CHAPTER 8

To my beta luv4jake, you are the best! Thank you for everything you do!

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING RELATED TO TWILIGHT

JPOV

"Holy shit Nessie, you're killing me." I panted. "Come on baby, I need you to wake up." I gently shook her shoulder, trying to wake her softly. I woke up a few minutes ago to her moaning my name in her sleep. If that didn't make me horny as hell, she then started grinding my leg while moaning. I felt bad waking her from what seemed to be a fucking excellent dream, but I couldn't help it. I couldn't take the beautiful torture anymore; my dick was so hard it hurt, and it didn't seem like Nessie was going to wake any time soon without my help.

"Jake?" Nessie yawned, and then kissed my chest smiling up at me. "What happened? Is the movie over?" She smirked and ran her hand over my concrete hard on.

"Fuck!" I hissed. "We fell asleep watching the movie. For the last ten minutes you have been sexy as hell sleeping, moaning my name and rubbing your fucking hot ass against me. I'm sorry for waking you, but fuck I am so turned on..." She interrupted me by kissing me softly and squeezing my rock hard dick. "Nessie…" I groaned.

"Well, that's because in my dream, I was riding you with vampire speed." She smiled.

"Fuck Nessie, there is nothing in the world I want more."I pulled her on top of me kissing her passionately then I took her earlobe and gently sucked and nibbled it, knowing I would hear her whimper from doing so. "I love you sweet girl." I whispered to her while sucking on her earlobe.

"Jacob." She whimpered. "I love you too." She pulled off my shirt, and I grabbed the hem of hers. As I was lifting it up Nessie's phone started vibrating. Her phone happened to be in the front pocket of her jeans, which happened to be positioned directly over my massive erection. My hips bucked involuntarily as I embarrassingly moaned. Nessie figured out what happened immediately and in her half vamp speed had my pants off and made sure the vibration was right on my cock.

"Does that feel good Jake?" I couldn't talk, so I nodded my head, my eyes rolling back in my head, and Nessie attacked my mouth with hers. I was so hard, so fucking turned on. Nessie had her tongue down my throat and I am positive only three seconds had passed since the phone start vibrating.

"Nessie…fuck…oh god…" I growled, panting hard and slightly embarrassed about what was going to happen.

"Baby…" I looked into Nessie's eyes and she gave me a sweet smile. "It's ok Jake, just let go." Her lips were back on mine and that's all it took for me to cum right then.

"God Ness, I am so sorry..." she cut me off again by placing her finger on my lips.

"Shh, Jake, it's ok." She kissed my nose, "I love you and I like to make you feel good." I crushed my lips to hers just as her phone beeped. Ah, that phone!

"Oh, it's a text from my mom." She said. "It says- When you are finished…Come to the main house. Family meeting, bring Jake." She then giggled.

"What's so funny Ness? Family meeting? You know it has to do with the ground rules. We have barely seen Bella and Edward for the past two days; can you imagine what their rules are?" She continued giggling, if she was not my imprint that would have annoyed me. But since she was my imprint I just asked "What?" and raised an eyebrow.

"It says when you are finished." She has tears in her eye from laughing. "You know that my mom's shield doesn't cover you being so loud in bed." My eyes widened in horror. OH. FUCKING. HELL.

"They must have been outside or just heard you in the main house; it's not that far away." She smiled.

"NESSIE!" I screeched. "Fuck, I had no idea I was being that loud, next time tell me." She smiled and shook her head.

"No way Jake, I love it when you are loud and growl." I smiled pulling her onto my lap kissing her neck. "At least they were being nice enough to let you finish." She snorted with a devious smirk on her face.

"Great Nessie, laugh it up all you want, you're not the one that Edward is going to kill! Ugh! I am so embarrassed." She gently place her hand on my cheek and showed me a previous conversation about how neither of us should be embarrassed about anything we do with each other. "Thanks Ness, I know. It's just now we have to go over there and I would much rather spend time here with you." I gave her a chaste kiss and then said, "Let's get this over with."

