Disclaimer: Kim Possible does NOT belong to me, no matter how much I wish it. Neither does Isabel or Jason, those belong to StarvingLunatic, a master of KiGo.
Ok, this is KiGo, meaning Kim and Shego all lovey-dovey, understand? If you're a homophobe, please stay away, for both our sakes. I don't want to be flamed just because I like girl on girl loving, understand? Other then that, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter.
Official Pairings: Kim/Shego Hector/Sasha(a guy)
Ok, you will hate me when you finish this, I promise you.
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Shego's arm lifelessly put the phone back on its hook as she kept thinking, 'He's cheating on Kim, He's cheating on Kim, He's cheating on Kim…'
Though it didn't even completely register with her, she felt a bit glad, because she could tell Kim, causing them to break up.
As she reached her room and lay down on her bed, she was suddenly filled with so much rage, if it was a cartoon, steam would be coming out of her ears. She stomped over to Hector's room and literally kicked down the door.
"Hey what are you-" Hector started to say as Shego grabbed him the collar of his shirt and lifted him up.
She hissed at him, "Now you are going to tell me exactly who is Sasha, and what you're relationship is to her, or I swear you will never be able to screw around with any girl, ever again." Her emerald eyes were on fire, showing her inner rage.
"Let me down!"
"Only after you tell me why you're cheating on Kim, dearest brother," she spit out the last part as if it was venom. She tightened her grip.
"I'll tell you, just put me down!" Hector gasped for air. Shego grudgingly obliged.
"Now start talking," She glared at him as her arms crossed over her chest.
"F-first off, Sasha is a guy," Hector was visibly shaking, "And he's an Upperton cheerleader."
"Wait, what?" Shego's mouth was open in shock, not quite processing what her brother was saying.
"I'm not cheating on Kim, Kim is my cover you numbskull!" Hector yelled, his face getting red.
Shego was slightly taken aback, never having heared her older brother talk like that, to anyone. He was usually silent and quiet.
After a few moments, she realized what he meant, and her eyes widened and an unknown hope flickered in her.
"So you're…" She couldn't finish what she was saying.
Hector quietly finished for her, "Gay."
Shego exhaled a bit of breathe, feeling as if the wind was knocked out of her.
"D-do Mom or Dad know?" Shego asked cautiously.
"I haven't told them, but I think Mom knows, she always seems to."
"I… I gotta go," Shego said before exiting his room. She turned around and said, "Sorry 'bout the door,' then left completely.
Going to her room and turning on the water nice and loud, she descended into it, letting the water immerse her as her thoughts did the same.
'He's… gay,' She thought to herself, not wanting to speak it aloud for fear of someone hearing her. She kept looking back on all the times that they had spent together. Nothing had seemed different about him. He was the manliest idiot she had ever known. He liked dirt and mud, and throwing the ole pigskin.
'Maybe, gays are more then just swishy hips and tight shirted wussies. I mean, take me for example' "Hell no!" she said as she quickly lifted herself out of the water. "I'm straight. I've had boyfriends. I like guys, why wouldn't I?"
Her thought went back to that moment of time, his hands all over her. His strong hands trying to force off her clothes while his mouth worked on her neck. That fear and hatred that filled her, causing something to awaken within her.
She lifted her hands up and let them glow. She was the only one they couldn't hurt, so as she pressed her glowing hands against her skin to hold herself, she only felt their warmth, nothing else.
When she was with Drew, had she ever really cared about him? She shook her head, knowing that she was only with him because it made her feel wanted in a world that seemed to turn away from her.
Her mom seemed to care at some points, but her father turned away, too busy with business and running for re-election. Hector cared about sports, and she was better off without him, while Martin was too involved in himself. The twins were too young, and only cared about themselves. They were a one big selfish family.
She brought her knees to her chest, curling up into a little ball and crying. All through her mind, realizing that she had discovered to gays in her family within a few minutes. Her brother… and her.
She kept crying and crying, not wanting to be any more different then she already was. She was already a green, plasma-blasting freak! Just needed to add something else to the list to make her the perfect freak!
Finally, she cried herself to exhaustion, and fell asleep in the tub, the water cooling around her, like her fear and anger.
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"Shego, dinner time," Isabel knocked on the door. She waited a moment and heard nothing, "Shego, it's dinner!" Still not hearing anything, she twisted the knob and was surprised to find it unlocked.
