"Emaya BBC (Before Boot Camp)"
I wasn't sure how you would react to Emily and Maya's first time but I think it was really how it could have been on the show and I'm glad you stuck by me with my decision to write it that way.
So let's get right to it and find out what happens the morning after their first time…
Rated T.
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Chapter 8: Waking Up With My Girl
The flames from the fireplace roar on as the fire in their loins heats up. She pushes as deeply as she can wanting desperately to break her seal, the one that makes Maya her first. She can feel the warmth engulf her finger making her thrust with more confidence as the fluid lubricates her allowing her to ease in and out of her girl. Tears of elation roll down from the corner of Emily's eyes as she has just given herself totally and completely to her first, to Maya…
The next morning…
Maya wakes up with her arm around, no one. She sits up looking around the boat house but there's no sign of her. She gets up, uses the bathroom and while she is washing her hands she hears splashing outside. She grabs a towel wrapping her body in it as she braves the chilly morning air. There in the distance she spots her girl swimming back to her. Maya drops her towel, diving into the cold lake waters swimming out to meet the one who makes her heart skip a beat, the one she has wanted since the day they met, the one she was with last night, the one she made feel wanted…
When she finally reaches her, they both stop swimming, treading water just a foot away from each other, looking into one another's eyes. Emily catches herself shaking out of her trance feeling the blush fill her face as Maya scans her body through the clear lake waters wanting to hold her to be with her…
"Maya, you're staring."
"I can't help it. You are so beautiful."
"No I'm not. I, I'm dirty."
"Baby, that's not dirty, that's something a woman's body needs to do when she experiences her first time."
"I feel so ashamed that that happened. I didn't even realize until I got up to use the bathroom and it was so red. All I could think was that I got you dirty too."
"No baby, you didn't. I felt you lose yourself to me. I felt you become a woman. I felt you become wanted. It was what was supposed to happen. That is nothing to be ashamed about or to feel dirty about."
"But I got myself on you."
"And you'll get yourself on me again. I want that. Don't you?"
"I, I guess, yeah, yes Maya, I want that."
"Okay then, let's get out of this freezing cold water and do something about that," she says with a victorious eyebrow arch.
They swim to the dock rising out of the harsh lake water wrapping up in a towel rushing into the warmer boat house but not that much warmer as the fire has gone out.
"It's so cold. Should we start a fire?"
"I don't think we'll need it. Our body heat will get rid of any chills we have. Let's get back in the sleeping bag."
"But Maya, I messed it up."
"No baby, it all stayed within you until you released it when you attended to your morning ritual. I promise its fine."
They get in the sleeping bag looking at each other with some space between them as Maya isn't sure if she should initiate contact but before she can think any more about what to do next, Emily starts talking,
"The touch of another has never made me feel like that before. I thought maybe there was something wrong with me. But now I know I was just having the wrong person touch me. I really like how you touch me, Maya."
She smiles, kissing her gently, "I really like touching you."
Maya places her hand on Emily's shoulder moving it slowly to her back caressing to her toned bottom forging her flesh in her hand causing a moan to flee from Emily as she kisses her on the lips. She too wants to feel more of Maya so she sneaks her hand between her legs surprising her making her smile widely into their kiss as their lips become one…
"You don't have to do that Em."
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No."
"Emily looks to Maya for instruction."
"Baby, you're doing just fine. Just keep searching and you'll find what you're looking for and I get to enjoy however long it takes."
The heel of her hand rubs against her landing strip while her fingers explore her welcoming moist center. It feels so good it ignites her want her need and her desire to be with Maya today and always…
Waking up this time in each other's arms…
Emily is nestled in Maya's arms, her head resting comfortably on her shoulder, her body lying peacefully atop Maya. The sunlight breaks them of their slumber stretching and yawning against each other.
"Hey."
"Hey," Emily smiles looking up at Maya.
"Are you okay?"
"I think I'm better than okay. Was I okay?" Emily second guesses herself in a bit of a panic.
Maya laughs, "Are you being serious right now? All those exclamations I vocalized were from your expert touch. Are you sure you've never done that before?" She gives Emily narrow eyes and an arched eyebrow.
"No, never. You were my first," Emily gushes shyly, her eyes suddenly all innocent.