We got dressed quickly and headed over to the main house hand in hand. I could tell that Nessie was nervous, and to be honest so was I. When we were almost up to the porch I stopped us and placed my hands on her hips as she wrapped her arms around my neck. We both stood there staring at each other for a few minutes before I spoke.

"Nessie, I love you with all my heart. Nothing will ever change that. You are everything to me. You are the air that I breathe, the sun in my sky. You are the best and only part of my day that I ever want to think about. I know you are nervous about the meeting and that's ok. I am scared too. I would and will do anything to be with you." I wiped a tear from her eye and continued. "Whatever they say isn't going to change how I love you or that you are my entire life. You are my best friend, the woman that I love with all my heart and the woman one day that I hope will be my wife." I smiled as she reached up and kissed me.

"I love you too Jake. With all my heart. No one in the world compares to you. You are the best boyfriend I could ever hope for. You are my best friend, and always have been. You make me laugh so hard I cry, you make me smile when I am sad. You make me feel beautiful. But most of all you love me as much as I love you." God, she is perfect I thought as I kissed her forehead. "I can see the love so pure in your eyes; I can feel it in your touch. And most of all I love you with all my heart and I will be the woman that you will marry one day." I couldn't help myself; I lifted Ness up, her legs wrapping around my waist and kissed her in the most passionate way. Hands in hair, hands everywhere, tongues in mouths, on lips, on necks. We came up for air, both smiling like love sick fools, and I placed Nessie back on the ground, taking her hand in mine.

"Everyone was watching, you do know that right?" Nessie asked me.

"The whole world could have been watching Nessie. And I wouldn't have changed a single thing about what was said or done back there." Smiling, I opened the back door and Nessie and I entered the living room where everyone was waiting for us.

"Hi Nessie! Hi Jake!" Alice squeaked and came running over to give us both a hug with a sly smile on her face. "Who knew you could be such a romantic, Jacob Black?" she staged whispered in my ear, causing the whole room to laugh, except of course for Edward.

"Jacob here may be able to teach you something, huh Emmett?" Rosalie smirked as she walked over to me while Emmett was giving Nessie a bear hug.

"Ah, come on Rose. I can be romantic…when it counts." Em boomed while Rosalie slapped the back of his head.

"Hi Carlisle. Hi Esme." I shook Carlisle's hand and gave Esme a hug.

Nessie ran over and gave her dad a hug. Edward held her tight and ran his fingers in her hair. "Hi Baby." He whispered to her. Bella shook her head and came over and hugged me. A silent- Everything will be fine, was in my head. I felt somewhat better knowing Bella had been shielding us as she had been for the past couple of days.

Nessie came over, hugged and kissed her mom and gave what looked like a silent thanks by the smile and nod Bella gave her.

"Renesmee, Jacob, why don't you go sit on the couch." Bella said. "We wanted to talk to the whole family about a few things." We both nodded and sat on the coach hand in hand.

Everyone else was seated around the living paired off except for Edward who was pacing. It seemed as if Carlisle was having a silent conversation with Edward. At one point Edward stopped and looked at Carlisle, Carlisle raised his eyebrows, then Edward sighed and took a seat next to Bella. Then Alice looked up and locked eyes with Edward, who gave a small shrug and Alice shook her head. Holy shit, how can the rest of them stand this? Nessie, feeling that I was tense, was rubbing small circles in the back of my hand; I looked over and smiled at her. Edward growled as Emmett spoke up.

"Can someone fill us in on what is going on?" Thank God I wasn't the only one.

"Figure it out Emmett." Rosalie barked. "Edward still has his panties in a bunch over Jake and Nessie being together. For the record Edward, and I think I can speak for most of us." Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Esme, and Carlisle all nodded. "We are happy that Nessie has found someone who makes her happy, treats her well, and loves her as much as we all love our mates. Even if he does smell like a wet dog." Even after all these years Rose and I had a love hate relationship. We loved to hate each other, although deep down, we knew we had each other's back, we still would jab each other when we got the chance.

"Rosalie…" Carlisle started to reprimand.

