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Thanks to Sweet Dulcinea for taking the time to beta this for me today while Keepingupwiththekids is under the weather. Means a lot! Much love to her with her pointers on the lemons! Read her shit its fantabulous!

So sorry it took so long to get out to you guys! This story is a collab and takes a bit more time to come together, but we are going to try to update more regularly!

8

BPOV

I opened my eyes and found myself staring into big emerald eyes. A tiny hand darted up and started stroking my hair as the little body moved closer, snuggling against me. I wrapped my arm around Emma and played with her hair while butterflies began their dance in my stomach.

"Daddy's coming today," I whispered.

Emma pulled back so she could look at my face, "Reawy, Belwa?"

"Yes bug, he is. But first we need to get dressed so we can meet Grandma and Grandpa for breakfast."

Emma jumped up with a squeal and started clapping and dancing on the bed. I joined her, and we both fell backwards in a fit of giggles.

These last couple of days with Emma had been amazing. Edward had to work double shifts at the hospital to trade enough time off to come to Philly for three days and nights. Esme and Carlisle flew out a few days after Christmas with Emma. Rosalie and Emmett had arrived yesterday.

They were all staying in a suite at Rittenhouse Square, and Alice, Jasper, and I had been entertaining them. Last night, they had a charity dinner thrown by old family friends, and I volunteered to keep Emma. When she learned it was going to be a sleepover, she was over the moon.

Honestly, I think I had more fun than she had. We made a homemade pizza for dinner, painted our nails, popped popcorn, and watched Shrek. I actually managed to avoid iCarly for the whole evening. Waking up with Emma in my arms was nothing short of amazing. Emma was always so affectionate. It was so refreshing to have her blunt honesty. She was seeing a lot of things for the first time, and loved for the pure sake of loving. There was no hidden agenda or games to earning Emma's love and affection. She gave it freely.

"Belwa, come on! I watch iCarly, you shower."

I smiled and kissed Emma on the head, turned on the TV, and hopped in the shower. Thoughts of Edward danced behind my eyelids as I let the water cascade over my body.

Today…today was the day I was most waiting for. Edward was going to be in Philly after lunch. He took the earliest flight he could this morning. When he gets in he will spend a few hours in the afternoon with Emma at the hotel and then Alice and I will join everyone just before dinner. I couldn't wait to see him.

After the lovely Christmas he gave me, as friends only, I planned on this trip being different. I was ready to tell him that I wanted to try to make things work long-distance between us. That I wanted a committed relationship. I still had pangs of jealousy over Kate, but between his reassurances and hearing how Emma speaks of their time with Kate, I felt sure there was nothing between them.

We spoke everyday. If he said he would call me at seven, he called me at seven. I trusted him.

It felt odd to be so sure of another person. Since Mike, I hadn't trusted anyone until I met Alice. Then Jasper. Now Edward. I can actually add all the Cullen's to that list. When I am with them I feel safe and at home.

I wanted to tell Edward about my past. It was so hard to even think the word abortion, let alone try to muster up the courage to say it aloud. I just wasn't sure how accepting he would be about it. He fought for Emma's life, while I easily ended my baby's.

Just thinking those words made my stomach flip upside down. I felt physically sick over it. For three years, I fought to justify that decision, and with each passing day, no justification came. Only more anger, more regret, and more sadness over my hasty choice.

I felt as if Emma gave me a chance to redeem myself. She was like a beacon of light.

I could hear Emma talking to the TV as I toweled my hair dry.

Tonight was the New Year's Eve party at Jasper's restaurant. He was being featured as a guest chef and all of the Cullen's would be in attendance. Little did Alice know that everyone had come out because Jasper was going to ask her to marry him tonight. Esme took all of us girls shopping yesterday to buy new dresses for the New Years Eve party. We had a great deal of fun keeping Jasper's secret and helping Alice pick out the dress she would be wearing as the center of attention.

Interestingly, we all ended up with a different color dress. Alice had chosen a beautiful off-white gown with a scoop neck. Rosalie finally settled on a purple off-the-shoulder number that really complimented her curves. Esme would look elegant in her simple red gown that brought out her youthful looks and vibrant artist aura. We even got a green velvet dress with a sash for Emma to wear.