Maya pulls Emily close to her looking directly into her brown unsure eyes, "You were everything I wanted and needed and more." She kisses Emily softly at first but gradually increases the passion and the want between them. Their lips adhere to one another as their tongues brush against each other playfully.
"Maya, it's getting late," she says against their kisses.
"Mmmm. Hmmm."
"I have to go back to my house to face my parents. Will you go back with me? Please?" she asks with a final peck on the lips.
"You know I will. I won't leave your side. We're in this together now and for always."
"Oh Maya, I don't know how I could've gotten through this if you weren't here."
"Well I am here and I'm not going anywhere," she reassures her girl squeezing her tight.
"Maya?"
"Yeah beautiful?"
Emily snuggles into Maya once more asking, "Can you hold me for just a little while longer?"
"Anything you want baby, anything at all."
At the Fields…
The girls park their cars in the Fields' driveway but Emily hesitates to go in her own house.
"Wayne, she's back," Pam yells racing to the front door but before she can open it Wayne places the palm of his hand against it preventing her from doing so.
"Pam wait."
"Wait? For what? Our daughter has been gone all night with that girl."
"Her name is Maya and you need to let her do this on her own or it's just going to get worse before it gets better."
"Wayne, our daughter needs us."
"I think she needs Maya more right now."
Tears begin to form in Pam's eyes as she looks at her husband understanding what he's saying but not wanting to give in to it.
"Please Pam, let her come to us."
"Fine. But I don't like this."
"You don't have to like it but we do need to respect it."
Wayne opens his arms to his wife who falls into him accepting his embrace, needing his comfort as she waits for her daughter to come to them.
"Em, baby, are you ready," Maya asks standing outside of Emily's car door.
"No, no not really."
"Come on. I promise it will be okay."
Maya opens her car door helping Emily to get out. When Maya closes the door, Emily leans against it still reluctant to go inside. Maya smiles as much encouragement as she can muster up as she presses herself against her wrapping her arms around her neck. Emily takes hold of Maya's middle clutching her unwilling to let go at least not just yet.
"Baby, I'm here. Your parents are going to be okay with this. They will. It might not be right away but it definitely will at some point. I think sooner rather than later," Maya finishes with a kiss to Emily's forehead.
Emily sniffles, "I know you're right but I'm still nervous and a little scared to go back in there."
"Listen, I texted my mom that we were at our place and she texted me this morning that she talked to your dad and she assured him that you were safe and in good hands, my hands."
"She really did that."
"Yep. She's kinda cool like that," Maya smiles into Emily's eyes. Emily is beaming as she can't believe her girlfriend always knows what she needs to hear to make her feel better when it comes to just about everything.
"Maya?"
"Yeah."
"I'm ready. Let's do this."
The girls walk arm in arm down the walkway to the porch stopping for just a minute to take in a breath. Emily opens the front door and steps in with Maya by her side. Her parents are sitting on the couch. Wayne puts his hand on his wife's thigh keeping her sitting while at the same time trying to keep her calm.
"Mom, Dad, can we come in?"
"Of course, sweetie, this is your home too," Mr. Fields affirms compassionately.
"Emily, are you okay?" Mrs. Fields asks in a nurturing tone.
"Yeah. I'm actually really okay. Mom, Dad, this is my girlfriend Maya, someone I care about very much," she says holding onto her hand so tightly their knuckles begin to whiten.
"Hi Mrs. Fields, Mr. Fields. I'm really glad to have met Emily and to have become friends with her. You have an amazing daughter and I can honestly say that I am blessed to have her in my life especially as my girlfriend," the girls look at each other smiling sweetly still holding hands unable to look away from each other.
"Ahem," Mr. Fields attempts to regain their attention. "Emily, your mother and I were worried sick about you."
"But Mrs. St. Germain told you…"
"She did and I'm actually glad I got the chance to speak with her. She definitely calmed my nerves but I still don't like the two of you sneaking off to this secret place of yours. What if something happened to the two of you? We wouldn't know how to get to you, to help you. Do you see how that kept us worrying about you?"
"I get it dad. It's just that, I heard you and mom talking and how disappointed you are in me. It hurt so much to hear that. And Maya is the only person who doesn't make me hurt."
"Emily, I find that hard to believe. You've only known Maya a couple of months and suddenly she's, I don't know what she is," Mrs. Fields chides.
