Another chapter, woot. Things are starting to heat up! Another love scene plus some extra arguments to spice everything up. Hope you guys enjoy!
Also, I'd like to inform all of you that I'm starting college soon, so I don't know how often I'll be able to update. That's just an FYI, but don't worry…I'm never ditching this fic!
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It was late at night in the trio's room, soft snoring escaped Angeal and the pitter patter of rain struck against the window while Sephiroth lay awake in bed. Genesis's breathing pattern was slow and calm beside him, but he couldn't get to sleep. Lazard had mentioned he wanted to talk to him way back when he defeated the monsters in Banora…but he never got around to explaining what exactly he wanted. Perhaps his behavior from leaving Banora made Lazard forget about the meeting? Was it even that important?
Another twenty minutes passed by and Sephiroth continued to stay quiet in his stiff position in bed. He couldn't relax anymore, it was as if the past few days had taken a toll on his entire body. Even his mind felt clouded even with how exhausted he was.
I wish I could sleep, but even with the comfort of friends around I don't think I can rest peacefully without having that woman haunt my dreams. I used to yearn to see her when I slept, now I wish she would disappear from my mind completely. There is no real recollection of her existence, so why am I getting these visions of her? I should have never been able to see her face, remember her voice, think that I could feel her touch… For someone like myself, there is no such thing as comfort or friends. These people that surround me…are they really there to support me and show that they find my company worthwhile? Genesis's words still haunt me even now, the way he had said them. Did I really ruin his vacation with family? I can't tell if he was only upset…or if he really meant it. Whether it was real or not…I still feel the pain of his words.
Genesis rolled onto his side and gave a slight mumble to break the silence, "I…miss my parents…" There were no other words exchanged between them for Sephiroth hadn't expected Genesis to be awake, let alone able to speak to him so readily after their tiring night. His green eyes went over to stare deeply at the redhead's expression in the dark room only to find that Genesis's eyes were closed. He obviously had stated his words while still asleep. The thought of parents brought Sephiroth back to his own deep thoughts.
I know Genesis will act like his foster parents are nothing to him, but he must still have an attachment toward them. If I had grown up with someone to take care of me…I think I would have to enjoy their patience and love no matter how they were related to me. If I had a father, or a fatherly figure in my childhood, I wonder what he would teach me? Genesis's father had shown him how to pick apples…probably gave him his first sword to practice with…helped him with homework or probably something about picking up women. They had to have had a strong connection at some point, whether he shows it or not. And his mother gave him the softer side of his personality. Though she was expressive it helped Genesis's confidence, I can tell. It even gave him a slightly timid side so he won't go overboard…But what they taught him the most was to care for others. If they hadn't given him such a thing then he wouldn't have bothered sticking around me for an entire year. Angeal does have more patience, but Genesis had the strong passion to make sure I fully understood everything thoroughly…he enjoys being the one helping others…
If I had grown up as a normal child, if I had parents like his…how would I have truly turned out? Would I be the one keeping Angeal and Genesis in line, would I show them how to do things a specific way, would I have a real talent that I could pass on to someone else? Would…I know what real love is? I thought I knew when…Genesis and I acted out on each other…but the more I dwindle on our actions, of all our previous fights and good moments together…was Genesis only doing it for pleasure? He had never been with anyone before…and he had a strong advantage against me. Not only was I not thinking clearly, but I have no one to turn to. I can't confront Angeal because he has a stronger tie with Genesis, if I ever went to him about the subject he would have to side with his childhood friend. There are no parents or guardians in my life to express any feelings to, or even at least talk to them about such actions. Everyone in Shinra sees me as just another person…no. They see me as just another experiment. They don't care about my deeper thoughts and lack of normality, they enjoy the reactions and differences I possess. If…I were normal they would hate that. So that leaves me with no one but Genesis. What would have happened if I had refused the first time instead of now? I can only imagine him turning everyone against me…
It's…easier to put the blame on someone that sticks out of a crowd…and I happen to be the biggest attraction of unusualness. The next time Genesis makes a move…he could possibly use that against me. What will I do then? Sephiroth finally sat up and his eyes turned to the clock noticing that it was close enough to a time where he could get up and leave without being questioned. He slipped out of bed and prepared himself for the morning quietly while the other two continued to sleep peacefully. It was when he began to finish the ties on his boots when he heard Genesis speak again, this time he was awake. "Sephiroth…where are you going?" There wasn't a reply at first, his mind pushing out all of his previous thoughts of before to focus on his question.
"It's morning." He had no reason for why he was leaving. At least…he didn't want to bother telling Genesis a good one at the moment.
"The sun isn't even up…it's 4. Sephiroth, you should get some more sleep, don't you think?"
"I don't need to sleep," Sephiroth grumbled as he rose from his spot and moved for the door.
"Wait, at least let me come with you," Genesis sat up in bed to scramble out of it. Sephiroth didn't understand his actions. Why did he feel the need to follow him around? Was it…because of yesterday? Did he find the need to pester him in case he would leave again? Perhaps the higher-ups had ordered for him to do this…just in case…
"What…do you think I'm going to run off again? How typical of everyone to leave very little trust in me. If you have to follow than I suppose I can't argue, after all…I'm nothing but an experiment on the loose. It'll only be a small amount of time until Hojo gets his grasp on me again…"
Genesis struggled with his pants while he listened to Sephiroth. It seemed he was still in a bitter mood, and the more he talked it seemed the more cynical and upset he sounded. Had the rejection been…that painful to him? "Um…well that isn't the reason why I want to follow you, but…I really shouldn't argue with you so early in the morning." Genesis finished putting on his own boots and he moved over to him, "Were you hungry? Did you want me to buy you something?"
Listen to him! Buy me something? What does he think I am, a child that didn't get the right birthday present? He has some nerve to assume I'll just get better if he buys me things I don't even need. "I'm not hungry, and I don't need you to waste your gil on me. All I wanted to do was go on a walk."
"Oh…okay. But it's raining outside—"
"If you don't want to get wet then don't follow me!" Sephiroth snapped at him. He didn't realize how defensive he had gotten…and it wasn't like Genesis was provoking him at all. He could only expect Genesis to yell back at him and possibly wake up Angeal who had continued to snore in the background of their conversation. Instead he got a different response that surprised him.
"I'm just concerned about you getting sick, especially in this weather." His words took awhile to sink in to Sephiroth's mind, as if he had imagined this response. There wasn't any anger or arguing…it was as if Genesis was actually con—no, no one could be concerned about him, it…didn't make sense. Genesis always fought with him before, today shouldn't be any different.
"What?" Sephiroth questioned him, wondering if perhaps he had misheard Genesis's entire sentence.
"I…am concerned about your health, especially if you go out in this weather…" Genesis replied slowly, blue eyes going up to Sephiroth's face trying to see his expression in the darkness. The appearance was lost in the dark as Sephiroth turned and moved for the door. All Genesis could do was follow him and hope his mood would lift. "So...where exactly were you walking to?" Sephiroth entered the elevator and pressed the button to the first floor, eyes refusing to land on Genesis. He didn't bother responding to his question as he knew a walk was just a walk…if he wanted to go somewhere specifically he wouldn't have generalized his words so much. The silent treatment made Genesis nervous in the man's presence. Mornings were never this bad for the silver-haired man… "Sephiroth?" The man turned his attention over to him slowly with an expressionless look on his face. "Uh….I…just wanted to say….well." He paused and tried to think his sentences out. "I…um. I want to know how you're feeling…because back at Banora I said some things I really shouldn't have…I don't know why I snapped at you, and if you're upset about that I can totally understand! I just want to make up for it even if I really can't do that…uhh..um…well I mean. I don't want you to think I don't care because I really do care, and—" Sephiroth watched the doors opened and he headed out without letting Genesis finish. The redhead stood idly in the elevator before moving quickly to catch up, losing his words once again to the silence and brooding of Sephiroth's temperament. At first Genesis began to doubt what he was thinking about what was going on, but it suddenly seemed to become clear to him. "I ruined our friendship….didn't I?"
Sephiroth had slowed his pace to a stop and he turned his eyes back to the redhead, noticing his expression of sadness. Was it ruined by Genesis? How could it not be…but then again…could he put the blame on anyone else? He was just as guilty…. "No. You haven't ruined a thing." He noticed the smile perk onto Genesis's face. Before he could say more he heard his phone go off. Gently he pulled it out and noticed it was Lazard. He must want our meeting now…how did he know I was awake? "Yes?" he casually replied once he had put the phone to his ear.
"Sephiroth, I've done a lot of thinking…and I have something important to tell you right now. If you can make it over to my office—"
"Of course, Director."
"You can bring Genesis along as well." Sephiroth hesitated in hanging up wanting to ask about how he knew Genesis was with him, but instead he nodded to the man to follow and they made their way to Director Lazard's. Upon entering the room they noticed the large screen in the background as usual with the Shinra power company symbol embezzled on it. Lazard looked at both of them before giving a cheerful morning smile to them both. "Good to see both of you up so early. I called you here because of our previous discussion when you were in Banora. I requested a meeting with you on a very important matter, and even after your personal journey…I've given it some thought but I believe it's still the right choice. The President and the other head departments have talked thoroughly and we believe that you should be promoted to 1st class."
Sephiroth was surprised at Lazard's intentions that he was at a loss for words. First class? Now? What have I done to deserve anything like that? I'm not self-sacrificing…I haven't saved an entire town…I haven't made the world any better than it was before, have I? "Director, I don't understand—"
"You risked your life to protect your fellow comrades, you helped save Banora's villagers by taking out a large amount of monsters by yourself, and even on your journey you had persevered in helping others. Your attitude was excellent toward everyone, as reports have been told, and you even brought safety to the airship you were on. Protecting that many citizens in such a hard situation deserves an award. Not once did you harm anyone or act out irrationally…and you've been selfless—"
"I have not. I left Banora because I wanted to see…." He dropped his sentence and moved on, "It was selfish—"
"No…Sephiroth it's natural to be curious about things you don't know about. Your mother is no exception. We've failed to fill in the role that she left, we mistreated you previously with the way that Professor Hojo had kept you cooped up for so long, and we've neglected to fix any of your problems you might have because we haven't bothered to ask. After all of those things you still serve under Shinra, you bring justice to this world, even if you had been wronged…you continue to do right. That, in itself, deserves a token of appreciation. Becoming 1st class is only a small part of our gratitude to have you here in this world."
Silence filled the room once Lazard had given his justifications for his promotion. Still, the thoughts of being 1st seemed forced to Sephiroth, as if he hadn't earned it… "If this is all out of pity…I will not accept such a thing. I don't need anyone to feel bad about what I saw or how I was treated."
"Don't worry…it isn't about that. We're more professional about how we do things, you should know that."
Sephiroth looked down at the floor for quite some time. Could he really accept this promotion…right now? He did deserve it…though he still felt as if it was only for a way to make him feel better more than his drastic achievements. "I can only assume…that means another wardrobe change," Sephiroth remarked casually and he heard Lazard's soft chuckle escape him.
"Yes, of course. We'll change the color of your shirt—"
"Just what I need, more shirts," Sephiroth remarked with sarcasm.
"I highly doubt it'd be acceptable for you to run around without one on, hmm?" Lazard replied.
"You never know…"
"Are you suggesting that you can dress yourself appropriately and along Shinra's guidelines?"
"Well, as long as I wear the company's emblem so that everyone can see where I work it shouldn't matter, should it?"
Lazard contemplated the suggestion before nodding, "All right, do as you see fit. I have confidence you won't make an idiot out of yourself or the company. You can return the 2nd class attire and pick up your updated ID now. Genesis, I have a few things to discuss with you before you can join Sephiroth again." Sephiroth glanced between the two before leaving the room. He could come up with his own outfit to wear as 1st class…but that wasn't even that exciting to him. He thought being 1st class would be a lot more rewarding than this… Besides, he was curious about his discussion with Genesis. What could he want with him?
Genesis waited for Sephiroth to leave before letting his attention pull back to Lazard, "Yes, Director? What…did you need?" Was he going to get a promotion? Perhaps a raise? A congratulatory gift for his efforts in returning Sephiroth safely to Shinra Headquarters?
"Genesis, I want you to keep an eye on Sephiroth. I know at the meeting we already expressed our deepest concerns about him, but I wanted to remind you again of this important matter. It's very obvious that he's still in a very emotional state right now. It's crucial that you don't push any of his buttons…understand?"
Genesis turned slightly red with embarrassment. Was Lazard saying he was the main reason for Sephiroth's leaving from Banora? Perhaps he was a bit provocative to make the man leave, but it wasn't his fault… "I…uh…"
"I can understand feeling under-minded and slightly jealous that Sephiroth gets a lot of attention here at Shinra Company, but that doesn't give you leeway to snap at him. He's an important experiment to us, Genesis, you know that. But you also have to remember that he's your friend, so putting him down for his achievements doesn't make him feel any better. Though he's something beyond our imagination…he is at least human enough to have feelings. In the future he's going to be quite the star…he's already got quite a reputation in Banora, and we've received lots of wonderful news about him from the airways he used. The glory he's going to receive…it might be hard for you to swallow and accept that all the attention will be going to him, especially when you're just as good and helpful as he is…."
"I know. He…is the one we have to worry about. What he's made of…his origins are obscured with JENOVA's past, and we don't want a fatal incident happening. I'll accept his advances beyond me, I can watch him readily enough and make sure he's supported when he needs it…." Genesis hesitated in revealing his own origins about JENOVA, but decided to keep it from Lazard. "And I'll always have Angeal to keep me in line if I falter."
"Good, I'm glad to hear your approval of the situation at hand. You should catch up with Sephiroth now…" he hesitated, "Oh, and make sure he doesn't go overboard with his outfit choice…"
Genesis gave a slight smile, "Of course, Director." He left the room and his smile quickly vanished from his face, the brooding anger fell over him quickly enough. Sephiroth was getting the glory, he was becoming the better person when they were supposed to be equals! No…Sephiroth was supposed to be under him, not even an equal. That man was anything but worthy of claiming 1st class so easily! He had helped kill those monsters at Banora, he had saved his hometown with his friend Angeal…and Sephiroth was the one who was getting the heroic title and promotion? It made him extremely upset about it, so furious he wished he could let out his frustrations on Sephiroth even though he couldn't. He soon arrived outside the door where Sephiroth had been getting his new ID and Genesis watched as the silver-haired figure appeared before him. "Congrats, Sephiroth," he remarked casually, "We should celebrate."
Sephiroth shook his head gently, "No…I don't feel like celebrating."
"At least let my buy you something."
"I don't want anything."
Genesis was growing very tired of Sephiroth's stubborn behavior. The least Sephiroth could do was accept that Genesis was trying to be nice for once in his life. And he wouldn't even have to try this hard if Sephiroth hadn't cheated his way to the top! No. Genesis couldn't think like that…if he got angered he'd only blow up at Sephiroth and ruin his own chance of being a 1st class SOLDIER. Gently his arm slipped around Sephiroth and he shook his shoulder slightly, "Don't be ridiculous, you wanted an outfit since you're 1st class, right?"
"I was just being a pain to Lazard, I'll wear whatever uniform they have—"
"No no, let's get you in something better than that. Something that suits you, at least. You're not like everyone else, so why dress like it? Besides," Genesis gave a pat to Sephiroth's back, "We're friends, I deserve to waste my money on you once in awhile, eh?"
Sephiroth's looked at him with a questioning look. "I don't understand…"
"What don't you get?"
"Why…are you happy? I was expecting…I don't know…anger and frustration, perhaps a few demeaning words that Lazard gave me my title out of blatant pity more than earning it rightfully."
"Do you always think I'm jealous?" Genesis asked as they continued down the hallway. Was he really that bad at expressing his emotions? He knew he was jealous…it was natural for him to want everything…but it almost seemed as if Sephiroth was everything he wanted to be.
