handed a couple of pieces of paper over to Kisa. The jet-haired man sighed tiredly and walked into his own office for a few minutes. He removed his jacket, flung it across the back of his chair, and placed his coffee on his desk. He relished the silence for a second before walking out with the printed version of his article and looking down at his feet. The moment he looked up, he stopped walking and his jaw dropped.

"Kisa-san." Yukina was breathing heavily as if he had run the entire way to the office block.

"Y-Yukina…"

Onodera looked between the two awkwardly before clicking something on his computer and excusing himself.

"Kisa-san, I want to apologise to you," Yukina said as he stepped forward, his chest heaving as he regained breath.

"What for?" Kisa asked, puzzled.

"I've been acting very inappropriately, but I just can't help myself around you, Kisa-san," Yukina admitted, his face stoic. Kisa gulped and dropped his papers, which fluttered to the ground before landing in sync.

"You have nothing to apologise for. I was the one at fault," Kisa told the younger man.

Yukina smiled. "I just want you back, Kisa-san."

Kisa's heart fluttered as he stepped forward and grabbed the lapels of Yukina's jacket, bringing him closer to crush their mouths together.

"I'm sorry for hurting you, Yukina," Kisa said when they broke apart for air.

Yukina smiled gratefully as he pulled the man closer, pressing their lips together in a sweet and chaste kiss. Kisa moved his arms up and around Yukina's upper back, leaving the two in an embrace for a long moment.

A cough interrupted the pair as they jumped apart and Kisa smoothed his shirt down. Onodera was staring at both him and Yukina warily, but said nothing as he sat down. Yukina said goodbye with a swift peck on the cheek and disappeared from the office.

"So that's what you meant by 'personal business', Kisa-san," Onodera teased as he returned to work. Kisa merely smiled at him as he gathered his papers from the floor and headed to Ichinose's office.


Kisa returned to Morimoto's apartment after a long, tiresome day at work. He flicked the light on and jumped when he saw that Yukina was sat on the sofa, waiting for him.

"How'd you get in?" Kisa asked.

"Morimoto gave me the code to give to the landlord to get a spare key."

"Why would she do that?"

Yukina got up from the sofa and strolled over to Kisa, placing his hands on the shorter man's hips. "I told her I needed to see you, and that it was urgent."

"Why was it so urgent?" Kisa felt nervous under Yukina's hungry gaze.

"Because I haven't touched you in over 5 months, Kisa-san." Yukina's tone was seductive, his breath hot on Kisa's skin as he whispered into his ear. Kisa shuddered at the touch as he wound his arms around Yukina's neck and their mouths crashed together in a frenzied meeting of lips and tongue. Yukina ripped Kisa's shirt open and let his hands roam over the planes of Kisa's chest and stomach, tracing the subtle muscle of his abs and making the man moan into the kiss.

Kisa wrapped his legs around Yukina's waist as the taller man held him up and walked over to the sofa, mouths still fixed on each other and hands still wandering over skin as Kisa pulled Yukina's jumper over his head. They fell on Morimoto's couch with a thump and Kisa broke the kiss abruptly.

"On the sofa?" Kisa hissed. Yukina nodded as he began to kiss his way down Kisa's neck to his collarbone, which he bit and sucked softly, licking to soothe the wound. Kisa sighed and tilted his head back, his fingers trailing through Yukina's hair to keep the man close as he trailed down Kisa's chest. Yukina's mouth found one of Kisa's nipples and the man gasped softly, arching up. Using his strength, Yukina pushed Kisa down against the sofa softly as his hands lowered to his trousers and tugged at the hem unrelentingly until Kisa tilted his hips and Yukina removed them swiftly.

Yukina sat up and removed his own jeans and underwear, until they were both finally, blissfully, naked. His breathing hitched in his throat when he felt Kisa's warm hand wrap around his exposed cock, pumping it slowly. Yukina let out a deep moan as he let the sensations wash over him for long moments before he removed the black-haired man's hand. Kisa cocked an eyebrow but smirked as he manoeuvred himself to straddle Yukina's lap, the taller man bringing his finger to Kisa's mouth.

"Suck," he said, as he used his free hand to get into the drawer. He brought out a condom as soon as he felt one; Kisa stared at the offending object in Yukina's hand.

"Uh…" he said, fingers still in his mouth. Yukina said nothing and he prompted Kisa's hand to prepare him as he did the same for Kisa. Yukina lifted Kisa's leg up and onto his shoulder as he slowly inserted one finger, watching Kisa as his face contorted from uncomfortable to pure bliss as he carefully inserted his second and, finally, his third finger. After a few moments of stretching, Yukina used his fingers to find that spot that would send Kisa into oblivion.

"Yuki-" Kisa was cut off when Yukina found it.