"It's ok Doc." I interrupted, smiling at Carlisle. "I know Blondie was just kidding." I looked over at Rose where she sat smirking. "I do appreciate everything you said, and your feelings about Nessie and myself. Even if I do smell like a wet dog." I laughed figuring if I could get the vamps to laugh then maybe the mood would lighten in the room. It seemed to work, everyone was laughing even Edward chuckled.

"So, Edward and I wanted to sit down with you Jake and you Renesmee as well as the rest of the family so we can go over some things together. Since your relationship came on what seemed to be quickly, Edward and I wanted to talk some things out prior to discussing things with the family. We realized." Edward interrupted Bella's speech with a grunt. "If I may continue?" Bella said shooting daggers at Edward. "We realized even though the two of you just started dating, your relationship has been forming since the day you were born Renesmee." Smiling I leaned over and kissed Nessie on the head.

"If I may Bella?" Carlisle said.

"Of course Carlisle." Bella nodded.

"It could actually be said that their relationship started while Bella was pregnant with Renesmee. The pull Jacob had to Bella and vice versa. We eventually found out that it was in fact Renesmee who was pulling Jacob in. Even in utero, Jacob catered to Renesmee and knew what she wanted. Subconsciously or not, it was Jacob who figured out that at the time, she needed to feed like a vampire. It is a relationship that already has stood the test of times. It is obvious to me, that throughout her life my granddaughter is the happiest when she is with Jacob. There was no denying it when she was a baby or a child, she would light up like a Christmas tree when Jacob would walk into the room and it holds true today. When she would cry or was sad about being on an overnight hunting trip, all she had to do was call Jacob and a smile was back on her face. I know you love all of us Renesmee, but the love you have for Jacob started before you were born." Nessie jumped up wiping tears out of her eyes and gave Carlisle a hug and kiss on his cheek. She placed her hand on his cheek and Carlisle responded by whispering, "Thank you my sweet granddaughter. I love you too." Esme reached over and grabbed Carlisle's hand, by the look on her face, she would probably be crying if she could. The same look was matched on all the women in the room. Nessie came over sat back down and placed her hand on my arm looking into my eyes- "It's true Jake, I have been in love with you since before I was born. I know the same is for you, don't say anything out loud. I like having this be a private moment between the two of us". I nodded and took a piece of her hair and tucked it behind her ear, kissing her lightly on the lips.

"Thank you Carlisle." Bella started "Everything you said I agree with one hundred percent. I guess we should move on and talk about a couple of things. Real quick I wanted to mention that there are only a couple of rules that we have set in stone. Everything else we wanted to discuss openly as a family. Even you two, Jake and Renesmee, please feel to speak up. We are not trying to embarrass either of you, as you know there really are not any secrets in this family; therefore, we need to be comfortable talking about everything, including sex." Edward growled as I groaned and leaned back a little too far and my head hit the wall.

"Mom, really?" Nessie asked while blushing a bright red color.

"Yes Renesmee. The one rule that is absolutely concrete is that you and Jake are not allowed to go hunting together." Bella said in her mom voice.

"What?" Nessie asked, "But we use to go all the time together!"

Edward cleared his throat before saying, "That was before the two of you had a romantic connection." The look on Nessie's face was one of confusion, but I understood where this was going, it wouldn't be safe. "Nessie, it would not be safe for the two of you if you and Jacob went hunting together. It has nothing to do with skill, it has everything to do with you being part vampire and Jacob being a werewolf."

"I still don't understand why?" Nessie said. Edward looked over at Jasper and nodded.

"What your dad is trying to say is that sometimes seeing your mate hunt can be a very erotic experience." Jasper started. "Many times right after a hunt, the lust and desire is so much that mates will start sexual activity immediately."

"I understand." I spoke up, seeing a shocked look pass Edwards face.

"You agree?" Nessie said.

"I do Nessie." Making small circles on her hand, seeing her sad face look at the ground I lifted her chin up to look at me. "Sweetie, it's not because I don't want to. It's because it is safer for the two of us. I could never live with myself if I hurt you; therefore, I want to avoid a situation where I could harm you."