As for me, the Cullen women cajoled me into bringing home a dark blue dress that sparkled in the light. It had a deep V in the back and fell to mid-calf. They made me get these ridiculously high strappy rhinestone heels. I hoped I wouldn't fall over in them and make a fool out of myself.

"Look at me Belwa!"

I turned to see that Emma had dressed herself. "Doodle bug, your shoes are on the wrong feet."

"Oh!" Emma exclaimed as she sat down to reverse her mini Converse.

"Okay, Belwa, put on clothes! I'm hungwe"

"You got it. Why don't you see if Aunt Alice and Jasper are ready to go while I changed?"

"Aunt Allyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy," I heard her screaming as I disappeared into my closet.

EPOV

I'd had such a wonderful afternoon with Emma. She told me everything she had done with Alice, Jasper, Bella, Mom, and Dad. Her favorite part so far had been the sleepover with Bella. I was jealous; that sounded like the best part to me, too."

We were all dressed and waiting for Alice and Bella to meet us at the suite. Emma looked adorable in her green dress. I was bending down fixing Emma's bow when I heard the door open and Emma squealed, "Belwa!!!! Aunt Ally!!!"

I turned and looked at them, but my gaze did not linger on Alice. All I saw was Bella in a magnificent deep blue dress that emphasized her alabaster skin and velvety brown eyes. When she turned to close the door, I sucked in my breath because the dress was cut into a deep V in the back. Her shoulder blades and back were bare except for the pony tail of hair that fell straight below the knot that she had made with it at the base of her neck.

My eyes continued lower, taking in the dress falling at her calves and the delicate heels that held her perfectly manicured toes. I moved my eyes back up her body, and when my eyes met hers an electric charge ran through me. I don't know how everyone in the room didn't feel the draw we had to each other at that moment. She smiled through lowered lids, and I wanted nothing more than to take her in my arms and ravish her on the spot.

"Daddy, doesn't Aunt Ally look like a princess?"

Emma broke the spell Bella had on me and I turned to look at Alice.

"Alice, you do look like a princess in that dress. You couldn't be outdone by all the other beautiful women in the room could you?"

"Big brother you know me so well! Besides, it's Jasper's big night and I am his leading lady. I have to look good for my man."

"I guess you do, don't you?" I asked, giving her a hug. I stepped away before turning slowly toward Bella, trying to keep the attraction I felt to her as low key as I could possibly manage.

"Bella, you look stunning," I whispered, hugging her close to me. As I let go of her warm body, I let my hand slide down her arm and held her hand for a brief second before I had to let go.

"Thanks, so do you," Bella smiled at me shyly.

"Thanks for watching Emma today; she had a blast." I told her.

"It was my pleasure."

BPOV

Edward held the door open for me and Emma as we walked into the trendy restaurant. Alice hugged the hostess hello before she led us to a large table.

I wasn't looking ahead of me when I slammed into a familiar chest.

"Jake?" I asked shocked to run into him here.

"Hey Bella, how are you?" He asked like we were old friends that had lost touch; his beautiful wife was draped on his arm.

"Jake? As in 'the Jake'?" Alice said moving closer. She didn't give either of us a chance to confirm or deny the fact. "I heard so much about you…some good…most not," she said defensively.

I cleared my throat, trying to get Alice to back off. I really didn't want the shit to hit the fan. I really didn't want the shit to hit the fan on Jasper and Alice's big night, especially right in front of Edward. "Jake, this is my roommate Alice and her family," I said motioning toward the Cullens.

"I'm Edward; it's nice to meet you," Edward said, extending his hand toward Jake's.

"Edward, huh? Sounds familiar, but you are just a friend of Bella's correct?" Jake asked, reminding me of his theories about Edwards true feelings towards me.

"Correct," Edward told him, and it wasn't a lie. I just wanted more. I knew Jake was trying to rub in my face that I dumped him for someone who was still just a friend. He was trying to make me feel insecure and weak, but I wasn't going to let him. I stood tall and smiled at him, not showing any waver in my emotional state.

