I am so sorry it took me this long to update, I just had so many idea's going through my head for this chapter, but here it is and I hope everyone enjoys it.
The next morning, while everyone was at breakfast, Nosedive was sitting in his room, debating how he was going to do this. During the night, Dive made a decision to tell Wildwing everything, from when he started using to when he walked into the clinic, but he just didn't have a clue on how to do it.
" I don't want to do this, but I have to start rebuilding the relationship we used to have, and if this is the only way to start then that's what I have to do."
So Nosedive rolled out of bed and looked for his brother.
Wildwing, Canard, and Phil were sitting around the table talking, when Duke came in with Nosedive.
" I found this cute kid outside, can we keep him?"
Wildwing looked up and smiled.
" I don't know, is he potty trained?"
Nosedive glared at his brother and threw a napkin at him.
" Ha ha ha very funny big bro."
Canard looked at clock and was shocked that it read 8:30 and Nosedive was up.
" Wow kid, I thought for sure you would sleep in today."
" Nah, once I got back to my room, I couldn't sleep anymore."
Phil looked up from the paper, and noticed Nosedive was still standing outside the kitchen.
" We don't bite Nosedive, you can come in."
" I know."
" Then why don't you sit down and have something to eat."
" I'm not that hungry."
" Then at least sit down, you're making my nervous."
" Actually if you are all not busy, I was wondering if I could talk to my brother alone in the living room."
Wildwing got up from the table and followed his brother into the other room.
When they walked into the room, Nosedive went to sit down, but because he was so nervous he got back up and started pacing.
" Baby bro, you're starting to worry me, what's going on?"
Nosedive stopped pacing and turned towards his brother.
" Before I begin, you have to promise me you will not interrupt me, because this is hard enough already, but I figure if I can tell strangers then I can tell you."
Afraid to say anything, but letting the worry increase, Wildwing nodded his head and after taking a deep breath, Nosedive began.
" You asked me questions 2 months ago that I claimed I didn't have the answers too, well I lied to you because I did have them and here they areā¦"
Nosedive walked over to his brother and sat down, making sure they were at eye level.
" Bobby was the first person to introduce me to drugs and they were sleeping pills. The first time I took them was the night Canard came back and we had that fight, I knew I couldn't sleep without something, so I took one pill. After the way I felt, when I woke up, I vowed never again, but by the time lunch came, my head and face were hurting so bad, that he gave me something called Fentanyl and yes when I came home from school that day I was high."
Nosedive took another deep breath and continued.
" I knew what I was doing the whole time. I also knew I had a problem, but that just scared me even more, so I did what I knew best, I drank and got high. I got the alcohol from a kid named Danny Hartman, he's my age, but he has a fake ID. The drugs, I got from all over the school, but mostly from a kid named Mickey Anderson, he sold to all the kids from school. The day of Bobby's funeral was when I first time I met them, and the night I was arrested was the last time I saw them."
Knowing he was probably freaking Wildwing out, because he started pacing again, Nosedive sat back down but across from him.
" Again I knew what I was doing during the trial, but I still couldn't believe that I had a problem, so I blamed all of you instead, and I know that hurt you and I am truly very sorry for that. You did the right thing, when you cleaned out my room and I am truly grateful for that. And I am also very sorry for what I said at the airport, it wasn't easy for you to watch me leave, and I just made it harder for you. I don't deserve you Wildwing, and I will do whatever I have to do to make you proud once again."
When Wildwing knew Nosedive was done, he pulled Nosedive into his lap and just held him.
" I am very proud of you and thank you so much for telling me. I love you so much baby bro."
" I love you too big bro."
That night, while the teen slept, Wildwing told everyone what he found out.
" Wow, so he just spilled his guts. I cant believe I am ever saying this, but I am so proud of him."
Wildwing glanced at Canard and laughed.
" Remember to tell him that."
While everyone was laughing, Nosedive snuck back into his room, and went to sleep, but with a smile on his face, because he knew that he was forgiven.
