So Carlos may not have opened up to Kendall, but he's about to open up to Logan. Will Logan tell Carlos what's been going through his mind lately? You'll just have to see :) And no, I still do not own BTR...And I don't own a room that Kendall and Logan share (unfortunately :( haha) but how fantastic would it be if I did? Enjoy :D

Logan P.O.V.

As Carlos and I sat in the kitchen eating the pizza Kendall and I had brought home, I noticed something was off about my usually sunshiny Latino friend.

I also noticed that Kendall wasn't next to me when I didn't feel the warmth of his leg against mine, or his arm pressed against my own. And James was missing also. Then I felt something flash through me. Even if it was fleeting, it was definitely existent…It kind of felt like jealousy. Was it jealousy?

Why would I be jealous that James and Kendall were spending time together? We're all just best friends.

I shrugged it off enough to pay attention to my sad looking friend in front of me.

"Hey Carlos, what's up? You seem upset."

He just shrugged his shoulders and sighed. Not a good sign.

"It's nothing, Logan, I promise. Don't worry about it."

"Well, I'm going to worry about it, Carlos, because you're not acting like yourself."

He looked like he was contemplating something carefully before opening his mouth again.

"Logan, do you promise not to tell anyone if I tell you?" He sounded desperate. Now I was very concerned.

"Of course I won't tell anyone. Shoot."

His hands were shaking, and his eyes were shadowed with fear and confusion.

"Well, I, uh…I'm…I'm gay."

He looked nervous and played with his hands as he impatiently awaited my reaction.

I should have been shocked and not expecting it at all…But I had seen the way he looked at James. The way his whole façade brightened when James was around. So I kind of expected it.

He looked upset that I hadn't reacted right away, so I quickly thought of something to say. I reached across the table and grabbed his hand.

"There's nothing wrong with that, Carlos. I don't think of you any differently and I'm sure Kendall and James wouldn't either."

I patted the hand I was holding and he smiled.

But then his smile faded.

"There's something else, Logan."

I waited for him to continue.

When he was silent for a longer time than I expected, I spoke up, just to make him aware that I was still listening.

"Yes, Carlos? What is it?" I inquired although I couldn't help but think I already knew what he was going to say.

"I'm, um, I'm…I'm in love with James."

I smiled. Kendall and I had been right. Well, half right at least. Carlos loved James, and I was willing to bet that James probably loved Carlos. But I wasn't going to say I was completely correct until it was out that James loved Carlos too.

"Awe, that's cute! You two would be cute together…You know that, right?"

He blushed and I knew it had to be a deep blush because his dark complexion rarely allowed for a blush to arise.

"Thanks Logan. But please don't say anything to Kendall or James…Especially James."

His pleading was apparent in his eyes, so I squeezed his hand.

"I wouldn't do that to you, Carlos. I promise that your secret is safe with me."

I smiled a bright smile, but it dimmed a bit as I lost myself to my thoughts again. Should I tell Carlos what I've been thinking about Kendall?

No, I'm sure it's just the fact that I'm exhausted. I really needed sleep.

"Well, Carlos, I'm off to bed, but if you need me to talk to again about this situation, or anything at all, I'll be more than happy to listen."

Carlos smiled a bright, genuine Carlos smile. "Thank you, Logan. So much."

He crossed the kitchen to hug me. "Good night, Logan."

I hugged him back and smiled. "Good night, Carlos."

But as I closed the door to the room I shared with Kendall and realized his bed was untouched and there was no beautiful blond lying in it, that same feeling that I detected earlier as potential jealousy flashed through me again.

What could Kendall and James possibly be talking about for this long?

Did I just call Kendall beautiful? Where did that come from?

Why do I care so much?

Why is Kendall the only thing I can think about anymore?

So Carlos finally told someone he was gay :) And Logan is still in denial that he loves Kendall. But don't give up on me yet...there is more to come :)