"It's nice to meet you all. If you will excuse us, my wife and I were just heading to the bar," Jake wickedly smiled at me, revealing the one fact about our relationship I had kept from Alice. Plus, I wasn't proud of having an affair with a married man, and it's not exactly what I wanted Esme and Carlisle to know about me.

That and the dreadful sin I committed three years ago were skeletons I wanted to die with.

"Wife?" Alice asked stunned.

"Alice, please, not now," I whispered wishing I could vanish into thin air. I could feel tears brimming my eyes, but Jake didn't bother to hang around. He took Leah and walked swiftly away.

I followed Jakes' lead and walked forward myself, away from the drama and embarrassment of the situation and took a seat at the large table reserved for us.

I heard Emma's feet padding against the floor behind me, so I turned to see her running to catch up with me, and I smiled at her as she took the seat next to me.

Edward pulled out the chair next to Emma, telling her not to run in the restaurant.

"Are you okay?" he asked me quietly after he settled in his seat. I gave him a forced smile and nodded yes, diverting my gaze to the napkin in front of me.

Jasper came out and said hello as we were eating, unable to take more than five minutes from the kitchen to sit with us. It was a big night, and Alice didn't show her disappointment, only how happy she was for him.

He kissed her sweetly on the side of her head and promised to see her by the bar in time to ring in the new year. I was happy that was a lie, that she would be seeing him sooner than that.

Alice impatiently waited for her desert to come, not understanding what was taking so long. "I am going to go back there and talk to Jasper. I can't believe it takes over thirty minutes to bring out a slice of cheesecake, for Christ's sake!" Alice huffed. She began to push out of her seat, but Edward darted his hand to her to stop her as we noticed Jasper walking toward our table.

"Here he comes Ally. No need to go in the back," Edward laughed even though Alice was already on her feet.

"Jasper, can you believe I have been waiting over thirty minutes for a slice of cheesecake! What the hell did they have to do? Pick the strawberries?" Alice complained to him.

"I'm sorry; it's my fault," Jasper told her as he took her hands in his. "I..ah…" Jasper stumbled as a smile spread across everyone's face as we knew what he was about to do. Jasper took off his white apron and placed it on the back of Alice's chair before he dropped to one knee, holding Alice's hand in his.

"Alice, I love you. I want you to be the first person I see everyday and the last person I see before I fall asleep for the rest of my life," Jasper said, pulling open the velvet box. Alice moved her hand to her face, stunned as Jasper continued to speak from his heart. "Will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?" he finished, grinning ear to ear.

"God! I don't know what to say!" Alice cried out.

"Yes is a good thing to say," Jasper suggested.

"Yes! Oh god! Yes! Of course!" Alice exclaimed as Jasper stood and picked up her petite body. Alice slipped on the diamond ring as her eyes focused in awe between the ring and Jasper.

We all congratulated them. Edward and Emmett welcomed Jasper to the family, obviously excited about the brother they were gaining.

Despite my excitement for my best friend, I felt distracted the entire night by the unresolved tension between Edward and me. I wanted him, and I knew he wanted me, but he didn't have all the information about my past that he needed to make that decision. I was afraid I might be too damaged for him, that the choice I made three years ago would be a deal breaker. If it was, I wouldn't be surprised. I deserved to pay for that mistake.

Everytime we touched it ignited me. It made me feel alive. Emma moved to sit with Rose while everyone mingled or danced. Edward slid over into her seat and placed his palm on the small of my bare back.

He looked so beautiful…it almost hurt to look at him. He wore a tan suite with a black button up underneath. His hair was perfectly messed up. Tonight, his eyes seemed to have a hint more of blue in the normally piercing green. His scruff was the perfect length. He was devastating. I didn't fail to notice the way heads turned when he walked in a room. Or the way the waitress paid him extra attention. I needed to feel him, even if it would be the last time.

I sucked down my fourth drink before I made my move. "Meet me by the bathrooms in two minutes," I whispered in his ear standing up. I needed the sensation of him before I told him the skeletons in my dark dreary closet. Then, at least if he was disgusted by it and wanted nothing more to do with me, I had one last feel of him to comfort me.

EPOV

I wasn't sure how long Bella and I could steal touches and glances without anyone noticing or without attacking each other. I wanted her. Badly. It was one more hour until midnight. My mom and dad were going to take Emma back to the hotel after the ball dropped. I thanked them for taking her, as it wasn't often that I got to stay out and drink without a lot of thought. One hour to go, and I could take off my dad hat for the evening.

