"MEREDITH!" Cristina screamed, running to her.

"What happened?" Addison asked, running into the room. "Oh my God!" Addison ran towards her body.

"What?" Derek asked. "What's going on?"

"She's having a miscarriage. She's bleeding out. There's too much blood. I need to get her to an OR like two minutes ago," Addison said, as Burke came forwards to help Meredith up.

"Oh my God! Meredith-" Derek started.

"No," Addison said, "she can't have you hovering right now, Derek."

"But it's my baby!"

"But it's in her body. She's losing it. She's the one who's going to feel most of the repercussions. And from what I've been told through the grapevine, you and Cristina may have been the contributing factor for her stress-induced miscarriage. Her body has been traumatized already. Just let her go."

"Addison," Meredith said, weakly.

"Yes, Meredith. I'm going to take care of you."
"I don't want to die. I don't want this baby to die," she said quietly, as tears streamed down her face.

"I'll do everything I can. I won't let you die. I promise. We've got to go NOW."

"Oh my God, Derek! What have we done?!" Cristina cried.

"I know. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted to hurt her. I wanted this baby," Derek said.

"Look at what we've done! I'm going to commit myself to helping her get better. She's the one who has been there for me through thick and thin. I'm not going to let something like this ruin our friendship. I can't believe I did this to her. She's the only one who knows me completely. She's the only one who has seen the weak side of me. How horrible of a person am I?"

"Cristina, it was my fault-" Derek said.

"No, we made this decision together. It was a bad decision but we both made it. It was a spur of the moment thing. I was upset because of Burke. He's the only person who ever compared to Meredith. Now I've lost them both. I don't know what I'm going to do."

"Cristina, we need to take of Meredith. We need to help her get through this. She's not going to be alright for a long time."

"Then you should just leave her the hell alone."

"Burke!" Cristina yelled. "You're not helping."

"It's your fault this is happening. If you had thought before acting, this could have all been prevented. If you would have just thought…"

"Like you did Preston?" Derek asked. "You were sure Cristina was the one. You said you loved her. You proposed to her. You left her. Are you sure you were thinking? Maybe you could have prevented this whole thing. You wouldn't have broken her heart. She shouldn't have been vulnerable."

"Don't you dare blame this on me!"

"Well, you did have a contributing factor," Derek said matter-of-factly.

"Excuse me? Did I force you to have sex with Cristina? Did I sit there and tell you two to do it? I do not think so."

"Oh yeah. You are Preston Burke; world renowned cardiothoracic surgeon. You are the best of the best. You never make a mistake. You have never lied," Cristina said, sarcastically.

"I may have lied, but I never cheated."

"Neither did I!" Cristina cried. "You dumped me. You get that? You dumped me! I did not cheat on you. I loved you. I still love you. And I can't stop hating myself for that fact. So just leave us alone. Stay out of it!"

"Yang! Shepherd! Burke!" the chief shouted.

"Yes, sir?" they all responded.

"You three, I don't even know what to do with you. You start fights in the cafeteria. You cause commotion from the shouting and yelling and crying. And can any of you ever stay out of the rumor pool? My patients now know the lives you all live, and the twisted ways you live your lives. Now, I happen to know for a fact that two of you are partially responsible for the miscarriage of Meredith Grey. So until she is released, I don't want either of you in here. I don't want either of you to cause her anymore stress because other problems may arise."

"How is she?" Derek asked.

"Not good. Her falopean tube has burst, and her uturus isn't looking so good either. She's got a fight, but I'm positive she'll make it."

"How do you know?" Cristina asked. "How do you know? And how can you expect me to leave her alone? She's my person. I need her. And she's going to need me. I went through this. I did this before. Please, Chief. Let her decide if she wants to see me. If she says no, I swear I will avoid this wing like the syphilis endemic is occurring again. Please."

"Okay. But if she says she does not want to see you, you leave her alone. Do you hear me?"

"Yes, sir."

"What about me?" Derek asked.

"No."

"Can't she make up her mind about me to?"

"No."

"But-"

"No. Do I need to get Bailey in here tell you what I mean when I say no?"

"No, sir."

"Good."

"Meredith is waking up," Izzie said, coming up to Cristina.

"Thank you Izzie," Cristina said, walking towards her room.

"Yang," Addison said, grabbing her arm and pulling her away. "I don't think it's a good idea for you to go in there."
"Dr. Montgomery, I talked to the chief. I've been through this. Mer and I can get through this. I told him that if she didn't want to see me, I'd leave her alone. but she needs me whether she'll admit it or not. She needs me."

"Okay, but if she starts to get agitated in anyway, leave her alone and come and get me."

"I will," Cristina said, walking into Meredith's room.

"Hey, Mer."

"Cristina."

"How are you feeling?"

"Like I just had a few organs blow up. Oh yeah, I kind of did. Don't worry. It was only my left fellopeon tube and part of my uturus. But then again, what do I need those for?"

"Mer, I'm sorry," Cristina said.

"I can't believe you'd do this to me Cristina."

"I didn't mean to. Mer, you have to believe me. If I could take it back, I would. In a heartbeat. But I can't. But I can help you through this. I went through this. I want to help you. If you'll let me, I will help you," Cristina said.

"What makes you think I want your help?"

"I owe that much to you Mer. You've been there for me through everything. Even if you don't want to speak to me again after this, I will understand, but please let me help you with this. Please," Cristina begged.