The walk home was brutal. My mind gave me a good talking to about using Marcus. I'm not shallow; I just HATE preps and love to see them hurt. Finally, I arrived at Allie's school. A bunch of guys were hanging around in a circle and I could hear her cry. Horridly, I ran to her side. My fury took away all my brains as one by one, I hit them all. They weren't prepared and I caught them all off guard. Returning to my sister, she gasped and whimpered. When I tried to hug her, she moved away from me.
"Allie. Allie. Come on Hun, they were hurting you. Please Allie." My sister continued back away. I looked down at the ground and broke down. Even my own sister didn't understand me. What the hell was with everyone today? I heard the smacking of the pavement of someone running away. I couldn't blame her. I would run away too, if I was in her shoes. I stayed there for a few more minutes and then got up. About thirty steps, I ran into someone.
"Excuse me please." I moved to the left but the figure moved with me. I smiled and looked up only for my smile to disappear and my fear to reappear. Nick stood in front of me, smiling like an idiot.
"You never do change, do you Ceara?" His hand came up to my face and gently caressed my cheek. I looked into his blood red eyes, the only way for a victim to know their fate three seconds before his or her death, tears leaving mine.
"Shah. It's okay baby. Everything is fine. Just trust me. It'll be great." He forced my head upon his shoulder, my eyes closed and the tears started flooding. Even if I wasn't a vampire, I had the weirdest life of being a mom to my sisters.
"I know you missed me babe." He pulled my head off his shoulder and kissed my lips, leaving a salt watery taste on my lips. True, I did miss him, but I didn't MISS him. I missed his self confidence, his arrogance, his ignorance, his lips on mine and his bedroom skills. I didn't miss the way he acted when I was around and pretending to act upper class when I was hanging with my friends back in Cali. He also could control thoughts. CONTROL THOUGHTS. OMG I'M SUCH A STUPID BITCH. Anxiously, I pulled away from him, narrowed my eyes and kicked his shin.
"Dumbass." He looked at me, confused. I crossed my arms around my chest and glared. He started nodding.
"You're pissed off because I called you a whore for kissing that other guy, aren't you?" I nodded.
"God, you never change do you, Nick? Every time I was with a guy, you instantly thought I was cheating. You know that's not me. And, last time we met, you had the BRILLIANT idea of trying to drain my sisters." He smiled evilly at me, his cute but truly evil smile.
"Come on babe. You know I was just joking around. Here let me make it up to you. My place. No one around. Just you and me with a VERY comfortable bed." He gave me a wicked smile.
"We could have our own little demonic children. I'll even let you name them." He put his mouth on my neck, the sudden coolness of his lips making me gasp. He put a hand on my waist, another in the middle of my back because he knew those were my weak spots for my knees to buckle... stupid knees. I felt a warm trickle down my neck and shut my eyes in the bliss. I bent my head and sunk my teeth into his neck pulling him closer to me and wrapping my leg around his waist. If it wasn't for a pedestrian whistling a happy tune, I would have let him take advantage of me in that spot where everyone could stare. I put my leg down and pushed Nick off of me, holding my neck because it hurt like hell, ripping his teeth out of my neck. I gave Nick a disgusted look.
"You ass. You seriously thought that I'd let you have the higher ground that time? No. I'm not going back to you. You can wait for a cold day in hell before I go back to you!" Nick stared at me, angrily and fearfully.
"And is this not a cold day of YOUR hell, Ceara? Two very confusing ideas. A guy who doesn't notice you and a guy who does but you don't care about? And a third, your ex." He smirked and turned around. "Be seeing you soon babe." With that, he turned and walked away. Yet another emotion, fear.
