Well this chapter is quiet long. Actually i got lost in the last part wile writing it ;) :p

Disclaimer : I do not own fifty shades trilogy or any characters related to it. However, this plot is mine.


WARNING : This chapter contains adult context


Okay! Calm down! Keep calm! Don't forget to breathe! That's right, keep breathing!

I couldn't believe what he wrote even though I must have read it a hundredth time in last ten seconds. When life offers you something beyond your expectations, you just couldn't simply believe that its reality and not any dream. I guess that's what was happening to me.

He was online and waiting for my reply. I decided to play it safe. Just to be sure for what he said and what had I interpreted.

Ana: Aww Christian! I love you too, you know that. Why you needed to give such dramatic pauses to tell me that? :P

Christian: No Ana! You're not getting me, that's not what I meant.

Keep Calm Ana! Keep Calm Ana! Keep Calm Ana! Keep Calm Ana! Keep Calm Ana!

Ana: What you mean then Christian?

Christian: I mean that I love you Ana. I'm in love with you.

My breathing stopped. My brain stopped. My senses stopped. My heart beat stopped. Time stopped. Earth's rotation stopped. Earth's revolution stopped. Solar system stopped. The Universe stopped. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating it a bit more than necessary but yeah, everything did stop when I laid my eyes upon what he wrote. I did my best effort to type back something, anything!

Ana: Oh!

What? I said I did my best efforts! Not that I succeeded in it.

Christian: What about you Ana? What do ya feel for me?

Ah! Here's the Christian I know. Always straight to the point.

Ana: I feel that you are a moron.

Come on. I can play a bit too, can't I? I mean if he would have told me this before I left for Georgia, I could've avoided this heart breaking drama. Now, it's payback time!

Christian: Okay.. May I know the reason why you think so?

Ana: Cause you idiot! Just think for yourself… Why would I kiss a guy thrice if I don't love him?

I could tell he must be smiling like an idiot after seeing my reply. I was too flushed up to talk to him anymore.

Ana: Mom calling. Gotta go. Bye!

Christian: Bye! Filled with love this side!

You are offline now.

OHH MYY GOODD! WHAT THE FREAKY HELL DID JUST HAPPEN RIGHT NOW?! GODD I'M SO HAPPY. I CAN"T BELEIVE IT! IS IT A DREAM? PLEASE I DON"T WANNA WAKE UP IF IT IS SO! OH LORD, HOLLY HELL, I JUST CAN"T CONTAIN MY HAPPINESS! YIPPIIIIEEEEEEEEE!

I literally started jumping up and down on my bed when mom shouted from her room.

"Jesus Ana! I'm trying to sleep here."

I bit my tongue in excitement and quickly laid down into the covers. I was too happy to fall asleep. I just kept turning and tossing and thinking and dreaming with wide open eyes about Christian Grey. Yes, I was being crazy. Crazy in love with Christian Grey.

Suddenly I got up, grabbed my phone from the side table and deleted Jose's contact. I was about to switch it off when I saw Christian Grey in my contact list. I opened it and changed the default ringtone to the custom. I set it as Crazy in Love by Beyonce.

Next morning I woke up late as I had slept late. I went to the washroom and checked myself in the mirror. Something was different today. It took me awhile to realize that there was a big grin, almost splitting my face into two halves that was glued to my face. Guess, that's gonna be permanent for a while now.

Tomorrow I had to leave. I was coming back and never have I ever been so happy and excited for leaving Georgia and coming back. Damn! What is Christian doing to me? Whatever it is, I don't want him to stop.

My mom eyed my curiously as I roamed aimlessly around the house, filled with happiness. I cheerfully packed my bag with all accessories for the first time in my life before the time. Even mom can see that I was super excited to go back. But she didn't ask me anything. It's one of the things I love about her. She waits for me to tell her myself. She doesn't bombards me with questions like other mothers do.

The day passed quickly without me realizing it. Mom and I ate dinner and spent our last night together by playing cards.