Kisa removed his leg from Yukina's shoulder, when Yukina removed his fingers, and wrapped his slim arms around the blonde's neck, he lifted himself and then sank back onto Yukina's cock, his head falling forwards at the feeling of being filled. When he was at the hilt, the two regained what little breath they had as their foreheads touched. Yukina placed his hands on Kisa's hips as he used leverage from the floor to thrust up into Kisa.

"Yukin-ah!" Colours and stars exploded before Kisa's eyes as his nails dug into Yukina's heated skin.

"Fuck, Kisa-san…"

Their mouths locked in a fiery kiss as they continued a steady rhythm; Kisa's tongue ran along the top of Yukina's mouth as Yukina's fingers ran over Kisa's chest, finding a nipple and tweaking it gently before moving south and beginning to pump Kisa's cock.

"Aah," Kisa sighed as he broke from Yukina to let out a sigh. They stayed like that for a few minutes until a final powerful thrust from Yukina brought them over the edge and they came loudly together, their names ghosting each other's lips.

"Kisa-san, that was-" Yukina began as he steadied his breathing.

"No! It's my turn…" Kisa cut the younger man off as he moved himself off of Yukina's lap.

"Huh?" Yukina shot Kisa a confused expression.

"That was amazing."

Yukina gave Kisa a tired smile before bending down to kiss Kisa's forehead. "No, you were amazing."

Kisa let out a snort before he turned over to face the TV and turned it on.


"Go where?" Kisa asked, choking on his rice. Yukina stood up immediately and patted the smaller man on the back with gentle force. Kisa waved him off when he stopped coughing.

"My dad has a cabin in Hokkaido. I was wondering if you wanted to go some time?" Yukina asked, returning to his meal. Kisa swallowed his next portion of rice before answering.

"Just you and me?"

"Yes… Is that okay, Kisa-san?"

Kisa gulped and shifted in his chair slightly. He didn't want to hurt Yukina, but going on a trip with him sounded like the relationship was serious. And as good as the sex was, Kisa still doubted that his relationship with Yukina would turn serious.

"I don't know, Yukina; let me think about it…" Kisa said in return as he finished his meal quickly and left to get a shower.


"Go!" Morimoto urged in reply. Kisa had called her as soon as his shower was done to ask for her advice on the situation.

"But-"

"No buts, Shouta! Go!"

Kisa sighed as he sat at the counter of Morimoto's kitchen. "How's the Bahamas?" He asked, changing the subject quickly.

Morimoto let out a dreamy sigh. "Perfect."

"Where are you staying, again?"

"Atlantis Royal Towers," Morimoto replied.

"Oh! Nice-"

"Forget about my honeymoon! You should go on the trip with Yukina-san."

"Kisa-san?" Yukina called as he walked out from his own shower with a towel draped around his hips. Kisa turned around and his gaze instantly dropped to the towel.

"I've got to go Kana, but I'll think about it."

"Shouta-" Kisa hung up on Morimoto as he hopped off the stool and walked over to Yukina, pulling him into a deep and passionate kiss.


Kisa and Yukina left for the cabin at Lake Shumarinai at the weekend. They took a flight over to Sapporo where they met with Yukina's brother, Yukina Ken.

Yukina Ken was tall with short, chocolate brown hair and hazel eyes. He was friendly and greeted the pair when they arrived at his house with a grand smile.

"Kou!" He exclaimed as he pulled his younger brother in for a bone-crushing hug.

"It's nice to see you again, Ken," Yukina said when he was freed from the hug. "How have you been?"

The older Yukina smiled as he leaned against his doorway. "Everything's been average for me, Mr best-selling author."

The blonde Yukina looked down at his feet bashfully for a moment until Kisa elbowed him in the stomach. "Oh! Ken, this is my boyfriend, Kisa Shouta. Kisa-san, this is my older brother Ken."

Kisa's face went pink as he bowed to the older Yukina. The brunet was watching him carefully.

"He's your boyfriend? He looks like he just got out of high school. You're playing a dangerous game there, Kou," Yukina Ken joked. Yukina, in return, just laughed and prompted Kisa to show his brother his ID.

"Well, damn," The brunet Yukina whistled after reading the document. "You're older than he is!"

Kisa rolled his eyes. "Well, yes, that's normally the consequence of being born 9 years before he was."

Yukina Ken let out a laugh. Kisa and Yukina exchanged a glance before a young woman holding a toddler appeared in the doorway. "Ken, what's goin- Kou! It's so nice to see you again!"

The woman squeezed past her husband and kissed Yukina's cheek. Kisa watched her warily.

"It's nice to see you again, Miwa," Yukina said as he turned his attention to the young girl in her arms. "And it's nice to see you again, Reiko. You've grown since I last saw you."

The young girl with bouncing black curls and wide expressive blue eyes giggled at Yukina behind the lollipop she was holding in her hand.

"We'd best be off anyway," Yukina said again as he patted Kisa's shoulder. "We're going to the cabin up on Lake Shumarinai."

