Whoaaaa I need to meet Josh today..geeez..i got up went to bathroom and washed my teeth...i was to late for showering..i'll do it later...
I ate my breakfast and i was on a road in 10:40am
I was on the beach at 11am sharp..i was proud haha
Josh was already there...looking at the sea..
Few days ago i thought he'll be my next boyfriend..but look at me now..I have this thing with Justin..the boy of my dreams..and Josh will proly hate me now..but I don't wanna lose hiiiiim...he's my best friend..well at least he was...i mean he still is..I didn't even know what to tell him...
I sat next to him and said:
"Hey Josh..thanks for commin.."
"Hey _..."
"Josh..listen we need to talk"
"I know..."
"I didn't talk to u since Justins concert...and a lot happened since then. I thought that i'll be with u by now ...at least i'd try..i really thought u could be the person i'd love..i mean LOVE..but.."
"But what _...I'm not good enough for u..r what?"
"Noooo..not that silly.." we both laughed
I continued:"It's just that..well after the concert I met Justin..yes Justin freacking Bieber! U know how big fan I am..and well he asked me out..."
and i told him how i spent my past 2 days..Josh was just sitting there..looking at the sea..i knew he was listening me...
"Josh i am really sorry...I wanted to be with u..i really did..but Justin.."
Josh cut me off "But that asshole had to ruin everything!" I wasn't happy that he called Justin an asshole..but Josh never liked him anyway "Come on Josh don't call him an asshole..listen.." Josh cut me off again :"No! u listen _! I worked my ass of to get ur attention..i like u a lot..and i like u since..idk..since we've met!..and it hurts _..i know u don't care but u just hurt me..a lot...and i'm really mad right now..so i'll just leave..cause i don't wanna say smth that i'll proly regret later..Bye _..we'll talk again..."
and he left..just like that...i knew i lost him..i lost my bestfriend..i screwed it..great job _!
Tears began to fill my eyes...
I just sat there on the beach for a few hours..
Phone beeping interrupted my thoughts *bzzzz bzzzzz*
"hello?"
"hey _..it's Justin"
"Oh hiii..what's up?"
"Nm..i miss ya"
"I miss u too..so r we going out tonight?"
"Yeah i'd like to" i knew he was smilling "Actually Justin i'm home alone after 7pm so u can come..we can watch some movies and stuff"
"Great idea..okay u msg me when they leave and i'll come an hour after that..okay babe?"
"Sure..see ya" and i hung up
I was so pissed now that i "broke up" with Josh..i was just pretending to be nice to Justin..i don't wanna lose him either but he's the reason why Josh and I r in fight...I'll talk to Justin tonight and we'll see...
I had my bathing suit on so I took my clothes of and jumped in the watter..I sunbathed a lil and then went home...it was 6pm and my parents were getting ready to go out...they'r gonna visit some old friends and they'r commin home tomorrow night..
I'm so happy I'll finally get some privacy with Justin..
*an hour later*
I already took shower..i just had to put my makeup on..i put just mascara..i was to tired for eyeliner and shit like that...
i sent Justin a msg when my parents and my sis left 'Hey handsome they r gone..U can some xx'
he replyed 'okay i'll b there soon ;)'
I'm not planning to do anything with him tonight..but i put some condoms in my drawer...
I went to TV and picked 2 movies for tonight..
i heard my phone ringing..i got a msg..wohoo someone loves me..haha i'm so silly i always think that xD...msg was from Josh..great he'll proly say 'i don't want u in my life bitch'...i was actually surprised cause it said 'i'm sry 4 today..i was mad..i'll make it up to ya..xx' good we're still friends...
*ding doong*
The doorbell rang...