"Meet me by the bathrooms in two minutes," Bella whispered in my ear.

I turned and raised an eyebrow at her as she sauntered off, giving an extra waggle of her ass.

I made my way through the crowd to the bathroom as soon as I asked Rose to keep a closer eye on Emma.

I saw Bella standing outside the bathroom door waiting for me with a sexy smile.

I noticed immediately that the bathroom door was see through.

"You want to put on a show? What kind of place is this?" I asked kissing her neck.

"I never needed anyone more than I need you right now," Bella said desperately. I reached behind her and opened the bathroom door. I looked around to see if anyone was paying attention to us before I walked her backwards into the bathroom.

I kicked the door shut as she captured my neck between her teeth, biting down roughly. I felt her hand fumble behind me as she locked the door.

"See, not see through silly," she said nibbling on my ear and unbuckling my belt.

I turned back to see that the door had fogged up once the lock was engaged. I pressed my hardness against her stomach as my hands roamed down her sexy back.

Surprisingly, there was a decent amount of counter space to the left of the sink. On it sat a basket filled with toiletries, which I pushed off the counter hastily. I let my hands hit her ass and squeezed it before I lifted her up on the empty counter. My hands traveled up her legs until I reached her thighs where I felt her thigh highs ended. I moaned into her neck as I traced my fingers along the stockings to her inner thigh. I pushed her underwear to the side and felt the slickness between her legs.

"Kiss me Edward," Bella practically begged. Her hand wrap around my hardness, sending waves of pleasure through my body. My eyes met hers, and her gaze penetrated me as if it be the last time I would ever kiss her. I cupped her face in my hands and brought my mouth slowly to hers as she guided my cock towards her entrance.

Bella wrapped her legs around my waist as I entered her. Instant gratification as I moved inside her hot center. I hissed into her mouth. Bella's hands weaved into my hair as my hips moved in and out of her warmth. I brought her body as close to mine as possible as her mouth moved in perfect harmony with mine.

The feel of her wet lips as they nibbled and sucked on my bottom lip made me remember how much I missed the way she felt. As soon as she finished I darted my tongue out and traced her lip with it gently.

I pushed her back slightly, signaling for her lean back on her elbows. I lifted her leg up and rested it on my shoulder, moving my hand along her outer leg slowly before I reached her hip and scooted her ass closer to the edge of the counter. My dick continued to move in and out of her welcoming pussy.

I couldn't focus on anything except her gaze as I moved inside of her. Bella's eyes squeezed shut as I watched her orgasm, Her walls began to clench around my cock. I moved a few more times before I let myself explode inside her.

I held her close for a minute before I helped her fix her stockings and make sure her dress was okay.

"I want to walk back out with you, holding your hand…I don't want hide this. I don't care if everyone knows." I told her, placing a kiss on her cheek.

"There is something you should know about me Edward, before you tell me anything else, or get my hopes up…cause once I tell you…you may not feel the same way about me," Bella told me, breaking eye contact and stuttering her thoughts nervously.

"Nothing you could say would make me want you less." I told her.

"I hope so…let's go talk," Bella said unlocking the door, the fog disappearing from the glass. We walked out as if it were normal for us to be in there together.

Bella led me to a quite corner in the front of the restaurant after she ordered another drink. I watched her gulp down a few sips as she sat on the plush loveseat that was in the lobby for people waiting for tables.

I sat down next to her and just waited for her to talk. She was silent for a few moments before she began to speak.

"When I was sixteen, I…uh…found out I was pregnant. I had just moved from Philly to Phoenix, and was doing the long distance thing with the father. I didn't know what to do…and he said he wanted nothing to do with it, or me…unless I took care of it…I stupidly agreed." Bella said, drinking the last of her Cosmo. The ice made a clanking sound as she brought the glass away from her lips. "I understand if you think I'm an horrible person for doing that. I'm not proud," Bella continued to talk.

"Shhh," I whispered to her. "You were sixteen. I don't think you are horrible," I told her, wiping a tear away from her face.