Morning came over quickly as if the time was in my favor. I got ready and left with mom for the airport. After claiming my emigration, we bid each other good bye. She hugged me hard and we were once again in tears. As I went for the boarding, I just couldn't get my mind off Christian Grey.

Now I realized that maybe when he was biding us, me and Leila, good bye maybe what I saw in eyes wasn't meant for her. Maybe it was meant for me. Maybe he really loves me. Maybe I'm really in love with him too. Maybe we have been in love with each other, just haven't realized it. Maybe. At that time, 'maybe' seemed such a beautiful word to me.


I arrived at my hometown late at night. I could have taken the next day off from the school to complete my sleep but no, I decided against it. I needed to go school, I needed to cover up all my pending tasks, I needed to take lots of extra classes for the lectures I missed, I needed to meet all my friends who have been missing me like hell. And I needed to see Christian.

I went into the bed straight away after changing, not bothering to have dinner and closed my eyes impatiently waiting for the new dawn to rise.

I was sitting on my usual desk eagerly waiting for the person to come who would fill the blank space next to me and of course in my heart too.

My friends and other classmates kept coming, greeting me and welcoming me back but my eyes were glued to the door. After a while I got busy in conversations with Mia and Elliot. Kate came and hugged me hard. I was telling them about my adventurous trip when I felt it. My eyes instantly flew to door and there, he entered in his own charming way. My heart literally skipped the beat. I walked towards him taking my own time, when he saw me, he smiled at me. My chest started aching in its own pleasured way. I balled my hands into fists to keep myself in control. I constantly kept reminding myself that we're in school that too infront of lot of people. If possible, I would have kissed him right there,

We stood facing each other, a lot of distance between us. My inner goddess was frowning at such formal distance. She was already pounding with her sensual joy but yeah I'm Ana and this is my fucked up life. Before I could say anything to Christian a loud unwanted voice interrupted our small reunion.

"ANA! You need to be in the ground right now! The races will start in three minutes." That was our sports captain. You see, I'm dead good in athletics so I'm quiet treated as a V.I.P when it comes to sports. It was our sports day today, thanks to Kate that she texted me about it two days ago so I came all prepared.

I hurried down the stairs and into the ground just as my name was being called upon for the attendance. After a few minutes, all my friends including Christian came too. They all cheered me but my eyes were fixed only on one person. Each time I ran, I turned to see his face before the whistle blew off.

The day passed on quickly without me realizing it. I had won two gold and one silver medal already. There were still a few events left but I wasn't interested to win anymore. I was too tired, I just wanted to participate. Well, it's a sportsmanship you know, to participate and not caring about winning.

The school was about to end in an hour or so. We all were sitting in a small circle in the middle of the playground, all tired and leaning onto each other. We were talking and teasing each other with the names of their playmates. Luckily, or maybe knowingly, no one mentioned Jose when it came to me. No one mentioned Christian either, but that's because no one knew what had happened recently. I haven't told it to anyone as I first wanted to confirm it myself that that chat wasn't just a dream.

That's when I noticed it. They all were teasing Christian from Leila's name and Christian seemed totally to be at ease. He seemed to be enjoying it actually so I decided to join everyone and started teasing him too, just to see his reaction. Nothing changed. He reacted just like he would have fifteen days ago. I felt such a sudden pang in the center of my chest. Maybe he didn't really mean what he said. But he was quiet clear I think. Maybe he was kidding and I took it all seriously. Rejection flowed through my body as I realized it. I felt tears trying to escape my eyes, but only I know how I stopped them.

Soon the school was over and again I was left in my fifty shades of fucked-upness. Maybe I shouldn't really expect anything from anyone at all. That way my heart won't be broken again and again. I won't be feeling miserable again and again.

The next day I decided to let it go with the flow for a while. I will let Christian take him his time to explain me what was actually going on his mind. If he doesn't come then I'll go and ask him what's wrong. Half of the day flew away like anything and soon it was the recess time. I went for a walk with Christian, a usual routine and soon we ended going into the basement, a usual routine. But when we hit the right corridor, it was totally isolated. Not a usual routine. We kept talking and talking while I tried to keep my breathing normal.

