AN: sorry this has taken so long if anyone was reading this story. Been super busy and not pm any people seem interested in this story. :/ oh well I still love it and I hope others grow to like it too.

2 to 1: Together Chapter 2

The first few times the pain was unbearable and Yuuji was so young. He just did his best to go far away within himself, somewhere no one could touch him or take anything he loved away. He often imagined himself with Renji and Shiro playing and being together, but soon realized that hurt too. Besides they would never want him now. Now that he was ruined, a play thing for Seiji. His mother and Seiji had done this, they had made him used and dirty. For a while he hated them both especially Seiji Takehito, but hating them didn't change his situation or make him feel better.

Seiji was the worst kind too, he never beat Yuuji or said cruel things to him. He just kept telling him how "good" he was, and how much Yuuji made him "want" him. How beautiful he was. He would make Yuuji feel like he needed to be fucked by him, that was the worst. Yuuji began to believe he had to take what Seiji was giving, that, this would be the closest to love he was ever going to get. That screwed with Yuuji's mind the most, it made his body too familiar with Seiji's, too familiar to his smell, his touch, the way he moved inside him.

The first 2 years Seiji didn't have sex with him, Seiji just fondled Yuuji and kissed him. When he turned 8 was the first time Seiji penetrated him. Yuuji had been with Seiji for 6 years when he fully realized what was happening. . His own body had betrayed him. It wanted the false affection Seiji offered. Wanted the sweet lies that spilled from his lips. He knew they were lies, lies that even Seiji believed. Maybe they weren't complete lies, but what Seiji felt for him wasn't love. Even as a young child Yuuji knew that. He would later realize that what he had with Shiro and Renji only confirmed it.

It was easy to want what Seiji was giving. He'd grown up taking care of himself and a drug addict mother who despised him. For a long time he tried to get her to love him, but it seemed the nicer he was the meaner she was. After that Yuuji decided he'd just stay out of her way as much as possible. Living with someone like that, of course Yuuji was rarely held or loved and even though he hated what Seiji had done to him Yuuji craved the intimacy, the feel of someone else's skin against his own. The feeling of someone wanting you, desiring you. It was all so tempting. Though Yuuji knew it was fake he couldn't stop himself from wanting that feeling.

The worst was when Seiji realized that Yuuji had started to enjoy the feel of what was being done to his body. Which prompted Seiji to have sex with Yuuji more often and take him slower, trying to get Yuuji to react, to enjoy the sex, and it worked. Sometimes Yuuji would moan and pull Seiji closer, rock his hips against Seiji's thrusts. Yuuji had never had sex with anyone else but what Seiji could do with his body and his mouth bordered on insanity.

It was too much for Yuuji's poor broken soul. He had to get away before Seiji completely consumed him. He knew he didn't love Seiji and never could and he was afraid to rot and become Seiji's personal whore. He hated that idea, so he did the only thing he could think of.

Yuuji knew many of Seiji's associates had been hounding him to sell Yuuji to them. Seiji had mentioned it before in passing. They were adamant about doing it while he was still young too. Yuuji didn't want to be pimped out, but he knew he had to get away from Seiji. He wouldn't even allow him go to school. Seiji had hired a tutor come to his house and teach Yuuji, but he only taught Yuuji what Seiji wanted him to know. He was rarely allowed to even leave the house. Yuuji knew he needed to get out into the real world and into school so he could learn something more then how to please someone while lying on your back.

Shiro and Renji didn't know about this. Yuuji told them that he'd switched hands but never told them how. He was just too ashamed to let them know. That he had offered himself up to multiple people. Instead of just staying with Seiji. They'd said that it didn't matter and Yuuji believed them but he feared they might change their minds once they heard everything he had done, and everything that had been done to him. Especially the way Seiji had become obsessed with him, thinking he was in love with Yuuji. Yuuji hated himself for that. He hoped he'd never have to see Seiji again.

