Warning: Rape/Non-con elements, sex toys etc, don't read if easily triggered. Pardon my shitty writing cuz it's been so long since I last wrote something (busy as heck now that new term had started soooo yeah!) :/ and as usual this shit is unbetaed so yeah.
VIII – Trauma
"Mikaela. I came to see... Why are you crying?" Rene stopped short and then ducked close so that their eyes leveled, calmly wiping the tear stains away with his thumbs. "Who did this to you?"
Mika said nothing but kept his eyes on the floor, and he simply let the other man carrying on with whatever he was doing. He was just so damn tired now, both of rejecting other people's touch and of Yuu. Thinking about the green-eyed man made him restless and unbearably, irritatingly sad. His eyes wouldn't even listen to him now, his tear ducts must have been loose by now as non-stop tears continued flooding down his face from the corners of his eyes.
"Senpai... Rene-senpai..." Mika repeatedly called out to the dark-haired man, and he continued weeping like a little child. He seemed so small, hopeless and yes, defenceless – Rene who was eyeing him at that time, wanted nothing but to push Mika down and strip him off of his virginity the second time. Just the thought of it made him giddy and electrified to the point of him having a hard time standing still.
Keeping his indifferent facade on, Rene's hands trembled slightly before he pulled Mika into an embrace, awkwardly combing the soft yellow locks with his fingers. The blond was so close to him, his scent, his warmth and heat; the places where his skin met with Mika's tingled badly, as if he had just been burned. He could and would get a hard on just by Mika's steamy breaths reaching down his throat. The sweet voice calling out to his name over and over didn't help in calming the thunderous thumping of his heart at all. He was on the brink of breaking down, the bountiful lust within him raged to break free and take control of him completely.
Touch him! Strip him! Fuck him hard! This is your chance, what are you waiting for! The whispers of a devil. The seduction of the heart.
No, not yet... We're not truly alone just yet... We'll be caught immediately if we're careless even just for one second. His mind rationalized. He wasn't dumb enough to think he could get away with it if he were to carry out his deepest and shameful desires right now. After almost a year of stalking Mika, he could possibly wait for the next few hours before he feast on such delicacy.
"Cry all you want, Mikaela... I'm here for you." Rene said, soothingly rubbing Mika's trembling back and they stayed in that position until the blond stopped crying, with a few sobs and whimpers sometime escaping from his mouth. Ah, I wonder if you'll let out the same cry when I tease your nipples and rip your ass apart?
"I won't let anyone hurt you." Rene added, securing his hold around the slim waist, secretly thinking to himself; Anyone aside from myself, of course.
Mika, unaware of such malicious intent harboured by his trusted senior, shakily nodded. "Thank you, senpai..."
Anything for my sweet innocent clueless little angel.
"If it's okay with you, would you like to come home with me tonight?" Rene proposed afterwards, a strange flicker in his eyes before it died away. You're not allow to say no. I won't allow you to.
"Senpai's...house?" Mika blinked back some of the remaining tears. He never had close friends before his whole life so he had very little or close t zero experience in visiting a friend's house. "And your parents... will they be home?" He timidly asked, the thought of meeting them made his stomach twisted into a tight knot.
"Ah, no. They're off on a business trip for this weekend." Rene smoothly said (read as 'lied'), earning a nervous sigh from Mika shortly after he separated himself from the taller of the two. "So, what do you say?"
No one will be there to disturb our fun time together... No one!
Mika stood in silence for a while, contemplating on the options at hand. Either follow his senior back home or suffer from having to face Yuu again when they return from the party. It wasn't much of a choice, to begin with. He'd rather choose the former anytime. How bad could it be if he just up and went and disappear for one night? He was already a grown up and could very well take good care of himself!
Time almost stood still, Rene was holding his breath when Mika opened up his mouth to say, "Okay."
Yes!