"No…not all the time. In certain situations, though, you get rather colorful with your thoughts."
"Well…shouldn't my jealousy just mean that I'm clearly accepting you're better than me?"
Sephiroth shook his head, the two of them turning to the main entrance and heading out into the streets. It felt weird for Genesis to admit his problem so openly…and not even feel bothered about it. Maybe Genesis felt guilty after Sephiroth's experience with….her? "We're the same, with a title or not. You should never feel jealous about me…"
"Well, don't you envy others? Or are you like Angeal…who tries not to follow the seven sins…"
"I envy certain things…but I don't like voicing it."
"I see…." Genesis looked at the windows of the shops around Midgar and nodded toward one, "How's about that one?"
"What about it?" Sephiroth asked once he looked over at the shop finding nothing interesting about it.
"Let's go in, see what they've got. I bet you could get someone to customize a nice outfit for you."
"They'd probably want me naked, knowing my luck."
"Hmm…not a bad look on you," Genesis commented and pushed the door open, holding it for Sephiroth. Within the confines of the store a shopkeeper soon came over and greeted both of them enthusiastically. "We're here for him," Genesis commented as he nodded at Sephiroth. "As classes in SOLDIER you get to wear different attire, and Sephiroth just became 1st class. We need a good design that keeps within Shinra's regulations."
"Ah, I see," the shopkeeper responded, "I've worked with Shinra before. In fact…I've got something in mind for him." The woman walked off and soon came back with a sketchpad. She started to swipe her hand over the paper before finishing and she showed the two. Both stared at the creation she had made, "Go ahead, tell me what you don't like."
Sephiroth glanced at Genesis to see what he thought of it, but the man seemed rather happy with the creation. Sephiroth thought otherwise, "You should do less on the…accessories…" she had made crazy decorations for shoulder pads and put way too many belts. If he wanted to look like a freak he could have asked a five-year old to pick something out for him.
"Ah, I see." She flipped the page and sketched out something else, showing him again, "How's that?" It was a simple long, black coat with a few buckles on the front. The armor was still there, and the pants seemed the same, adding a different touch with the boots.
"That looks better," Sephiroth mumbled.
"Oh, yeah. Especially if it was black, I could see you wearing that," Genesis commented. The woman picked up a few colors and started to plaster them onto the sketch before showing it again. Genesis gave a nod, "Yeah, that's actually something you'd wear, Sephiroth."
"How would you know, you've never seen me wear something like that," Sephiroth replied, though he did like the finished drawing a lot. Better than the first thing she had made…
"I'm glad you like it, now let me get you measured up, hmm?" the woman commented and pulled the measuring tape from around her shoulders and grabbed onto his arm, dragging him over to a place to stand with mirrors surrounding him. He watched her stand up on a step before her hands grabbed around his hair and threw it over his shoulder, "This won't take too long. Now stand up straight and look at…" her eyes went over to the other man, "your friend." Sephiroth watched Genesis for awhile before glancing into the mirror to see what she was doing. First she placed the tape against his shoulders and made a few marks on a piece of paper before going around his arm, then she marked his arm span and how long his torso was. He noticed the entertained look Genesis had once the woman had wrapped the tape around his chest and then his waist, soon measuring him to the point he wasn't even sure if she was actually doing this for real measurements or to wrap her tape around him inappropriately. When she was done she smirked and handed him a card with all of her information on it, the only initial that was on it was 'H'. "I'll contact you when we get the basic outline done and put you into the fitting room for everything. We work fast here, so you won't be waiting long for a new outfit. And I know how Shinra makes things in bulk…so once you're satisfied I can make you plenty. For the first year we give free touch-ups in case anything goes wrong, and if you grow or anything we can outfit you again, hmm?" Sephiroth only gave a curt nod as he pocketed the slip of paper. "Now just fill this out and you can be on your way." Sephiroth stared at the clipboard she gave him and he picked up the pen, filling it out neatly. Her eyes caught which hand she was using and she smirked, "Left-handed?" He hesitated in writing when he noticed she was remarking about him.
"Yes." He returned his eyes back to the form and started to fill out the rest.
"The jacket will be made out leather, with a breathable inside so you won't overheat in hotter weather, yet it'll keep you warm during winter. We normally coat it with a special finish to keep the leather from wearing out or being ripped from extraneous activity. Given the looks on the armor you have, you've been in battle quite a few times, right?" She watched him nod again. "Thought so. You'll want something that will last for a long time. I've got just the right thing, hmm? And you should speak up or something, you don't have to be shy."
Sephiroth hadn't realize he was passing off as shy, he just didn't find any reason to speak. "What would you like me to say?"
"How's about a thank-you. And I'll need you to put down some gil, I don't want any runaway customers, eh?"
Sephiroth moved to pull out his Shinra card when Genesis put his hand onto his arm, "No no, I said I'd pay for it."
"You really don't have to," Sephiroth remarked.
"Yes, but then I would have broken a promise, now wouldn't I? Besides…this way you can't say I never gave you anything."
"How kind," Sephiroth joked and watched Genesis hand some of his own money over. After thanking the woman they left and Sephiroth started to wonder what Genesis meant about…never saying he gave him anything. Clearly Genesis helped him get everything he ever had…was this just another ploy to say that he owned everything about him? It didn't seem Genesis was acting that way…at least right now. "Genesis…I want to ask you something."
"Yeah?"
"I know you don't like your foster parents…but could you tell me more about them?"
Genesis put his hands into his pockets and looked up at the sky wondering how to describe them and their quirky ways. "Well…um…my foster parents always enjoyed taking me out on picnics when they had the time. We'd sit out right next to the biggest tree in Banora, which was in our yard, and we'd pick apples from it and eat them. They were the best…and my mom would always bring back plenty to bake into a pie. My favorite memory about being in that small hometown would be apple picking. My father taught me how to be the greatest person at it, and when I saw how proud he was of me….it gave me a sense of appreciation."
"You like them, don't you?"
"Of course…but it still hurts to know that my real parents are somewhere out there…and had refused me as…." Genesis dropped his words, "Never mind, let's not dwell on such things."
Sephiroth stopped in his tracks, "You can tell me, Genesis….we're friends, after all."
"No, it's too personal. My real parents have done something they shouldn't have. I can only regret that they mislabeled me and threw me away so quickly to people that cannot properly care for me….but I turned out well enough. Those thoughts are best left forgotten….you needn't think about my mother and father….I don't ever think about them."
Sephiroth didn't know he'd…refuse to say anything. "I'm assuming you told Angeal, though."
"I tell Angeal a lot of things because I've known him for all my life. I'm sure…one day you'll be in the same situation as Angeal."
Sephiroth felt hurt at his words, as if Genesis was outright saying that Sephiroth was his lesser regarded friend. He knew it was true…but hearing it didn't make things any better. "I see." He turned his attention away from him and went back to walking, the redhead following beside him.
"Were you hoping to confide in me? You look like you wanted to say something…but now you're holding it in."
"I wanted to tell you about the other things I saw when I met my mother…but now that I think about it…they're not important, and talking about it would be pointless."
Genesis frowned, "Are you only saying that because I don't want to disclose personal information to you?"
"No, I'm saying it because they're pointless visions that didn't make any sense to me, and I know they won't make any sense to you, so why bring them up?"
"Perhaps I can infer something about them? Tell me at least one vision you had…"
Sephiroth hesitated before giving a deep sigh. There was no point in arguing, was there? "I saw her….in a field of flowers talking to a man. He had black hair, and it seemed she liked him….yet wanted him to go away at the same time." Sephiroth brushed some strands of hair from his shoulders, "He dressed like a Turk…."
"Maybe it was a forbidden love type thing? She wants him, he wants her, but they can't be together due to feuding parents or something just as similar."
"I don't think this was Romeo and Juliet," Sephiroth replied. "In another vision I saw her get married, but to whom I couldn't tell."
"Oh, maybe he was your father? If they're random visions, it is possible that you could have gotten a lot of odd things that wouldn't make sense to you. Perhaps the flower scene was actually a fight that your dad was trying to make up for?"
"It…doesn't feel that way. At least it doesn't seem like that figure is my father. When the visions came…so did all of her emotions. I could tell she didn't belong to him…even though she wished she could have."
Genesis wondered what it all meant. Was it just some boyfriend? Or maybe… "Your mom could have cheated on your father and been with him, only to have you and not know who the father was."
"I'm seriously doubting that one. Even if it was like that, I would never be able to find out….besides, I shouldn't bother with thoughts about her…."
"You know, I really hope you don't focus on JENOVA. I can understand how tormented you must feel because of Lucrecia's decision in abandoning you…but going to some obscure woman that isn't related to you is—"
Sephiroth snapped at him, "A waste of my time? Not worth the effort? Tell me, Genesis, was Lucrecia a waste of my time? I wondered about her and wished I could see her. And I finally did, after all of my searching I finally found her. So the outcome wasn't what I ever wanted, in fact it was terrible and it hurt…but does that mean it was pointless? I found out that she hated me and never wanted me around her, and that to this day she thinks I'm a monster. I'm glad I know that now…instead of years to come and believing that she was a kindred spirit that was in the wrong place at the wrong time. JENOVA will be no different, and I hope this time there will be something more promising than what Lucrecia showed me…"
Genesis planted himself before Sephiroth and grabbed onto his biceps tightly, "I wish I could tell you about JENOVA, but I don't know anything about her. The only things I've heard weren't very good…and I'm afraid about you meeting her, Sephiroth. If Lucrecia has torn you apart….I think this woman will do much worse. Please…forget this woman. I'm begging you, Sephiroth."
Begging him…she must be terrible if he wanted her to forget everything about her. The projects that they spoke of…did they mutilate her? Was her human physique no more? "What do you know about her?"
"She's something that none of us want to deal with."
"That tells me nothing."
"Your mother loved you at one point….this woman doesn't know what love is."
Sephiroth pulled back from Genesis's grasp, "Then her and I feel the same way. Perhaps she's closer to me than I think?"
Genesis followed as Sephiroth started back for Shinra Headquarters, "Sephiroth…Sephiroth slow down!" He pulled the silver-haired man back so they came face-to-face. "I gave you a warning…that's all I'll do. But this I want you to go by. If you're looking for JENOVA even after all that I've said….do it on your own time and away from the Headquarters. They will stop you at all costs. Don't ever speak about it….keep it to yourself. Don't make any personal trips for a few years…"
"You want me to forget about it?"
"If you really want to find her….you can wait. Trust me."
Sephiroth gave a small nod to tell that he understood what he meant. "I see…let's go inside…Angeal must be awake by now, we have to tell him the good news." He had changed the conversation easily enough, knowing that if he got Genesis off the subject that he wouldn't be continuously nagged to drop the entire search for JENOVA.
When I find her I will be the one to determine if she's worth my time…not anyone else… Whether this takes years of research, I will, one day, find her. All I need to figure out now…is how to get away from Shinra without them noticing my true intentions.
Once they reached the confinements of the room they found Angeal making his bed. He looked up at them and a grin came onto his face, "Good morning." Neither of them responded to his words which made him straighten up and shake his finger, "I hope you two aren't fighting again."
"No, nothing like that," Genesis remarked and looked toward Sephiroth, "You should tell him the good news."
"Oh?" Angeal questioned as he walked over to them, "What news?"
"Lazard promoted me to 1st class this morning," Sephiroth replied before sitting down on his bed. The thing was still unmade as Genesis and Sephiroth were too lazy to ever fix it.
"Hey, congrats! We should celebrate!" Angeal commented and gave Sephiroth's shoulder a shake, "Where's your new outfit? Is it something ridiculous?"
"We went shopping for a new one. It seems when you're 1st class you can actually wear what you want," Genesis replied and sat down beside Sephiroth, "I thought celebrating would be a good idea, too, but Sephiroth kept saying he didn't want to."
"What? You have to celebrate, we did every other time we upgraded, this is no different."
Sephiroth brushed Angeal's hand away gently before shaking his head, "It just doesn't feel like something I should celebrate."
"Oh, I see…" Angeal nodded his head a few times and sat down on Sephiroth's other side, "I know just the cure for this." He noticed Sephiroth's face contorted wondering how he could make him feel any better about their current situation. Angeal wrapped his arm around Sephiroth's back and grabbed onto Sephiroth's sides, getting the reaction he was hoping for.
"Don't you dare, Angeal," Sephiroth snapped before squirming to stand. Genesis caught on to what was happening and he wrapped his arms around Sephiroth's middle before he could escape. Down Sephiroth fell arriving back on the bed and he growled as Genesis kept his grip on him, "This isn't making my mood any better."
"That's because we haven't started doing this," Angeal began to tickle him and watched the 1st class SOLDIER squirm and struggle for freedom. But then Sephiroth stopped moving altogether, "Giving up already?"
"There's no point in fighting," Sephiroth muttered in defeat.
Genesis didn't want him to give up just yet…he'd have to find a way to make Sephiroth react… He started to pull up the man's shirt to expose his pale flesh underneath, "Prepare for pain!" He grabbed Sephiroth's nipple and twisted, getting a very priceless reaction out of his friend.
"OW! My god, what are you doing??" Sephiroth snapped as he had successfully pulled away from him and covered his wounded nipple, "That was painful."
"I told you it was going to be."
"Well that doesn't make me feel any better. I think you're failing at the concept of putting me in a better mood." Sephiroth shimmied his shirt down and grabbed a pillow, slugging Genesis hard with it, "I'll get you back for that."
"Yeah? Try me!"
Angeal watched the two struggle endlessly until Sephiroth had Genesis pinned down on his stomach. It was always comical to see them fight because no matter who won it made their friendship stronger. "So, now what are you going to do to him?" Angeal questioned with a big grin on his face.
"Yeah, there's only so much you can do in this position," Genesis remarked trying to look back at him.
"Mm, hold on," Sephiroth mumbled and looked to be doing nothing but rolling his eyes about in contemplation. He finally brushed Genesis's hair away from his ear and gave a big smile, "You're going to love this." He shoved his tongue right into the redhead's ear and heard him shriek and wiggle at the feeling. After several seconds of the grueling act he let Genesis go and noticed how quickly he rushed off to the bathroom. "That was so worth it," he said after wiping his mouth off.
"That….even made me cringe just thinking about it," Angeal replied. They watched as Genesis finally came out of the bathroom rubbing at his ear still. "Wasn't that a pleasant surprise?"
"That was gross! Sephiroth, keep your mouth to yourself!"
"You make it sound like I had my lips all over you."
"When your tongue connects to parts of my body that shouldn't be violated like that, it is perfectly acceptable for me to say such things."
"Want me to kiss it to make it all better?"
Genesis's eyes blazed at him before he took a seat on Angeal's bed, far enough away from them. "You're a pig."
"I suddenly feel…so much better," Sephiroth commented which made Angeal chuckle.
"That's good to hear!"
Genesis glared, "No it's not. You're only happy when it's at my own misery."
"Your misery is a beautiful thing."
"I should…cancel your outfit, just so you have to pay for it."
"Go ahead, I already told you not to pay for it."
Angeal raised an eyebrow at this. He hadn't been informed about the outfit that much, "Wait, what's going on?"
"Genesis bought me my 1st class outfit as a gift."
Angeal laughed, "Oho, I didn't know you two were like that." Glares came at him from both directions, "Were you two going to go on a first date after he gets the outfit? Who's going to buy the flowers for the other one? More importantly, who wears the pants in this relationship?"
Genesis played along, "I wear the pants, duh, that's why I have to buy everything for Sephiroth."
"Hmm…you wear the pants? Then what happened with us last night?" Sephiroth questioned.
"Oh baby, you know I was too tired…of course I had to let you take top."