She looked up at me doe eyed, "I want you Edward. I want to do whatever the hell it takes to be with you, but only if you can accept me and that horrible choice I made…and I just can't start something more with you if you think less of me because of it. I can't get hurt like that again…so just think about it. Because I can't get hurt again," she said as she stood

"Wait! Where are you going?" I asked standing up with her.

"Back to the party…I'll see you in there," she told me walking away. I was shocked, not at her admission, because I knew way more about the situation than she told me. I was shocked that she felt as if that would make me not want her.

She was so sure that she deserved to be hated for that choice, she didn't even give me a chance to tell her it didn't matter. She was afraid I would tell her I couldn't be with her, and she ran away.

I quickly made my way back to her, trying to rush through the crowd of people to find her.

I saw her sitting alone at the table, sucking down another drink. I hadn't been able to take my eyes off her tonight, and I knew that this was her sixth drink already. Maybe a woman her size could handled that many beers, but she was drinking cocktails. Strong cocktails, courtesy of Jasper.

I stopped when I saw how sad she looked. "Where the hell have you been?" Rose asked, handing Emma off to me.

"Sorry Rose," I told her.

"I thought I'd be kissing Emma at midnight instead of Emmett because you were nowhere to be found," Rose said, placing a kiss on Emma's head. "Happy New Year baby," she told Emma before I watched her rush off to Emmett. I glanced at my watch; one minute until two thousand and ten. I looked around the room. Jasper was with Alice, my Mom was with Dad, Emmett and Rose…I even had Emma. Bella…had no one.

I followed her gaze, and my eyes landed on Jake with his wife. I carried Emma quickly to Bella. I extended my free hand to hers. She placed her hand in mine and stood up.

The crowd was counting down. Ten, nine, eight….

"I want you. All of you. I love everything you are, and every choice you've made. It all brought us to this moment, and I love you." I told her.

I pulled her close to me and kissed her, letting her lips and tongue dance with mine. I heard the crowd all explode with noise and laughter, as everyone yelled, "Happy New Year." The lights of the fireworks at Penn's Landing lit up the windows as I refused to let Bella out of my arms.

"Daddy wove Belwa!" Emma clapped, reminding me to keep the kiss as PG as possible.

I looked over at my daughter with a huge smile. "That's right, princess. Daddy woves Bella." I looked back at Bella and I could feel the happiness radiate off of her.

"You love me?" she asked. I nodded. "I love you," she managed to breathe out in return.

Our bubble was burst by Emmett's booming voice. "Holy shit!" he exclaimed, patting me on the back. It was in that moment that I realized my entire family just witnessed my declaration of love for Bella.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Alice asked furrowing her eyebrows together. "All those secret phone calls…they were with my brother?" She continued to speak, the hurt in her voice growing more evident.

"Ally, it's not like that," I tried to calm her down.

"You…my own brother… Why wouldn't you tell me you were interested in my best friend?" she asked.

"Because Alice! Not everything is your business! Because Bella and I can't tell people about a relationship we couldn't even define! It had nothing to do with keeping it a secret. It had to do with figuring it out on our own."

"Don't be mad, Alice. Please understand…it was all so confusing for us," Bella said.

"I'm not mad…just hurt that my best friend wouldn't tell me she was seeing my brother."

"What was I supposed to say, Alice? Was I supposed to come to you over Thanksgiving break and say, "Your brother is the most beautiful man I have ever seen, and he came to my room last night and we had the most mind blowing sex ever?" I covered Emma's ears, but it was too late. Bella was pretty buzzed, and I was pretty sure her brain to mouth filter was off kilter.

"Sorry," she said covering her mouth. I chuckled; it wasn't the first time Emma heard the word sex, and it wouldn't be the last.

"It's okay," I assured her quietly as Emmett laughed.

"Since Thanksgiving?" Alice gasped. "God, you two wasted no time with getting to know each other!"

"Ally, we aren't going to justify our relationship and the way it started with you or anyone else," I told her, making sure that point was clear to the rest of the family. "Bella and I have been talking…everyday. Building a friendship. Tonight we talked and want to do whatever it takes to be together. Even if that means doing the long distance thing for a little bit. I was going to tell everyone this weekend that I have an interview at Children's Hospital of Philadelphia at the end of January. And that has always been my first choice for programs, but I will take University of Penn, Temple, Jefferson, whatever Philadelphia program will take me if it means being closer to Bella."