"Shall we go now?" Rene harshly pinched his hand for losing his cool disposition and almost sounding overeager when he said that. Don't rush things, you fool! Tonight, Mika would be mine... He'll be all mine, not that wretched Yuu or even his ignorant parents who neglected him for so long! I carefully watched his every move and step to know what he was like. I studied and researched every inch of his body and soul, the pure untainted youth in him belongs to me and only me! I'll accept everything about him even that black spot in the canvas of his life, for he is mine to be loved, to be loathed, to be protected, to be destroyed!
"Mm-hm..." Mika's quiet reply broke Rene from his long and unhealthy train of thoughts.
"Let's."
It was only momentary, but when Mika wasn't looking, Rene swiftly licked his upper lip. The small pink tip shot out and back inside in just one second.
'Thank you for the meal...'
"Wow..." A tiny surprised exclamation could be heard from the blond as he took every inch of Rene's house in. It was a nice cream-colored double-storey bungalow, located a few feet away from other houses, giving it a sense of seclusion from others.
"Oh, this is nothing much..." Rene humbly said as he pushed the metal gate open, giving way for Mika to step in first.
The inside of the house was just as homey as it seemed from the outside. Removing his shoes and placing them neatly on the shoe rack, Mika slipped into the indoor slippers before being led into the living room by Rene. "Make yourself at home. I'll go and boil some hot water. Coffee or tea?"
Tea with milk. No sugar. Rene said internally, already predicting Mika's very next words but asked him anyway to avoid the slightest suspicion.
"Tea with milk. And no sugar, please." Mika smiled a little before taking a seat on the sofa.
What did I say? I know everything about you.
"Alrighty. Be back in a sec." The dark-haired man disappeared into the kitchen and Mika could make out small clinks of something metallic clashing with glass – the spoon and mugs maybe. Sighing low, the blond leaned closer to the cushion behind him, suddenly feeling very sleepy. He let out a tired yawn. And then another until tears welled up in his eyes. A sense of urgency shook him awake for a while and Mika subconsciously reached for his phone before typing something. Although the situation between Yuu and him may still be tense, Mika did not forget to inform his bodyguard of his whereabouts in case something bad were to happen – no matter how small the possibility may be. He didn't want to worry his parents so.
In the midst of typing, Mika dozed off again, accidentally sending the unfinished text to Yuu, the phone slipped right through his fingers soon after.
'Mikaela...'
Mika stirred a bit in his sleep after having to doze off on the couch while waiting for his senpai. Although faint, he could hear someone calling him in a sing-song way. At that instance, he was reminded of his deceased uncle who had forced himself on him.
'You're mine... You're forever mine!'
The voice grew louder and Mika could almost sense someone reaching out for him – black and long finger-nailed hands trying to grab at his throat. Gasping, sapphire eyes flew open only to be met with ruby red ones. Rene was right in front of him, with a blanket in his hands. "Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you... Ah, tea's ready by the way. Do take a sip, you looked a bit pale." Offered the man with black ponytail as he took a sit beside the blond.
"T-thanks, senpai... I just had a bad dream, was all..." Mika tiredly rubbed at his temple before taking the hot drink in his cold hands. The milk tea tasted exceptionally sweet even without sugar being added to it.
"Um, senpai. May I use the bathroom?" Mika settled the mug back onto the coffee table in front of him, feeling the need to freshen himself up after that disturbing albeit short dream.
Rene flashed a mysterious smile and pointed to a flight of stairs leading downstairs, a red door could be seen at the bottom. "The toilet upstairs is being fixed so you'll have to use the basement one."
"Alright..?" Mika sounded unsure as he nodded, it occurred to him as weird – why would there be a toilet in the basement again? But there was a possibility of the basement being used as a bedroom in some houses, maybe that was all there is to it. When Rene wasn't looking, Mika felt for the back pocket of his pants, relieved to feel a bump – at least his smartphone was with him.
On his way down the stairs, Mika was attacked by sudden light-headedness, staggering a little before bumping into the wooden door, twisting the doorknob open. He felt funny and somehow was burning up, his throat dried up. "What on earth-!"