Sephiroth shook his head, "You calling me baby is wrong."
"Ha, making you uncomfortable is something I enjoy."
Angeal got up, "Dare I ask why that is enjoyable?" He held up his hand, "No, it's all starting to make sense now. No need for an explanation."
Genesis glared, "That's not what I meant. And besides, we're getting off topic. Let's go celebrate!"
"The fact that I raped your ear?" Sephiroth questioned. Genesis gave a shudder in response before he punched Sephiroth's arm. "Just making sure you didn't forget who wears the pants in this relationship."
"You two amuse me," Angeal laughed and pulled them along, "I'm thinking of a really fancy restaurant to take us to, hmm?"
"How fancy? I don't want to eat a hole in everyone's wallet just because I've been promoted," Sephiroth questioned.
"Don't worry, I'll pay."
Genesis smirked, "You don't have to—"
"Let's just say it's my gift to Sephiroth. And besides, you've paid for me when I forgot my money before. Now let's go and quit thinking about prices, we're supposed to be having a good time." The trio left Shinra Headquarters and arrived at a nice restaurant for a good breakfast. Sephiroth had never thought that breakfast could be fancy, but he was rather mistaken once he was given the lavish display of food before him. It all felt like it was melting in his mouth, and when he was full he wished he could eat more.
"This was good," Sephiroth commented as he sat there comfortably in his chair, "You two should learn how to cook like this…that way you could always give me a good meal."
Genesis rolled his eyes, "Just what we need to do, fatten you up." Angeal paid for the meal and they soon went on a walk to enjoy the day's beginning back into Shinra's workforce. It didn't feel like they were ready for work yet…but they all knew that once they returned to Shinra they'd have to go on missions. "I wish we were still on vacation!"
"Hmm…I don't. I want to kill things," Sephiroth remarked, "Especially now that I have a new sword to play with."
Angeal gave a hearty laugh, "You sound like a child that got a cool toy, Sephiroth. Try not to stab yourself with that thing, I would hate to have to see Genesis try to bind your limbs back into their sockets."
"I'll be careful, I always am," Sephiroth retorted as they went through Loveless Avenue. "You know…we never did get our morning practice in." The other two smirked at his suggestion. They loved fighting early in the morning, it would definitely be a good boost of energy for them to start now. As the trio made it to the Training Room they watched the scenery change around them. "I wonder…if we've gotten rusty?"
"Rusty? That'd be the day," Genesis said softly as he pulled out his Shinra sword, "Let's see how good you are with that Masamune."
They came at each other and their blades clanged together, sparks flying as each hit connected. They moved about gracefully in the Training Room with the three of them exchanging blows as if it was well practiced. There wasn't a pause or any words exchanged as they continued their battle about the field they were on, each action causing another reaction. Within a half hour they had still been going when the area disappeared and Lazard stood there looking somewhat displeased with their behavior. "So this is where you've been all morning. Have you forgotten it's no longer vacation?" All three of them felt embarrassed at what they had been doing. It was just fighting and preparing for the morning, but getting caught in the act of what they normally did in secret made them almost feel stupid.
"We were warming up, Director."
"Understandable, but you have more important things to do right now. Sephiroth, we've set up a few meetings you'll need to attend to as part of your duty of being 1st class. Angeal, you'll be checking in on the Slums today, and Genesis it's time you were tested for physical fitness. Oh, Sephiroth, once your meetings are done you need to go to the Science Department and talk to Hojo."
Sephiroth felt the sinking feeling settle in. Hojo…what does he want to do with me now? Is he putting the tracker back on me…or something much worse? Perhaps he wants better details about Lucrecia? Why would I ever tell him anything…that bastard, he won't hear a word from me. "May I ask why Hojo needs me?"
"I would say, but I don't know. Now you boys should go before you're late for anything." Lazard walked off with that leaving the trio in fallen spirits. A good day had been ruined so quickly by the thoughts of returning to their normal workload.
"Have fun with your meetings, SOLDIER 1st class Sephiroth," Angeal remarked with a hint of sarcasm.
"Oh I will, I'll tell you all about it. You'll look forward to it when you become 1st," Sephiroth mentioned and he turned from them to head out. He had gone through the doors when he thought he heard Genesis sigh, but he chose to ignore it and continue on.
"Can you believe that? Ugh…I'm so pissed."
Angeal slowly let his eyes set on Genesis. Here it was, the final straw. Genesis was going to explode and there was nothing he could do to stop it. "Go ahead, tell me, it's not like we're on a time constraint."
"The fact that he's 1st now and I have to pretend to be happy for him! We've been doing this longer than he has, we've been working harder and doing just as much as he does. What gives him the right to have the title of 1st? Hmm? I think it's just because they pity him for his stupid mother incident. You don't see anyone throwing gifts at me because I found out my parents are nothing but a pack of lies! Yet they think of how 'sensitive' and 'needy' Sephiroth is and they just fork it over!" Genesis let out a rather interesting scream before slamming his fist into the wall. "I can already tell it's getting to his head. He tries to act modest about it, but he's just…he's just—"
"Hold on…have you heard one word you've said, Genesis? You sound like a jealous madman. We'll be in 1st soon enough, and when that happens it won't matter what they do for Sephiroth, right?"
"They'll just give him more and more stuff, though! They keep throwing things at him to appease him because they're scared of that stupid abomination that created him! That created US! You don't see the two of us going on rampages and killing people because we're tainted….why are they frightened about him? Hmm? I think they favor him—"
"Genesis! This jealousy issue needs to stop….at the rate you're going I think you're going to explode on Sephiroth again. Do you really want to be held responsible for him leaving again…or doing something much worse? What if he finds JENOVA because you drove him away from here?"
"Then let him find her, I'm tired of hearing about that wretched alien. She's gone, Angeal…and Sephiroth won't find any answers to anything. He'll get upset about his existence and come crying back to Shinra where they'll give him toys to soothe his pains and make him an even bigger idol. They'll probably make a big sob story out of it just so he gets all the attention!"
Angeal shook his head slowly, "I think…you've finally lost it. Tell me, did you buy him his 1st class gear because you were being nice…or is it because you want to remind him who he owes everything to?"
"What do you think?"
A soft sigh escaped Angeal before he moved for the door, "I can only hope that you'll keep your petty thoughts to yourself….and let Sephiroth heal from his encounter. You received comfort from me…he has no one to lean on."
Genesis followed him out, "No, he has me. He confided in me this morning! Don't you see? He needs me…and when he's stuck in all the glory and forgetting who I am…when one day he'll need me again…I'll be sure to let him know that he's nothing—"
"Is that really something you should do to a friend? Maybe you don't see it as well as I do, but Sephiroth looks up to you as much as you look up to him. Why do you want to make him feel bad when he's already suffered enough?"
"Why is he making me feel bad for ever saving him?? Huh?"
"That's your own fault for teaching him so well." Angeal left at that to head for the Slums, the hallway becoming quiet with just Genesis standing there.
"I won't let Sephiroth get away so easily without giving his glory to me…."
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Here I am in a boring meeting learning about how to be a true leader, a good show of character, someone that everyone wants to strive to become…and I keep asking myself, 'Why me?' What makes them think that I, of all people, would be a good idol for other SOLDIER members? Is there something striking about me that others would like to look up to? Honor, dreams, pride, glory…those things that all SOLDIER operatives are supposed to have…I don't think I ever had those. My only goal was to become normal and look how that turned out. But at least I have friends, is that something I should teach others? I'm supposed to be a role model for everyone, but I don't even know if I have confidence in myself for such a thing. If I were to choose someone to be the perfect role model, I would choose someone like Angeal. He has all the charisma and charm for such a thing. Myself? I may have charisma…but I don't have the experience. There isn't a background story for me, there is only a person who was labeled as a 'hero' because of a simple action…an action anyone should do in such a situation. I saved people, it's what I'm supposed to do. How, in all of that, does it make me the perfect operative?
"Everyone's eyes are on you now, Sephiroth, and they'll want to ask you questions and want to hear your advice on everything that you could imagine. They want to copy your stride, be in your league. Being a 1st class SOLDIER is a dream everyone has…and it's good to support them in their dreams, whether they're attainable or not."
"What am I, a celebrity? Shouldn't I be doing more important things…like missions?"
"Of course you'll be on the most secretive and dangerous missions around, but it doesn't mean you'll stop existing here at Shinra. This is your base of operations. Not only that, but you have to remember as a priority of 1st class you get to help teach lower class members how to strive toward excellence. Going on missions with other operatives raises morale and teaches others a new technique of fighting."
My job went from missions to babysitting. Now I have to be with everyone else and pretend to be a good mentor. What if I'm not good in those situations? Would it tarnish my SOLDIER name? Wait…why am I getting caught up in whether I care about my title? I know who I am and how I work, and as long as I do my job it shouldn't matter what my title is, right? Whether I teach people a good way or a bad way, it won't matter. Maybe if I talked to Angeal he could give me some good advice to give to the others… "I'm not sure if I'm a people person."
"Not everyone is, but you're good at giving answers when people ask you questions." The man turned on the screen and it showed an old news clip of reporters asking Sephiroth thousands of questions at once. He had never realized how he reacted to being overwhelmed, but he looked rather calm, maybe slightly surprised at how much he was being bothered. His answers were pretty blunt and truthful, and he at least kept his manners about him. He even showed some emotion near the end when he smiled slightly. "See? You're easy on the camera and it seems to come naturally for you. We were thinking that perhaps we could get you to go onto actual interviews with popular shows. If the world starts to hear about SOLDIER and its well-known Hero…we could get more workers coming in to work for Shinra. Think about it, the more people that work here the safer our world will be."
Brandishing myself as their personal icon can help the world? I don't see how that would work. Maybe people will see that I'm a unique individual and they'll want to be like that, too? But…I'm too different. No one else is as strange as myself… "Don't you think…putting me as the posterboy of Shinra Company is a big mistake?"
"And why would it be a mistake? You're a hero, a fighter, something people love looking up to."
"Yes…I might be those things, but I'm also very different from everyone else. An average SOLDIER member would be like Genesis and Angeal. The trademark blue eyes infused with mako, the natural looks of a human being, a childhood story of growing up in Banora. It gives a person working on the farm a sense of yearning to strive to something better because they were once average people, too. If they see someone like myself they wouldn't think that. I was born and raised here in Shinra, I've known nothing my entire life aside from this past year's experience, and my looks are completely opposite of normal. When people see me, they'll think Shinra created a person just for SOLDIER."
"A few might see it that way, but the more you talk to others the more they'll see you have a personality and attitude just like everyone else. They can get past your looks and find that your attributes are something they can have as well."
Sephiroth still didn't feel like that would help, but he couldn't exactly argue. As 1st class…it seemed he'd have to suck it up and get in the act of trying to be everything everyone wanted to be. A perfect person… "If it helps Shinra Company…then I will do it."
"That's the spirit! You won't regret this, trust me. Being an idol has great benefits! Now I'll let you leave and I'll have Director Lazard tell you of any updates on meetings or possible interviews that will be set up for you, all right?"
Sephiroth gave a small nod before exiting the room, brain fogged over with how tiring that meeting had been. It was so boring to sit around and discuss himself and how well he'll be of a success for Shinra. Whatever, at least he knew he'd never let the glory get to his head… He went to the Science Department, slowing down as much as he could wondering if the day would pass by before he could get there. Obviously not, but it was worth a shot. When he entered he found the usual lab assistants moving about with their clipboards in hands and listing off scientific equations no one would ever understand. He entered into Hojo's normal area and found him having quite the lecture-filled talk to some subordinate. When the boy walked off Hojo had turned around and gave a cackle of pleasure in seeing him. "Sephiroth, about time you got here."
"What do you need?"
"Oh, routine check-up of course."
Sephiroth hesitated before crossing his arms over his chest, "That's it?"
"What were you expecting?" Hojo asked.
"Hmm…it doesn't matter."
Hojo watched Sephiroth move over to the table to sit down and he slowly followed him over, pulling out a small light. He checked the boy's eyes before stopping, "Were you thinking I'd question you about Lucrecia?"
"Perhaps."
"I know plenty about her I needn't ask you."
Sephiroth's eyes went up to him, "Because…she's a scientist…and worked with you."
"Yes. How else would I have known her, hmm?"
Sephiroth waited a moment before speaking up again, "What was she like?"
"Hard-working, quiet, smart…perfect scientist material. But just like any other woman she wanted kids."
"She didn't want me."
"Well….she wanted a kid but she wasn't expecting it to turn out the way it had, although the main reason she ever had you was based purely for science…so really, she should have expected you to turn out different." Sephiroth looked down at the ground, unsure if he wanted to bother continuing the conversation. Their silence filled the air until Hojo spoke up again, "I wonder…if you really have what it takes to find JENOVA. She's vanished off the face of this earth. We have no documentations on where she's at. The only thing that we had of her was her cells, and we used that on you during the fetal stage. If she does still live, or is somewhere upon this planet, I would like to see her as well…"
Sephiroth winced, "You only had her cells? So…you've never met her?"
"Nope."
"But…"
"A long time ago I worked under a Professor Gast. You actually were around when he made his departure from Shinra. He was the one who found JENOVA and had taken a small sample of her cells for us researchers to use. He later felt…'guilty' of using a child in experimentation, and soon disappeared."
Sephiroth frowned, "But…my mother…"
"Felt the same way as well, it's one of the main reasons she ran off. The only two people left were myself and a Professor Hollander. Ha, that old cod, he had conducted some of his own experiments as well, but due to his inability to get anything right, the test subjects he worked on shown no signs of advancements!"
Sephiroth frowned, "What exactly…is unique about JENOVA?"
"What isn't unique about that woman, is a better question. If you ever find her I'm sure you'll find out on your own. For now I can only tell you that she's made you a very lucky boy."
"How am I lucky?"
"If you were an ordinary boy you wouldn't be here with your two friends, and you wouldn't be enjoying yourself with being a SOLDIER operative. You enjoy fighting, don't you?"
"…Yes."
"Well…if you didn't have her unique traits…do you really think you'd be here today?" Hojo picked up a tool and tested his reflexes before writing several things down on his chart. "You can go."
Sephiroth got up and turned to the door but didn't go toward it, "I'm surprised…that you don't want to put another tracker on me."
"It's unnecessary, you're a responsible man and you don't do dumb things. Yes, finding Lucrecia was a bit on the foolish side, but the purpose behind it almost rights the actions. Now get out of here before I change my mind." Sephiroth escaped the Science Department and suddenly the thoughts of Hojo's words started to sink in. He wasn't rude to me at all, and he had actually given me useful information. Does everyone pity me now…or is it because of something else? Where are you JENOVA, where could you be? Professor Gast…maybe…he's the key?
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"And I had to do squats today, my legs kill. It would have been fine but oh no, I had to be stupid and want to be the top of the stupid squat thing. I defeated everyone. 53 Squats was my top score. One more than the last guy I had to challenge," Genesis informed them as they sat in their room together, the day's events had come to an end and they had found themselves tired and unenthused for tomorrow to come. "I'll be feeling it all tomorrow…"
Sephiroth looked over at Genesis as he was lying on his stomach starting to doze at Genesis's voice. That was, of course, when he was jolted awake by Angeal asking him about his day. "Well…my meeting was an 'all about me' thing, which consisted of talking about myself, and how I should talk to myself, and how I should be myself so that others will strive to be me. I think I ended up being more confused about who I was after that meeting than before I got in there."
Genesis snorted, "How does that even work?"
"It was just….confusing. He kept telling me that I have to basically be perfect…but that's the opposite of how I would normally think. I was basically told to be social when I don't like being social."
"Poor baby."
"I'm supposed to give advice to people…I don't even know how to straighten out my own problems," Sephiroth mumbled and hid his head under his pillow, a groan escaping him. "And going to Hojo today was actually a more enlightening experience than before."
