CHAPTER
8 Edward POV
I
got out of my car and headed to the front door of the Stanley's
house. I started ringing the door like a maniac. The door swung open
and Jessica Stanley stood there glaring at me. When she realized it
was me she quickly changed her expression to what I guess she thought
was a sexy smirk.
"Hey eddie-poo, why didn't tell me you were coming over" she purred as she took a step closer to me. I pushed her back and said
"You cannot tell anybody about last night" I said
"Why wouldn't I eddie-poo" she said
"First of stop calling me eddie-poo and you can't tell anyone because it was not suppose to happen" I said
"Do you regret what happened" she said " is this about Bella"
"Yea I do regret it and Bella cannot find out about it because I love her and meaningless sex with you is not something she should know about." I said getting frustrated.
"Well you know what fuck you and for your information Rosalie is already on her way to tell Bella what happened." She said walking back inside her house slamming the door in my face. I quickly made my way back to my car and made my way back to Bella's house. I could not let Rosalie tell her.
Bella POV
Rosalie was at my door in record time. She pushed passed me and walked straight into my living room and started pacing.
"Rose are you okay?" I asked
"You have to dump him, you have to dumb his ass now" she said
"What are you talking about rose?" I asked
"What I'm talking about is that you boyfriend slept with Jessica Stanley!" she yelled. I couldn't believe it. I was sitting here obsessing over how to dump him because I don't want to hurt him, and he cheats on me.
"Are you sure?" I asked rose, when the doorbell rang and pulled me out of my thoughts She nodded before getting up to answer the door.
"What do you want?" I heard her hiss at whoever was at the door. I heard mumbling before rose yelled.
"Bella your cheating jackass is at the door" I hesitantly got up and went to the door. I saw Edward looking down in shame before I said
"What do you want?"I hissed, I didn't mean to sound so harsh but I was hurt even though I knew I shouldn't have been, especially with my feelings for jasper.
"Bella I know talking to me is the last thing you want to do right now but please just give me a chance to explain" he said in a pleading tone. Rosalie scoffed and said
"Bella I am going to leave before I strangle this dude, but if he gives you any problems don't hesitate to call I will beat his ass" she said before pushing pass Edward and heading toward her red BMW convertible.
After she pulled out the driveway I closed the door and went to take a seat on the couch. When Edward sat down next to me I got up and moved to Charlie's recliner. Edward looked hurt but I really didn't want to be anywhere near him at the moment.
After that a tense silence ensued and I couldn't take it anymore.
"Edward why would you do it, why would you cheat on me when you say you love me more than your own life, do you not care about me anymore?" the question started falling out my mouth like word vomit. Edward looked surprised by my questions before he started answering.
"Bella of course I love you I just made a mistake and I was just kinda out of it when Jasper told me that he loved you and than when Alice told me you left together I just started to think of the worst things possible so I had a lot more than a few drinks and after that everything gets blurry but baby you have to understand that if I knew that the night would end like it did I would never been within 20 miles of a drink and I know I made a horrible mistake but I just need you to forgive me because, you are my life and I don't know how I could live without you, please forgive me" he said it all so quickly, it sounded like word vomit. I actually was starting to feel horrible. I could tell he meant what he said but I knew that if I let this go and let him think we were okay I would be lying, to him and myself. Because the truth was that I loved Jasper, I loved him since the first time I saw his eyes, the first time I heard his voice, from the moment he stepped into my life, I fell and I fell hard.
"Bella?" Edward said bring me out my thoughts
"I can't I said trying to avoid looking in his eyes.
"Bella I know I did something horrible but please don't leave me...."
"No Edward its not that" I said cutting him off
"Then what is it" he said kneeling in front of my picking up my hands from my lap. It was now or never.
"I love jasper" I said quietly, but loud enough for him to hear.
He quickly dropped my hands, and walked right out the front door.
Edward POV
He's dead.
A\N:
okay sorry that I haven't updated in forever and this chapter is
kinda sucky but this is not the original chapter. The original
chapter was like my best and longest but it got deleted and
truthfully I don't feel like rewriting the whole thing, so I hope
this at least is a little good.
Review please, I'll update faster
