"Coming or going John?" The words rang with a clarity in my mind, as I stood stuck, in the entryway to the hallway, watching her walk down the hallway. This moment would change and redefine everything for us. I wasn't sure I could do this yet. It's not like I don't want to, but the consequences could be devastating for both of us. I hadn't opened myself to the possibility of intimacy since Carter…and I had found myself devastated by the loss of her. I had been denying to myself for weeks how I felt about Katrina. She was smart, sassy, strong and mature. Dedicated to her job, and to finding justice for those less fortunate, she was a firecracker. I wanted her. Swallowing down my fear, I walked down the hall and into her bedroom, where she stood, waiting. A small smile graced her lips as she looked up to me, heightened by her four inch heels, but still shorter than me. It was her delicacy that captured my heart, made me want to protect her, and her fierceness at not wanting to be protected that made her worm deeper into my heart. I reached out and laid my hands on her waist, drawing her close to me, inhaling the scent of her musky perfume. I lowered my head, brushing my lips ever so softly against hers, my hands tightening on her waist. Her hands came up and cupped the back of my neck, pulling my lips more firmly against hers. I could taste the wine she had drunk and the sweet taste of her as I explored her mouth with my own. My hand lifted from her waist and found the zipper on her dress, slowly pulling it down as we kissed, firmly, passionately, breathing heavily. I pulled away as her dress bunched around her waist, and took in the sight of her upper body encased in a flesh toned corset. My hands pushed it further down to pool around her feet, and my groin tightened as I stared at her long legs encased in thigh high garters, attached to nude lacy underwear. Katrina pushed me back slightly, stepping out from her dress, and removed my tux jacket, shoving it down my arms, and then completely off. Loosening my bow tie, she watched my face as she undressed me slowly. Her nimble fingers swiftly unbuttoned my shirt, shoving it down my arms, smiling as she took in the sight of my muscular chest. Her fingers traced over my shoulders, across my arms, down my chest, and tightened around my waist. My muscles contracted under her pointed perusal, and when her warm, wet mouth found my neck and began kissing her way across my body, an involuntary groan escaped my body. Her mouth captured one of my nipples, her teeth scraping across it, tugging on it till it was almost painful and then sucked, eliciting a deep groan from me, my hands tightening on her waist, yanking her hips against mine to brush my growing erection against her core.
Her gasp of arousal spurred me further; I wrapped my hands around her waist and pushed her against the closed door. One hand cupped her breast, the other traveled across the bare skin of her waist and then down across her hip, teasing, never going where I knew she wanted it. My hand on her breast delved into her corset and captured her nipple with my fingers, twisting and pulling it, eliciting a moan from her as my other hand skimmed across her hips. I placed rough, biting kisses to her neck and collarbone, skimming my teeth across it. My fingers continued their torture of her breasts, and my other hand dipped, caressing her core through her panties, drawing a gasp from her as she thrust her hips against his hand. His fingers pressed harder against her clit, feeling the dampness through her underwear as she writhed against his hands. My own groin tightened and I let a low groan escape between clenched teeth as I ground my erection against her curvy bottom. We writhed against each other, her hips growing more frenetic as I increased the pace of my fingers, until I wrenched her back around to face me, capturing her lips with my own, our hips thrusting against each other, groaning into each other at the heated contact. She suddenly shoved me back and panted, "Take off your clothes" as she began to take off her corset, tossing it to the ground. After shucking my pants she grabbed my hand and led me to her bed, pulling me down on top of her. My mouth immediately found hers, my hand cupping her now bare breast, teasing and tugging on it until she broke away gasping. My mouth moved down to her breast, taking her in, sucking and teasing. I watched in ecstasy as her eyes rolled back into her head and her back arched, pushing her breast further into my mouth. My hand captured her waist and I moved my mouth to her other breast, my fingers teasing the nipple I had left behind. Her hips flexed and pushed into mine, causing delicious friction for us both. My bare cock brushed against her thigh, eager to be inside of her wetness. I moved away from her breasts and placed open mouthed kisses across her stomach, across her hip bones, scraping my teeth along them, drawing more moans from her. "Please John…please" I grinned up at her from between her thighs, placed a kiss at the very crux of her thigh and her core and grinned again at her moan. I brushed a light kiss over her clit, smiling as her moans grew louder and her hips thrust up against my mouth. I sucked gently on her clit, thrusting my tongue against her, drawing loud moans and gasps from her. I kept one hand on her waist to hold her down as I worked my mouth against her, through her underwear. Her moans and speech grew garbled as her breath came in pants, until I pulled away and yanked down her underwear and tights. I took in the sight of her wet core and swallowed tightly, I wanted to bury myself in her, but restrained myself. I lowered my mouth back to her and sucked on her clit, my tongue lapping at her core. "Jesus Christ John….YES!" I delved two fingers into her wetness, curling them against her in a "Come here" movement, sucking on her clit as I did. She let out a cry, thrusting her hips against me. I felt her walls starting to tighten and increased the pace of my fingers and tongue, wanting to feel her come against my mouth. A few moments later, her hand in my hair yanked hard as her hips thrust hard against my mouth, gasping out her orgasm, "Yesss John! Yes!"