"Why's that?"
"He explained a bit more about Lucrecia and JENOVA. No big details or anything…but enough to at least….put my mind to ease for now." Genesis glanced over at his covered face and reached out, snagging the pillow from him. Their eyes met for a few seconds before Sephiroth closed his eyes.
"I have something to tell you, Sephiroth," Genesis muttered, "Let me just…get over there to tell you." He rolled over, straddling Sephiroth's back as he lay on him rather motionlessly.
"Okay…are you going to just lie there or tell me something?"
"You still owe me an earring."
"Oh. I'll buy you one tomorrow." Sephiroth waited a minute, "Was that it?"
"Yeah."
"Hmm."
Angeal looked over finally at their position and snorted, "You boys enjoying yourselves?"
"Actually…" Sephiroth mumbled, "It doesn't feel that bad on my back, but something weird is stuck in my tailbone." That sounded really bad.
"Those are belts," Genesis remarked quickly, "Maybe I should take them off?"
Another moment of silence fell over them, "I'm not sure…if I want you to be that open around my back door."
All three of them started to laugh before a sigh escaped them. Sephiroth grabbed his pillow and hid under it again, the world becoming dark for him as he lay there. He felt Genesis's hands slide against his sides in comfort, and for once he didn't retract or tell him to stop. He wasn't sure if it was because he was so tired…or whether he just wanted to be touched. At last Genesis's hands came to rest, one holding onto Sephiroth's triceps, and the other on his ribcage. At some point in time Sephiroth heard the lights turn out by who he could only assume was Angeal, and the group fell asleep in their own exhaustion.
Angeal lay awake in bed for about an hour, though, the silent breathing of Genesis and Sephiroth warning him that they were asleep. Why was Genesis…acting so weird around Sephiroth? It was as if being around the guy made Genesis love him, but once Sephiroth was gone the boy couldn't stand his guts. He could only imagine if Genesis hated Sephiroth he wouldn't want to be around him…let alone sleep on him in such a provocative way. Perhaps Genesis was just obsessive about Sephiroth…so obsessive he didn't realize how attached he had become. Maybe…Genesis was complaining about the guy…because those were the things he liked most about him? Angeal rolled onto his side to face away from the two and finally closed his eyes. Whatever was going on…he hoped it wouldn't come between their friendship.
When morning arrived Angeal had gotten up first and gave both of them a rough smack on their bare skin, listening to each give a very displeased noise from the contact. "Wake up, boys. Don't over sleep." He went to the bathroom to use it after that.
"I'm soooo sore," Genesis hissed as he moved from his position on Sephiroth. They hadn't moved at all from last night's interesting position, so waking up in the same spot was almost comical in a sense. "You're comfortable."
"You kept me warm."
"Hmm…sounds like we're perfect for each other."
Sephiroth sat up more and looked down at him, wondering what he meant by that. Hadn't he told Genesis he didn't want to get involved? Had he not gotten the clue? He heard the shower turn on and Sephiroth rested back in bed, soon straddled by Genesis again. "Do you mind?"
"Shhh, Angeal's in the shower…we could play around quickly."
"It's morning," Sephiroth said indignantly. "And he'll be out in—" his words were muffled as Genesis's lips pressed against his. A soft moan of pleasure escaped him giving himself even a surprise that he was needy for such attention. What brought this on? Was he just not paying attention to what he wanted and needed? But…he didn't want Genesis…did he? No. Of course he didn't… He then felt Genesis's throbbing member against him. The sensation of his skin made Sephiroth feel the urge rising within him. "Okay, let's make this quick."
"Way ahead of you." Genesis pulled down Sephiroth's pants and reached over to the nightstand, grabbing up some hand lotion. Sephiroth felt how cold it was and tensed, but soon he felt instant pleasure as Genesis massaged his tender area. "Let's make this freaky," Genesis hissed before straddling him again, letting out a sigh of enjoyment as the feeling of Sephiroth within him brought him to his own heaven. Sephiroth grappled onto Genesis's hips and began to thrust, feeling how nicely he slid in and out from being slathered with the lotion. He went faster and felt Genesis's hot breath become rapid, the gasps of erotic satisfaction escaping him each time Sephiroth delved into his body. Their bodies were clinging together tightly, each tiny movement from one gave the other a new euphoria of delight. Their mouths were connected, biting and kissing each other in a sensual hunger. The moment of wild passion soon came to an abrupt stop when the shower turned off. At first neither one made a move to clothe themselves, the realization of possibly getting caught slowly sinking into their minds. Finally they broke apart and put their pants back on, both trying to straighten themselves up when the door opened. They snapped their attention toward the door and Angeal gave them a funny look, wondering why they were staring at him like that.
"Something wrong?"
"No?"
"Hmm. Are we training this morning?"
Sephiroth shook his head, "No, I don't feel good." That was probably the worst lie he could come up with.
Angeal nodded, "That's fine, I suppose you're not hungry either." He watched Sephiroth shake his head. "I'm going to head out, then. I'll see you guys later tonight, hmm?" As he left the two of them took a minute to make sure he wasn't coming back until they grabbed onto each other again, tongues slipping into each other's mouths to play and tease one another. Genesis viciously pulled at Sephiroth's pants again, hand reaching down to pull on him. His partner groaned blissfully as he was released from his constraining clothes and soon both were stripped naked on the bed. Sephiroth pushed Genesis down and felt the redhead's legs settle on his shoulders. He re-entered into him and found a good grip on Genesis's ribcage, leaning into his thrusts and noticing the flexibility of the 2nd class SOLDIER.
"Your knees practically go to your head," he commented and he felt Genesis give a few laughs, the tightening of his muscles causing another burst of sensation to grasp around his hard member.
"Thrust harder, Sephiroth, make me scream," Genesis whispered back, hands gripping Sephiroth's arms. The silver-haired man obliged by slamming harder and harder into him, the moans and gasps driving him to continue onward until he felt Genesis start to breathe even harder, his moans become louder until he gave one scream that sent a chill down Sephiroth's spine. Genesis had hit the point of a full blown orgasm and the look on his face caused Sephiroth to drop his position so he could kiss him, their tongues intertwining once more in a heated battle. Over and over they'd press together and restart their rhythm, losing their energy after awhile and would hold onto one another until ready for another round. At long last they couldn't continue.
"Genesis," Sephiroth whispered to his partner. Both were covered in their own mess, but they couldn't even bother to cover themselves let alone get clean.
"Yes?"
"That….was good."
Genesis laughed, "I…have to agree with you on that one."
Sephiroth sat up after a few moments of silence, "I need to shower…"
"Have fun, babe."
Sephiroth smirked, "I will." He took his time showering, touching the spots where Genesis had touched him before…almost as if doing such would bring him in there. There was no knock on the door or anyone entering, though. It was just himself in the shower, taking in everything he had just done with his friend. I…shouldn't get involved with him, but the urge was too strong. Something brings me to my knees when I see him, when we kiss like that. I thought after Banora this would never become possible…but the more we're around each other, the harder I find it to resist him. Perhaps…we're made for each other after all? When he finished his shower he exited the bathroom only to find the room completely empty. His heart sunk slightly, he wanted to be with Genesis…but it seemed the boy had his fair share for the day. There's always tomorrow…or even tonight. He left the room and visited Lazard, going off on a few missions for the day. They were pretty simple, mostly consisting of killing monsters. He did have to stop by the clothing store already to get another generalization of how his clothes would fit. He was rather surprised at what they had done already, and wondered whether they got little business to the point she could slave away on one thing without any interruptions. After that he was sent to have a small meeting with a few reporters, which went rather well to Sephiroth's surprise. Near the end of that he went to the jewelers and bought Genesis replacement earrings for the one he had smashed, making sure it was perfect in every detail before he left the place. From there he relaxed in the SOLDIER floor's lounge area, but his peace and quiet had been interrupted by a lower class kid.
"S-Sephiroth?" He asked slowly. Sephiroth moved his attention to him and didn't recognize the boy at all. He gave a small nod to show it was indeed him, as if the boy couldn't already tell. "I…uh…heard you were promoted to 1st class. It's been…going around all over the place." Sephiroth almost nodded again, but he remembered that sometimes speaking helped ease nervous people.
"It's true, I was promoted to 1st."
"Wow…I…I never expected such a thing…but then again, it's you so…should have known."
"Oh?"
"Well, um. You already know that you're the best fighter around."
Sephiroth smirked, "Depends on the day, I've fallen short in quite a few battles before." His comment eased the boy's nervousness more.
"Really? I…never thought that was possible. Then again…I guess we're all human, huh?"
Sephiroth nodded, "Yes. Did you need something?"
"Ah…um…no. I just…wanted to see if rumors were true."
"Well, you have your answer."
He still didn't remove himself from Sephiroth's presence, finally mustering more courage to ask him another question, "Is it…true that you're going to be doing an interview with…all of those gossip magazines?"
"I don't really know, Director Lazard is the one who signs me up for everything."
The man smirked, "Oh, you don't have a choice?"
"Well…it's my choice to show them how respectable a SOLDIER can be…or I could choose to be a complete imbecile. The second option just might get me out of more interviews."
A soft chuckle escaped him before the boy nodded, "I suppose you could do that…but everyone wants to read up on you. They want to figure you out I guess. The more mysterious you are the more they want to know."
"The mystery in itself…is a gift," Genesis remarked as he came around the corner. The two looked over to him as he arrived, a slight smirk on his face. "Tell me, what do you find more interesting…finding out about Sephiroth…or working toward being like him? I can only hope that any SOLDIER would pick the second choice…since having it any other way would mean your work here was not meant for you."
The man stared at him awhile before smiling, "Genesis…"
"Who else? Now…I came here to talk to Sephiroth," Genesis remarked and watched his friend stand up to face him. "Director Lazard has given me a new assignment today, it includes the newly established war with Wutai." Sephiroth walked with him leaving the lower class members behind as they discussed the situation at hand. "I'll be gone for three weeks," Genesis casually said, "I leave tonight."
Sephiroth looked at him, "So…soon?"
"Yes. Don't worry, I'll be back."
"I wasn't really worried about that….just surprised they're sending you in. Have they sent in infantrymen yet?"
"They're going to, but I'm being sent in on the more…stealthy missions. You know how it goes."
"I see…" Sephiroth followed the redhead and noticed they were heading to their room, "Think this will give you a promotion?"
"One can only hope…to be rewarded for what they do. You can only give so much….but when you don't receive it can make things very ugly."
Sephiroth glanced at him slowly before looking away. Was…he hinting at something? Had…he not given back to Genesis for all he had done? But the idea hit him rather hard that…perhaps he needn't give anything back to Genesis. It was getting to the point that, at times, he wished to tell Genesis off…and to get as far away from him as possible. He knew that if he started to progress without Genesis's help, without the man around always trying to be with him….that he would no longer have to feel indebted to the man. That freedom…would be very sweet. Besides, with the way that Genesis had said it, he seemed to be craving Sephiroth's body more than Sephiroth's companionship…as if just having sex was the only thing Genesis ever really wanted out of their relationship. Those thoughts made Sephiroth realize how stupid he was to act out so readily, so quickly with him this morning. What a fool…he should have known Genesis would do it this way.
They got into their room and found that Angeal wasn't around. The redhead strode to the foot of the bed before he turned around, eyes locking onto Sephiroth. "I think…another moment in bed would be great before I go. We work so perfectly together, and it's obvious to see we both enjoy—"
"I can't do that," Sephiroth remarked, though he badly wished to give in. His body yearned for the attention, but in his mind he knew that it would only ruin a friendship…especially since Genesis's hormones seemed to be leading him about. Sephiroth's words had shocked Genesis into speechlessness for a minute, as if he had heard wrong.
"What…do you mean?"
"I acted out stupidly this morning, I'm not going to repeat that mistake."
Genesis folded his arms over his chest, eyes contacting the mirror to his side, "Mistake?" He faced him, "That was a mistake to you? Sephiroth…" he dropped his arms and balled up his fists, "I….I don't understand you."
"Me?"
"What do you mean that you can't? We had a passionate time together…it felt great….we…"
"Don't belong together. Genesis, we're a part of SOLDIER. We fight for a living…we don't do anything aside from that."
Genesis glared, "That's it? We're just… a part of a job…that's all you want to say to me? We're friends, I thought."
"We are—"
"No! You lead me on and then you push me away. I—"
"You keep coming onto me and I told you to stop! There weren't any consequences in Banora, but it's different here. I told you before that there won't be anything between us….you took advantage of me in the morning. You think, because of one slip, that I want you…but…" he shook his head, "But all I've come to realize is that you don't understand what 'no' means."
Genesis looked at the ground pitifully…he knew Sephiroth was right…but… "Fine. It won't happen again."
"It shouldn't have ever happened in the first place."
"And I'm to blame for that?" Genesis pushed past him, "I can't believe you sometimes."
"Now what? You make it seem like such a surprise that I am pointing out your flaws," Sephiroth sniped back.
"I've done nothing wrong," Genesis growled, "And you know that!"
"Listen to yourself! Every time we fight it's always the same thing, that you deserved to do whatever you want with me because you helped me when I needed someone to pull me from isolation. Having sex to satisfy your hormones isn't going to make this any better, that's just you getting another advantage over me…so if I ever told you to leave me alone, you'd hold it against me."
Genesis thrashed out with his words, eyes blazing with hatred, "That's right I would! I practically own everything about you, Sephiroth! Don't you ever forget that—"
"That's what you think. Just because you helped me doesn't mean I have to become indebted to you. That's just what teachers do, they teach because they like teaching—"
"I was forced to take you in!"
"Fine, if that's how you see it, go to the President and request a higher pay for putting up with me! As far as I'm concerned, I'm not the one that has to pay you back. Ever. I can live without you….you, on the other hand, can't even go a day without me."
Genesis stood there rather shocked at those words before he turned away from him, "I should have seen this coming. Once you hit 1st class…you decide to throw all of your friends away because you don't need to work hard anymore. I understand. I'll stop bothering you considering a SOLDIER such as yourself doesn't need anyone."
Sephiroth wanted to slap him, to tell Genesis he was wrong…but he couldn't. He didn't have anymore will power to fight Genesis anymore. It was too much too soon. Slowly his hand delved into his pocket and produced a small, velvety box. As he walked over to leave he grabbed Genesis's hand and put it in his palm, "That's the only thing I promised to give you." He walked out with that.
Genesis continued to stand there by himself before he gently opened the box and saw the earrings inside. He felt defeated, yet at the same time…as if he had been a fool this entire time. He gently pulled one out and placed it into his right ear and set the other one within the closet with the rest of his valuable items. He only had a few hours to prepare for his three week trip…better start gathering the things he needed now. His eyes slowly casted over to the red rapier in the corner of the room and he slowly moved over to it, hands reaching out to pick it up. The balance and beauty of it was perfect. His hands touched the blade and could feel an odd tingling sensation through his fingertips…
"I'll use you…from now on," Genesis remarked to himself, the soft hum from the blade giving him a reassurance that he could wield it now.
Angeal was talking to a 3rd class SOLDIER and giving him tips on how to hold his sword better when he saw Sephiroth sauntering through the hallway. He smirked at his gloomy disposition before excusing himself from the younger class boy to go over and talk to him. Easily enough he fell into step with Sephiroth and wondered if the man would speak up first or not. The silence ensued for several minutes until Angeal's guess was right, and Sephiroth started to speak. "I hate friendship." That wasn't what Angeal had expected from him, but he waved for Sephiroth to explain. "Why is it…you and Genesis can get along so easily…yet when he's around me…we clash? We fight more than we talk. I have to keep asking myself…if we're even friends or if we're around each other just because we're living here at Shinra."
