A/N: Tell me what you think about this! I'm going to do one or two more chapters then start doing one shots.

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I opened my eyes to my phone ringing and buzzing across the coffee table in front o," f the couch; I must have fallen asleep.

"Hello," I answered croakily

"Hey, baby. Everything okay?" That smooth voice had a hint of concern in it.

"Yeah, I was a bit sick earlier, I feel better now. I think it was food poisoning from dinner."

"Sure you're okay?" He probed

"I'm sure, Josh. Thank you for worrying about me though,"

"Always will, I love you, you know." He played

"I love you,"

"Get some sleep, okay, I'll call you tomorrow,"

"I'm seriously oka-"

"Sleep."

"But, Josh I'm fi-"

"Sleep."

"I'm f-"

"Sleep."

"Fine."

"Good, I love you, Jen."

"I love you too, bye."

"Bye Bye,"

I leant back down and to lie on the couch and shut my eyes; smiling at the thought of him telling him he loves me and caring about me.

I stayed in my room all day and despite being ill earlier I still ate as much, if not more than usual. It was about 8 and I was already tired; I did nothing but lounge around and eat. I headed to the bed and crashed out instantly.

I woke up the next morning feeling the same way as the one before; running towards the bathroom. Something wasn't right. I needed to go to the pharmacy, now.

I threw on some clothes and a baseball cap that Josh must have left behind, people didn't really notice me out here but I wasn't going to take any chances right now. I headed out the door with my phone in my hand and my bag on my shoulder. There was a pharmacy just around the corner; I walked in, bought what I needed and hurried back to my room.

I took a deep breath and opened the bag; looking at what was in it and its daunting connotations. I slowly pulled it out of the brown paper bag and held it in my fingers; staring at the box. I undid the side and tilted it side ways to let the contents side out into my other palm. My heart pounded harder and harder.

I walked mindlessly to the bathroom stopping to lean my forehead on the door frame for a second; Taking another calming breath. I walked into the bathroom and sat on the edge of the bath tub holding in my hand a small piece of plastic that could change my life.

I had to take the pregnancy test before my mind went into overdrive.

I waited the three gruelling minutes with my hands over my eyes and finally plucked up the courage and opened, my eyes, moving my hands away. I lifted it up to eye level and stared down at what it said.

I didn't know whether I was supposed to be happy or sad about the little symbol. I was so overwhelmed; my head was spinning. The little '+' sign gave my chills. How do I tell Josh? I needed to tell him face to face, but when I talk to him on the phone he'll know that I'm not telling him something; he won't drop it until I tell him what's going on in my head.

I had to go home to him.