Dozens – or hundreds of his pictures decorated the dilapidated basement walls. The insane amount and positions of each and one of himself in the photos were enough to creep the hell out of him and something inside him clicked immediately. Rene was his stalker. Panicking, Mika quickly reached for his phone in attempt to call his bodyguard whom he wasn't supposed to be separated from at all times. Regretting couldn't even begin to describe it.
"Welcome, to my personal Mikaela Shrine..."
Mika's surprised gasp followed shortly after Rene's low and breathy voice from behind him.
Turning on his heels, the blond stared at the taller male in absolute flabbergast. "Senpai! Wha- What is all of this..? Are all of those...m-me...?" He turned back to face the wall full of candid shots of him, there were even inappropriate ones like him changing in the locker room, taking a shower and even him sleeping. Mika was more than creeped out at that point, his heart was now hammering against his chest, his head was pounding and his knees almost buckled up from shock. The room started spinning along with his vision and immediately Mika felt feverish all over. He managed to hold onto the wall on time when his body began swaying on its own.
He was able to finally piece the last jigsaw puzzle together.
"The drink... What did you-"
"Yuu-chan, welcome back- Ah, the young master isn't with you?" Akane sweetly greeted the raven as soon as he dragged himself into the house but paused when she saw that the blond was missing.
"Uh. I might have pissed him off yet again..." Yuu pulled at his necktie to loosen it and exhaled loudly. He went and ran his fingers to the mess of black hair, creating an even bigger mess on top of his head. "I'm the biggest jerk there is..."
Akane stared for some more before a soft smile graced her lips. "At least you're not a jerk enough to admit you're one." She proceeded into the living room, motioning Yuu to follow before settling the tray of freshly brewed coffee and shortbreads on the table. "Come, sit down and relax for a bit. So, I presume that Mika-sama is safe somewhere else?"
"I wish I could say the same... He may or may not be staying with a friend at the moment." Yuu was about to sit on the couch when he remembered about the parcel delivered to him last evening. He had forgotten all about it.
Standing up again, Yuu quickly made his way into the kitchen to see the small box still sitting on top of the pantry, untouched. Peering at it, he saw that there was no sender address. His instincts began to send distressing signals to his brain, warning him about the animosity of the parcel's content. Could it be that...?
His heart began to pick up a quicker pace as he took the pocket knife hidden in his belt and traced the opening of the box open. His nose caught a whiff of something decaying, causing his heart to thump louder than before.
He flipped the box open.
Yuu's heart sank to the very bottom of his stomach. Inside the box painted a deep red and another item carefully wrapped inside transparent plastic. It looked like a human heart. Real, bloodied heart the size of a fist with a dagger brutally pierced straight into it. Thick ruby liquid oozed out from the cut, flowing once in a while out of the flimsy plastic bag it was contained in. The smell of rotten flesh or organ for that matter infiltrated his nostrils and Yuu immediately gagged, roughly covering his mouth and jerked away from the gruesome box.
Before he could do anything else, something in his pocket vibrated. His phone. Yuu quickly fished the electronic device out to see the glowing screen indicating a new notification.
"A text from... Mika-obocchan?" Yuu's heart skipped a beat as he clicked the Message icon to read.
I won't be coming ba
That was all.
The text seemed to be abruptly cut off and sent by accident. Staring at the text longer made Yuu's stomach churned horribly and his lips dried up as if he was in a desert. Could something had happened to the young master? Wasting no time, Yuu quickly tracked the location of his young master through the tracker he planted without Mika knowing. He soon got the exact location. Typing the information to his intelligent pink-haired colleague and getting an instant reply shortly after, a name and an address. Rene Simm.
It didn't take the green-eyed man long to piece two and two together. Of fucking course! Mika's senior..!
"Yuu, what's going ON-?!" Akane shrieked at the end, gagging afterwards when the foul stench finally reached her nose. "The heck is this awful smell?!"
"Insanity. A dangerously uncontrollable one." Was Yuu's answer as he resealed the bloody organ back into the box and went to grab his coat again.