Angeal shook his head, "Friends are always different to each other. Personalities change with each face you meet. Such as…you don't fight with me when I talk to you, and you don't become overly chatty with lower class members, but you show respect toward Lazard…. And it's the same with Hojo, you feel distaste toward him. Genesis is no different in this concept. You're friends, you just act differently…which is what makes you friends."
"Fighting makes us friends? It seems like more of a pain then what I want to deal with."
"You'll see…when he's gone for his trip to Wutai I think you'll start to miss those things."
Sephiroth wondered if that was true. Could he actually miss something like that? Angeal would probably know best…he at least had experience in that area. "We'll see."
"So, where are you heading right now?" Angeal questioned him as he followed Sephiroth through the halls.
"I'm not sure…I was thinking outside…" but as he finished his sentence he heard someone call out to them. They turned to see Lazard walking toward them.
"There you are, Angeal, I almost forgot to give you one last request. We've been trying to help improve our 3rd class SOLDIER unit by embarking 2nd class to buddy-up with them. I thought it'd be a good opportunity to use your skill with this new test we're trying out. Think you're up for it?"
Angeal smirked, "Of course, helping people is what I do best."
"Good, you'll be working with five individuals. It's up to you if you take them all at once or do it on a personal basis, just as long as we see improvements. Their contact information has been sent to you, and you'll be scheduling your own time with them."
"Hmm," Angeal remarked as he pulled out his phone to look it over. He glanced through their names and raised an eyebrow at one, "Zack Fair. The only normal-named kid in my list."
Lazard smirked, "I'm sure you'll love every single one of them."
"We'll find out, won't we?"
The blonde soon turned his eyes to Sephiroth, "I had something for you as well. We know that Genesis is going to Wutai for three weeks, but I need you to go as well."
"Why? Genesis can handle himself."
"We've reasons to believe the men we're dispatching with him are spies. You're going in to make sure nothing suspicious happens. Though, it's best that you're not discovered following them. Don't tell Genesis, either."
"This won't last three weeks…will it?"
"Your mission might not, Genesis's will. If their behavior is odd you have every right to step in and take them down, though do not kill them."
"Why am I playing guardian angel…"
"Because you're 1st class. You should be stealthier than the stealth group. In all actuality, if they are spies and Genesis never notices…then he's not prepared for 1st class."
"So…I'm your determining factor?"
"Precisely. I know you'll be truthful about how well Genesis does, whether you're a friend or not."
Sephiroth glanced at Angeal before his eyes returned to the Director, giving a solemn nod, "Of course."
"We're going to send you in early so that you'll be at their arrival point. Do you have anything you need to do first before you go?"
Sephiroth was surprised that he had to go now. And it was a stupid mission about Genesis, too… "No."
"All right, once you're ready go ahead and go to the helicopter." Director Lazard turned his attention over to Angeal, "And if Genesis asks about where Sephiroth went…just say I had a last minute mission to put him on."
Angeal nodded, "Sounds good."
Sephiroth didn't say goodbye to Angeal, just turned and headed toward the helicopter. There wasn't really a reason to say much else…Though he often remembered the times when he sat within his small, boxed room and stared at the glass. When Hojo would leave he would always wonder if he'd return. He always did…but…what if he didn't? Sephiroth had never thought that a person could stop coming back…
A redhead sat within the pilot seat of the helicopter and he turned to look back at Sephiroth, "Oh, it's you again." Sephiroth glanced at him seeing the Turks. He wasn't expecting them to be piloting him around…
"Reno." His eyes went over to the bald one. "Rude."
"Oho, you remembered us," Reno remarked, "I feel charmed."
"It's hard to forget someone like you," Sephiroth commented. "Tell me…when did you become official chauffeurs for Shinra?"
Reno laughed, "The Turks have been working with Shinra for quite awhile, we're just doing the smaller jobs for now. Think of us as your men behind the scenes. You're the acting hero and we're the stage crew."
"How enlightening," Sephiroth replied before turning his eyes downward. This mission was the last thing he wanted to do right now….
The more I think about Genesis and our friendship, the more I realize it has never existed. He does not regard me as anything close to a friend, only a toy that he was given…that he lays claim to in the worst times. He finds me as something he can push around, something he can disregard from humanity and humiliate it without a care in the world. To Genesis, I have no human emotions… Even if he taught me them. It's as if my existence is anything but human. My functionality is like an action figure. He wants to bend me the way he wants and nothing more. Now that he knows I have an opinion…a personality…a life of my own…he wants to get rid of it. His jealousy is present, as usual as ever, and his yearning for me is rising with each day. Sometimes I wonder if his hormonal problems might become public. What would I do then?
"What are you thinking about?" Sephiroth's eyes moved to see the redhead was talking to him again.
"Nothing important."
"Is it a girlfriend problem?"
"….No?" Sephiroth would probably never have a girlfriend…that's why he was a SOLDIER. It took away from personal time. "It's nothing I want to discuss."
"You can tell us! We get bored with our same old conversations anyway. It's always 'hey look at that cloud' or 'let's fly over to this section'. You could at least spice things up for us. Besides, you look bummed."
"…I do?" He didn't realize he could make facial expressions.
"Yeah, I can see it in the mirror," Reno pointed out as he tapped the thing. "Unless you always look like that, I wouldn't know."
"Hmm…" Sephiroth sat back and crossed his arms over his chest, "It's more of disappointment than anything else."
"What, being put on a mission to stalk another SOLDIER?"
"The fact that it's Genesis."
The redhead looked back at him through the mirror and Sephiroth could see the smirk on his face, "What, not friends with him anymore?"
"Nothing like that, we just clash in our views. He finds the world should revolve around him, but when it does he acts really idiotic."
"Yeah, when those things get to your head it does pretty much screw you over."
"Have you heard the details of this mission?"
"Oh yeah, we know everything. You're going to land an hour before them, and when they arrive you have to stay unseen the entire time. The mission is to make sure Genesis doesn't get hurt, and let him figure out that he might be rooming with a bunch of spies. I find the mission risky myself, but hey…I'm sure you SOLDIER guys can last a few bullets to the brains." Reno snickered at his own joke before readjusting the helicopter on track, "But seriously, do you think Genesis is going to notice?"
"Well…if he does he gets promoted…if he doesn't…"
"The guy feels like a moron for the rest of his life."
"Precisely."
"And what are you hoping?"
Sephiroth frowned, "What do you mean?"
"Do you want him to be promoted?"
Sephiroth fell silent as his mind pondered the pros and cons of Genesis being promoted. "I think…Angeal deserves it more. But…if it means Genesis will shut up and start acting like a normal person without a jealousy streak…perhaps letting him become 1st class would be a good idea."
"He must really get on your nerves," Reno commented, "I mean, I get on Rude's nerves a lot, but I'm not self-centered. Sounds like Genesis has it pretty bad with yearning to be top dog."
"He will never be top, because that spot happens to be reserved for me. I don't want to sound snobbish…but it's the truth. Shinra and his colleagues find me as the only interesting one out of the group."
"That's because you stick out of a crowd of normal people. Angeal and Genesis just look like normal people. You have that air about you that says otherwise."
Sephiroth shook his head, "It's because I look different, it has nothing to do with the vibe I give off."
"Yes, it's part of that, but I think your mysterious air about you is what really reels you in as the greatest thing that Shinra has ever done."
Sephiroth turned his attention away from Reno and diverted his eyes to his knees, wondering how long he'd have to suffer waiting for Genesis to discover the spies…if they were spies. The rest of the ride had gone quietly aside from a few exchanged words between Reno and Rude. Sephiroth sunk back into his thoughts, the only thing that seemed to give him comfort. I have a choice in this mission. I can step in and help Genesis or I can wait it out and see if he makes a move. If I help him I know he will be angry at me…but if I don't, will he get hurt? Then again…he deserves some pain and humiliation. He's constantly ragged at me and made my life unpleasant at times…some karma couldn't hurt.
He had dozed during the ride…
~Sephiroth had closed his eyes, and when they reopened he saw her in the crystal again, though her eyes were looking directly at him. He stepped back and watched her descend from the fixture, her feet touching down softly upon the ground as she stood before him in a flowing wedding dress. Sephiroth took another step back but she advanced one, and then another. "Sephiroth." Her voice echoed as she talked, its soft ring causing the boy to shudder once he heard it. She had said his name… "I know you're upset."
"Is that what you'd call this?" Sephiroth snapped back at her, though the hatred wasn't there anymore, only sadness.
"I'm…sorry." Sephiroth looked at her and noticed her posture, how she seemed sad yet…joyful all at once.
"Why? You don't care for me…you never have and never will."
"I can only hope that you will prove me wrong," she whispered as she started to disappear, the folding white fabrics of her dress starting to flutter about her as the thickening strands of green picked up around her.
"What?" He whispered and watched as she was starting to disappear. "Wait! Don't leave me! Mother!!" He felt the touch of her dress brush against his fingers as she vanished, the particles of her existence floating around him. "I…don't understand…anymore…" He felt the soft pieces move past him with the rest of the strings, and then he realized where he was at. The…Lifestream? Had he died in his sleep…or was this the only way that he could communicate to her? It made sense…as she was a part of the Planet, she could connect to anyone she truly wanted to…
"I wish I knew what was going on…" His words came only to himself when he felt the area start to shake, something odd was disrupting the Lifestream. He turned around slowly, seeing only a glowing figure before him, its shape hard to discern. The long hair was whipping about in the wind, if there was any in this place, and he could see a womanly figure start to take shape before him, but before he could call out to her something happened.~
Sephiroth awoke with a start as the helicopter rocked into position, preparing to land. He hadn't realized how long he had slept, but the lasting affects of his dream felt paralyzing within his mind. The only thing he was thinking about now…was that woman that had appeared near the end. Was it…JENOVA?
"We're here, Sephiroth, how's about that? You should call the Director and get all the information you need to continue on your mission."
Sephiroth nodded, "Right. Thank you for the ride."
"Don't mention it, we get paid for this shit."
Sephiroth got out and headed into town as he called up the Director. The man responded rather quickly, "Sephiroth, glad you made it there. Genesis's group will be arriving in less than an hour. He'll be staying at the closest inn and his job for the day is to ask around about any recent Wutai troubles. Talking to citizens happens to get some of our best information from people. Tomorrow they'll be heading out early to trek west toward an abandoned town. Recent reports have said that Wutai members are using it as a type of temporary fort. I'm assuming if the group that is with Genesis happens to be spies they will reveal themselves at that point. If Genesis is put into any type of danger you should step in, but if he seems to be handling the situation don't get involved."
"I understand."
"Good, I'll update you later once you finish that mission."
Sephiroth hung up and moved out, noticing where the inn was at. Slowly he entered and found that the place was relatively nice. The owner came dawdling out from the back and smirked as he had arrived. "Good evening, how may I help you?"
"Tell me…do you have a reservation for a group of people coming in tonight?"
"…Perhaps, why would you like to know?"
"I'm a part of Shinra Headquarters, it's important that I know."
"Well…yes."
"May I have a room next to theirs?"
"I..suppose, yes." The man grabbed a set of keys and took Sephiroth's gil, "Here you go. The stairs are over there."
Sephiroth went up the stairs and arrived in his own room. It was pretty small with one window and a bed that he could probably not fit in, along with a tiny bathroom that had no space to walk through, and the decorations about the place were dusty and unattractive. For Sephiroth, it was something he could adjust to living to. He had always liked things to be simple, broken down into the basics. Perhaps it's because he had lived so long like that before…but when things became overcrowded or cluttered he always tried to find a way to fix it. Genesis claimed he was a neat freak, but Angeal had praised the idea of someone keeping their room together nicely…although, he had slowly lost the habit overtime. His clothes were the first things that he started to care the least about, hence the reason why they were always all over the floor. Soon he had let the papers and magazines pile up, and then let all the smaller knick knacks take over the tables and chairs. The one thing that was always decent looking had been the bathroom and the window space, which was neatly decorated with plants…plants that Genesis hated, of course. There was hardly any vegetation in Midgar, and if there was it was most likely fake. The main reason why they had plants was because Angeal liked remembering what home was like…
Sephiroth turned his eyes toward the window, a smirk coming to his face. He remembered that argument very well, how Genesis had begged to get rid of the plants like they were taking over the room or something. He was easily outvoted. Sephiroth shook his head in the solemn silence, "Genesis…what am I going to do with you?"
The hour had passed and he could hear the clattering of people coming up the stairs and through the hallway, mumbles of being tired escaping each person that had passed by Sephiroth's door. The man matched their steps and went toward the wall, glancing around before noticing the vent. He bent down and leaned toward it, hearing them better.
"Rest well, tomorrow we head out early," Genesis ordered. His tone was different than how he normally spoke around Angeal and Sephiroth, as if he was acting. Each word came out very well-pronounced and concise.
"Where are you going?" a voice Sephiroth didn't recognize rang out.
"Outside, I'll be back in a few minutes." There was a pause, "Go ahead, draw straws and see who has to sleep with me." The door then closed and Genesis's movements could be heard passing by Sephiroth's door again. Sephiroth leaned closer to the vent and heard silence for a minute until they started to talk.
"How long will it take to get to the fort?"
"About a day and a half. Once we get there we take him out, got it? Don't kill him, not yet anyways."
"Understood."
Sephiroth's eyes widened and heard the talking quiet down to normal things, like the weather and how long they'd have to keep up their act. He gently pulled out his phone and quietly made his way over to the bathroom, shutting himself into the confined room. It rang a few times before Lazard picked up, "Lazard, it's Sephiroth."
"Yes?"
"Genesis and his group just arrived at the inn—"
"Good."
"Genesis decided to take a walk, though, and I overheard the grunts talking about sabotage."
"So they are spies."
"Seems so. They're going to attack Genesis once they reach the fort. They want him alive, but for how long I'm uncertain."
"Hmm…" Lazard could be heard typing up a few things before he replied, "I see. Be extra cautious, then. You wouldn't want Genesis to wind up dead."
"Of course not."
"Keep me updated if you find out anything else. Oh, and Sephiroth…if you have to step in to save Genesis, keep one of the spies alive. We could use them for interrogations."
Sephiroth hung up after that and moved from his bathroom, eyes casting over the window to peer out and see if Genesis was around. He noticed he was below and on his cell phone. Carefully Sephiroth opened the window a crack and listened to him talk to Angeal.
"Yeah, tomorrow is just a long day of traveling. What? Yeah." Genesis paced a bit before stopping, "Oh? That's interesting…" He sat down on a bench as he listened to Angeal. "That's something you're good at, I can see why Lazard wants you to help out the others." He quieted down, "Oh…no I didn't bother calling him. We…uh…had a fight before I left." Genesis brushed his fingers through his hair, "Well…I…" another pause came from him, "I know, I know. It's always my fault. I…don't even know what to say to him anymore, really. It's gotten to the point where I think we'd be better off not talking to each other if we want to keep our friendship." Sephiroth winced at his words and gently peered out the window to see him, the redhead was toying with the threads on his pants and staring up at the stars. It had gotten that bad between them, hadn't it? "I'm not going to explain what started the fight." Sephiroth felt his heart leap. So Genesis had been silent about their actions to Angeal? That at least calmed his nerves. "It's personal." Another moment of silence washed over the 2nd class SOLDIER before he groaned, "The last time you set me up with a girl she…she believed that I was gay thanks to Sephiroth. This doesn't make me like him any more than before." Sephiroth cracked a smile. Oh how he loved how he worked. "Right. Besides, everyone will be so absorbed in Sephiroth's spotlight and heroic antics they won't even notice me. I guess that's what happens when your competition is a perfect creation…" Those words brought Sephiroth's entire day down, his heart sinking along with the smile that had been on his lips. The way that Genesis could say those things so easily about him had been the most upsetting part. A true friend wouldn't say he was a 'perfect creation,' especially behind his back. "Right. I'm going to get some sleep, you have fun with your 'children'." Genesis hung up and moved for inside while Sephiroth closed his window.
