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JPOV

Flashback

I was going to kill him. He was kissing her. I had to do something. I couldn't help it. I was getting so mad I was shaking and I couldn't help it. As soon as he pulled away I just lost it. I saw the red in front of my eyes, I heard the rapids roaring in my head and I heard the sickening pop, but I didn't stop it. I didn't think, I just phased and jumped at him. She wasn't in the way. She was standing beside him and I didn't think she would step in front of him . . . but she did. At the last possilble second she stepped in front of him, and my claws sank into to her flesh not his.

My claws ripped though her like sissors through paper.

He yelled with pian and fury. I didn't understand what he said and I had a feeling that I didn't want to know.

She said something to him but other than that she didn't make a sound as she slid to the ground. The relization of what I had just done hit me and I instantly phased back and fell to the ground next to her. I didn't know what to do. I was helpless and the pack was no help they were all just standing there looking at her as she lay on the ground bleeding. I tryed to call her name but her eyelids didn't even flutter. She didn't twitch as I yelled for her to wake up. I reached out to shake her but HE grabbed my hand. HE didn't have to say a word I knew that if I tryed to touch her again he would tear my arm off.

Blood was gushing out of the hole in her stomach. It ran down her sides and mixed with the sand. I just watched as it gathered by her sides. It was as if it was refusing to leave her.

HE wasn't trying to attack her. HE didn't attack her . . . I did.

He picked her up and looked at me with eyes full of hate. "If she dies I will kill you."

And with that he was gone. He didn't yell at me like he should have. He didn't hurt me like he should have. He didn't even make a move to touch me. He just said that and left with her still bleeding in his arms.

I don't know how long I sat there just thinking about what I had done, all of the good times we had, the bad times, and all of the times we will never have because of what I had done. If only I could have controled myself. If only he had of moved further away from her. I wanted to blame him for this but I knew that this one was all on me. I had phased, I had jumped, and I had been the one to hurt Bella. I din't mean to but I had still done it. If she died I would kill myself before he even got close enough for me to smell him. If she died I don't think that I could live knowing that I was the reason that she wasn't her anymore. If she lives I doubt that she will ever want to see me again. She probably won't even talk to me on the phone. I wouldn't want her to.

Suddenly I was face down in the sand, and some huge THING was on my back.

"GET OFF ME!!"

"He speaks."

"Of course I speak you idiot."

"Well you haven't said a word since that leech carried her off to who knows where. Hell you've barly even moved. It has been like a week. We have all had to take turns watching you that way if you try something stupid we could stop you."

"So."

"So are you just going to sit there or are you going to go find out if she's ok?"

"They won't let me anywhere near her."

"You don't have to be near her. You just have to find out how she is."

Sams word is final. So with that we all took off towards the Cullens house to look for her.

End Flashback

We got to the house and all of them were outside. They were all growling at us. The girls were by the porch shoting me death glares. The two boys moved to block the stairs to the porch. We all stood there for a moment, then Sam spoke up and for once I'm glad that he was the one talking.

"We didn't come here looking for trouble."

"Then what did you come here for?" The spiky haired leech asked.

"We came to see if Bella is alright."

"Why do you care. You let him almost kill her. What if I told you that she's dead? Huh? What then? Do you just turn around and go home like nothing happened? Do you say ''That's to bad." or "Sorry"? Will you fell guilty? For how long?"

She was getting realy mad. She was very scary when she was mad.

"Look we just want to know how she is."

"Let me see what Edward has to say about you being here."

She was looking straight at me as she walked up the stairs and into the house. She came back out moments later with a smug look on her face and I knew that we weren't going to get to see her.

"I talked to him and her. He was against it but she was all for seeing you again mutt. I wonder what she's going to do to you. Probably nothing but still if she wanted she could do some serious damage now."

I didn't really understand what she meant until Bella stepped on the porch. She looked different but I really didn't think about all of the possiblities. She took a step and then appeared right beside me. She hugged me, and she looked happy to see me. She didn't look hurt at all. Sam had said that it had been a week. She was almost dead that day on the beach I suddered inwardly how could she look perfectly ok now. I suddenly realized she was sparkling from the sunlight, and her scent was sickly-sweet. I saw that the pack had taken a step back and were looking at her like they were afraid of her. I almost laughed out loud. They were all big guys and they looked like they were scared of litle Bella. Then it hit me. They were looking at her like that because she WAS different. She was changed. They had changed her.

"What happened to you?"

"I'm not mad at you Jake."

"What happened to you Bells?"

"What do you mean?"

"They changed you didn't they?"

"No, Edward changed me."

"Why?"

"I was almost dead when Edward got me here. What else could they have done? Sit there and let me die?"

"He could have taken you to the hospital. The doctor could have done something."

"Carsile is a doctor and he couldn't do anything fast enough."

"So they had to change you?"

"Would you rather have me dead!"

I physically flinched, and the experession on her face softened.

"Jake I didn't mean . . . "

"Yes you did. Do you really think that I could want you dead? You could be the worst bloodsucker alive and would still love you. You could kill me and I would still love you. I love you Bella and if you had died because of me I don't think that I would have lived much longer."

"But I didn't die and I'm fine now, so you should just forget about what happened."

"Your not fine your one of them!"

"It was going to happen sooner or later."

"I was hoping never."

"So was he."

She point at Edward. I didn't get it. She saw the confusion on my face.

"He wanted me to live out an as close to normal life as I could even with him in it."

"Oh."

BPOV

He looked a tthe ground for a second then looked back at me.

"Why did you do what you did?"

"Step in front of him?"

"Yah. He had hurt you so bad, but you still saved him."

"I hated him for that, but I couldn't hate him enough to watch him die. It was the only thing that I could think to do."

"Can we still hang out?"

"Only if-"

"No."

Edward stepped off the porch and started towards us. I just rolled my eyes, and turned to face him.

"I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself now."

"But you don't have the control to leave yet."

"So he can come here."

"That's not the best idea."

"He can look after me. It 's not like he would let me do something that I would regret."

" . . . "

"You don't have to trust him. You just have to trust me. Do you trust me?"

"Yes."

"Then thats that."

I turned back to face Jake. He looked curious.

"Only if what?"

I gave him a sad grin.

"Only if you think that you can handle being around me now that I'm a vampire."

"I can try."

"Good. Cause you would have been stuck with me either way."

There I finished. Are you happy now? Remember I need 10 reviews before I will update on this story. Bring on the reviews!! P.S. Give me some ideas Because I have no idea what to put next and if i don't think of something (or get an idea) soon I may just say that the story is complete because the way that I ended this chapter it would make sense. There is nothing left for me to say on this story but if you think of something I would like to hear it.