Okay guys, I am dedicating this chapter to all the guys that read my stories! You know who you are! Okay, you think what you want. If you are as delusional to think I own Twilight, go ahead, no one's stopping you. Enjoy!


I was meditating, curled up in the lotus position, because it was the closest I could get to sleeping. I had written out a letter to Esme and Carlisle saying:

Funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny, funny.

Luv,

Random person in your house.

PS: Thanks 4 taking me in

I was now listening in on the family meeting the Cullens were having, them explaining the pros and cons of me in the house. Jasper, the guy who likes guns, Nessie, and a random guy called Emmett seemed to like me. People called Bella, Jacob, and Edward liked me cuz Nessie liked me. Esme, Rosalie and Carlisle didn't like me because I either was there, or was REALLY annoying, posibbly more annoying then Emmett. I heard Emmett call "hey!" to that. He would have to step up his game. When they had a vote , I called "I vote keeping me here too!" I mean, there was a person wearing leather and a person who liked guns! What better could that be!


"So, we've decided to let you stay, blah, blah, blah, can I go back to my car now?" a blonde girl called Rosalie said.

"Rosalie, show the guest you manners!" Esme said/yelled.

"You hate her as much as I do. Don't deny it!" I was really fed up. I snapped.

"Well I freaking hate you guys the most. I got pulled freaking out of my fucking LIFE, and NOW I am a freaking fifteen year old emo VAMPIRE with a tendency to shoot things, who can't fucking CUT, who is getting pushed and shoved like a rag doll, and freaking flashbacks of being RAPED. I am now absolutely OBSESSED with blood, looked at like a thing in a museum, and impervious to FIRE. ALL I WANT TO DO IS COMMIT SUICIDE, AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT!" I yelled storming off. I made to a forest, and jumped into the water. Swimming always calmed me.

"Hey!" a girl called out.

I ignored her.

"So, you're the one who everyone's making a fuss about."

"Yeah. And all I want to do is be let alone, in a whit room, so I can decorate it and surf the net." I replied.

"I know how that feels. Being separate from everyone else, no-one knowing what to do with you, and you hurting inside."

I nodded, stiffly.

"What's it like to cut?"

"It's different to everyone, but to me it was, like freeing yourself. Taking everything and throwing it up in the air, like when you don't care about anything. And the scars, they were good. Like the were my battle scars. And, you know, sometimes they were. A battle for my sanity. But they weren't my only freedom. There was one other. My internet story, you may have heard of it. 'Time, and time again, I save everything'"

"Oh, really! I have read it, it's really good. I like your work. I'm Leah, by the way."

"Tyger."

Suddenly a man stepped out of the shadows. "Tyger, I'm sorry..."

I cut him off and glared angrily at Leah. "It's all your fault! YOU lead them to me, made me spill ALL my freaking emotions to you, then betray me to THEM! What kind of messed up world do I live in?"

"I'm sorry, Tyger, I didn't mean..."

I didn't hear the rest as I ran away.


By the way, I haven't cut before so don't ask. But review! I have dedications up for grabs!

Luv ya!

SunnyAddict

Tyger: And me!

SunnyAddict: And Tyger.