"I…should have known…I meant nothing to you," Sephiroth mumbled to himself before setting his eyes over to the bed. He gently went over and got in, hearing Genesis walk past and enter into his own room. So this is what it feels like…to be rejected by friends? It's just as painful as my mother rejecting me… Sephiroth's green eyes stared up at the ceiling before they closed, a small sigh escaping him one more time before he went to sleep.
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The night was dreamless for Sephiroth. For once…he was glad. He hated his mother and he hated his friends, if he could call them that. His entire existence felt like nothing now, as if this mission itself was no longer his problem. If Genesis died, would he care? He shouldn't…not after what he had said about him. A perfect creation…as if Sephiroth was flawless. Why did Genesis always make him feel bad? Why??
He rose from bed and prepared for the day silently while listening to the group in the next room slowly rising for the day. Sephiroth exited and turned in his key before walking out into the early morning. A sigh escaped him before he walked toward the end of town and waited behind a building for refuge. An hour later Genesis's group went walking past him quickly through the flat terrain in silence. Now Sephiroth had to time himself correctly, he could either stay close but hide around more things or he could stay as far away as possible and fear less detection. In a normal mission he wouldn't mind doing the first option since anything he had ever had to stalk was rather stupid…but Genesis and the group of spies might be a different case, or so he hoped. Then again, waiting too long could become a huge disadvantage for him if they traveled in a different direction…
He stuck with his first option even though he felt the tension and nervousness rise inside him with each step he took. Rushing behind things wasn't exactly that easy when he was rather tall and his sword didn't exactly move that easily with him. Although he feared the worse nothing had happened during their travels, and as they came to a stop Sephiroth was in a close enough radius to listen to their conversation.
"How are all of you fairing?" Genesis questioned. The group muttered a few responses before Genesis nodded, "We'll stop again later tonight. If you're not too tired we could continue our travels throughout the night, it'd get us there faster and they won't see us approaching." Another mumble of agreement or indifference passed over them. "Now…I haven't heard much about you boys. Where are all of you from?"
At first there was silence before one man was brave enough to face the question, "Most of us grew up in a small town further south from here."
"Oh? What made you choose to join Shinra?"
"Seemed like a good opportunity to test out our skills," another man replied.
"Understandable."
"How's about you?" a third added in.
"I left Banora because I was tired of living in such an isolated world. I knew there was more out there, so the best way to get out of there was to join a place that was completely opposite of what I was used to. I did a lot of research about Shinra's benefits to our people, and I learned about their push toward an elite group of fighters. From there I made Angeal help me learn how to sword fight. I suppose we helped each other gain enough strength to become a part of SOLDIER." Genesis toyed with a stick he had picked up on the ground. The conversation seemed rather natural, even Sephiroth could understand how someone could be fooled about them being spies.
"What about…" the guy paused a moment, "your other friend?"
"Sephiroth?"
"Yeah."
"What about him?"
Another person spoke up knowing more about Shinra's people, "Well we heard interesting things about him."
"Like…?"
"He's lived his whole life at the Headquarters…he must be related to someone there, right?"
"Was."
"And he's got interesting looks about him."
"Odd family ties, that's all."
Another one interjected, "I actually heard he's insanely powerful. There was talk about him killing a deadly monster in one hit."
"Anyone could kill a monster in one hit if you know where to aim. Besides, all SOLDIER members are infused with mako which boosts their abilities. Sephiroth seems like a super being because of that, not because he was born that way."
"His eyes aren't like the others, though…"
Genesis stopped toying with the stick for a minute, thinking about how to respond to that question. At first it was silent between the entire group knowing that Genesis would have to reply, if he didn't it meant they'd have to drop the subject entirely. But alas Genesis pulled through as he gave the only answer he could come up with, "His genetics must be stronger than the mako." He looked up at the sky before rising, "We should keep going, we don't want to waste too much time sitting around." The group soon rose and went off again, leaving Sephiroth sitting there pondering about Genesis's answer to the last question. His genetics were stronger than mako? Did he make that up…or was that the truth?
Onward the day went, and long into the night as the group kept traveling with only the moon to give them guidance. Sephiroth could feel his own muscles start to become sore with discomfort and he wondered how everyone else was able to keep going on. He wasn't out of shape…he was stronger than all of them, so if he was in pain they had to be in terrible agony. His thought pattern was correct, as the group finally called for a stop for the night to get some food and sleep before they finished up their journey. Sephiroth found a good place to lie down and watch them, feeling the cold night settle in. From his spot he watched them start a small fire for warmth and to make their meal more appetizing, the soft murmurs of chit chat making him drowsy. He wished he could have a fire, though…he was freezing. By the time that morning had arrived Sephiroth had woken up every hour in a dazed state of discomfort because he had been freezing. He used his hair—yes, his hair—for as much warmth as he could get, but other than that it was only the brambles and leaves from the bush that could give him any warmth or comfort during the night. Sephiroth was thankful that morning was coming, and even more thankful that the group was getting up early as well. Once they had started off he followed in pursuit as he had the day before.
"Look, you can see it from here," Genesis remarked as he nodded toward the fort in the distance, "If we hurry we can hide and take a small break before we attack. It'll give us time to plan a strategy." The group muttered in agreement as usual before they continued to head onward, their pace picking up once again. Sephiroth felt his heart start to race. This was it, wasn't it? As each step he took he felt more and more nervous about the mission and how he should step in. If he made his attack too obvious the Wutai warriors within the fort would see him and surely attack, or at least flee…
How was he going to do this?
I have an option here. I can let them drag Genesis in and hope that he is safe under their surveillance or I can attack and hope that no one notices. To be truthful with myself, I almost want to try the first option. How dangerous can it really be allowing Genesis to fall within enemy hands? And who knows…he might learn some vital information while he's in there… As deep as Sephiroth was starting to delve into his thoughts he realized he had been hiding too long and not paying attention. He moved to get up and go to the next spot, but his eyes spotted Genesis already getting attacked. The redhead was struggling as best as he could, but with so many hands grabbing him down and tying him up he could hardly escape. Others from the fort came rushing over to help. Genesis broke loose then, sword slashing the throat of one Wutai warrior and aiming to stab one of the spies. A bag fastened over his head and his grasp on his weapon was lost, panic being the only emotion going through his mind. Sephiroth continued to watch in a stupor until Genesis was successfully dragged away, the rapier left behind with the dead body. For several minutes Sephiroth made no movement to follow, as if shocked by it happening so quickly, but a mental prepping made him go out cautiously and remove the sword and body near a few bushes. If he was going to get in there without dying he'd have to pretend to be one of them…
After several minutes of stripping and donning on new clothes, Sephiroth grabbed up Genesis's sword and moved for inside. The place looked like a giant puzzle piece, but after moving through several corridors he noticed where the biggest group had gathered. He looked around carefully and noticed Genesis was in the middle being maimed and beaten, his blood starting to mat the floors. The bag was still covering his face, though Sephiroth could only imagine that was to hide him from seeing anything important more than for Genesis's benefit. Sephiroth still made no movement to help him, though the attacks seemed to look more brutal and hateful with each hit. He listened to the groups of men laughing and demanding more hits on him, but finally someone approached in royal looking attire and held his hand up to silence the group. A pin drop could have been heard after he made that motion. "He's had enough, let him regain his senses…maybe he'd like a drink?" He snapped his fingers and watched as a big wooden tub was carried out and the crowds cheered. A large figure grabbed Genesis and drove his head into the water; the SOLDIER tried to fight by kicking and flailing his arms about but it made no difference. The Wutai men continued to cheer and laugh at Genesis's expense while Sephiroth wondered why he was hesitating in doing anything. He was sent here to save him, wasn't he? Perhaps…it's because he secretly did want Genesis to kill them all and become 1st?
Sephiroth looked down at the red sword and then over at the man as he was allowed to surface and gasp for air through the wet sack on his head. What…could he do? He was powerful enough to kill everyone but…
"Take him away for now." Sephiroth watched the beaten man be dragged away carelessly. The group started to disperse once ordered and Sephiroth made his escape to follow where Genesis had been taken. He went through the winding paths and followed the trail of water before halting before the dungeon area. There were two guards standing before it with their weapons crossed to show no one could enter. Think of a strategy… Sephiroth's eyes went down to the rapier in his hands and an idea hit him. He quickly moved forward and showed them the red blade, "I was ordered to bring it down here." The path was cleared and he went down quietly, halting near the corner as he could hear screaming erupting through the place. His eyes caught them slamming Genesis onto a wooden table to tie him down. A figure stood near a burning fire and grabbed a poker, pushing it into the flames.
"I wonder…how far it'll fit?" The group of men laughed while Genesis struggled in his spot to get free. The thought of having anything go inside him that was just shoved into a fire made even Sephiroth squirm. Even if Genesis deserved it, he wasn't going to let it happen. The man would probably never recover and die soon after…
Sephiroth entered then and called their attention to him, "I've been given orders to end his life with his own blade." The group of men groaned in anger that someone got to ruin their fun. The one with the poker let it sizzle against Genesis's leg for a minute, listening to the redhead scream in pain before he shoved the hot metal into some water.
"So be it. Put him in the proper position, boys." Genesis was unbound and forced to kneel on the ground. He bent his head, feeling like his life was ending way too quickly. He never did get to do anything he ever wanted. His dreams were never met…and in fact, he had lived a miserable life…
Sephiroth came closer and bent down, lifting Genesis's chin so their eyes met for a moment. He could see how the fearful look in Genesis's soon turned to recognition and confusion. "It won't hurt a bit…" Sephiroth remarked before rising. The blade came up into the air while Genesis brought his head down once more. He blinked, and when he opened his eyes he felt something pouring onto him. At first he was unable to tell what it was, but when he looked up he noticed the men that were once standing there were dead, blood gushing from their open wounds. Genesis felt like he was going in slow motion while Sephiroth was moving insanely fast, the 1st class SOLDIER had leapt over Genesis and struck down the rest of the men swiftly. As Sephiroth had cleared out the room he rushed back over to Genesis since he hadn't moved from his kneeling position. "Genesis," he said and shook him a bit before lowering the face mask. "It's me."
Genesis's eyes kept staring into Sephiroth's while he shook violently, shocked from how he almost died and from being utterly soaked in the enemy's blood. At last he grabbed onto Sephiroth and buried his face into the man's chest, taking in his familiar scent and warmth. Sephiroth gently held onto him before glancing toward the stairs. They didn't have much time… He pulled off the Wutai weapon strapped on his back and cracked it open, pulling out his blade he had concealed in it. "Come on, Genesis, take your blade and get some revenge. I'm here to help you." Sephiroth got up and held his hand out for him. The redhead stared at it for a moment. Take his blade…
Down his eyes went to the bloody red rapier. He had to make someone proud, didn't he? If it couldn't be his real parents…it might as well be Sephiroth. His hand grasped onto the handle before rising, his blue eyes landing into Sephiroth's. "Th-thank…you…"
Sephiroth smiled and grabbed onto Genesis's shoulder, "Don't mention it." They headed out and sliced down the guards before running through the maze of hallways, cutting down each man they ran into. Calls and shouts could be heard echoing all around them, and as they stepped out into an open courtyard they found themselves surrounded.
"Think you can handle this?" Sephiroth questioned, a smirk on his face as his heart raced.
"I believe I can…I learned a few new tricks." Genesis touched the blade and slid his hand down it watching the rapier start to burn. He whipped his blade through the air a few times and watched his attacks slice through the air and cut down a few unsuspecting victims while setting the fort on fire. "Nothing like a light show to brighten things up."
Sephiroth laughed before leaping into the air to make his own attacks to give another color to the place. The blue waves struck deep into the ground as they cut people in half and started to crumble the fort, the place beginning to collapse with how much damage it had sustained. Their footwork around each other was fast and elegant, their blades cutting through each person that came at them while reflecting bullets and dodging attacks. The battle seemed to rage for a good twenty minutes until it seemed most of the fighters had ran off. "We need to get out of here," Sephiroth remarked as the place was ablaze. He rushed over and jumped up onto the roof and watched as Genesis followed. They escaped to the outskirts and tried to catch their breath.
"That…was amazing," Genesis commented and coughed, "A little bit too much smoke for my taste."
"You can say that again." Sephiroth looked around for any Wutai soldiers that were about, "Damn, I was supposed to bring one back with me."
Genesis wiped at his brow, "Yes, why are you here? I don't understand…"
"I was told to take a mission to follow you and your group because Lazard believed the group you were traveling with might actually be traitors."
"Obviously…"
"It was a test, Genesis. He said if you figured it out and killed them you would get promoted to 1st….if I had to step in and save you…" he didn't finish it as he was looking at the ground. He didn't want to see what Genesis's expression was.
"I guess…I failed…" Genesis sighed and shook his head, "I feel so stupid. I can't do anything right."
"That's not true. You may have been caught off guard, but that wasn't your fault. When I was following you I even believed they sounded like normal Shinra troopers."
"I almost died today…" Genesis looked up at him, "You were there. You saw. I….I couldn't fight them…" He fell to his knees and sighed, "God…I felt like everything was going to end right then and there. I felt so stupid that I never got to accomplish any of my dreams…and now that you're here, I basically learn that I'll never achieve being 1st class anyway because of today."
Sephiroth bent down and grabbed onto his shoulders, "That's not true."
"Sephiroth…I never noticed they were spies."
"I'm the only person that knows that."
"I can't lie…"
Sephiroth shook his head, "If you have to tell the truth, then do…but remember that once you got your nerve back you had taken down an entire fortress filled with Wutai soldiers."
"You helped—"
"It doesn't matter, you still did something." Sephiroth pulled him to look up, "You may not have noticed the spies, but you did take out an entire unit. Whether I helped or not, you fought once you had recovered from shock. Not many people can do that. Besides, I noticed how well you were fighting…you've improved a lot."
Genesis smiled, "Really?"
"Yes, I wasn't expecting you to keep up with me, but you did. I think if we explain the situation with the right words you'll get promoted."
"But I don't want to feel like I got it handed over to me—"
"You almost died to get this title, how's that sound?"
Genesis rose to his feet and nodded, "All right." But he then buckled over as his hands grabbed onto his ribcage, "Augh…" Sephiroth grabbed onto him worriedly, lifting the boy's shirt up to see the welts and bruises all over him. He had forgotten how badly he was beaten.
"We need to get you some medical attention…"
Genesis hissed, "To tell the truth…I'm not sure if I can finish this mission."
"Did you break something?"
"I'm not sure, but I'm in agony…" Genesis held his ribs and another sigh escaped him, "I feel stupid. I get beat up to the point I'm useless."
"Stop saying those things," Sephiroth snapped at him, "You never noticed you were in pain because you knew you had to fight, it's starting to finally get to you because you're not doing anything important. It's how the body overrides itself. Now I'll contact the Director and—"
"Wait. Let me…" Genesis pulled out his phone and contacted the Director. "It's Genesis. My group turned out to be a bunch of spies…" he hesitated, "There were a few things odd about them, but I didn't think it'd be that. I was overpowered and taken into their fort, but Sephiroth showed up and we cleared out the area. We were unable to keep one of the spies around…" Another silent moment escaped him, "The entire place is ablaze…we got a little bit carried away. I actually need someone to come get me." Genesis smirked, "When I say I was overpowered I'm not kidding you…there were a lot of people around." Genesis handed the phone over to Sephiroth so he could talk as well.
"Overpowered, hmm?"
"There were more men than you think."
"I see. Is he all right?"