After months of wearing Seiji down. Yuuji finally convinced him that they needed to be apart to see if they really loved each other to see if what they felt was real. Seiji reluctantly agreed and gave him to one of his associates. Yuuji knew it wouldn't take Seiji long to come back for him, but he also knew his new pimp Mr. Tokugawa was a shrewd business man and he'd never give Yuuji back to Seiji, not when there was money to be made.

Not more than two weeks after Seiji handed Yuuji over to Tokugawa he came back to retrieve him. Just as Yuuji had suspected.

"Tokugawa give Yuuji back! It was a mistake I know he wants to come home. I'm sure you've been stopping him from calling me." Seiji accused.

" Seiji Takehito...hmmmm you were once a very good businessman, but now you've become obsessed with one of your own "employees". That's like a dealer being addicted to the junk he sells, that's just bad business Seiji, bad business." Tokugawa stated plainly.

"So! I'm going to do YOU a favor. I'm going to keep Yuuij and because I know first hand he's excellent "merchandise" if you know what I mean. I know I'm going to make a shit load of money off him!" Tokugawa said chucking.

Seiji's eyes went wide then he squinted with fury.

"You fat fucking pig! You forced my Yuuji to sleep with you! I'll kill you! Tokugawa you filthy pig!" Seiji screamed spitting as Tokugawa's men held him back.

"What did you think I was going to do with him fool! You don't sell the "merchandise" without first testing it's quality idiot! You know that just as well as I do.

Seiji squirmed and struggled to free himself from Tokugawa's men. Cursing and screaming like a wild animal. He called for Yuuji to come to him, but Yuuji never came.

"Do you have him tied up some where you fat fuck! Give him back! Seiji raged.

I'm gonna ignore your out burst and not kill you only because you have given me a true cash cow! Get him out of here and make sure he never comes back!" Tokugawa ordered his men.

"Yuuji! Yuuji! Damn you Tokugawa!

Tokugawa's men threw Seiji out of the main gate of the estate then proceeded to beat him. Incentive to keep him from returning. Yuuji waited in another room while all this went on, he listened hoping it would all end soon. He didn't want to see Seiji beaten, but he also didn't want to go back to Seiji. This was the first time Yuuij learned to shut himself down to make himself numb to everything, to pretend to feel only so his clients would enjoy him, and pay him.

Over the next few months Yuuji was guarded by Tokugawa's men. That first beating didn't give Seiji enough incentive to stay away he came every day for 6 months, begging, fighting, offering more money to Tokugawa. Rumors were flying around that he'd sold his whole "company"and traded all his working girls to acquire more money to buy Yuuji back. Which Tokugawa played up to his advantage. Making claims that he had a "jewel" so prized that his first lover couldn't bare to be without him, and was constantly begging to have him back. Yuuji quickly became Tokugawa's center piece because of the stories. Which is the only reason he didn't have Seiji killed. Seiji's antics kept his "story" alive and the people foaming at the mouth to have a piece of the priceless jewel.

After a while Seiji finally just stopped coming, Yuuji was relived, but Tokugawa suspected that Seiji might have killed himself and he sent his people out to look for him, or at least find his body so he could keep the story he'd made up about Yuuji and Seiji alive a little longer.

Yuuji was a bit worried that Seiji had really killed himself. He didn't love Seiji but he didn't want him dead, especially because of him. It was fucked up but Seiji had given him his first taste of sexual pleasure, and he couldn't forget that some how. But as time passed and no one ever found Seiji or his body they all began to believe he had finally moved on.

Even after Seiji disappeared Yuuji was still one of Tokugawa's most popular escorts, which won him no awards with the escorts above him or below him, young or old male or female. The ones above him feared losing their place to him and the ones below wanted to surpass him any way they could. So he really didn't have anyone to watch his back Yuuji took care of Yuuji that was all, but being popular did allow him to save money and go to school and pick his own clients. Which made things a lot easier for when he would break free of Tokugawa and work for himself only taking on clients if he chose to.

Yuuji was exceptional at manipulating people and he'd only gotten better. Being in this business you had to be very good to survive. That's when Yuuji decide to make his next move.

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