"I still don't understand why?" Nessie said while I kissed away a tear that rolled down her face. Surprisingly it was Rosalie who spoke up.

"Jake, when you hunt, you hunt in wolf form?" I nodded yes. "You give yourself over to your instincts like we do right?" I nodded again. "And are you attracted to Nessie in wolf form?"

"Of course, I am always attracted to Nessie." I smirked at Edward's growl.

"Nessie?" Alice said softly. "Are you attracted to Jake if he is in his wolf form?" Poor Nessie, she was embarrassed, all eyes were on her and she was on the spot about her feelings towards me.

"Sweetie." Nessie looked into my eyes when I spoke, I ran my fingers through her hair trying to make her more comfortable. "I know you are on the spot, but I understand if you aren't attracted to me while I am Wolfie." She smiled at the nickname she calls me when I am in wolf form. "I know it is embarrassing to talk about this especially in front of your whole family." I looked around at all Cullens watching us intensely. "But it is good we talk about it before we end up in a dangerous situation that could have been avoided. You know since the Pixie can't see us we have to be a little more careful" She nodded and lifted her hand to my cheek." Jake, I am always attracted to you, even as Wolfie." I smiled. "You are so breath taking and handsome and I want to lick every inch of you. When you're Wolfie, I still love you, my panties still get soaked. It is part of you, and I love all of you." Great now I am hard in a house full of vampires that I am sure can tell. Yup, Emmett and Jasper are trying hard not to laugh.

"Boys, enough." Carlisle said and they both stopped. "Jacob, I take it that was a yes to Alice's question?" I nodded yes.

"Nessie you know I would never tell you what to do. But if we were hunting together, and it started getting hot and heavy." Edward tensed and grumbled. "I would have to phase back to human form. Now, I know for years I have phased in front of you, but this would be different. I would be excited and trying to phase back quickly. I'm not sure how it is for vampires, but when we hunt all of our senses are heightened. "Everyone in the room nodded. Nessie sighed and then nodded. "The good thing is, is that you don't go hunting all that often." I lowered my voice to a whisper, hoping no one could hear me, but in the back of my mind knowing they could. "Plus, I will be waiting for you when you get home." She smiled and kissed my cheek.

"I understand. It makes sense." Nessie said while looking at Bella and Edward.

"Ok good." Bella said. "Now, we need to know if the two of are sexually active. From what we have heard…"

"Oh God." I said as I rolled my eyes and shook my head while Nessie grabbed my hand a little tighter.

Bella chuckled and continued. "From what it sounds like, the two of you have been getting frisky." Edward hissed and I was dying inside. From the looks of it, so was Nessie.

"Um guys?" Jasper started and I opened one eye to look at him. "Maybe there is a better way to talk about this."

"Why Jazz?" Alice asked.

"Um, because they are embarrassed, mortified, scared, humiliated…" I held my hand up motioning for him to stop as Nessie had tried to curl up into a ball on top of my lap hiding her face in my shoulder.

"It's ok Sweet Nessie." I whispered in her ear, while running my hand through her hair like she likes. She was clinging on to my neck with her hand.

"My mom laughed at us."

My eyes focused on Bella as I whispered in Nessie's ear, "She wasn't laughing at us, she was laughing because she was nervous and it is difficult for a mom to talk to their kid about sex." Bella looked like she was going to say something but Edward grabbed her arm and shook his head. The Cullens could only hear my side, but they are all smart enough to figure out what Nessie was saying by my responses.

"They are going to be mad when they find out we had sex".

I needed to figure out a way to just come clean, if not we would never hear the end of it. They would need to know we were safe, and I needed to do this for Nessie so she would no longer be upset, even if that meant that Edward was going to crush my balls. I decided to focus on Carlisle, figuring he was least likely to cut my dick off.

