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Chapter 8:

"Bye Benson." I closed the door. I was smiling really hard. I walked to my room almost skipping like a little girl. I opened my bed room door, to find a dark figure in my bed.

"Sam that wasn't who I thought it was… right?" My boyfriend spoke.

I stared at Adrian in disbelief.

"What are you doing here? You aren't supposed to be here till later." My heart started beating fast, not exactly sure what he knows.

"I know." He paused and stood up. "I just thought I should come by early. I didn't think that would be a problem." Adrian walks closer to me. I can't see anything but the outline of his hair and his eyes from the dim lights that came from my living room.

"Adrian…you need to go" I waited for his response but didn't receive one. "I'm sorry. I just want to be alone tonight. My mom is probably in the other room and I seriously don't wan-

He ran towards me within a second. His hands grab my neck and push me against the wall. I reach for his hands and try to pull them off me. His grip became more firm and lift me off the ground. I could feel the lack of air entering my body. My vision became blurry.

"St-op." I struggled out. My heart was beating louder and couldn't find the normal rhythm it had before.

"Do you think I'm an idiot?" He yells in my face. "You didn't listen to me. You thought I was just talking. I can destroy your life Sam. I'm not playing. I maybe your boyfriend but I can be your worst enemy." He hissed.

He let me go before I could black out. I cough dramatically. He didn't give me any mercy before he started kicking me. He took a handful of my hair to lift me up. He slapped me across my face knocking me back down. He pulled me up the same way and leaned me against the wall.

"What does Freddie do that you seem to never let him go…huh?" he whispered to my ear. I didn't have a response.

"Does he tell you that you're beautiful or take you out to eat?" he breaths up and down my neck. " or do you let him fucking touch you the way I'm suppose to!" he lifts my shirt to hold my stomach. He kisses my neck and found his way to my lips. He unbuttons my pants.

"Stop!" his lips were still press against mine. He put my hands over my head. he pulls his shirt off. I move my head to the side. "Stop Adrian!" He ignores me. he instead grabbed my hands and swing me to the bed. He unbuttons his pants and took it off. He climbs on top of me and uncontrollably starts to touch me everywhere.

"Get off of me!" I yelled and try to push him off. I hit his face and body but it didn't affect him at all. Tears were falling from my eyes as I was getting clothes ripped off my body. I called help but I guess my mom wasn't home after all…


4:03

I stared at the clock motionless. My nose is running and yet I can't get up because I feel so numb. I am naked under the covers next to him. The same guy that disgusted me in so many levels that makes me thinks to commit suicide all over again.

4:04

This was the first time this ever happened to me. The person I ever cared about rapes me and says I love you at the end. This is the time when I promised myself that I will never love anyone ever again at:

4:05 am.

Hey I am back! Yeah I know that it been like months. I know this chapter was extremely short and it was probably disappointing to but it was something for me to start with. Hopefully the next chapter I'll write will be something interesting and longer. My next goal of an update is next weekend. I am trying to get back on schedule. But I never really know :] REVIEW! Chapter dedicated to SeddieLove4Ever and x33Sarahx for still reviewing my story even like 4 months after I stopped writing. You guys motivated me.