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Watching & Waiting

Spencer walked down the trail and stopped just at the edge of the park, she leaned on one of the trees by her. She watched as Kyla ran around with Asher, and smiled when she saw how happy Asher was. She looked around to make sure no one saw her here, and then she slid down and brought her knees to her chest. Spencer saw the other kids playing with their parents and laughing as a family, made her hurt even more. When she looked back over at Kyla she was looking right back at Spencer, she nodded and made a little wave then went back to play with Asher.

"Is this why you came back?" Spencer jumped at the sudden voice beside her; she looked up at Ashley who was looking ahead.

"I'm sorry, I'll go"

"Don't its fine. You know you could actually go near him, but it's you that chose to stay away."

Spencer looked away then back down at the ground; she knew Ashley was going to say what she wanted. She knew that not only did she leave everyone, she left Ashley. Spencer played with her fingers, and started to tense when Ashley took a seat next to her on the ground.

"How was being a rock and roll star?"

"It was a lot of fun, and I really enjoyed it. There were times where I just wanted to quit and come home, but I had fans waiting for me to just show up. I did come home a lot to see Asher, but not as much as I wanted to. Kyla came and saw me while I was in New York, and I would see her when I could also. I would have came and saw you too, I just didn't know how to contact you. The only time I ever actually saw you was when Kyla decided to open a bar here"

"Sounds like an interesting life you have had, and its fine I didn't want anyone to know I was here."

"Spencer when you're ready, I really want to know what happen to you. Until then I'll give you space. If you want to see your son up close, and talk to him let me know"

Spencer continued to watch Asher and Kyla play in the park, Ashley walked over to them. Spencer got up turning to walk back where she had come from; this was something she wasn't ready to see. As she passed Ashley's car, she saw one of Ashers toys on the front seat it was the teddy bear Ashley bought when he was born. She continued to walk past and started to think about her past.

FLASHBACK...

She woke in a room she wasn't sure she had ever been in; when she looked around she saw it was defiantly a girl's room. She held up the sheets as she got out of the bed and grabbed her clothes from the floor, she couldn't believe what she had done. It wasn't even a month after living here, and she had already cheated on Ashley. After she got dressed, she walked to the door and opened it as a girl came in with coffee.

"Spence where you going, I brought us coffee"

"Becca I have to go, I'm sorry."

"Wait Spencer what's wrong, tell me?"

"I have a son, and a girlfriend at home."

"I know you do, you couldn't stop talking about how much you missed them and wanted to see them"

"Then why did I fucking wake up naked in your fucking bed Becca!"

"Spencer calm down, you got drunk last night and puked all over yourself. Your clothes are on my desk chair, I'm sorry. Just because I'm gay doesn't mean I'm going to try and hook up with you, besides you have a family girl"

"I'm sorry, it's just waking up naked in a bed not mine scared me"

"It's all good, let's get you changed and coffee in you"

"Sounds good"

FLASHBACK ENDED

Spencer walked up the stairs pulling out her key to her door, when she opened it she was relieved to find she had the place to herself. She walked to her room taking off her clothes at the same time. She turned on the shower, getting under the hot water. As she punched the wall thinking of the mistakes she had made, she heard her phone go off. She stepped out grabbing her phone, it was a text.

Have you told her? – B


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