"Sweet Nessie. Please my love. They are not going to be mad at us for making love with each other, we were very safe and we talked about it together beforehand." I scanned the room seeing all the girls smiling, Alice clapping her hands while bouncing, Jasper looking down, Carlisle shocked, Emmett was looking at Edward, who looked like, yup. He was going to detach my nuts from my body. Quickly Emmett was next to Edward with his hand on his shoulder whispering too quick for me to understand.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said sex. It was truly love making, and I can't wait to continue making love with you for eternity." She looked into my eyes and all I could see was love.

"Nessie, I was thinking that maybe you and I could talk to your Grandparents in private?" I looked at them and they both nodded. I thought maybe she would be more comfortable with someone other than Edward and Bella. No way was I going to ask Emmett or Jazz, that would be suicidal. I also had a couple of questions that maybe the good doc could answer for me, saving my nuts in the process. I know Nessie would be too shy to ask them on her own, so I figured as her boyfriend I would take the lead. I looked over to Bella she smiled and nodded her approvable.

"Ok Jake, that sounds like a good idea." She stood up and grabbed my hand as I stood as well.

"Why don't all of you go hunting?" Carlisle said.

"Carlisle, I don't know about this. I would feel better if I was there as well." Edward said.

"Edward, please, go hunting with Bella and the rest of the family. They are more likely to be open and honest if you are not posing a threat listening in."

"A threat?" Edward growled.

"Yes, a threat." Carlisle said while glancing at the chair where Edward sitting. Now missing the armrests as Edward was holding on to them so tight that they became sawdust. "Now go."

While everyone said goodbye, Nessie and I went to go get a drink. This family meeting was exhausting. Nessie came over to me and wrapped her arms around my waist. I leaned down to give her a gentle kiss, as I heard Esme say to Carlisle "Let's give them a few minutes." Smiling I licked Nessie's bottom lip and Nessie eagerly opened her mouth. The minute our tongues connected I moaned and tilted my head to deepen the kiss. I sucked on her tongue and heard her moan. As much as I hated it, I had to pull back, I could smell her arousal, causing me to even get more aroused and Carlisle and Esme were in the next room.

"Ready?" She nodded and we went to the dining room table where they were waiting for us. We took our seats across the table from them holding hands that were rested on my knee.

"I wanted to tell you both how proud we are of you." Esme said smiling. "Jake, we love you, and even though you have been around this family for years, we still continue to think of you as one of our own grandchildren." Nessie squeezed my knee and I smiled.

"I commend you both for your maturity; I know that the family meeting could not have been easy for you. I am very proud of you that you were safe while engaging in intercourse, I have to admit, I have never encountered a couple as yourself. Originally we thought Edward and Bella were unique, but not as unique as a werewolf and a half vampire." We all laughed.

"Carlisle?" I choked out then cleared my throat. "I was hoping to ask you a question. Nessie is it ok with you if I ask questions? I promise that they are not intended to embarrass us."

"Of course Jake." Nessie said smiling. I turned to Carlisle.

"Please ask me or Esme anything. We will not judge or repeat what is said here. We will all do our best to block our thoughts."

"Thank you, both of you. Um well, I was wondering, we have always used a condom when making love, but I was wondering if there is anything else we should be doing? I'll be honest with both of you, I am completely inexperienced when it comes to sex and sexual activities. Everything I have done has been with Nessie."

"Me too." Nessie whispered. Both Carlisle and Esme smiled.

"Well, I definitely think you should be using a condom every time. To be honest I also do think it would be best if Renesmee starts on a birth control pill. I am not one hundred percent sure how it will work for you. But since you do have a menstrual cycle and are able to take things like Tylenol, I am hoping that it will work. You must promise me that if ever a condom should break, you come straight to me."

"Like right then, Doc?" I asked my voice slightly higher than normal. He started chuckling.

"No, no, Jake afterwards." I nodded. "Renesmee, how do you feel about going on the pill?"

