A/N OKAY! so finally her is the next chapter of WYD. I personally like how this chapter turned out, this is the first time that I have ever attempted to write anything close to a lemon so please don't be to harsh! I would really apprieciate your feedback on this one, as I would love to know what I did write, wrong, and what I can improve on. Your opinions mean the world to me! Thank you to everyone who have reviewed and read my story so far and for those of you who countinue to do so :)
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Another night, another movie…. Zero smiled. He found it amusing how every night he and Kaname would sit next to each other on the leather couch that was placed conveniently in front of the Pureblood's massive flat screen TV, and waste away the night watching movies. Most nights they would watch at least two movies, sometimes more, depending on how tired he and the Pureblood seemed to be. Tonight it seemed as though they were both rather sleepy. More than once now he had caught Kaname's eyes drift shut, only to reopen moments later in a quick forced motion.
well, Zero thought It seems as if I am not the only one who is reluctant to go to bed. In truth Zero really was tired, he could already feel his body start to shut down, as it fought with his mind to get the rest that it needed.
Well, he wasn't ready to sleep just yet, or at least he wasn't ready to leave Kaname just yet. He would be willing to stay awake forever if that would mean that he would be able to stay by the Purebloods side forever….
Not that sleeping wasn't such a bad thing either. Sleep brought dreams, and recently dreams had brought Kaname. Given, the Kaname in his dreams was a lot different than the Kaname that was currently sitting beside him. His thoughts started to wander and given the fact that his sleep deprived brain was currently to occupied with its fantasy's, it was unable to understand that fantasizing about Kaname while he was currently sitting two inches away from him was not a good idea.
Zero coughed, trying to cover up for the slight moan that threatened to escape form beneath his lips. Turned out that he had been unsuccessful.
"Zero? Are you okay?" Kaname had started slightly at the unexpected noise. He had head a quiet groan which was quickly followed by a cough. He had turned sideways immediately, movie forgotten. He was worried about what had caused Zero to make that noise. Was it his blood lust? Kaname wouldn't be surprised if it was. Zero's hunger hadn't once shown itself since the time in the alley. Kaname had been hoping for a while now that Zero's bloodlust would show for no other reason than the fact that he would like to have the opportunity to put his plan into action without actually having to resort to any more…drastic measures. But after sweeping a glance over the ex-human, he had a feeling that it wasn't bloodlust that had made Zero act as he had just now, but lust of another kind.
Zero was extremely embarrassed to have been caught in a state like this. He usually had better control over his body, but with lack of sleep and concentration… well he couldn't be expected to be able to control his body's reactions to Kaname, or more specifically his thoughts about Kaname…
"Y-ya, I'm f-fine, really." Zero tried to sound convincing, he really did, but even to his own ears that sounded kind of pathetic. Zero shifted to the side, trying to hide the now obvious strain in his, now to tight, jeans.
"I'm tired, I t-think that I will go to sleep now. Goodnight Kaname." He was desperate to escape, but he knew that running to his room at superhuman speed would be rather suspicious….as if the front of his pants wasn't suspicious enough.
"Wait, Zero. Come here for a second." The boy froze, and Kaname was amused to find that he looked a lot like a deer caught in headlights. Kaname stood up and walked over to where Zero was currently standing, only a few feet from the couch. Once he was once again beside the boy he reached out his hand, using it to pull the boy's head towards his own. Zero swallowed the action making his thought bob, and amusing Kaname even farther.
Kaname placed his forehead against Zero's, their faces now so close that they could both feel each others breath on their lips.
"Hmmmm, well you don't seem to have a fever. Are you sure your alright. I heard you groan earlier, you sounded as if you were in pain." Kaname tried to make his voice only contain concern, but he was unable to stop the little bit of amusement that managed to sneak through.
Zero stopped breathing, Kaname's close proximity was doing hazardous things to more sensitive parts of his body, but his mind quickly grabbed a hold of it self when Kaname's final words washed past his ears. That, that Bastard! He was playing him. Kaname knew damn well why he had made those noises back on the couch and he found his discomfort to be funny. How dare he?
"You bastard! What the hell are you doing? " Zero pushed at Kaname, managing to make him stumble backwards and almost lose his balance. The smirk that had just been on Kaname's face quickly disappeared.
"Zero? Zero what are you do-Hey! Stop that Zero!" But Zero didn't stop he just kept pushing.
That ass! How dare he play with his emotions like that. Kaname had witnessed a moment of his weakness and he decides to use it to make fun of him? That was just cruel.
Zero hadn't realized that he had still been pushing Kaname and he probably never would have noticed if it hadn't been for the couch that manage to trip Kaname, which resulted in him falling down as well, and consequence landing directly on top of the Pureblood.