"He's sustained several bruises and I think he might have broken a rib. I'm also thinking he may have a concussion, but I'm uncertain. He was badly tortured—"
"Why didn't you step in?"
"If I stepped in early we would have never been able to take out that fort, especially with that much ease. I understand Genesis's life is very important, but I knew he was fine. A few hits on him saved us the tedious process of getting in and it decreased the risk of anyone escaping."
"It's still a risky thing to do…"
"I know. Next time if you think someone is suspicious-looking you should detain them, not send them with one of our men and expect great results in our favor."
Lazard chuckled before responding, "I see. If Genesis is returning then you will have to take over the remaining missions." Sephiroth winced at the thought of taking over Genesis's missions, but he made no objection. "A helicopter should be there to pick Genesis up in a half hour. Once he's gone I'll talk to you more about the missions."
Sephiroth hung up and looked over at Genesis, "They're coming to get you," he gently handed the phone over, "How do you feel right now?"
"Mostly confused. How am I going to finish a mission if—" Genesis dropped his sentence before looking up at Sephiroth, "You're…going to finish my mission, aren't you."
"Yes, Lazard said I had to." There was silence between them for a large amount of the time that they waited, unable to bring up any topics to ease Genesis's mind or help Sephiroth feel any better about the entire ordeal. Sephiroth wasn't even sure what Genesis was thinking, and the more they sat there in silence the more he wanted to ask. At last Genesis was the first to speak up, but what he had to say was surprising to Sephiroth.
"I wouldn't be surprised that you would take my missions. How typical of you."
"What? Genesis—"
"I think you purposefully let me get hurt and allowed me to suffer just for your own pleasure. Am I right? Is that why you didn't bother to step in at all? You could have helped me while we were in that room with the large crowds of people. Think of how easily you could have killed everyone! No, you stood there and let me get ruined to the point I can't fight for the rest of my mission! You wanted the glory, you wanted everything that could have been mine!" Genesis got up and shoved Sephiroth away from him, "You're such a selfish bastard! I wanted to be 1st but no, you have to take even my simplest dreams away from me….I hardly consider you a friend to me anymore."
Sephiroth watched the redhead turn from him and start to leave in hopes of getting away from his presence. What could he say to that? "Genesis, that isn't what I was thinking at all. I didn't know I'd have to take care of your missions! I didn't even think about that. The only thing I knew was that we could have gotten information if we captured the leader, but when I saw them take you off I knew I couldn't leave you. I saved you from—"
"You put me in that predicament, you didn't save me from anything!! If you had acted quicker and got me out of there way before I reached the dungeon then you wouldn't have needed to save my life!! All I needed was one guard to get off of me, or my sword! No, you waited to the very point where I'm about to be slaughtered to step in. How thoughtful of you." Genesis was screaming at him. He shook with anger, the glare deep within his eyes and his jaw clenched up to keep him from saying more, but it kept pouring out. "You wouldn't even be 1st if it wasn't for me!"
"Oh, this again. Don't you ever give up on that? You did absolutely nothing in making me the way I am!" Sephiroth snapped back wishing the fighting would end. Instead it started to escalade into something much worse.
"Your glory belongs to me! Everything you do here is supposed to be mine! It's my title, my mission, my work, my time, my influences, my everything! You took everything away from me!! You've ruined my homeland with your name, you've taken away my best friend, you've tarnished my reputation, you've stolen my part in this world. You're just a stupid experiment that should have rotted away in that chamber of yours, you should have never existed outside of there! I wish you'd go back and stop being in my life…I wish you'd stop taking my life away from me. I want to live it, I want to be everything there is to be…I deserve to be the hero of this Planet, not you. All you deserve to be is another junk piece in Hojo's laboratory, the way you were more than a year ago." The helicopter could be heard heading toward them and Genesis shook his head, "When I get on that helicopter I'm leaving our friendship behind. And this time…there is no going back."
Sephiroth felt sick about all the things he had said, the thought of himself rotting away in the chamber…the thoughts of never truly having a friend…Why did everything make him hurt? It was as if everything in this outside world was amplified by a million and made Sephiroth wonder to himself why he bothered getting out of that isolated room. He should have stayed and told Genesis and Angeal he was happy…he should have argued that he felt wonderful in there…he should have pleaded to be left alone by everyone.
He couldn't do that anymore…
In this world everything is against you, even the people you thought you could trust. Years ago I was able to eat, sleep, and draw without anyone bothering me. Now I have a job I must slave myself away to, I have to go through endless battles with Genesis, I have to give up all my comforts for everyone else…and I have yet to feel like it's been worth it. My mother rejected me, Genesis has denied me, Angeal will no longer like me, and soon I will be nothing in this giant world. I'm just one person in a populous that exceeds anything I can imagine. I thought helping out Genesis would strengthen our friendship…instead I've ruined it. I'm no hero…I'm nothing but an experiment on the loose…
The helicopter landed and Genesis left without a word. It was bound to end that way, no words being exchanged or any last glances at each other. I feel like…a monster. Sephiroth watched the helicopter leave and felt a stabbing pain in his heart, the throbbing ache of sadness clogging up his throat and making his stomach turn. There's no going back…that's what he said. I can't believe after all we went through it'd end like this. I just wanted to help him get into 1st class…instead…I've made everything worse. How can I ever help out anyone if I'm the one that needs it the most? Sephiroth looked up into the sky when everything suddenly stopped moving again, the clouds above had froze in their spot and a bird in the sky had halted its flight, wings still spread out in mid-flap. His eyes moved over the terrain and saw the smoke wasn't flowing from the fort anymore, nor was the helicopter speeding away. The Planet had come to a standstill.
I've experienced this before…at Costa del Sol…but…why is this occurring now? Is it…my mother? Sephiroth turned around and found everything else was just as frozen as the rest of the world. "If you have something to say, do it now!" Sephiroth shouted, but there was no response. "Mother!" His voice echoed in the frozen world. Was he…stuck here? But then he felt something within him rise…a voice. Someone's voice.
Sephiroth.
He had thought of his own name, but…it felt like a forced thought, not one of his own. "Hello..?" Sephiroth whispered, eyes still whirling about to find where the voice was coming from. He couldn't believe it was his own thought, but he also didn't believe he was becoming schizophrenic.
JENOVA.
Sephiroth blinked at the name, grasping at why it came to him like that…but finally realized. "J-JENOVA?" Was she…speaking to him?
Find me.
That was the last thought he had when the world rushed back into existence, the helicopter's loud blades whipping through the air as it continued its way onward, the chirping of the birds around him, and the distant crackling of the fiery building beside him. JENOVA…you…spoke to me. Where are you? Where can I find you? Why are you calling to me now? Is it…because you know about my real mother? Of her rejection of my existence? Do you pity me because of what she had done to me…to…us? I have to know more, I need to find you…wherever you are, I'll find a way to get to you. I don't need Genesis, I don't need Shinra Headquarters or anyone! I'll…I'll find you. Sephiroth snapped out of his thoughts, wanting to speak his words out but knew she wasn't around or wasn't able to hear him. Whatever I just experienced…it only means one thing to me. I cannot give up my goal in finding JENOVA. The Planet has rejected me cruelly, but she will not. JENOVA…the one woman that I shall declare my real mother. I will not believe otherwise.
Sephiroth's hand deftly pulled out his cell phone and called Director Lazard, "Genesis…has left."
"Good. Continue south and you should find another fort. We can only hope that the fire you started in the other one hasn't warned them to leave. Take it out and call me afterward, then I'll give you more details on the mission." There was silence that made Lazard hesitate, "Sephiroth, are you all right?"
"I'm fine."
"You're very quiet."
"It's nothing."
"Did something happen between you and Genesis?"
"Nothing that will affect our work for Shinra Company."
"All right…Then good luck on your mission."
Sephiroth sighed once he hung up and began to head south, taking no time in running off some built up anger. He wanted to slaughter as many people as he could right now, and he'd only get to do that if he hurried to the next location. His long legs stretched underneath him as he continued his run and his heart pounded in his chest, the warmth of his blood pumping through him had started to make him sweat. As he neared he watched machines and people form into place to keep him out of the fortress, but it only fueled for him to challenge their defense. His Masamune began to glow blue, and as he leapt into the air he felt a powerful attack escape the blade. He watched the strike destroy their machines and the explosions killed off any members that had dodged the attack. He descended toward the fort and reared back his hand, blasting a shower of magic. Smoke shot up and blinded him, and he landed within the crumbling building around the surviving lot of Wutai soldiers. His blade sliced through them all quickly and his hand whipped out another blast of magic crippling the walls so their structures began to fall. As the place caved in Sephiroth cut his way out and neatly arrived out on the other side, eyes scanning for any others. He spotted a few more Wutai members trying to run for safety. "No mercy," Sephiroth whispered and felt himself dash over and cut them down in their spot, their blood caking his clothes and drenching the fresh grass. "There will be no compassion from me…" He turned around as he heard someone shooting at him. Sephiroth leapt into the air and sliced him down, ripping the body cleanly in half. The rush of the battle started to get to him, and he craved for more bloodshed. He pulled out his phone angrily, "Lazard, what's my next mission?"
"I…just told you a half hour ago, it's—"
"I know, after that. I finished here."
"That's not possible, Sephiroth, it should have taken you a few hours to—"
"I said I finished. There's nothing left."
Lazard was baffled at his words as he could only think that Sephiroth really was inhuman. JENOVA's powers must be helping him out a lot this time around… "I see. Head west, there's another fort. I think once you finish there you should take a break in the nearby village—"
"We'll see." Sephiroth hung up and rushed off again, the thrill of killing rising within him again. The traveling didn't take long, and as he set eyes on the place he couldn't help but shower the entire area with magic, watching the clouds of smoke and fire erupt from all around. The bodies of survivors started to pour out like ants from the newly made holes and Sephiroth rushed in striking them down, feeling their bones slide across his blade, each scream causing him more joy than the last. Each thrust became crazier, each swipe causing more blood to escape the bodies before him, and he continued onward like he couldn't stop himself. He rushed into the burning building and started to skewer everyone that was in there, even blasting a few of the wounded to watch their chest cavities explode with the force of close-range magic. He spent a half an hour scrounging the building, trying to find anyone alive, trying to murder anything that moved, but at last he found there was nothing left for him to kill there. Sephiroth made his way out of the blazing fort and took a seat on the ground, his lungs ached for fresh air as he had been inhaling smoke for the entire time he was there. "I…want more…" he growled, clenching his hand tightly into a fist. There had to be someone else to kill, there was bound to be millions of these forts lining the border. He could do this all day, watching their faces fall into expressionless stupor as their blood flowed from their bodies as they collapsed on the ground, their eyes slowly becoming blank as they lay there in a pool of their own blood.
The world pulled back into reality, though, and Sephiroth felt the actuality of what he had done. Those haunting expressions, all of that blood… His eyes landed onto his clothes and found himself caked in their blood from head to toe. How many people had he killed? How badly had he acted? No…it wasn't bad, he had to do this…
Sephiroth rose from his spot and started to walk trying to remind himself there was nothing wrong with what he was doing. You're fighting in a war, it's natural to kill others. A human being is just like a monster, if it is against you then you should kill it no matter what they happen to be. You're working toward bettering this world, to making everyone safe…
Yet, how could I act like such a maniac? I had no control, my hands continued to slice them down even as they were dead. I destroyed thousands of them without any mercy, I showed no compassion, I didn't show the slightest bit of remorse. Is that really human…to kill so many people and notice nothing of it? How did something like that become natural to me? How could killing a person seem so meaningless? What…have I become? Sephiroth fell to his knees and stared at the ground before him, the strands of silver hair coming forward to show him it was also soaked in the enemy's blood. His breathing was haggard as he tried to calm himself, the sickness slowly starting to subside. Sephiroth got back up and composed himself as best as he could before turning his eyes toward the fort. No matter how I killed them…they were going to die anyway. And that is enough to keep my mind at ease…for now. Sephiroth started to head toward the village but stopped short as he remembered his bloody attire. How was he going to get a place to sleep if he looked like a murderer? Maybe he could say it was an accident. No, that would be stupid, it was obvious he killed people since he had a bloody blade to prove it. If he calmly explained the situation he could get a room and bathe before resting…
Sephiroth moved for town again, arriving inside the cheerful little town. He got quite a lot of stares and several people moved inside and closed their doors at the sight of him, but nevertheless he continued toward the small inn. He went in and watched the woman working almost scream at the sight of him. "Excuse me, I'm wondering if I could rent a room for the night?"
She stared at him, "I-I'm…sorry…"
He smiled, "My appearance might not be familiar to you, but I happen to be with Shinra Company, I'm an elite 1st class SOLDIER working on a mission. It's important that you provide hospitality to us, as we keep the Planet and its people safe from harm."
She hesitated before pointing at him, "A-Are…you Sephiroth?"
"Yes…you've heard of me?"
"They ran a spread about you in a magazine just awhile back. Um…can I have your autograph?"
"….Can I get a room?"
"Yes, of course!"
"Then I suppose an autograph will be fine."
He signed the magazine for her where his picture was at and then was given a key. Swiftly he went up the stairs and arrived within a very lavish looking room. "Hm…autographs get you places," he remarked and went to the bathroom. Even he was frightened by how bloody he was, especially since his silver hair was now a dark red color. Sephiroth quickly stripped from his dirty clothes and got into the shower, cleaning himself thoroughly for a good hour until the water was clear. He realized he had no clothes to put on so he settled with wrapping a towel around him and letting his clothes soak in the tub for awhile. It'd get some of the blood out. Sephiroth then eased into a chair and looked through his phone to see what he had been ignoring for the past hour or so. There was a message from Angeal and he opened it up. 'Need to talk to you. Call me.' Sephiroth didn't want to call, knowing it was about Genesis. Perhaps he could buzz the entire ordeal off and act as if nothing happened? No, if he acted childish like that it'd only show that he didn't know how to handle the situation properly. He called Angeal and moved himself over to the bed, sinking into the down comforters. A groan of pleasure escaped him just as Angeal picked up.
"Dare I ask?" Angeal questioned the action.
"Comfy bed. You wanted to talk to me?"
"I got several malicious texts from Genesis describing what he described as 'sabotage' by you. Would you explain?"
A sigh escaped Sephiroth. He knew it was going to wind up like this… "You knew I was sent on a mission to guard him from those spies, but he believes I wanted him to be almost crippled so I could take over his mission and 'steal' his glory. Angeal, he…he basically told me I should have rotted in Hojo's lab for the rest of my life for all he cared, and that I should stop trying to steal his 'everything' away from him."
"His…everything?"
"His friends, family, life, just…whatever you can imagine I guess I've stolen from him."
"Odd."
"I thought saving him would make him realize how important I am to him, or at least give him a wake up call that I have a reason why I'm in 1st class…but instead he ripped into me for everything I did… He thought I set everything up so he could fail."
"Genesis has always thought everyone was out to get him…"
"I think I might call Director Lazard and recommend him for 1st class."
"What? Why?"
"Because…if Genesis becomes 1st he might recognize that no matter what I did everything was based on his performance."
"So that he would see his dreams are still attainable, and he would get over bogging you down with his anger issues."
"Yes, that'd be nice if for one week we wouldn't fight at all. I think after that we'd both explode, but if it could last an entire week I'd be satisfied."
"You should start with a smaller goal…like not fighting for an hour." Sephiroth laughed at Angeal's words before wrapping himself up in the cozy comforters.
"You're right, starting smaller would make more sense." He snuggled in to the pillow and switched ears, "I…have to tell you something, though. I'm…pretty certain he's determined to never talk to me ever again. So if he's really pissed could you carefully remove my stuff from the room?"
"Oh please, I know he can get very literal with his words, but I'm doubting that means kicking you out of our room. Although…" Angeal could be heard opening a can of something or other to drink, "You should move out and get a really nice room just to piss him off some more."