Her body thrummed under me, her breaths coming in gasps. I moved up her body to place a light kiss on her lips, groaning when she sucked on my lower lip. Her hands wrapped around my waist and pushed, flipping me over onto my back. Drawing deep breaths she smiled at me and kissed her way down my waist until she came to my cock, standing at attention, and drew it into her mouth, licking the tip, swirling her tongue around before taking me deeper into her mouth. My moaned, trying to control my hips from thrusting into her mouth too harshly. Her teeth scrapped gently over my cock, making me clench my teeth, I couldn't take much more of this. I pushed her away gently, "Stop Katrina, I need you to stop." She pulled away with an audible pop and smiled down at me, leaning in for a kiss. Her thighs tightened around my waist and her head was thrown back as she lowered herself onto me, taking me in slowly. I gritted my teeth at the sensation of the friction, her wetness surrounding me. At last she settled fully down onto me, breathing heavily. Her fingernails scraped against my chest as she began to move, swirling her hips, arching her back, thrusting out her breasts. My breath came in faster gasps as my hips met her slow thrusts, driving deeply into her. My brain felt like it was on fire, I had never felt this intensity with anyone. Her fingers twisted on my nipples, sending shockwaves through my body, making me thrust harder into her, eliciting a deep moan from her. I sat up and pulled her deeper into me, wrapping her legs around my waist, thrusting deeply. Her head fell back, her long red hair in tangles down her back as she thrust against me, moaning loudly. "Christ John, harder!" I thrust harder into her, tugging on her hair, biting on her neck, making her gasp. I twisted a hand between us and began playing with her clit again, drawing a loud moan from Katrina as my teeth tugged on her breast at the same time. Her fingernails scratched up and down my back, I knew they would leave marks, and I didn't care. I was proud to bear her marks. I could feel her walls tightening around me again, and I moved my fingers on her clit fast, thrusting harder and faster into her, the sound of our moans and gasps filling the room. Her head tilted back and I watched, enthralled as she came around me, her chest heaving with ecstasy. Instinct took over and I thrust faster and harder, chasing my own orgasm. Katrina's fingers dug into my back and my hair, tugging gently, until I came, the tightness in my balls exploding outward, sparking explosions behind my eyes.
We stilled eventually, Katrina resting in my arms, her head resting on my shoulder, her breaths beginning to even out. "Jesus John….I haven't made love like that in years." Her voice was soft against my neck, her breath brushing against my skin. I shivered slightly and held her against me as I laid back, rolling us onto our sides, slipping out of her. She shivered too and I leaned down to pull the blankets we had mussed back over us. I laid down, my face close to hers, and I could see her eyes were already beginning to close. I brushed a light kiss over her forehead, wrapping my arm around her waist and pulled her tightly against me. I whispered into her ear, "I've never been with anyone like that. That was something special." She made a small humming noise and I peeked down to see her smiling with her eyes closed, already half asleep. My heart tugged, and I knew I was lost. I watched her fall deeply asleep and knew I wasn't far behind. I said a silent prayer to Carter, asking for her guidance. I had loved her, and I had lost her. I was heading in the same direction here, and though I knew Carter would like her, even approve of my happiness, that didn't lessen the sting of betrayal I felt at what we had just done. It was silly, but there it was. I needed time to come to grips with this, and I could only pray I wouldn't hurt Katrina.
Hey guys, so i hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i enjoy writing it! I wanted to write this part from John's perspective because we all know he's a little closed off, and I wanted to give him an opportunity to shine. So again, please review and stick around for more! :D
