Getting her back… by ishotsherlock.

Disclaimer: I own nothing to do with CSI, I'm only playing with them and will put them back relatively unharmed lol.

Rating: M, for torture and other adult themes.

Summery: Six years ago Sara went missing, she has just been found but there is a massive problem.

A/N: Ok, MAJOR warnings for this chapter. You might want a box of hankies nearby while you read.

Chapter 8.

"Sara it wasn't my fault, he took you from me, he ruined the last six years." he leaned down so his hose was a few millimetres her hers "Remember the time I woke you up early and surprised you with Bruno, you were so happy that day."

She moved her head so her mouth was next to his ear she whispered "I only remember the life I have with my master, you and your lies can go FUCK YOURSELF." he teeth sank into his ear.

The pain shot through his head as a large chunk was ripped from his ear, he slammed his hand over the bleeding wound and looked at the manically laughing woman strapped to the bed "This isn't you Sara, I promise I am going to get the old you back."

"This is me." she laughed "This is what I am, a worthless bitch for my master to do with as HE pleases, you will never be my master, I will never worship you like I do him, he is my everything and you will be writhing in pain when he gives me permission to rip your worthless body in to pieces."

"You're my life Sara and I'm going to get you back."

"My name is BITCH ONE OH TWO TWO, I am not Sara and I never will be."

The door open and a nurse walked in "Sir is everything… sir you're bleeding."

"I know, and everything is fine, we are just having a little chat."

"Sir, you really need to get that bleeding sorted and I need to check on the patient."

"Her name is Sara Grissom and she is my wife."

"No I'm not, I am BITCH ONE OH TWO TWO, and you bitch should be helping me get back to my master."

The nurse looked at Gil then shaking her head walked over to where the IV was, pulled out a syringe and injected a clear liquid into the line. Gil watched as Sara's eyelids began to droop "What did you give her, I needed to ask her some more questions."

"It was a sedative, it will keep her under for another twelve hours, Dr Mathews is insisting that all of the women brought in by the FBI are kept sedated, I've even had to mildly sedate the children as well. Now sir I really must insist that you get your ear looked at its starting to make a puddle on the floor."

Before he knew what was happening he had been dragged out of the door and over to the nurses station where Jim and the others were waiting for him "Now what happened, we leave you alone for a few minutes and you come back bleeding." Cath said as he got nearer to them.

"Sara took a chuck out of my ear." he said as the nurse sat him down on a chair and removed his hand to look at his ear.

"I'll get Dr Mathews, this looks like it needs stitching. The nurse handed him a wad of gauze then walked of mumbling about visitors being more trouble than the patients.

"Why did Sara bite you." Cath said as she placed the gauze on his ear.

"Because I got to close to her teeth." he snapped, he took a deep breath "Sorry, I didn't mean to snap, its just hard seeing her like that, I just want to hold her and tell her it will be ok, but I don't know if it will after what she has been through."

"We'll help her Gil, we'll all help her to remember who she was, I know it will take a long time but in the end she will be the old Sara that we all know and love." Jim said as he patted Gil on the back. He saw Dr Mathews and another Dr walking towards them "Wait here I'll be back in a moment." after a quick discussion with the two Dr's, Jim came back to where the group were "Ok Gil the Doc's are going to take you in to a room and examine your ear, we'll wait out here for you."

"My ears fine, see its even stopped bleeding, and they gave me injections downstairs for pain and antibiotics."

"Griss, your ear is not fine and I will drag you into that room if I have to." Greg said as he stood up to his full height and glared down at his boss.

"Fine… fine I'll go." he stood up and walked slowly into the room the two Dr's indicated, he sat on the bed and let them examine his ear.

"Yep, this needs stitching but first I'm going to give you a different antibiotic to prevent any infection. Now if you would be so kind as to remove your vest and shoes we can beguine." the other Dr told Gil. He sighed and removed his shoes and CSI vest "Now lay down on your side and get comfy, this may take a while."

Gil felt the cold wet swab on his arm and then the scratch of the needle being inserted, he was looking at the watch on Dr Mathews wrist, but as he watched it looked like time was slowing down, his eyelids suddenly felt very heavy, the last thought he had before a drug induced sleep took him was that he was going to hang Jim up by his nuts.

When his eyes open the next time the room was in semi darkness and someone was snoring, he knew it wasn't him because he was awake, he slowly sat up and looked around the room, Jim was in a chair on the other side of the bed, Gil reached out with his foot and nudged him.

"You told them to sedate me didn't you." he asked as he swung his legs off the bed.

"You needed it, I know you haven't been sleeping properly since Sara went missing so I thought you could do with a few hours of uninterrupted sleep, that and the fact they needed to stitch your ear without you wriggling." Jim chuckled.

"Where are the others." he asked as he rubbed both palms down his face, he needed a shave.

"They're all at your place crashing in your living room, I'll give them a call when we've picked up breakfast. Archie's rigged up your computer to that big flat screen TV you've got, so when we've all eaten we can watch the rest of the files."

