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I was annoyed at myself for being jealous of someone of far lesser value than me. Only a jerk would get Misaki drunk and make him drag them both home. At least that's what I kept telling myself. Misaki needed to have fun once in awhile, but it was better to blame it on Ritsu Onodera. I walked into my office to find everything in order and lunch on my desk. Misaki was probably around somewhere.

I'd blown through half of my cigarettes by the time he returned. "Hi, Usagi-san." I could feel myself melting under his smile so I looked away. "You didn't eat yet? Good! We can eat together." It was really hard to be mad at someone like Misaki. "Is something wrong?"

"Of course not." Misaki sat next to me and stared at me for awhile.

"I know what it is." Misaki opened my lunch for me and pushed it towards me. I swear he was trying to make me fat. "You want to do karaoke too." Was he serious? I didn't care about that.

"No I don't, but I would like to go somewhere with you. You're always too busy for me." Misaki stopped eating.

"I'm not too busy for you. It's the other way around." Thinking about it he was right.

"This weekend we are going somewhere. So work hard this week." I had to start eating or he would keep looking at me.

"No one could every eat this much." Misaki gave me a massive amount of food that I always ended up passing on to Isaka or Aikawa.

"You have to keep up your strength, or you'll get home and crash like always." So he wanted me awake so he could spend time with me...Misaki always did things he didn't understand the consequences to. Well, he'd find out later.

Misaki gave me a bunch of papers to fill out that I never had to take care of before. "Aikawa usually does this."

"It's easy." Misaki was trying to show me how to fill out forms, but he was too close for me to concentrate. "Usagi-san will you listen? Stop sniffing me."

"You smell good. I always find it weird considering you use that kid shampoo." Misaki turned red.

"I've used it since I was eight and I'm not changing it now. Listen to me." In the end I had to fill out paper work and got yelled at by Misaki the whole time. I always found it unbelievably funny usually I could hold back my laughter, but today was different. Lately I'd been acting more and more like a little kid.

"You seem happier lately." Isaka was in the doorway. Misaki didn't like Isaka very much until recently. Why that was I had no clue. Misaki continued to do whatever it was he did all day. I never had to look at it or take care of it because I told him I would take the blame for any mistakes he made. So far there hadn't been any. I trusted that there wouldn't be.

"I feel better than I have in a while. Maybe it's because that deadline is over with." It was because of Misaki. "Or maybe it's something else." He didn't realize how he could stick in my mind all day. Isaka just smirked like he always does and walked away.

My phone rang. "Hello?"

"It's Takahiro." I didn't know if this was going to ruin my day or not. "Misaki could you refill this coffee." Misaki didn't give it a second thought and walked out.

"Finally done being a closed minded jerk?" I lit a cigarette. I needed something to keep my hands busy.

"Usagi, look I think Misaki should move back in with me. It's what would be best for him." Wrong.

"It's what would be the worst for him and me. I'd fall apart, he'd fall apart. Our jobs would be harder and we'd end up having to meet up in sketchy places." Takahiro made a little sound of shock. "Even if he moved in with you I wouldn't stay away from him and I don't think he'd stay away from me. I would've doubted that until recently, but now I'm fairly certain." I knew Misaki loved me for sure now. He did before, but now he was as serious as I was. "I'm not messing around here Takahiro."

"I just don't know how you would keep something like this a secret." It's not something you would exactly tell freely, well most people. I would've a lot earlier if not for Misaki. I had to respect his privacy. Some people didn't have the option of not giving a shit like I did. He was young and wanted people to have a good opinion of him, and so many people judged before they got to know someone and even if they knew you they suddenly didn't want to be around you when they found out. Misaki wasn't comfortable with everything until last week. He told me he was happy to be with me and other people's opinions didn't matter. He changed so suddenly it was shocking, but I was happy about it.

"Takahiro no one would have a good reaction to this. Misaki wanted to at least get through college normally. Now he's okay with everyone. His friends know we are together, we visited your parents awhile back and he's happy. Why can't you just leave it alone?" Takahiro was quiet for awhile.

"Manami has lunch ready so I have to go." He was about to hang up.

"Takahiro do me a favor. If you aren't going to call Misaki and tell him everything is okay and you will get used to it, don't bother. He doesn't need anything else to bring him down. He just got a new job and new friends and is actually happy." I slammed the phone down and got up. I stared out the window trying to calm myself down. I hadn't been this mad in awhile. I sat down with my head on my desk. If Misaki knew how things were going to end up...would he still be with me? It was something I couldn't answer for him, but something I wanted to know the answer to.

"Usagi-san I have your coffee...hey what's wrong?" For the second time in my life I was crying in front of him. There was no one else who would understand, and that's why I wasn't mad he had complete control over me even if he had no clue. How can someone be happy with you when you took away the only family they had left?

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