Here are the chapters with Blair and Nate's POV's!! Enjoy!! I'm listening to Shoes right now, and I'm like, laughing my head off… It'old but- whatevs. This is my first cliffy, and now I'm going to stop updating JUST to torture you people!! Mean, right?
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Dear Diary,
Oh. My. Gosh. Nate is like, THE best boyfriend. Ever. Well, despite all the cheating he's done to me, he's the best. And you know what? We're finally going to have it. All that we want. I hear an hour of it burns off tons of calories!!
Natie is my nickname for him. When we were little, Serena called him that, too. But now we both have boyfriends; well, I do. She's always going out with different people, and having it with them, too. But that's another paragraph. I just need to write this down in somewhere private, you know, my thoughts and feelings. So why not in my diary? Sorry. Back to Nate. Nate is cute, with his dirty blonde hair to his lax playing abilities. Oh, and his eyes. Gawd, his eyes! If only he weren't so...confused about life. See, there was a period where Nate, Serena, and I had a...problem. HE kind of liked Serena, but he loved me, I loved Nate and I was BFFs with Serena, but Serena kind of liked him!!! He chose me. In Serena's face.
Nate calls me his Blairy Beary. Kind of like how my... estranged father calls me 'Blair Bear'. Anyways, Nate and I are totally ready...ready to give it all up to each other ! (didn't understand next part) THAT's what shows true love. And BOY, Nate and I are in LOVE! I wish I could kiss him right now!
Serena is my best frienemey. We hate each other, we love each other. And right now, we hate each other. Last year, Serena was the most beautiful and most popular girl at Constance. Yet I had Nate. WE were all bestest friends. Until that Summer. I went away for a wedding. I had to leave Nate and Serena back. Alone. With each other. For some reason, Serena tried to get Nate to... well. You know. He told me. And luckily, he resisted. I told S I forgave her, but I never really did. She is a hooker, you know, doing it with whoever. Whenever, wherever. She has Dan! No more stealing my boyfriend! Well, anyways, after that, she went away to some boarding school. Then, I was the reigning girl. She came back, but I guess the boarding school took away some of her beauty... and popularity. And I am still the princess bee. (Queen sounds, so, you know, old. Maybe later.)
Dan, he's a quiet, sort of awkward poet/ writer. But if he can take away Serena's' attention for Nate, I am all for him. But Serena and him are having a little, you know, feud. I hope he can take her back!! (Or the other way around!!!) Dan has a little sis named Jenny. I don't care for her much. I think she likes Nate. Yeah right! He is so out of her league! And besides, she isn't at all his type.
OMG. Chuck is such a rude meanie. Yesterday, he tried to feel me up. YEA. You know. Ugh. We all know he's a horny guy, but to take advantage of me, his best friends' drunk girlfriend is just wrong. I will NEVER speak to him unless- no. I will NEVER EVER AGAIN talk to Chuck Bass. I have my word. And it is written here, in my diary. So there. Nate says Chuck likes me. We could have had a chance. All that is GONE!!! Chuck Bass WILL pay!!
He'll rue the day!
Kati and Isabel are my current BFFS and are my loyal followers. Yup. They are always asking me what the DL is. Because, as you know, I always know the latest. Kati and Isabel are totally cute, but really annoying, too. I mean, sometimes. The y are mostly cute. In a little sister, follower sort of way.
Gossip Girl. Now she's a girl whom no one knows- well, not really. She tells all about me, Natie, S, Dan, and Chuck. She includes Kati and Isabel, and, on rare occasions, Jenny. Ok. GG is infamous. And, from what I know, beautiful, wonderful, smart, you know. She's a lot like m- um... never mind. Got to go.
-You know you love me,
Blair Cornelia Waldorf
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Nate was in Blair's' room, doodling on a random piece of paper. "Nate?" He looked up.
"Yeah?"
Blair smiled and picked up a small, pink, square-like notebook with a hot-pink bow. "I wrote in this- it's my diary. It really helps you get emotion out. Try it." Nate looked confused.
"In your diary?"
Blair nodded. "Yea."
Nate looked confused. "Isn't the point of a diary so no one can read it?"
Blair blushed. "You could read mine... if you want to."
Nate nodded. "I want to... Uh... does that make me sound girly?" \
Blair laughed. "Nope! Read and write away!"
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Dear, uh, Blair's diary,
Hey. This is Nate. Blairy Beary calls me Natie, as I call her Blairy Beary. Well, I guess I should do what you did Blair.
Blair is the most wonderful girlfriend I could ask for. Yeah. The BEST. And you know what? Even if I have messed up in the past, she takes me back in. My old mentor told me that if and when I get married, you can't just count it on love. You have to be able to forgive each other, even after a major fight. Blair and I can do that. Blair, will you marry me later on in life? Seriously. We both know that it's going to happen, right? Wait- this is not the place to be asking. Maybe somewhere else. Anyways...
... Blairy Beary is a cute, perky, and intelligent girl. She prefers 'princess' rather than 'queen' because queen sounds oldish to her. of course. I love her with all of my heart. And she does too. When we were little, we were best friends. And, I, being curious little Nate, asked myself, ' If you can't kiss your best friend, who can you kiss?' Well, I also had Serena. In Blairy's words, though, that's for another paragraph. So, here I am , almost 4 years later, kissing Blair, making out with her, etc. We've only been going out for about 2 years, but I have always loved Blair. And now, we're going to prove it to each other.
Ok. Time for Serena. See, Me, Blair, and Serena used to be like the Three Musketeers. Except that Blair and I had a hidden relationship. And yes, Serena kind of liked me. But emphasis on 'kind of.' In Ninth grade, Serena lost it. And no, not crazy lost it. Her virgi- you know. Then, in the Summer of the Tenth Grade, Serena tried to get me to do 'it.' But Blair was away at a wedding, and Serena was drunk. So, I said no. Why would I? We are still friends. But not 'best friends'...
...See, my supposedly best friend is Chuck Bass. And he is in love with my girlfriend. A few days ago, he tried to half-way rape her. Luckily, I got there in time. Blairy is safe, and even if she was scared, she helped me up when Chuck punched me. Yeah. I am never going to talk to him as long as we both live. And if he ever does something so stupid, he won't be alive for long.
Now, Dan. I'm not one to judge, so I really can't talk. He has a little sister, Jenny. I think she might like me, but I am totally loyal to Blairy. So, sorry Jenny.
Kati and Isabel are Blairs' followers. I think they are a little annoying. They are kind of dumb, and all they do is talk about 'Gossip Girl.' I mean, they know all about what gossip girl says, but don't know what's going on in school. Of course, I'm not one to talk. Now Blair, she's a genius!!
Gossip Girl- she's a notorious girl. Or a boy. Or anyone! She tells about all of our lives here in the Upper East Side, and I have to admit' sometimes it gets scary. I mean... hello? STALKER!! But, as Blair and I must admit, it is pretty flattering. Ok. Blair's getting impatient. I gotta go.
-Kay, Blair.
Love,
Your Natie
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"There." Nate looked nervous as he looked into Blairs' eyes. "Natie?" Nate sighed. It was going to be tough to tell her this.
"Blair, I-"
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OMG!! What is he going to say?!?! It's really dumbish… (I already have this chapter done!!) but it's sweet. Maybe I'll update tomm. Or today if I am bored. Okay. Remember:
I know you love me!!
-xoxo,
Christy Kim!!