"It sounds like a good plan. Do you… do you think that Jacob and I will ever be able to have kids of our own?" My breath caught in my throat. Would she really want kids with me? Fuck, I hope so. I wasn't sure if it was possible, but god I would do anything to have kids with her. "That is if Jacob were to ever want…"

"Yes!" I interrupted as Nessie, Carlisle and Esme all grinned. I held my hands on either side of her face. "Yes Nessie. I want to have children with you if it is possible. Not today but in the future, after we are married. If it is possible and it is what you want, nothing besides you being my wife could make me happier." With that, she attacked my mouth with hers. I moaned when she slipped her tongue in my mouth. We heard a throat clear, and immediately I pulled back seeing Nessie flush.

"Oh shit… I am so sorry. Carlisle, Esme…" Man I sounded like an idiot rambling.

"Jake it's ok. Believe me; we are not upset with you. This however does show why you two should not hunt together." He smiled and you could feel the happiness come from him and Esme.

"I think I have a better understanding now." Nessie smiled.

"About your question on children, from what I know of the pack, some of your brothers have fathered children with their human spouses correct?" I nodded yes. "I think what might be best is if I do testing on both you to see if it is possible for you to have children, prior to planning for them. I would hate to see you both disappointed if you were unable to be natural parents." Doc had a point, I looked at Nessie and she was smiling and nodding.

"My one other question…umm…" Oh fuck me how was I going to ask this without getting punched in the face. I had no idea my leg was shaking so bad until Nessie put her hand on it and told me silently that it was ok. I picked up her hand and kissed her palm turning back to Carlisle.

"Please Jake, ask me anything. I know the both of you are taking this seriously, as am I. If it is easier, pretend we are at a doctor's office." I exhaled loudly and continued.

"Ok, so say Nessie and I were to do something else like oral sex," Nessie started blushing but squeezed my hand to go on. "Could, you know, it harm Nessie in any way?"

"Have the two of you engaged in this activity before?" He said in his doctor voice. Nessie and I both answered yes at the same time, but I continued to ramble on.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry, Nessie. I should have asked before. Fuck I'm stupid…"

"Jake." Carlisle held up his hand to stop my verbal diarrhea. "Nessie, was everything ok with you afterwards?" She said a quiet yes, and then Carlisle continued. "Jacob, I appreciate you being so concerned about my granddaughter. I actually have thought about this before, knowing that you imprinted on Renesmee, and well having a lot of spare time. I do think that any bodily fluids, such as semen, shared between the two of you are fine. Considering you are a shape shifter and not a Child of the Moon, there should be no worries. Again if there is any concern, please come talk to me."

"I don't think I have any more questions. Nessie did you have any?" I felt like a huge weight had been lifted from me, hopefully Nessie felt the same way.

"I just have one." Nessie said quietly. Esme reached across the table and held her hand.

"Go ahead darling." Esme said.

"Say I want to surprise Jake with something?" I like the way Nessie thinks." Like pretty pajamas or something."Fuck me I am loving the way Nessie thinks. "I don't really want to go with Mom and have Dad find out, and Aunt Alice and Aunt Rosalie will make me get stuff I don't want, then Uncle Emmett will make fun of me, and Uncle Jazz will know I am up to something. So, I was wondering if you would take me?" She looked at Esme and saw a huge smile on her Grandma's face. I gently rubbed circles in the back of her hand.

"Of course, my dear, any time. It will just stay between you and me." Esme winked and Nessie giggled.

"I guess if there are no more questions then Esme and I should go hunt." Esme nodded her head.

"I would like to thank both of you for your help." I stood up and shook Carlisle's hand and gave Esme a hug.

"Me too." Nessie said while hugging her grandparents.

"Please know both of you can come to us any time, for any reason. We are so proud of both of you, and could not be happier for the two of you." Carlisle and Esme were heading for the door. "Oh and just so you know, Alice made sure that the whole family will not be returning from their hunt until noon tomorrow. Esme and I will be returning at the same time. So, enjoy the rest of your night and morning." He winked at us and headed out.

The next thing I knew, Nessie was straddling me sucking on my neck and removing my shirt.

"Sweetie!" I groaned. "Let's go take this to the cottage." Before I had the whole sentence out, Nessie had my hand and we were almost to the cottage door. This is going to be one hell of a fun night.