He opened the door to an abandoned room and gestured for me to come in. I immediately understood where this was going, unlike previous times and soon without my realization, a work left my mouth.

"NO." I heard myself saying in a firm and saw his eyes going wide with shock. Never had I ever refused him for anything let alone in such a firm voice. I was so shocked at myself but I needed to keep myself steady. It's now or never situation.

I skipped to the nearest staircase to go back up when he came behind, grabbed my hand and asked me "Why?". I could tell from his voice that he was trying his best to keep the tone light, but was miserably failing to do so. I decided to be honest.

"Because you jerk, just stick to one first." I tried to keep my tone light and teasing and unlike him, I succeeded in it. He grabbed my hand again and yanked me down towards him. "You know it you. You only."

"Hah! You say it now. How would I know if your statement changes after a few minutes?"

"You really think I'm that type of guy?"

"No of course not. But I know you're confused and you need sometime. I'm just saying first you be clear with what you want and-" I stopped when I realized I was inside that abandoned room now. Where we had our second kiss. He did it again. He distracted me into talking and tricked me into brining us in the room. He knew my erotic needs would overcome my emotional doubts here. What a smartass he is!

He kept coming towards me and I started moving backwards until I felt my back touching the wall. Great! Now he has captured me into a corner too. Wow! I waited for him to make his move and attack my lips but what he did surprised me. He took me in his arms, against his chest and hugged me hard. As if his life depended on it. Then he softly whispered into my ear, "I missed you like hell when you were gone Anastasia. Don't you dare ever leave me again."

Very slowly he his lips made his way from my ear, to my cheek and finally to my lips. As his mouth covered mine, a desperate urge overwhelmed me and I kissed him in a way I had never kissed anyone. It was all sensual, sweet, loving and erotic at the same time. Holy hell I had missed him so much!

My hands flew up to fist in his hair and I pulled him closer to me as if it was possible for us to be closer anymore. He squeezed my backside and a little moan escaped from my throat. He pulled his mouth away from mine as his hand came to my front, roaming above my belly.

"I love you Anastasia Steele"

"I love you too" My voice was barely hearable when I whispered this. I was all clouded up in overwhelming emotions.

His hands soon found his was to my buttons. Very slowly, he started unbuttoning them. He kissed me once more as his hands continued to open my shirt. My mouth slightly parted, giving his tongue an entrance and he took the opportunity. His tongue darted my mouth as my insides shriveled against me. A sweet assault began inside my mouth as his tongue continued to explore the depths of my mouth.

By this time his hands had managed to open all my buttons and hand freely roamed over my naked belly. His warm touch sent a tingling sensation to my skin and a trail of fire was left wherever he touched me. Very very slowly and steadily his hands made their way upwards as he cupped m breast. His thumb skimmed to the swelled skin exposing from my bra. If there is something beyond heaven, surely I was there at the moment.

His other hand very sophisticatedly went up to my neck and then to my face. With extreme love and caring, he caressed my face while his other thumb continued to make sexy patterns on my breast from over my bra. He brushed his finger thought my each and every feature. My eyes, my nose, my cheeks, my chin and my lips. He grabbed my hair from the back and pulled me to him roughly yet gently at the same time. He lips found mine once again. Our lips moved in a perfect sync with each other as our tongues played and twisted around each other.

After a while a stopped to take a breath when he made his next move. His lips travelled to my ear and soon his tongue darted around my earlobe, teasing in its own painful pleasured way. My inner goddess was lost into the pleasure I was experiencing right now.

Suddenly my sub consciousness woke up and I realized that we were in school. I broke away from him and he backed away easily. I took his right arm and yanked it towards me to see the time. We still had good five minutes before the recess would end. Holy cow had it been just ten minutes since we came down here? Seems like ten years to me.

As we went upstairs, out of nowhere he said, "It's still you and only you Ana. That's why I am not talking much to Leila. Cause I don't want her. It's you who I need."

Aww Christian! I love you too! I've needed you like this since a long time. I guess right now I'm the happiest person on this planet. Or any other planet for that matter.


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