"Don't go" I begged and kissed his lips pulling him closer to me

"Baby don't do this to me" he begged

Edward had to be in airport in half an hour and he was still shirtless due to our last session. I had to have him one more time before he leaves and I was already depressed. How I could stay away from him? Especially now.

"Ok go but so you know I'll wait for your call" I told him

"I'll call you as soon as I can" he kissed my lips and smiled and then kissed my belly softly and whispered "take care of mommy"

I giggled and gave him his shirt that he wore immediately. He pulled me in his arms one more time and kissed me softly, then he put his keys in my hand and took my face to his hands.

"I know that some times your father and Sue needs some privacy and that some times you want to have a girl's night with Rose so I'll let you the keys and you will be able to come here as often as you want. I want you safe" he whispered and kissed my lips "Are you sure you don't want a bodyguard?" he asked

I had managed to persuade him that I didn't need anyone to take care of me and that I would be always next to Rosalie so nobody would dare to touch me. Also he had seen that lately my dad was OVERprotective so he didn't have to worry.

"Thank you baby... have a nice trip, I love you" I kissed his lips and smiled

"Love you too honey"

Finally he closed the door and I was all alone again. I knew it wasn't permanent but see him leaving was like someone opened a hole in my chest and I fall to my knees hugging myself trying to breathe normally. It wasn't healthy but I couldn't do anything.

Desperate as I was I felt two arms wrapping around me.

"Shh it's ok sweetie breathe" Rosalie soothed me and kissed my hair

"I want to come back Rose" I whispered

"Come on Bells it's just for a few days and then he will be back" she kissed my hair and helped me up "Don't overreacting you are hurting the baby" she said and stroked my hair

"Emmett left too?" I asked and she nodded

I left some of my things at Edward's appartement, took Rosalie's hand and we drove to my place. Sue as soon as she saw me she offered me a glass of fresh juice.

"You need this... your baby need this" she said and smiled

"Sue I didn't even ask... Everything ok with Leah right? I feel horrible but I swear I really care about you I mean you are family and..."

Sue interrupted me by hugging me and kissed my cheek "yes everything is fine but she wanted to stay at our old home. She said that she meant that she want to be again a part of my life but she feels more comfortable there. She went to let her things there and she'll come back. Seth called and he said that unfortunately he can't come this weekend and your dad ordered to call him as soon as you arrive. You know he maybe doesn't like the idea of being a grandfather but he is already ready to step in front of his grandchild to protect it" she said laughing

I called my dad to let him know that I was fine and I spend the rest of the day with Sue, Rosalie and Leah. We ordered pizza, saw two movies but still I could't sleep. I don't know the reason but I had a feeling that soon we would have to deal with something.

"Bella is just because Edward left just relax" Sue told me "Do you really believe that we will let anything to happen?"

"No but still..."

"Hey how about to call Alice?" Rosalie asked

Without to wait my answer she turned on her laptop, logged in Skype and called Alice that thankfully was inside. She answered and immediately we were seeing her excited face.

"Bella how is my little nephew?" she asked excited

"Alice we don't know what it s yet" I said giggling

"I know these things remember?" she asked tapping her temple

"How are you? Forks misses you" I said pouting

"I am perfect. Jasper is so excited he missed his friends and he is even more excited because... We decided to buy our own house" she said excited

"Wow that's big news" Rosalie said smiling

"Yeah I know I am here just for six months but he want to be just the two of us for now" she said smiling

"Are you planning to visit Forks soon?" Rosalie asked

"I don't know guys honestly" she said and smiled

"Well we miss you around here and now that Leah is back and Angela want us to visit would be great" I told her

"I know... she called me the other day it's true what she told me?" she asked smiling

Angela had asked for an autograph from Edward for her siblings. However I did something better. I took Edward to her place to meet her. She was one of my best friends anyway. Needless to say that she was blushing like crazy.

Angela liked him and Edward told me that she is a really cute girl. So so far everyone had met my boyfriend, actually everyone that I cared of.

"Yes it is" I answered

"Hey Bells I have to go but I have a question... Did you told to Esme about the little guy?" she asked and I froze

OH MY GOD I had forgotten the most important thing and how I would suppose to tell her this? I looked my best friend in panic and shook my head terrified.