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EDWARD'S POV
I can't believe she had just said that to me. My dick was already hard, and now it was just painful. All because of Bella, she was such a temptress, and I had to have her, but I couldn't not with everything she had been through. She had to be absolutely ready, and she wasn't yet, she still stammered in my presence was mostly always nervous. I had to show her how beautiful she really was.
"Bella! You can't say things like that to me right now. I want you too much." I said strained.
"But Edward I feel empty, and wet." She then grabbed my head and attacked my lips; I didn't know what the hell she was doing. She had become possessive and I loved it. Mmmmmhh.
I immediately flipped over and ravished her lips. I need her too bad. I lifted my head and looked into her eyes. Fear, evident was planted on her small angelic face, instantly I rolled off her body and walked briskly to the door.
"I'm going out for fresh air, I need to calm down. Way down" I said without looking at her
I was angry, how could I have done that to her?
But why was she scared? I wasn't going to hurt her.
I walked out of the house, and just walked in the open area we had. My thoughts were all just jumbled, the way I felt about Bella was just too sudden – they were coming too fast. Ugh! And sexually I wanted her, needed her. But I couldn't have her; she was never going to be ready after what her bastard uncle did to her.
"Edward" I heard softly from behind. It was Bella.
"What?" I growled anger still evident in my voice, I tried to soften it but it just wasn't happening.
"What happened?" she asked innocently
I laughed humourlessly. "That was me losing control. I'm sorry. It won't happen again."
"But I liked that you lost control over me. And I know you won't hurt me."
"You liked that? Are you insane Bella? I could've hurt you. You're not ready; I saw the look of fear in your eyes and don't lie to me."
"Yes Edward, I loved it. I'm not insane at least I don't think so. I was only scared because you flipped me over so quickly, I wasn't expecting it."
"Whatever you say Bell won't change anything. We're not doing anything."
She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my waist.
"I like you a lot Edward and I'm so glad you rescued me, I'm glad I met you as well." She confessed quietly.
"I like you a lot too Bella." I said and wrapped my arms around her. "You're suppose to still be in Bella, its 1am and you're torso still hasn't healed."
"I'll go if you come with me. I don't want to be by myself."
"I'll come but Bella know that absolutely nothing will happen between us, ok Bella."
Her expression dropped a little. "Ok, but can I have at least a kiss goodnight?" She asked as we walked upstairs.
We arrived at the bedroom I laid her down and then lay next to her. "Of course you can." With the intention of pecking her goodnight, my lips descended onto hers. However, that is not what Bella had in mind. Grabbing my head she forced my head down and drove her tongue into the cavern of my mouth. She sucked my tongue and scraped my lips with her teeth. My hands landed on hips and I was moving her closer to me. She moaned in my ear.
"Bella!"
She dragged her face from mine etched with surprise, need, passion and desire. I had to look away and calm my breathing right down, we were both panting. When I was back in control of my body I turned to face her.
"Bella, I told you we couldn't do this. You're not ready I don't want to hurt you. And I've just found you; I want this relationship to last.
"Oh and you think I don't? I understand if you don't want me, you just have to say so!" She shouted, frustrated. She stood up and started to remove the bed covers, and also grabbing a pillow.
"I want you way more than you want me Bella. Trust me. I need you, but we have to slow down."
"Well slow down by your fucking self" She said, and with that she stomped off out the door.
When she left I just laid there. She needed to calm down and so did my body. I tried to sleep but I just kept tossing and turning, I missed Bella snuggled to my chest. She'd only slept with me for a night as well. I'd just go and check on Bella, make sure she's ok.
I trotted downstairs and saw Bella moving restlessly on the couch in the living room. She must've been having a nightmare. I walked over to her and tapped her shoulders.
"Please!" She said and the fear in her voice made me angry.
"Bella! Wake up!" I said.
"Edward" She said sitting up confused and sweating.
"I thought you were having a nightmare, I came to check on you."
"Is that it? I'm fine. Go away" She was still scared, I could see it in the way her shoulders shook. But she wasn't talking to me; she wasn't telling me what happened.
"Look Bella, I'm sorry for what happened earlier but please come back to bed." I said thinking that I could get her to talk to me.
"Edward Just leave me alone, I'm fine where I am." He voice shook
"You are not fine Bella! Stop telling me that. You're hurting and you won't let me help you tell me what to do."
"I said I'm fine Edward. I don't need help I can do it on my own."
"Fine Bella! I can see you don't trust me. Whatever!" I shouted at her and went back upstairs
As I was going upstairs I could hear her sobbing on the couch. I was stuck I didn't know what to do. Frustrated and angry I laid on the bed, but I didn't sleep. I needed to get away, to calm down sort out my feelings as well.
I packed my bags with a few necessities, took my wallet and left a note for my mum and dad. I was going to leave a note for Bella but I didn't know what to write.
I went out of the house using the back door so Bella couldn't see me. I called a cab to take me to the airport. I was going to go to our small villa in Italy.
WHA THE HELL IS WRONG WITH BELLA AND EDWARD?
THEY NEED TO GET BACK TOGETHER
WHERE'S THE LEMONS?
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