WELL PEOPLE HERE IS CHAPTER was 8..
HEY EVERYONE I'M SO SORRY THAT YOU ALL HAVE BEEN WAITING SO LONG...
I HOPE THIS WAS WELL WORTH THE WAIT....
Chapter 8
Paige sat starring at the skies. It was dark out. None of her sisters had come to talk to her and she was strangely okay with that. She didn't want to talk to them. She loved them dearly but she was just so filled with emotions that she was lashing out on the only people who could help her. It didn't feel good at all but she didn't know what else to do. The breeze ruffled her hair and Paige closed her eyes. It reminded her of the good times when her and her sisters actually got along. She and Prue being the closest would always come here when they were having a bad day and just sit. Neither of them would speak but strangely they understood each other completely. Paige wished it could still be like that.
"Paige..." said a voice behind her.
Paige turned around and she saw Phoebe in her window. She didn't say anything to her. She just turned back around and continued looking at the sky. Phoebe stepped out onto the roof and sat beside Paige. She felt so bad for her baby sister. She had been through so much and now she and her sister's were fighting.
"Paige can you talk to me?" asked Phoebe.
"I don't want to talk." said Paige, "I already said what I had to say."
It was quiet again. Phoebe didn't know what to say. She knew no matter what she couldn't fix this. Even though that's what she wanted more than anything, she wished it was her. She deserved this not Paige. She had been so rotten and now she was paying for it by watching the one person that understood her suffer. She just knew that she needed Paige to know something.
"I always loved you. I still do and I always will. I just haven't shown it but I adore you Paige. You are honestly the only person who understands me. And I'm sorry that I wasn't there to protect you. It should've been me not you. You don't deserve this." said Phoebe.
Paige didn't know what to say. She had always prayed for this day and dreamt what it would be like if it happened but she never in a million years thought it would be like this. She watched as tears ran down Phoebe's cheeks. Seeing her sister like this, Paige moved close to Phoebe and hugged her. Phoebe wrapped her arms around her baby sister.
"Phoebe don't cry please. I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said. I could never hate you guys and mommy would be proud of you. You're the best big sister in the world. All of you are." said Paige.
"But I haven't acted like a big sister to you. I lied to you and myself. I told myself I didn't need you and you didn't belong but I was wrong. I need you more than you know. Paige Halliwell you don't ever have to worry about that ever again because I could never do that to you again. I swear to you that I am going to be better.." said Phoebe.
"I don't want you to change. I just want you to be here.."
"And I am. I swear that no matter what I'll be here. I love you. And I know I've been saying that a lot in the past few days but its true and I need you to know it. I never want you to question my love for you because it is unconditional. I swear Paige I'm going to make it up to you. And I'm going to get the dirt bag that did this to you."
Phoebe felt Paige's body stiffen in her arms and Paige looked away from her. There was something eating at Paige and Phoebe knew it. She always knew when her baby sister was troubled but this was different Paige was terrified. Phoebe didn't want to make Paige feel worse and push the issue but she knew that she had to because if Paige held everything in then it would only get worse. Phoebe hated seeing her like this.
"Paige..." said Phoebe.
Paige was silent. She was crying silently to herself. She couldn't help it. She cried for many reasons. She cried because of what happened, what was happening to her now, and what could possibly happen to her sisters if she told them. She didn't want them hurt. She loved them despite her outburst that said otherwise. She needed them and all she wanted to do was confide in them but she couldn't. She knew what the consequences would be. They could die or worse...the same thing that happened to her could happen to them and that was something she wouldn't even wish on someone that she hated dearly.
"Honey look at me." said Phoebe.
Paige did. Phoebe saw the tears in her eyes and pulled her into a hug. She didn't know what to do and it made her angry. She wanted to take the hurt away but she didn't know how. She hated feeling so helpless but she knew that Paige felt just as worse and she had to stay strong.
"You need to tell us Paige. Please you will feel so much better. Let me be here for you. Let me take some of the hurt away. Please. I need to do this." said Phoebe.
"But…they'll hurt you." said Paige sacredly.
"They…? There was more than one Paige."
"I….I….I don't remember."
"Yes you do. Paige you have to tell me.
Paige pushed Phoebe away. She stood up. Phoebe could see the anger in her eyes. But it was only a glimpse. Mostly there was fear and love. Paige was dying on the inside. This secret was killing her and Phoebe could see that.
"You don't understand." yelled Paige, Why do you have to keep pushing it I can't do this."
"Then help me."
"No!! You can't understand no matter how hard you try. You don't know what its like. I don't want you to know. I can't lose you. I can't risk it. I don't want to be alone."
"You can't hold this in Paige. IT'S KILLING YOU!!"
"I know"
Paige knew that what she was doing was wrong, there was no doubt about it, but she was terrified. She didn't know what to do. Suddenly she got a flashback of when the guy was hurting her and she held her stomach. She lost her footing and would have fallen off the roof if it wasn't for Phoebe who was at her side in a nano second.
"C'mon Paige inside." ordered Phoebe.
Both of them went inside. Paige was still holding her stomach in pain. Phoebe didn't know whether or not to call Prue but she needed her. Paige was now lying in the best crying.
"Please stop!! Please don't hurt me. I didn't do anything. I want my sisters." cried Paige.
"Paigey what's wrong." asked Phoebe.
She sat on the bed and put her hand on Paige's hair but Paige flinched.
"PRUE!! PIPER!!" yelled Phoebe.
Suddenly Paige threw up. Phoebe was crying at this point because she wanted to help Paige so bad but she didn't know how. This was killing her. She was so scared. Piper and Prue ran in. What they saw broke there hearts. A broken down Paige lying in the bed crying her eyes out and throwing up and a distraught Phoebe sitting in the corner with her knees to her chest. Piper ran to Phoebe and Prue to Piper. Piper wrapped her arms around Phoebe who buried her face in Piper's shoulder. Piper just starred at Paige and placed her hand on the back of Phoebe's head.
"I'm sorry I couldn't protect her." cried Phoebe.
"No Phoebe this is not your fault"said Piper
Prue put her hand on Paige's back as she began to throw up again. Prue knew this wasn't good at all. Paige was having an out of control panic attack. Prue knew that she needed to calm Paige down.
"Honey I need you to work with me. Take a deep breath and try to calm down." instructed Prue.
"I.....I can't..." said Paige as she gasped for air.
"Sweetie you have to." said Prue.
Paige closed her eyes and tried to calm herself. It was more difficult then it seemed. She struggled to get her breathing back to normal. After a few minutes I managed to do this. I opened my eyes and I could see the pain in each of my sisters. Phoebe was crying like crazy, Piper was starring at her, and Prue was starring at her also.
"Hey you okay now" said Prue.
"Yeah I'm so sorry." said Paige.
"Paige stop" said Prue, " I just need you to tell me the truth please. Tell us what happened. The whole story…"
Paige decided that she had to do this. She had no chance. She wanted to feel better already.
"Okay." said Paige
Before Paige could start talking the doorbell rang. Everyone went downstairs and Prue opened the door. Suddenly Paige stiffened when she saw who it was.
Seth Anderson...
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