Soon enough, a very bright white light surrounds me, making me close my eyes and do not feel Will's presence any longer. I open my eyes again after a while. I can't see him. I can't even feel him, or his soul. And I don't know what happened.
I just stand there for a while, shocked.
What in the name of Hades did just happen?
My minds takes a few minutes to process what did just happen; even though I have know idea why or how. All I know is that Will is now gone.
I feel some tears threatening to fall from my eyes and I let them go freely. There is no point in anything anymore. Will is gone; and so is the source of all my happiness.
My knees get weakand I feel myself getting closer to the ground, but I feel nothing. It's like I have gone a few months back, when that restless ache clung to me and I could not free myself. I feel numb, dull, hurt. I thought he would never leave me. He promised. And like many others he lied. The worst part is that I can still feel him, his soul. All light and happiness inside me that are now the only things he has left me.
Maybe he has found someone else, someone less troubled and that could love him. Someone who he could have a normal relationship. Someone who is not a freak like me. Or maybe he just got tired of me and my mental breakdowns. Of how I am so needy and clingy sometimes. Maybe I just wasn't good anough for him. That is why he was acting so differently. I was not good enough again. And he went away.
I can see the ground crack around me and I suddenly feel dizzy. Instead of fighting it I just let myself be surrounded by the darkness.
I wake up hearing whispers around me. Who in the name of Hades is Will talking to?
Will.
That's when the memories of yesterday night came back. Me and Will walking around the empty camp. We talking. Will crying and smiling. Us kissing. And finally the dreadful thing that I will never forget: Will leaving.
I open my eyes, suddenly aware that campers are seeing me on such state. But I didn't know it was so bad. I get up and look at the shocked, scared campers standing a few feet away from me. Then, I look around myself and see the damage. The crack of the ground that happened yesterday was not exactly what I had thought it as. There is a circle around me, probably over two and a half meters deep, separating me from everything else. Then, other for big cracks come from the circle and go as far as my eyes can see, dividing the camp in four.
Was I really able to do it?
The whispers that had once stopped when I got up are now back, but I am not able to pay attention to what is being said. My head starts to hurt unbearably and I have to sit down in order not to fall.
"NICO!" I hear someone shout befor I let darkness come over one more time. I do not fight it. There's no point in it anymore.
I just wish to sleep.
Forever.
