Chapter 7
The water eventually ran cold. Bam slowly reached out and turned off the water before you both got a cold shower. You moaned slightly. Bam stepped out of the shower. You did the same. He grabbed two towels out of the cupboard and threw you one. You began running it through your hair vigorously. Bam was dried much faster than you and stood in front of you. He wrapped his arms around your waist. You gently let the towel drop out of your hands. You slung your arms around his neck. He kissed you softly. As he pulled away, he looked deeply into your blue eyes. "You have beautiful eyes," he said softly. You slid to the floor slowly, Bam did the same. Bam cradled you in his arms for a little while. You pulled back after a while and laid on the cool granite tile floor. Bam laid his head on your stomach. He kissed you softly, working his way up to your neck. He bit your neck playfully. God he was such a tease sometimes. He slid off the still soaking boxers he had on. He slid his hands up your side and around your back. He fumbled messily with the clasp to your bra. You were just about to help the guy out when he finally got it. He slid off the soaking knickers you had on as well. Thoughts ran through your head like wild fire. You liked Bam, and you'd known him forever, but you didn't wanna fuck him just yet!
He climbed on top of you. He looked into your eyes, and sensed something was wrong. He took your head in his hands gently. "Bea what's the matter?" You tried to look away, but he held your head firmly. "Are you sure you wanna do this?" he asked, still being gentle. Tears welled up in your eyes. "Oh Bea!" Bam said slowly. He kissed your forehead then pulled back from you. He sat a few feet away from you, head in his hands. "FUCK," he said loudly. You just laid on the floor and began to cry. Bam, now noticing that you were crying, made his way to you slowly. He picked you up "Bean...shh...it's alright," he said soothingly. He rocked you gently in his arms. He picked a towel up from off the floor and wrapped you in it carefully. You looked up at him, tears still streaming down your face. "I'm sorry Bam," you said shakily. He put his finger to your lips. "You have nothing to be sorry for. I care for you, a lot. I know you've only been back for a short amount of time, but, I want you to be happy. I'd rather not have sex with you and you be happy than have sex and you be miserable." Bam brushed a stray tear off of your cheek. He set you on the floor and picked up his pants. "You gonna get dressed," he asked once he'd pulled on his jeans. You nodded, reaching for your shirt. You pulled it on, still crying slightly. Bam sat down next to you once you were done dressing. He rubbed your back gently. You crawled into his arms and laid your head on his chest. He stood up slowly, bringing you up with him. He carefully led you out of the bathroom.
He walked with you gently towards his room. He laid you down on his bed and pulled the covers around you. He then sat down by your legs. "Bean" he said, running his fingers through your hair gently, "I'm sorry." You sighed. "I dunno what happened. I'm sorry too I guess." A few moments later, Bam finished stroking your hair and moved himself closer to you. He pressed his lips against yours softly. His tongue grazed your bottom lip, asking for entrance. You gave in and parted your lips slightly. Bam moved under the covers next to you, not once breaking the kiss. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him. He eventually broke the kiss. He sat up slowly, looking at the clock mounted on the wall. "It's already 11," he sighed, flopping back down. Neither of you had had any idea how much time you'd actually spent in the bathroom. He rested his head on your stomach again. After a few moments, he lifted his head from your stomach and laid it on your pillow. "Bea," he said, his warm breath danced over your nose. You giggled slightly because it tickled. "Good night baby," he said softly. He leaned in and kissed your forehead gently. "Night Bam," you murmured, burring your head in his chest.
He laid his head on top of yours and wrapped his arms around your waist tightly. You were content for a while, until you heard an awful sound. Bam didn't seem to notice it at first. Finally, it got to him. "Do you hear that God awful sound?" he asked sleepily. You nodded, though he couldn't see it in the darkness of his room. "Yeah," you said, realising that he couldn't see you. He sighed and pulled out of your arms. He got out of bed, flinging the covers back. This exposed you to the cool air hanging in Bam's room. You shivered and curled into a ball. Bam pulled back the thick blinds to reveal a completely black world. A small sliver of light from the moon shone in, illuminating you on Bam's bed. He looked over to you and smiled at you, curled in a ball. He closed the curtains again with a shrug. He got back into bed and pulled the covers back down. You welcomed their warmth gratefully. You shivered as Bam wrapped his now cold hands around your hips. He kissed you again. "Night baby," he whispered again. You fell asleep again in his arms, this time to be undisturbed...for a little while anyway. The rest of the week passed in a haze of fucking around with the boys and trying to catch up on sleep from your flight home.