"Oww…" The Pureblood mumbled slightly rubbing the back of his head which had banged against the back of the couch when the landed. Kaname's eyes were currently closed and Zero was trying very hard not to lean down and see for himself whether or not those lips were as soft as they looked….
"Zero?" Zero had been so focused on Kaname's lips that he had failed to notice that the mans eyes had drifted open allowing his to see as well as feel how intimately Zero was pressed against him.
"Zero?" the Pureblood said again, trying to capture the boys attention and failing miserable. Zero was still very much focused on Kaname's lips, and they way the moved so gracefully when he talked…wait? Talked?
Zero sat up quickly, pushing himself up so that he was straddling the Purebloods lap, their groins now pressed even closer together than before. This time it was Kaname who groaned and Zero froze.
"Kaname?" Zero asked his tone questioning, although for the life of him he had no idea what he was asking. He shifted a bit trying to move his lower body slightly away from the Purebloods wanting to remove himself from this humiliating situation. To his surprise that little movement caused Kaname to groan again, louder this time. Zero was shocked. He hadn't thought that Kaname would be effected by this as well. Which he supposed was kind of stupid because he could feel the attraction that he held for Kaname and he knew that it wasn't one sided, but somehow…when it came to the actual evidence, which he could currently feel pressing up against him… well he was just surprised. That may have made him seem naive but it was the truth.
Zero had stopped moving, not wanting to do anything he might regret but not wanting to end this moment just yet either. He was to fascinated with the beautiful creature beneath him and he felt to aroused to do anything other than remain on Kaname's lap. He stared at Kaname's face wanting to see the emotions that he knew would be flowing through the brunettes eyes. If only he would open them so that I could see his damn reaction….As if Kaname had read Zero's thoughts his eyes opened immediately connecting with the ex-humans. What Zero saw in Kaname's eyes was the same thing that Kaname saw in his. Desire. Raw animalistic desire.
A second passed, then two, and than it was as if time could wait no more. Both men moved towards each other. Their lips met. Both of them moving in sync, allowing for their lips to mesh and their tongues to mate. It was rough, it was passionate, it was heaven.
Their lips continued to dance, and their breathing quickened, just more evidence of how much these actions were affecting them both. Their hands had started to roam. Both sets of limbs were moving. Lifting shirts and rubbing bare skin. It was all to much. Such an onslaught of sensations were reeking havoc on Zeros brain and he was starting to forget where he was, and even who he was. He was becoming someone else, something else. His hips started moving, rubbing hard against Kaname's and the Pureblood did the same. Lifting his hips up to meet Zero's. This was driving him insane. Such passion, such desire…such lust. It was beautiful, and Kaname welcomed every bit of it. God, how he loved this man…. He wanted to say it, but he didn't. Even with lust hazing his brain, he still had enough sense to know that it was to soon, to soon and not the right setting. This was their first intimate experience together, and for him his first intimate experience period. So to blurt out such words would make him seem wanton and foolish and he didn't want that. Instead he would enjoy this experience and make sure that he made Zero feel as good as he could. It was the least he could do.
The kisses had become more desperate and their movements were no different. They were both close now, they could both sense it, and they both wanted it.
Zero pushed Kaname down to the couch rubbing against him in earnest. He wanted them both to get there… to reach that blessed oblivion….But it was not to be.
Zero froze, something had touched his lips, something so sweet…that…it could only…be…one thing….
Blood sweet, sweet blood. Blood better than anything he had ever tasted before in his life. The elixir was so tempting, touching his lips like a life giving miracle, which it could be, if he would allow himself to take it. But he wouldn't, he would not betray Kaname's trust like that, he would not inflict himself onto the Pureblood. So as torturous as it was both because of his blood lust and his lust, he pushed himself off of Kaname. He stood for a second, but a second was all he could spare. With a regret and sorrow filled glance he spoke.
"I am sorry Kaname, so sorry." And than he ran. Not to the bathroom, or the bedroom, not to anyplace, where the Pureblood would be able to find him. He went out the front door, not bothering to put on shoes or a jacket, or anything of the sort.
He could feel the Bloodlusts grip tightening in his chest, could feel it's claws grip him making his breathing turn painful. He was still out of breath but this time instead of pleasure causing his gasps, it was pain, blinding, deafening pain. Still he ran, ran straight for the forest which surround the Pureblood's property.
Zero hoped that he would be able to get far enough away that he would not become a threat to the Pureblood, he didn't want to hurt Kaname not now, not ever.
I am sorry Kaname, please forgive me.