She walked around cautiously, being careful not to step on anything. Not seeing her daughter anywhere, but seeing a light on in the bathroom, she headed over and knocked. Still not hearing any response from her daughter, she opened the door and rushed over to the tub. She quickly felt Shego's pulse and let out a sigh of relief.
"She's only sleeping," she said. She then examined her face and saw tears stains going down her face. Isabel slowly shook her head, wondering what would make her daughter cry.
Slowly and gently, she lifted Shego up and wrapped a towel around her, then carried her to her bed. She slowly changed Shego into a large t-shirt and some panties.
As she tucked Shego under the covers, she heard her daughter mumble, "Hecky... Gay… Princess Pretty." Isabel smiled an all-knowing smile that only mothers are allowed to have.
As she was about to leave, she turned around, looking at her only daughter and said, "Be a happy dragon, protecting your Princess from the rest of the world. You'll need to be as fierce as ever to protect her, and yourself," and she turned and left.
After talking with Nana, she felt a bit relieved. She wasn't the only one who knew her secret anymore. Of course she hadn't told Hector about her real reason for pretending to be his girlfriend, and instead just let him believe that she was doing it out of the goodness of her heart.
Sure it was tiring and all, with the fake phone calls, and pretending to not jump for joy and shriek when Shego had asked her to hang out over the weekend. Of course, she never expected to learn so much about the green girl, including her real name.
"Sharona Emilia Go!" she said as she burst out laughing. "What a silly name. I mean, who names their kid Sharona!" She curled up into a ball laughing so hard that she was crying a little.
Ann knocked on the door, "Everything alright in there hunny?"
Kim wiped away her tears of laughter and said as happily as she could, "Yeah Mom, I'm fine."
"Ok, just making sure," Ann went back downstairs to watch her favorite soap opera, 'My Heart is Yours, All You Need is a Knife'. She knew it was cheesy, and almost completely made of medical mumbo jumbo, but she couldn't help it, it was addicting.
Kim decided to call Shego, maybe make some plans for the weekend. She called Shego's room phone, but no one picked up.
She shrugged and supposed that she was having dinner or something, and decided to call back later.
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At exactly nine o'clock, Kim grabbed her phone and began to dial. 'Please pick up, Please pick up' she kept thinking as she heard the phone ringing.
Shego rolled over, awoken from her slumber.
She groggily picked up the phone and slurred, "Whoizit?"
Kim mentally went 'YES!' while she actually said, "What did you take a nap or something, 'cuz you sound like you just woke up from a sleep that would put Sleeping Beauty to shame."
"Betty?" Shego questioned to the voice on the other side of the phone.
"No," Kim said annoyed, and slightly jealous, "It's Princess."
Shego shot up, both fear and hope bubbling inside her, "W-what is it?" she asked.
"Nothing much, just wondering what you did after I left," she twirled a lock of her red hair.
"Well, I found out something about my brother," Shego said, giving no hints as to what.
"Y-yeah?" Kim gulped.
"It turns out you are a much nicer person then I thought, and that Sasha is a guy."
"So, you know," Kim was praying that she could still hang out with Shego.
"Yes, and it makes you all the nicer in my opinion."
"Really, so you don't hate me for lying to you?"
"No, my brother was the one to ask, so you were just being the Good Samaritan."
"R-right," Kim said, glad that Hector didn't mention the part where she approached him.
"So what did you do?"
"Huh?"
"After you left, airhead."
"Oh. Weirdly enough, I had this dream about a family reunion. Remember when I made a call? Well, it was to my family, and it turned out my Nana was in town."
"Freaky," Shego said, creepily reminded her of a weird TV personality.
"Yeah, so I was just wondering, if maybe you'd like to hang out tomorrow after school?"
Shego didn't know how to answer, she wanted to, but she didn't want her new found discovery about herself to become evident. 'What should I do?' she kept asking herself.
"Shego?" Kim asked, still waiting for a reply.
"I…"
Author's Notes
If you don't hate me after leaving it like that, I'm not sure what will.
Following will be at the bottom of every post from now to June 15th.
Ok, I will be doing my damn best to be posting as much as possible form now until June 15. From June 15 and for 8 weeks, I will not have my computer, or any access to the Internet because my camp doesn't allow it. I will still be doing my best to write, I just won't be able to publish them. Just letting you guys know so that you don't abandon faith while I'm gone.