"Yuu-chan, are you going to..." Akane frantically followed the raven to the front door again.
"Yeah, I'm heading out. On a rescue mission!" Yuu said without turning back. "Call the cops if I'm not back within an hour!"
"W-what's the meaning of this... Rene...senpai..?" Mika immediately questioned, feeling rather wary of the quiet dark-haired man all of a sudden. His body becoming weird after he took a few sips of the tea. Could the man had somehow drugged him?
Rene said nothing but leaned closer until his chest met with Mika's back, calmly taking the black smartphone out of the shorter boy's hand and even went as far as to switch it off, much to Mika's bewilderment.
"W-what are you..."
"...doing?" Rene smirked evilly. "What I've planned on doing for a long time ago. Making you mine."
"Huh..? What do you-ah!" Mika was roughly pushed to the wall shortly after. Rene, now, looming on top of him, secured both of his wrists in a tight grip. "What are you doing! Let me go..!"
Make me his? Why would Rene-senpai say such a thing? Even as a joke, that's taking way too far!
"Stop joking around!" Mika tugged at his wrists, trying to break free but the large shock from before caught him off guard, and not to mention having the drug administered into him, his strength diminishing as a result. His mind was now in a turmoil, as he tried to make something out of the bizarre situation. There must be a sensible reason behind all this.
Rene chuckled, this time a thick layer of mockery accompanied his usual quiet laugh. "Joking? No, my dear Mikaela... I'm not joking." He said with such a straight face void of any humour that Mika was forcefully convinced he meant every word coming out of his mouth.
"But... Senpai... why..?" Mika choked his words out, that nauseating feeling rising from his throat again, causing it to swell and burn. The heat on his face was more than he could bear, it caused his eyes to sting, and hot tears began spilling out of his quivering blue eyes. Not you too...
"Quite the contrary... Mikaela, I am one of them... From the very beginning." Or even much more worse. Rene nearly whispered, almost as if he could read Mika's mind. The subtle change in the blonde's expression made him smirk even wider.
"Do you fear me now? Do I... scare you so?" Sneered Rene as he trailed his fingers along the contour of Mika's jawline. Then, along Mika's neck, collarbone before stopping between his chest.
A chill ran down Mika's spine when Rene's breath trickled down his ear. "I-If I say yes, what would you do?" His voice was tiny, almost like an inaudible whisper. He was scared to death, terrified of his once gentle and kind-hearted senior. Rene looked manic, a crazed look in his eyes like Mika had never seen before the whole year they were acquainted. He seemed hungry, hungry for that which was not food but lust.
A light tap to the glossy lips and a small shriek could be heard soon after. "Good, because I'll do something way scarier than this. So... Brace yourself~" Slipping the tie from around Mika's neck, Rene swiftly bound the shaking wrists together with the said necktie. He then pushed the tied up arms above Mika's head, enjoying the spectacular sight in front of him. "Kinky."
"You... sick bastard..!" Mika, feeling rather feverish, spat out in disgust.
Rene smirked in return, lecherous eyes wondered down at his groin area. "Says the one with an obvious hard-on, huh?!"
"Hnn!" Eyes blinked wide as Rene suddenly shortened their distance, pinning Mika against the wall full of his own pictures, some came off and scattered messily on the ground, he was trapped between Rene's arms on both of his sides. "Se-senpai, please... stop this!"
"No. I don't want to stop now." Rene said, calm at first before he burst into pure rage. "Do you know how long I've been waiting for this?! Do you know how much I crave for you, to leave my marks all over your soft smooth skin!? YOU DROVE ME INSANE! IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!" Rene gripped at the thin wrists tighter causing the blond to scream in pain.
"Hngh!?" Mika bit down a yelp when Rene roughly ripped his white suit apart to reveal his chest, the buttons popped and darted across the room in all directions and he wasted no time in licking and sucking at Mika's collarbone before moving down to the chest, suckling at the rosy colour nipples until they became hard and swollen. "It-It hurts..! S-STOP!" Mika cried, struggling to break free from Rene's iron grip but the drug had already taken effect. His body was burning up, he was unwillingly reacting to any stimulation done to his body. No, I don't want this... I don't like this..!