"But then I'd have to be in a room by myself."
"And that's a bad thing?"
Sephiroth stared at the other side of his bed and how empty it was, "I like sharing a bed with someone….it's comforting to know that you're not alone."
"I see…maybe you should get a room and then offer Genesis to sleep with you." Angeal thought his words over carefully, "In a nonsexual way."
"I think he'd tell me to go screw myself."
"Quite possibly… So what else had happened between your battle of the wits?"
"Nothing happened…we didn't talk after that. The last thing he said to me was that when he got on the helicopter he was leaving our friendship behind." Sephiroth then remembered the odd vision he had. "Wait, I have something more important to tell you. It was while they were leaving and I had been questioning why I was even in this world…when everything stopped. The world looked like it had frozen around me. And…she spoke to me."
"Your…mother?"
"JENOVA."
"What?"
"JENOVA has inept abilities that have honed my own skills to be better than an average human's. I'm not sure what has made her so unique, but we're able to telepathically talk to each other. She told me to find her, Angeal…and after everything that has happened I'm determined to see her more than ever. From this day forward…she's my mother now. She—"
"Is alive?"
"Yes."
"Hmm…you should tell those visions to Hojo when you return from your trip, Sephiroth…I think it'd be helpful for him to know those things. And you never know if he might explain something about her if you do…he did that for Lucrecia."
"JENOVA is more important than Lucrecia, trust me. There's something about her that has made me who I am today…" Sephiroth smirked as he sprawled his limbs out for comfort, "Anyway…you only wanted to know about Genesis."
"Well, it's good to at least hear that you're fine…"
"Right. I'll see you whenever I return."
"Good luck," Angeal remarked before their conversation ended. Sephiroth sighed happily before setting his phone on the bedside table.
"Good night…" he muttered to himself and closed his eyes…
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Three weeks later…
The war was still raging on, but Genesis's missions were now over with for Sephiroth. He had eliminated all of the bordering forts and had helped bring peace for the towns that had been taken over. Most of Shinra's infantrymen were now taking over the spots he had finished with to keep citizens safe and to prevent another takeover from Wutai. Still, the real battle had yet to even start with Wutai, as Shinra's colleagues had advised against infiltration on their land as of yet. It put Sephiroth's mind at ease that he could at least return home after all of his battling and get some relaxation before going back into battle. Besides, it was starting to get more depressing every night that he was away from home.
Sephiroth watched as the helicopter landed before him and the usual Turks came out to greet him. "About time you got here."
"Well we got held up…we were informed that we had to give this package to you."
Sephiroth was given the package and he carefully looking it over. It seemed to be somewhat heavy and in other places it was flexible. Slowly he undid the tie and opened it up, to feast his eyes upon a note on top of clothing. He delicately picked up the card and noticed it was initialed with an H. "Who…"
"The lady said she had everything ready for you awhile back, and that after they got the mannequin that everything fit perfectly on it so you could most likely wear it…whatever it is."
"Oh..her." Mannequin? "What mannequin…"
"I'm not sure. She said something about one that was a perfect match of your body…"
Sephiroth's eyes slowly went up to Reno wondering what that even meant before he pulled up the clothes to get a better look at them. He had forgotten all about the new attire for 1st class a long time ago…
"Try it on," Reno suggested but got a vicious look from Sephiroth. "Hey, I don't think you want to return in your blood-drenched attire so all the media can think you're an insane psychopath that Shinra Company has hired to run the war." Sephiroth sighed as he knew Reno was right. His purple hued garments were now a weird brown color and they didn't smell all that pleasant.
"I at least want to get cleaned first before I try anything on."
"Picky picky. Head into town and get yourself pretty."
Sephiroth neatly picked up the package, "I promise I won't take too long," he joked before going off to a nice inn. He entered in and found a cute girl working behind the counter, mindlessly chewing on some gum and reading a magazine. Her eyes went up and she smiled at him. "Pardon me, but I wanted to know if I could just borrow a room for an hour."
"Just an hour?"
"Yes, I just need to clean up before I leave for Midgar."
Her smile turned into curiosity, "Oh? All the way to Midgar, huh? You know, you look pretty familiar."
Sephiroth chuckled, "You've might have heard of me before. Sephiroth, 1st class SOLDIER working for Shinra in the war against Wutai."
She nodded, "Oh! That's you? Wow, you look taller in person. Your hair is also darker."
"Well…when you're in a war you can't exactly stop yourself from getting dirty."
She giggled, "Yeah, I suppose. I'll make it free of charge! Here's a room key. Um…do you need extra shampoo or something?"
Sephiroth thought it over before smirking, "That would be nice." He watched her pull out a basket from beneath the counter.
"Take the whole thing, leave whatever you don't use in there." Sephiroth took the basket and went down the hallway into his room, not even bothering to scan it over or anything. He just wanted a shower, that was it. As he entered the bathroom he set everything down and cleared out his pockets and pulled off his clothes, seeing how really tarnished they were. He chucked them into the trash and stepped into the shower, letting the water pour down his body. He let out a pleasurable sigh before he began to work away at all of the dirt and dried blood on himself, and lastly trying to fix his hair back to its normal color. Sephiroth wasn't sure how many bottles he used, but he realized that there wasn't going to be much left in that basket. Probably a good thing she offered him extra, huh? By the time he finished he felt much better, and was actually ready to try on the new attire. Everything did fit well and it was breathable, too. His eyes went to the shirt that was with it, though, and found it pretty tasteless…and useless. It had a note attached and said he could pitch it if he wanted to. And that's exactly what he did. Once that was done he pulled out his brush and combed through his hair…probably one of the only items that he didn't mind bringing along with him on trips. It was essential to have something to keep his hair less gnarly.
Finally he left the room after giving himself a good look over in the mirror. Everything on him was new, the boots, the pants, the coat, his gloves… And thankfully the Shinra armor. His other one was so destroyed it hardly looked like anything anymore. He exited the room after that and returned the keys back to the girl at the counter, "Thank you."
Her eyes caught onto his new looks and she gave a small squeal, "Wow, you look much better now! Um…if it isn't too much of a bother, could you give me an autograph?"
Sephiroth nodded, "I suppose. Every time I stop at an inn that's the first thing I'm asked for, really." Sephiroth signed whatever she wanted quickly, "There."
"Thanks, Sephiroth," she said, practically lacing his name with love. It was really weird, but he was starting to enjoy the girls that were getting in on this obsession with him and getting his autograph. It made him feel like he had more of a purpose to be outside and around others for a change. When he arrived back where the Turks were at he heard them complain about how slow he was. Typical of them to complain over the smallest things…
"You should be glad I even came back…there was a nice blonde girl in there…"
Reno shook his head and clicked his tongue a few times, "I thought I already told you to watch out for the blondes, they can get very cutthroat."
"They're also very irresistible."
"True," Reno agreed and they got back into the helicopter preparing for another long trip. "You look snazzy. Where's your shirt, though?"
"Shirts are optional in my dress code," Sephiroth responded, "Besides, I hate turtle necks."
"You're right, they're only good for hiding lipstick marks from the two dollar hooker you bought off the street, but other than that…I think it'd be annoying having it rub on you all the time. I find wearing collared shirts bad enough as it is."
"You always wear your clothes like a hooligan anyway," Rude remarked and got a good laugh out of Sephiroth.
"I agree with Rude, your clothes always seem awry."
Reno shrugged as he started to lift off, "I like to be comfortable when I work. Now, instead of talking about clothes…I think we should talk about Mr. Hero." Reno chucked a magazine back at Sephiroth, "You should see the beautiful pictures they have of you, really accents those gorgeous eyelashes you have."
Sephiroth hesitated as he heard Reno mocking him until he opened it up. His eyes scanned over the few pictures that were there, and then noticed one was a dramatic close-up picture of his eyes. He looked at the cat-like pupils he had and flipped through the other pages, noticing how everyone else had round pupils. That was a difference that used to not bug him as much…but now it made him feel a bit more self-cautious. He didn't want people thinking he was a freak…
Quickly he turned back to the page about him and noticed the description on them, 'Sephiroth's amazing green eyes are more astounding than the average SOLDIER's.' Nothing bad, nothing inquiring what was wrong with him…
His nerves began to calm slightly as he flipped the next page to read what it had to say. The article explained a few things about him and Shinra Headquarters, a tidbit about Genesis and Angeal, and a great explanation of SOLDIER. It even had a diagram about what each class looked like and requirements on how to get in. Those requirements brought back some memories at how easy they were for Sephiroth to adapt to once he was shown what he needed to do. When he got accepted into SOLDIER…he remembered Genesis mumbling about how the tests were made easier for him because they were trying to be nice. But really…it made Sephiroth realize that Genesis was just that far behind him.
"Finding any beauty tips about yourself?" Reno asked while they continued at their steady pace in the sky.
"No, just how to become a SOLDIER."
"Oh what garbage. I was hoping for some juicy secrets."
"You'll find out my juicy secrets next time I get an interview, I'm sure."
Reno nodded, "Now that's what I'm talking about. Tell me, what kind of secrets does our Hero have?" He got a bit more comfortable in his seat, "Hot flings? Hidden crushes? A child that no one knows about?"
"None of those, although the last one would be pretty surprising to pull on everyone. Now I just need to steal a baby and pretend it's mine."
"That's the spirit, you'll be famous in no time."
The helicopter ride consisted of idle chatter between the two which had surprisingly passed the time much faster than what Sephiroth was expecting. When they arrived in Midgar Sephiroth felt glad to be back at home once again. He got out of the back only to be caught in camera lights. His eyes casted over the large group as he set foot on solid ground and started to walk with the Turks away from the mobs of media. He ignored their questions for now and headed for inside, but had found that there were quite a few photographers in there as well. It started to calm down, though, when President Shinra came to greet him. "Ha! There's our Hero. Don't be shy, give a smile to the cameras, eh?" Sephiroth felt himself be turned to face the cameras and watched as several went off before Shinra forced him to look back at him, "Glad to see you're back, 1st class Sephiroth. Tell me, how's it feel to be back home? Good? Of course. And I see you're sporting your new gear as well, that'll be all over the media. Ah, I just remembered, I was talking to Angeal not too long ago and he suggested since you've upgraded to a newer class that you should be getting some greater benefits. I want to know, do you want a room of your own now? It'll have the best view in this building and it'll be roomy!"
Sephiroth was surprised at how much he was saying at once, but when the question finally came up he really wondered if he was prepared for such a thing or not. He liked being with Angeal and Genesis…but…it seemed Genesis was no longer his friend, and if Angeal was ever going to get some peace and quiet he'd have to oblige with removing himself from Genesis's presence… "I…suppose I wouldn't mind."
"Great, here's the key to your new room, it's all the way on the top floor. Go ahead and start moving your stuff in! And ah…talk to the Director once you're done with that, he's got a few interviews and things set up for you." The President gave him a nice slap to his back before moving off to talk to other people. Sephiroth's eyes stared down at the key and wondered exactly what was different about this room. He headed to the elevator and let it ascend silently to the top floor where he stepped out and moved down the hallway. His feet stopped him at the end and with ease he unlocked the door and entered. His eyes moved about the room and he slowly felt his mouth open, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't find the right words.
"Whoa," was the first thing that came out before he closed his mouth and stepped in further. The walls were basically windows for two whole sides of the room. He had a very elaborate bathroom and a kitchen. A kitchen! He had never used such a thing before…and he was pretty excited to figure out how everything worked. Sephiroth made his way down to Angeal's floor and entered into their room to see the two of them reading.
Angeal was the first to react to seeing him, "Hey, Sephiroth! Long time no see, how's being 1st class going for you?"
"Who cares? I'm back, that's all that matters. Those missions were terrible."
"That bad, huh?"
"Yeah…it isn't pleasant when you spend an entire day killing people…"
Angeal set his paper down and crossed his arms over his chest, "Oh? You did that every single day?"
"Basically. It was just to clear out all the forts they were hiding in alongside the border…so it wasn't like there was a change in battle strategies or machinery…" Sephiroth looked at the neatly cleaned room and wondered why it looked fancier than before. "What have you two been doing while I've been gone?"
"Oh not much, I've been training with the younger kids and everything…" Angeal commented and looked over to Genesis, but the man seemed as if he didn't want to speak a word toward Sephiroth. "And Genesis has healed up pretty well. He's been doing a lot of supporting help for the guys in basic training."
Sephiroth let his eyes land on Genesis, "Oh, that must be entertaining." He didn't get a response out of him. He returned his eyes back to Angeal and found that not even Angeal seemed to be in a talkative mood toward him. Was that how it was going to be? A…hatred toward his existence? A silent treatment? "Well, I came here to get what little I have and move it to my room."
Angeal nodded, "Told you Shinra would upgrade you to a new place. How's it look?"
"Big. I don't know what I'll do with all the extra room."
Angeal shrugged, "I'm sure you'll find something."
Sephiroth felt uneasy in there, as if they were closed off to him…not even Angeal seemed friendly anymore. It…was odd, the sensation he was feeling. Everything he once had felt like it was gone in just those few words that he had exchanged with Angeal. Genesis really meant it…when he said their friendship was over. Silently he picked up his own things, gathering the knick knacks he owned and the extra clothes that he had. With every object he picked up and put into his collection of things the more he started to remember why he kept them. It was as if a flood of his memories were coming back. As he tucked everything away he glanced over and noticed how things didn't seem too different…Genesis and Angeal's room was less cluttered now. That's all he was to them…clutter. "If you need me just call," Sephiroth finally remarked as he moved out the door. No response. He let the door closed quietly behind him and felt his heart ache terribly. He headed toward the elevator and stepped inside, arriving back to the top floor again to enter into his room. Gently Sephiroth put his things down and locked the door again before moving over to the bed, lying down on its fluffy comforter while his eyes rested on the box of items he had brought up with him. He gently pulled out a few things and continued to stare at them, rubbing his fingers over their surfaces.
~Genesis held out a coin to him, "Go ahead, put it into the machine and give it a turn. There's always something fun inside." Sephiroth had taken the coin and put it into the slot, giving it a thoughtful turn until the ball went rolling down its loops and stopped at a flap. He pulled it out and pried the top off, staring at what was inside. "It's a bouncy ball. You hit it against the ground and it bounces up."~
Sephiroth set the ball aside and looked at the other item, fingers gliding against the smooth surfaces.
~Angeal poked through some rocks and held one up, watching the sheen on it carefully in the light before smirking, "You see this stone, Sephiroth? It's a keepsake. You buy rocks like these for comfort. For some reason…I always find it nice to keep a rock in my pocket. When you rub your fingers over the surfaces it seems to calm your nerves. I'll buy you this one, that way you can use it when you need the comfort."~
Sephiroth put the rock aside and reached once more into the box, fingers grasping onto something interesting. He pulled it out and stared at a little box in his hands. As he flipped it open he found some ashes inside that smelled very nice.
~Genesis handed out pieces of paper and pencils before smirking, "We're all going to write something on a piece of paper and keep it during the month of December, then on Christmas day we'll burn them so they'll come true." Sephiroth wrote down that he wanted to spend more time with them, Angeal wrote that he wanted his friends to be successful in everything they do, and Genesis wrote that he wished to bring a better meaning to life to Sephiroth. As they had burned them and watched the ashes settle out, Genesis scooped some up and settled them into a box. "That way…you'll always have our wishes with you."~
Sephiroth covered the ashes and put the objects back into the box, kicking it off of his bed. He crawled under the covers and stared at the empty room before bringing his eyes to the empty space beside him. No one to say good night to…no one to start snoring…not one person to feel some comfort from. He was all alone for once…
He nuzzled back into his side of the bed and closed his eyes tightly, giving a small prayer that when he woke up in the morning…everything would be normal again.
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