Konnichiwa!
A short chapter, but there is smut.
But it's not what you'd expect.
Enjoy!
Chapter warning: NSFW. Crazy amounts of angst. Slightly OOC.
Law's fingers rested lightly against Smoker's lips, halting his progress.
The older man's face was so close, his nose touching Law's and their misted breaths mingling in the cold winter air.
Smoker frowned as he stared at Law. The younger male was trembling; his face flushed, tiny snowflakes caught upon the lashes of his closed eyes.
"...Law."
"I'm sorry, Smoker..."
"It's alright... Is this your answer, then?"
"Yes..." Law whispered with a small nod.
Kid might have rejected him, but Law's heart still refused to budge. He was weak and lonely, but he could not give himself to another just because of that.
It had to be Kid. No one else would do.
"...Thank you, Smoker..."
"It's alright..."
Smoker ran his hand through Law's hair once more, before letting him go. Reaching up, he removed the deep blue muffler from his neck and gently wrapped it around Law's throat.
"Won't want you to catch a cold."
"But you'll be cold too," Law protested with a slight smile. Indeed, Smoker's close-cropped hair didn't look like it offered much protection against the freezing wind.
"You're the one who's always falling ill," Smoker retorted as he lit a fresh cigar.
The snow continued to fall silently as the two parted amicably.
XXXXXX
Back home, Law lightly dusted the snow off his coat at the entrance before stepping into his dark apartment.
Switching on the lights, he padded into the kitchen to get himself a drink of water. The cold liquid stung his throat on its way down as he recalled the evening's events.
'Just what... was I thinking...?'
Finishing his drink, he made his way to the bathroom, haphazardly discarding his clothes on the floor.
Law turned on the faucet, before leaning against the bathroom wall and letting the hot water pound against his back. Closing his eyes, he recalled Kid's smile and his voice, and felt his body growing hot.
Law reached down and took a hold of his hardening member. With his eyes closed, he imagined Kid in front of him, Kid's lips upon his, Kid's hands on his body instead of his own.
'Touch me... More, more...'
Law imagined his hands tangling in crimson hair, wrapping around Kid's thick neck, caressing Kid's shoulders and chest. He imagined himself smiling as he returned Kid's kisses.
He increased the pace of his strokes, as precum began to drip unto the tiled floor.
"Mmn... Uhh... Ah..."
'Touch me... Let me touch you too...'
Law wrapped his arms around Kid's broad back, pressing himself tighter against the other man as Kid's lips left a trail of marks down his torso. Kid's hand had moved to touch his nipple, rubbing and pinching at the sensitive nub. Law saw himself writhing, a hand pressed against his mouth in an attempt to muffle his moans.
Law lifted his own hand to his chest, touching his nipple in the same way as Kid was doing in his mind. His moans echoed off the walls of the bathroom.
"Haah... Mm...! Aaah..."
Kid flicked at his nipple with a black-polished nail before licking the abused nub, causing goosebumps to rise along Law's back. He smirked before licking his way further down, planting a kiss at Law's navel. He then lifted Law's legs to rest upon his broad shoulders. Law averted his eyes in embarrassment. Kid smiled at him, leaning forward to whisper sweet words in his ear, while his fingers playfully teased at Law's entrance.
"Eu...sta...! Haah, Eustass...-ya...!"
Law stroked himself faster, the steam from the bath enveloping him. He was vaguely aware that he was crying, the tears indistinguishable from the water running from the showerhead.
He imagined Kid's fingers rubbing slow soothing circles around his entrance before slowly pushing a single digit inside.
Despite his imagination, Law could not conjure a similar sensation in reality. He had never touched himself there. As such, the scene in his head always stopped at this moment.
"...Aaah...! Haah, Eu...stass-ya...!"
With a final stroke, he came onto the bathroom floor. The white cum swirled for a moment in the water at his feet before disappearing down the drain.
Struggling to catch his breath, Law let his knees buckle as he leaned against the bathroom wall, sliding down to sit on the cold, wet tiles. A sense of emptiness threatened to suffocate him.
"...Haah... Kid... Kid..."
It always ended like this. He would pleasure himself by imagining these scenarios with the other man, then drown in the feelings of loneliness and guilt that followed.
'Why don't you want me? Am I not good enough?'
He could not stop his tears.
He wanted to smile, to return in time to that moment long ago, to tell Kid of his feelings before any of this could have happened.
Would it have changed anything? Would Kid be by his side now?
Yet promises lay broken, dreams shattered, his hands left to grasp at empty air.
He had nothing.
"...I love you..."
There was nothing left, apart from these useless words.
Please leave a review or comment if you can. All of them will be translated and presented to the original author. (・ω・*)
To the reviewers:
Angelmon: We'll see Kid in the next chapter! (;° ロ°)
Muffin: I knowwwwww! Smo-yan likes Law too, and it's gonna get complicated... :;(∩´﹏`∩);:
Itavita & darkimpulse: Sorry to dash your SmoLaw hopes for the moment... _:(´□`」 ∠):_
YOO: Yeah, it does seem that way, huh? But no worries, Law can still (somewhat) take care of himself!
angelionfire & Collette Nicole: Hope you enjoyed this chapter! ( ˘ ³˘)❤
Todoay: Yeahhh, Law knows what he wants, but he's just slightly socially-inept, so he doesn't really interact well with people... (╯_╰)
loogoo: Sorry to disappoint you! Law doesn't want any SmoLaw right now lol
NebulaHeroine: Heyyyy! Hope you had a great time at the con! And thank you, I'm just glad you're enjoying the story! But yeahhh, Law's not gonna be happy for a long long time to come... o(╥﹏╥)o