"STOP THIS! LET ME GO...!" Mika was crying hard now, hot pants and gasps escaped from his mouth in between his helpless sobs. Again. He was betrayed by the person he trusted the most again.
In the meantime, Rene showed no remorse whatsoever, his creepy smile grew wider and wider.
"We're going to play a little game..." Rene sweetly said, a normal smile then graced his lips, further sending chills down Mika's spine.
"N-no... please, just stop already..."
"We're going to have this inside of you for one minute." Rene pulled the bottom drawer of his dresser open and took out a large pill-like object connected to a switch by a thin wire. And he also produced bottles of what seemed like lubricants and lotions of some sort. "If you manage to not come under that one minute, I will release you... Okay?"
"Haa! S-stop it..! I don't want to!" Mika violently squirmed under the perverted man until the old bed shook and creaked loudly but Rene proceeded in pulling his pants and briefs down until his thighs to reveal his member, shaking and already leaking with precum. "My, my. How obscene..."
"Uh! N-no..!" Mika jolted upwards when he felt something wet and cold poured in between his legs. The lube travelled down onto his half-hard penis and butthole. "Please, senpai... Please stop this...!" He tried begging again, trembling all over now from fear and downright, sick pleasure.
"Shh, shh... Just relax... And enjoy it." Rene coaxed as he spread Mika's legs wide open and probed a finger inside without a warning, the vibrator ready at hand. Mika screamed in pain when Rene ploughed in deeper to stretch his asshole enough for the vibrator to enter. "So tight... Don't you ever play with yourself down here?" Rene shamelessly asked, delighted to hear a moan from Mika when he hit a sweet spot.
"W-why... are you doing this to me..?" Mika whimpered, hot tears flowed down his reddened cheeks as he continued to have his ass played with. He had never been so humiliated his whole life, not accounting the night his drunken uncle penetrated him for the first time.
"Because I want to. I can't help but desiring you all day and night. Who's fault you think is that?!" Rene licked at his upper lip before he roughly shoved the vibrator into Mika's entrance and not forgetting to switch it on full power. "Your one minute starts now~" He playfully said in between Mika's painful shrieks and heart-wrenching pleas that were nothing but music to his ears.
"Will you come? Or will you not?" Rene questioned, one hand creeping around Mika's slippery wet cock and began to massage it.
"N-no..! Get away from me-hnn!" Mika rejected at first but immediately became obedient once the dark-haired man started stroking his member. His insides were churning from just the vibrator, messing him up, breaking him down. He needed the release. He wanted it so bad. Unconsciously, Mika began to sway his hips up and down to create greater friction between the cylindrical vibrator and his inner wall. He'd explode, his penis would burst if he didn't come.
"You're shaking your hips by yourself, what a naughty little boy you are." Rene pumped at his member harder and Mika was close to passing out from the overstimulation.
"Mmnhm!" Within seconds, Mika unfortunately ejaculated, spraying semen all over his own chest and face. His breaths were heavy and ragged as he laid limp underneath Rene, spent from just coming once. His insides were vibrating still.
"Tsk, tsk. It hasn't even been thirty seconds yet... Too bad, Mikaela. You lose..." Rene swiped some of the white cum across Mika's chest with his finger and licked it. "Which means I get to do whatever I want with you~"
"T-take it out..! Please, se-senpai...!" Mika was flipped over on his knees so his back was now facing Rene, and ultimately, his wet asshole, close to the other's face, was trembling still. "Take it...out..."
And surprisingly, the older man did. Pulling at the vibrator from the wire so fast that Mika ended up coming once again from the sudden jerking. "Uhn!" How cruel...
"Next, we're gonna have these inside of you..." Rene took out a chain of beads the size of a marble and dangled them in front of the now horrified Mika. "How many of them could possibly fit inside you, I wonder?"