They arrived at Gil's house an hour after leaving the hospital, Gil had looked in on his sleeping wife before he left. They all ate in silence, not wanting to see what else was on the files, but soon enough they had all finished, each of them picked up their coffee's and moved back into the living room, they all got comfy on the chairs and sofa's, then Gil pointed the remote at the TV and then at his computer.

The bland screen flickered to life, the file started where it had been paused at the site.

On the screen and six years ago.

I don't know how long he kept me in the tiny room, the light only comes on when the food and water arrives, I cant really call it food, it's a slice of bread and a bowl of slop covered rice. I did think about refusing to eat and drink, but what would be the point, I needed all of my strength for when Gil arrived, I would be no good to him if I couldn't walk or worse if I died, I know that would be the end of him.

The room I am in is six paces by six paces, there is a thin mattress on the floor and a bucket in the corner by they door. every time the light comes on I can see the scratch marks in the flaking paint on the door, I wonder how many women have been in here before me, and how many women are here in this place now. My whole body is still painful from the sun burn, but the cream that is left with the food is helping, I had to laugh as I was putting the cream on when a clip from silence of the lambs popped into my head "It puts the lotion on its skin." I quickly stopped laughing when I remembered what happened to the women in the film.

Its strange sitting here in the dark, I don't know what time it is, or what day it is, so I started to count the number of times the light comes on, so far I'm on sixty three, so if they are feeding me three times a day then it has been twenty one days that I have been in this room, but what if they are only feeding me twice a day then I have been in here thirty one and a half days.

I jumped when the lights came on, they were so bright, brighter than they had been, before it was just a single dim light , now it was surrounding me, blinding me. I waited for the food to come but it didn't, the door never opened, I tried to sleep but the lights were to bright, no matter where I lay they pierced through my eyelids. I covered my eyes with my arm and jumped when suddenly the tiny room was filled with noise, it was so loud, I tried to cover my ears but can still hear it.

Suddenly the lights went out and the noise stopped, but I can still see and hear them, I lay down but as soon as my head touched the mattress the lights and noise started again and a loud voice said "No." I jumped, I began counting in my head, one, two, three, four… seven hundred and sixty three… nine hundred and twenty four. The then it all stopped again, I sat against the cold wall, my head cradled in my hands, I let my eyelids drift shut and it started again, the voice saying "No." the lights and sounds. This time I counted to over a thousand before it went dark and silent, and while I was counting I was planning, when the lights went out I shifted position, I turned my back to the door and lay my forehead against the wall and closed my eyes, I waited to see if it would happen again, but it didn't. I began to recite the periodic table, I'd gone through it three time when I yawned and again let sleep try to take me. I had just drifted off when it started again "No." the blazing lights and loud sounds.

This kept happening every time I drifted off to sleep, I cant remember how many times or how long they kept me from sleeping but I know I was becoming exhausted, I tried to count again.

One.

Two.

Three.

Three… three … what comes after three. I gave up and started on the periodic table again, but it wouldn't come to me, I just wanted to sleep, but they still wouldn't let me. No matter what I did the noise and lights kept blazing at me. I sat in the corner and began to rock back and forth, my stomach let out a growl but I ignored it, back and forth I rocked, even after the lights and sound stopped again. I wanted Gil to come and hold me so I could sleep for just a little while.

I don't know how long I sat there rocking back and forth but when suddenly a voice said "Good bitch, you can sleep now." I laughed and lay down within moments I was asleep.

I don't know how long they let me sleep, it could have been five minutes, five hours or five days, but I knew I was still exhausted when the man came back in and woke me up, he dragged me out of the tiny room and back into the first room, I was once again strapped to the table.

"What is your name."

"Sara."

"Wrong, your name is Bitch one oh two two, now say it."

"My name is bitch one oh two two."

"Again."

"My name is bitch one oh two two."

"Good bitch, now who do you belong to."

"Gil."

"No, he doesn't want you, he gave you to me, now who do you belong to."

"You."

"Good bitch, now we just have to make sure you remember that, this will hurt a lot but it will make sure you remember."

I watched as he got a handful of metal sewing needles and lay them by my head, he picked up the first one and showed it to me as he grabbed my arm, I watched with horror as he slowly pushed the needle into my arm until it was touching the bone, I screamed as he pushed it harder. He did this over and over with the other needles until they were all sticking out of my body, I didn't see him get another handful but screamed as he slowly pushed them under all of my finger and toe nails. I had tears streaming down my face and my eyes were screwed shut so I couldn't see what he was doing, but I let out the loudest scream when a jolt lifted my body from the table, he had connected a wire to all of the needles and was sending an electric shock through them.

"What is your name and who do you belong to."

"Bitch one oh two two and I belong to you."after I said it he shocked me.

"What is your name and who do you belong to."

"Bitch one oh two two and I belong to you." another shock.

"What is your name and who do you belong to."

"Bitch one oh two two and I belong to you." and another.

"Again."

I kept telling him and he kept asking me then shocking me.

TO BE CONTINUED.