"Dad's cabin?" Yukina Ken asked. Yukina nodded slowly. "Did Dad give you permission?"

"He's so busy with his wedding that he doesn't care about what I do."

"What if he brings his fiancée to the cabin whilst you two are there?" The older Yukina asked. His wife looked between Kisa and Yukina for a moment before she realised.

"Ooh, are you two off for a romantic trip?"

Yukina smiled widely. "Yes, we are."

"Oh, have fun, you two!" Yukina Miwa said, hoisting her daughter up further on her hip. Kisa and Yukina bowed to the small family before taking their leave. As they walked to the train station that would take them to Asahika, Kisa turned to Yukina.

"Your brother has a beautiful family," he said.

Yukina smiled. "He does. Reiko's third birthday's coming up soon."

"Don't you ever want a life like that?"

Yukina stopped walking. "What do you mean?"

"You know; the typical living in a beautiful house with a white picket fence with 2 kids and a dog whilst your beautiful wife makes you dinner when you return from work thing?"

"You have a very traditional view on things," Yukina laughed. Kisa blushed and looked at his feet. "But sure, I do want that, but to me that's a fantasy. And you, Kisa-san, you're reality. I'd rather have reality over fantasy."

Kisa smirked as he looked up. He pulled Yukina into a hug by the lapels of his jacket. Yukina stood, still in shock, for a moment, before wrapping his arms around Kisa and returning the gesture.


Kisa admired the lovely wood finish on the walls and floors when he walked into the bug cabin. There was a fireplace opposite two chairs that faced the big window looking out onto the lake. He dropped his suitcase on the floor and took a deep breath. Yukina locked the door behind him and placed his suitcase on the floor. He turned around to ask Kisa a question, but instead found Kisa's mouth crushed against his own.

Yukina's hands dropped to Kisa's waist to bring the man closer as their tongues twisted with each other. After a few minutes they let go and breathed deeply.

"Kisa-san," Yukina gasped with a weak laugh, "Save it for tonight."

Kisa quirked an eyebrow and let go of Yukina, grabbing his suitcase. "Tonight, huh?" He mused to himself as he made his way to the bedroom.


This is nice, Kisa thought to himself as he sat beside Yukina on the rug in front of the fireplace, drinking wine. The sun had gone down and the midnight blue sky was dotted with twinkling stars.

"Kisa-san," Yukina began, grabbing Kisa's attention. "I'm so glad you agreed to come."

Kisa snorted into his wine. "You know what? Me too."

Yukina smiled as he placed his and Kisa's glasses of wine onto the table in between the two chairs behind them. He then captured Kisa's lips as the two leant back to lie down on the rug. Their lips melded together as Yukina's hands roamed over Kisa's body and under his t-shirt. Kisa broke the kiss to look at Yukina.

"Roll over," he ordered, and Yukina shot him a funny look but complied with the request. Kisa straddled the man's hips as he bent down to kiss him again. He pulled off his t-shirt and began to kiss his way down the man's chest. Yukina's back arched into the touch as Kisa wrapped a warm tongue around one of his nipples. His nimble fingers popped the button on Yukina's trousers and tilted the man's hips up slightly to remove them, along with his underwear.

"Kisa-san," Yukina gasped when felt the cool air on his skin. Kisa smirked and settled between Yukina's legs, wrapping a hand around the base of Yukina's cock and squeezing gently. He ran his tongue up the shaft before taking him into his mouth and beginning to bob his head.

Yukina threaded his fingers through Kisa's soft black locks as the man continued, his tongue tracing the vein on the underside of Yukina's cock with each bob, swirling around the head and tonguing the slit. Yukina tugged on Kisa's hair as he began to thrust himself into the shorter man's mouth and lost himself to the sensations.

Within moments, Yukina came, shouting Kisa's name as the man retreated and swallowed. Taking in a few breaths, Yukina sat up and kissed Kisa lovingly on the lips. "Kisa-san," he whispered, smiling. "I love you."

Yukina kissed Kisa's neck but, rather than give in to the pleasant feeling, Kisa found himself hoping that Yukina hadn't uttered those three little words. A hand wrapped around Kisa's own erection and he knew he had to pull back.

"Kisa-san?" Yukina asked, the confusion evident on his face.

"I'm sorry, Yukina, I can't." His heart was breaking as he continued to speak. "I'm unsure about everything. I'm unsure as to why the hell you're with me when Hayata-san could give you everything you had dreamed off. And mostly, I'm unsure if what I feel for you is love or… Something else."

Yukina sat back for a moment, staring at Kisa in disbelief.

"Again, I'm sorry Yukina. I want to go home."

Yukina let out an irritated huff of air as Kisa stood up and smoothed his clothing down. He left to grab his suitcase and phone, dialling for a taxi to come and pick him up. Yukina pulled his pants on, walked into the kitchen and slammed the door shut, causing Kisa to wince. Kisa walked out of the door and closed it softly, making his way over to the cab.