Chapter 8 ~ Loving You

Last chapter was of only of Clares POV of the incident of her getting saved by James and Eli.. This chapter will go back to both Eli and Clares POV. I hope you liked the last 2 chapterss(: It took alot of help cause I messed up a lott.. SO yeah(: Thanks for the awesome reviews(: but HEY! On question, how is it cute? Is it of Clare and Elis relationship? Just askingg.

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Eli POV

When Clare fell to sleep in the hospital, the doctor told me I could take her home. I picked her up trying not to wake her. And thank god she didn't, I did not wan't to frighten her. I sat her in the back of Morty and drove to her house. It took about 6 hours because we were all the way across Canada.

I looked back at Clare a few times and she didn't wake up once. She looked so beautiful the way he mouth was parted and they way her curls were messed up. The little noised she made when she breathed in.

Around 3:00 Am I finally reached her house, I was really tired of the long drive and struggling Clare to go up the cell stairs and carrying her almost everywhere. I just sat in Morty for a few extra seconds and then went to the back of Morty to pick up Clare, I tried my best to not to wake her up, because she needed to sleep.

I got the key that her mom gave me at the hospital, and kicked the door open. I walked into the house and kicked the door shut with my foot. I sat they keys down on the coffee table and walked Clare upstairs, I opened every door trying to find her room. She was getting really heavy.

When I got to the last door on the left, I kicked it open and saw a purple room with a black and white bed spread. I thought to myself and I remembered her saying those were her favorite colors. I smirked at the little butterfly designs on the walls.

I sat her down onto the bed and went and got a glass of water. I sat down on her counter and decided to head back upstairs to check on Clare. She looked so peacefull, I just want to lay down , fall alseep with her and forget the world.

I tried to crawl over her and i layed down on the spot next to her. I put my stomach facing her back and snuggled in close to her, i wrapped my arm around her and pulled tightly against her. Her haired smelled so good, I kissed the back of her neck and I felt her fingers wrap around mine. "I love you." she wisphered. Then silence.

I fell into a deep sleep holding Clare tightly against me. I woke up and saw Clare sitting up. I looked over at it read 2:15 Pm.

"Morning Beautiful." I said making her jump.

I proped myself up on my shoulders and smiled at her.

"Hey." She looked at me for a second before leaning down and pressed her lips against mine softly. I smirked at her when she pulled back, she looked beautiful with her messed up curls and smeared makeup. I know it's crazy, but I just wanted to kiss her for the rest of the day, and not do anything else. I was worried sick when she was trapped with Fitz, I had no idea what he would do to her.

I scanned over her brusied body and couldn't help myself but frown. Her perfectly soft skin was now covered in dark circles. How could anyone do this to her? She frowned when she noticed me looking at them. She tried covering us but Eli pushed her arms back down.

"Don't" I leaned over and touched my lips soflty on her arm where one of the brusies were. She smiled lightly and started to get up.

"What do you want to eat?" I asked. She smiled and told me what I wanted, I smiled at her response and went down stairs to make it for her.

I went back upstiars with a tray and a portable DVD player with her favorite movie "Sophie's Choice." And I sat back down on the bed. She smiled because I was serving her breakfast in bed. We finshed eating and cuddled next to each other to watch the movie.

Clare POV

Me and Eli watched on my my faorite movies, I didn't pay that much attention on it. I was mostly paying attention on Eli's heat beat and between our kisses. The worst part of the movie came up when Sophie had to chose between her son or daughter to be killed, because she could only escape from the Germans with one child. I couldn't help by cry. I dug my face into Eli's chest and started to.

He put his arms around me and wiped away my tears and told me everything was going to be alright. When the movie ended with was 4:00. We didn't even move. We just layed there and listened to each others breaths and kissed a little.

His kisses were amazing, they way they moved against mine, they way they fit perfectly on my mouth, and they way his tounge moved with mine, i felt like I was in heaven with every kiss Eli gave me. I would kiss him all day and every day if I could.

He pulled me closer to him and i put my chin on his chest, I looked up at him and he had his eyes closed. I pushed myself up with my hands and kissed him. He opened his eyes really quickly and closed them again. He moved his lips slowly against mine and I carefully crawled over his lap. He rested his hands on my hips and I tanged my hands in his soft long hair.

"Clare." He pulled away from my lips. "Stop, i'm not doing this right now." She said opening his dark green eyes and looking into mine.

"What? I'm not trying to do anything, I'm just kissing you." I said sitting down next to him.

"I-I know, Clare, but it's going too fast." He said. His eyes stared at me hard.

"Are you breaking up with me?" I asked about to start crying.

"No! Of course not, but we need to take step by step. We can still kiss, but lets not go as far as you just did." He said freaking out. He leaned down and kiss my cheeks softly.

"I would never break up with you, I love you..Clare." I smiled and I hugged him.

"Good, now, What do you want to do for the rest of the day?" I asked thinking of a good idea.

"What about the movies? Or mall?" Eli suggested tapping his finger on his chin

I laughed at his actions and said that I just wanted to stay home for the day. And just watch TV and talk. He said that was okay and we went downstairs to get something to eat.

"You really slept alot since we saved you from Fitz." He smirked and pour him some applejuice.

"I didn't get any sleep for those 3 weeks. All he had a a mattress that had to springs, so i sunk down when I layed on it." I rubbed the back of my neck and sat down at the table.

Eli POV

"Can I tell you something?" I asked Clare. Our knees were almost touching.

"Sure." She said "Anything."

"Well, you know how you found that note from Julia? Well, before she died, we were at the Dot and i went into the restroom, and when I came back I saw Julia in Fitz's car making out with him. I got really pissed and thats why me and Julia got into that fight. And after that, I never saw her again, she was cheating on me with her ex-boyfriend." I got tears in my eyes and Clare grabbed my hands. "I didn't hear from her or see her for 3 months. When I found out she got raped and killed, I didn't leave my room for 6 weeks. I felt like it was all my fault. And when I heard that Julia was murdered by Fitz, thats why did all I could to find that bastard and beat the hell out of him. He killed the closest thing in the world to me. And he kidnapped someone I really care about, and abused her, I got even more mad, cause he would've killed YOU Clare, and I couldn't live with myself, I couldn't go through all the pain again. I couldn't loose someone I love again, knowing I could've done something to help."

By now, my heart was hurting, I just told Clare something I've never told anyone before.

"Eli, Oh my god, I'm so sorry." She leaned in and pulled me into a tight hug. "I'm here for you Eli, weither you like it or not, you're stuck with me." She smiled and wiped away my stray tears.

"I love you, Clare." I looked down at our hands and pulled Clare back into a hug. I tried by best not to hurt her, but I just couldn't. I knew she felt uncomfortable, but she new how bad I was hurting.

We didn't pull away from each other, but we stayed like that for a while. I let everything go and I cried onto Clare's shoulder.

"I love you too Eli"

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OH. Shockker? I know there is probably some misspelled words, but my spellcheck thingy wasnt working right. So I tried my best(: Once again ... HOW is this CUTE? I'm just wondering J

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