"NO! That's not possible!" There was no way they'd fit! "Senpai-aah!" Mika weakly struggled but was firmly held down by the other man, one hand on his waist and the other stretching his butthole wider. More cold lube was sloppily poured onto his entrance and Mika momentarily shivered as the colourless liquid trailed down his thighs.
"One..." Rene started counting when he inserted the first bead into the pink, swollen entrance.
"Aah! No! S-stop it-!" Mika jerked upwards, and that ended up pushing the silver bead further into his lubricated anal, a painful scream erupted afterwards.
"Two..." Another bead was pushed into him and his insides began to twitch and tighten involuntarily.
"H-hurts..." This time, Mika gritted his teeth hard, trying to endure the immense pain he was in, wishing he would just wake up from this horrifying nightmare.
"Three..." And yet another one easily slipped into his twitching hole, pushing the two beads deeper inside him.
"...ngh..!"
The arduous process repeated until Mika could no longer form coherent words. And he bit at the pillow close to his face to withstand the pain, all the while crying in silence. Was it karma? Was he being punished for trying to force himself on Yuu and for disobeying him?
"There. You have all seven of them inside you. Well done, Mikaela..." Rene's voice shook him from his reverie and immediately he was attacked by painful but arousing sensations in his anal, fully stuffed with the beady sex toy.
"Haa.. you're so very sexy. I want to enter and come inside of you so bad..." Rene admitted as he began grinding his crotch on Mika's quivering butthole causing the poor blond to moan loudly whenever a pressure was applied to his back, his insides clenching tight to the beads as a response. "Haa! S-stop rubbing against... me! I'm... I'm gonna...!"
"Go ahead... I'm going to have you come from your ass only this time." Rene chuckled darkly before he began to tug at the chain, pulling the beads out one by one.
"UAHH!" Mika came once again in the midst of having the beads removed from inside of him. Mika laid still on the bed, face and body covered with sweat mixed with his own cum. Then he started shaking, trembling from head to toe. And then he began to cry. Softly and quietly at first when it turned into loud and desperate sobs.
"Please...no... Please just stop already..." Mika pleaded for the umpteenth time, eyes now all swollen and red for crying non stop, his voice hoarse and rasped from screaming so much. Please, help me... Save me, Yuu...
"Y-yuu..."
Rene froze for a solid ten seconds. "In the end, he's the only one you'd call for help, huh?"
"..huh?" Through hazy mind and bleary eyes, Mika shot his senpai a 'what do you mean' look. "He..?"
"Forget it. I'm done playing the gentleman. You're going to regret not calling for my name first!" With that said, Rene roughly shoved Mika, face first, on the bed, dust bunnies hidden in the mattress swirled up from the impact.
Don't. Don't you fucking dare..!
Rene started unbuckling his belt, pulling down the zip of his pants and that was when Mika started squirming and yelling like a madman. "NO MORE! PLEASE, DON'T! I DON'T WANT TO! PLEASE, STOP!"
"It's too late to beg now... As soon as I enter you, you'll officially be mine. Even your beloved 'Yuu' hadn't got that far with you yet, am I right?" Rene said with a nasty cackle, purposely rubbing the tip of his penis near Mika's twitching butthole.
"N-no..." Mika tried to shake his head, refusing the crazy man all his might, stirring every last bit of his energy to defy the oppressive man. "...you... rapist...!" Then, he clenched his eyes and fists tight, mentally and physically preparing himself for the worst.
"Heh." Was the only reply from Rene as he inched closer with his hardened member sticking between Mika's buttcheeks.
"Get the fuck away from him...!"
The basement door was literally knocked down and appeared a familiar man Mika thought he could no longer see anymore. His expression was dark and grim.
"Yuu!"
-TBC-
Ouch. Wtf happened? That must've been the shittiest rape scene you guys ever read huh? That's what you get for reading shitty fics made by shitty writer like me lol. *awkwardly stares* O_O
So. Um. See you in the final (Final, you say? Yep!) chapter! :D