"Really? You are going to move here?" Bella asked.

"As soon as we can." I smirked at her. "I would love to be in the same area code as my girlfriend."

"You are just gonna take Emma and move?" Rose asked. "She has a routine in Seattle! You can't just take her!" I knew it be hard on Rose. She saw Emma everyday.

"Rose, Edward has to do what is right, and he was always gonna move if it meant getting into CHOP; you know that." Emmett reminded her. She nodded.

"I know…I just…I'm gonna miss her."

"Rose…you are always welcome to visit," I assured her. "It's not as if I am moving next week. There are still a lot of details to work out. I am still in a program in Seattle, and a lease."

"Well, we are very happy you two found each other," my Mom said. I felt Emma's head rest on my shoulder and noticed she was passed out. "Let me take her," my Mom insisted. "We will take her back to the hotel; you kids have a good night and be safe."

We said good-bye and me and Bella kissed Emma goodnight. I held her hand as we walked to the bar. I ordered her another drink, even though I told her she should slow down. She insisted she was fine, and she made it so hard to say no to her when she kissed me saying please in between pecks.

"Another drink for the lady," I smiled at the bartender.

"Can you come back to my place?" Bella asked, placing her hands on my chest.

"I don't see why not," I said, kissing her. It felt so freeing to be able to kiss her whenever I wanted.

"Good, cause I want you to do lots of naughty things to me."

God, my fucking dick grew hard again.

"Oh yeah…like what?" I questioned her, leaning against her so she could feel my excitement.

"Whatever you want…you can have."

"You really should not have said that," I smirked at her. I took another sip of my drink and was starting to feel drunk myself. Emmett insisted on doing shots with me earlier.

"Why is that?" Bella purred, cupping my dick between us. I let my hand slid down her ass. "Because…what if I wanted this?" I asked, squeezing her ass and breathing heavily in her ear. I put some space between us to see her reaction to my suggestion. I felt the need to be consumed by her. To have her trust me enough to bring her pleasure through pain made me want to have her that way.

Some girls loved it, others hated, but most were just scared of it. Bella's eyes gave nothing away.

"Have you ever done that?" I asked her. Bella slowly shook her head no. "Would you ever do that?" I asked again, darting my tongue out across her lips. "I will be gentle…make it good for you." I told her dragging my tongue down her neck. To be the first, and hopefully only one to ever have her that way, made me ache.

"For you I would," she said, stumbling closer to me.

"Wanna get outta here?" I asked. Bella bite her bottom lip seductively as she nodded yes to me.

We walked along the cobblestone in olde city before I hailed a cab. Bella stumbled over her address a few times before she got it right.

Between all the alcohol, our recent confessions, and what we knew was coming once we got to her apartment, we couldn't keep our hands to ourselves. Disregarding the presence of the cabbie, we mauled each other in the back seat, kissing and touching for the entire ride. The cab came to a stop outside of her fish town apartment and I paid the cab driver before helping her out.

We stumbled up the stairs and in the front door before I started undressing her. I removed my jacket, taking in Bella's stunning appearance. She wore nothing but thigh highs, a black thong, and rhinestone heels.

"Leave the shoes on," I ordered her, taking my pants off.

"Or what?" Bella smirked, bending over to slip off her shoes.

"Or I might have to punish you," I said before throwing her over my shoulder and taking her into her bedroom.

She protested and screamed for me to let her down, hitting my back before I plopped her on the bed.

I moved my mouth down her breast, darting my tongue out over her stomach. I didn't go slowly as wanted desperately to taste her center. I adjusted her legs over my shoulders as I began to shifted my tongue and fingers in and out of her center.

Her juices coated my fingers inside her as I focused my tongue on her clit. I moved my finger out and moved my index finger to her ass. I pressed gently on the tight opening, moving it slowly inside. Just the thought that it could be my cock being sucked in tight in that hole almost made me come. I knew how relaxed she was only had to do with the blood alcohol level of her blood.

It wasn't long before I moved my finger in and out freely and added a second finger.

I moved up her body and kissed her mouth, "You okay?" I asked, sliding my dick into her wet pussy. She nodded yes, digging her fingers into my shoulder blades.

I wrapped my arm around her back and began to move my fingers in her tight ass again.

"Ready for more?" I asked.

"Yes," Bella said moving with me.

"Here," I said pulling out, I moved my dick to her other hole and just let it sit between her ass cheeks with very little pressure. I moved her hand down to her clit, "Play with your clit while I move inside you, and just stay relaxed." I told her as she began to circle her clit. I moved slowly inside, inch by inch. I peppered her neck with kisses and licks.

"You feel so good," I told her as I was halfway in. I felt her begin to tense, "You okay?" I asked again. I had stopped advancing to let her get used to the sensation of being filled.

"I'm okay…keep going." She told, me as I helped her circle her clit.

As soon as I was inside her tight hole I just held her close stilling my movements. I slowly moved out and back in, my movements never got fast or hard. It was so tight, I didn't need to.

As I moved in and out Bella squirmed in pleasure, I felt her body shutter as her head extended, and her legs quivered. I was so fucking happy she was enjoying it as much as I was.

I kept moving slowly and playing with her clit. "I love you," I told her over and over again. Her back arched quickly off the bed with a grunt as I felt her clit get slicker and slicker, I knew she was coming, hard.

I couldn't hold back anymore and let myself drop over the edge. I collapsed on top of her while trying to catch my breath.

"I have to go the bathroom," she said pushing me up.

"Are you okay? I didn't hurt you did I?" I asked. I didn't know what was wrong, or why she was in such a rush to get up. I was afraid something was wrong.

"I'm fine," she said almost falling out of bed. I grabbed her arm and helped her to the bathroom, afraid she'd trip over her own feet. "Can you make me another drink?" she asked, standing stark naked in front of me in the bathroom doorway. God, she was so sexy, and she didn't even realize what she was doing to me.

"I don't think you need anymore to drink," I said to her with a chuckle.

"Please," she said giving me a pouty frown.

"I guess," I conceited. No use in arguing with a someone who is drunk. I went back to her bedroom and pulled on my tan slacks and grabbed my button down shirt for Bella.

I headed to her kitchen and searched for their stash of booze and glasses. I only put half a shot in the drink I made her. I was going to bring Bella back my shirt when Jasper and Alice loudly, and very drunkenly, crashed into the apartment.

"Hey," I said.

"Ewww Edward! I don't want to see you half naked after you fucked my best friend!" Alice yelled.

I just laughed. "Sorry," I shrugged at her as she plopped down on the couch. "But she is my girlfriend now."

"Oh shit!" I heard Jasper yell before slamming the bathroom door. "Why don't

you go get your girlfriend Edward?" Jasper said patting my back.

"What? You just walked in on her?" I asked.

"Dude, the door wasn't even shut all the way, and it's not my fault she is wearing nothing but rhinestone heels," Jasper said, falling into the wall.

"What?" Alice yelled, pulling herself off the couch. "I gotta see this!" she said, pushing past me toward the bathroom.

"Don't Ally!" Jasper yelled in a warning. Alice of course ignored him and pushed open the bathroom door before I could get to it.

"Bells! Oh my god! Are you okay?" Alice asked taking in Bella's body hunched up over the toilet as she threw up in the white bowl.

"Move, Alice!" I said, coming behind Bella. "Here, baby," I said putting my shirt over her shoulders. I pulled her loose hair away from her face and held it while I rubbed her back.

"That's all you. Glad I lost that best friend responsibility to ya," Alice said, sloppily coming to her feet.

"Me too," I said, and I meant it. I would feel bad if all Bella had to help take care of her hangover was Alice.

Bella threw up a few more times before I carried her to bed. I felt awful for her. I held her hair back as I sat on the edge of the tub while Bella heaved into the toilet every few minutes. I would do anything if I knew a way to make it stop. If I could have hook her up to a banana bag right then and there, I would have.

"I'm sorry," she said groggily.

"I'm not," I told her kissing her temple. "This was one of the best nights of my life."

My first buttseck lemon ever…please tell me what you think! Working on nine now, so review and I will tease!