"Mom, she's my girlfriend."
"Emily, please, we just found out that you think you're gay."
"Mom! I don't think I am, I know I am," Emily lambasts.
"Pam, Emily, that's enough. This isn't going to get us anywhere," Mr. Fields breaks in.
"Mr. Fields, Mrs. Fields, can I say something?" Maya asks respectfully.
"Of course Maya, go ahead," Mr. Fields encourages.
"When Emily and I first met it seemed so natural, like we were meant to get to know each other. Everything with your daughter was easy, the talking, the hanging out, the laughing, the comforting and the attraction. The more I got to know your daughter the more I wanted to be around her. But that scared her off. She was having the same feelings I was having but she wasn't willing to act on them because of some preconceived notion of how you thought she was supposed to turn out."
"That's not true Maya," Mrs. Fields jumps in defensively.
"I'm not saying that it is; can I go on?"
"Yes, Maya, go on," Mr. Fields navigates the conversation.
"Because your daughter thought that she would disappoint you if she told you that she had feelings for girls, she kept it all bottled up inside. She doubted herself so she went out with Ben to try to convince herself that she could be interested in boys. Even her best friend made her doubt who she really is. She made her live this life that wasn't hers. It was like she was on the outside looking in. I, on the other hand knew that I wanted to get to know your daughter on a more intimate level but when I attempted to show her how I really felt about her, I pushed her even further into herself. That's why she went with Toby to prom, to try to be that person that everyone including the two of you want her to be, straight. But even Toby knew differently. And finally Emily came to me asking to give us the chance she felt we deserved. Mr. and Mrs. Fields for the very first time Emily became honest with herself. And last night she finally worked up the nerve to be honest with you but it didn't go so well did it."
"Ya know what Maya, you're right. We didn't do a very good job of listening and accepting but we did a great job of judging. And I'm sorry for that Emily," her dad apologizes.
"I wish you hadn't runaway. We could have worked this out Emily," her mom supposes.
"Really? Could we have? Mom, I heard you. You think Maya made me gay. Mom, no one made me gay, I was born this way. Mom, I was born this way," Emily avows.
"No Emily. I can't believe that. You can change, we all change, this is just some phase that she is responsible for," Mrs. Fields points at Maya.
"Pam, that's enough. Everything Maya said makes perfect sense and we need to consider this strongly, we can't just ignore it."
"I can. And that's exactly what I'm going to do," Mrs. Fields cries with her voice cracking as she storms passed her daughter and Maya running up the stairs slamming her bedroom door behind her.
Maya puts her arms around Emily holding her close as the tears stream down her face and the shock of her mother's reaction resonates throughout her body.
"Emily, I'm with you. I'm with you and Maya. I will talk to your mother. She's in shock too. It will take some time but I have faith and confidence that your mother will accept you for who you are…our daughter Emily Fields."
Emily throws herself in her dad's arms thanking him for understanding and supporting her and Maya, "Daddy, I love you so much."
"I love you to baby girl. And Maya, you are welcome here whenever you want. I just might give Mrs. Fields a few more days to adjust to this announcement."
"Thank you Mr. Fields, that means a lot to me. Well I should go. Emily, are you going to be okay?"
Emily releases her hold of her dad to embrace her girlfriend, her wonderful amazing girlfriend.
"I'll walk you out. Dad is that okay?"
"Of course, goodbye Maya and drive safe."
"I will Mr. Fields and thanks again."
Maya leans against her car as Emily pushes herself against her leaving no space between them.
"Maya?"
"Yeah?"
"I couldn't have done that without you ya know."
"I think you could've but I'm glad I was there to help," she kisses Emily softly on the lips.
"Everything you said was exactly what I was feeling and I wish that I could've said it myself. You made it all make sense especially to my dad."
"Well your dad is super cool. It's mommy we have to be wary about."
"I know. She'll come around Maya. I know she will."
"Well I hope so. I know she loves you Emily, I guess she just needs some time to really show you."
"Yeah, I think you're right."
"I better get going. You need some time with your dad and hopefully your mom too."
"I won't hold my breath," they giggle out of nervousness but turn their nervousness into passion with a much needed kiss.
"Are you sure you're okay?" Maya asks wanting reassurance before she leaves her.
"Yeah, last night could have been the worst night of my life but instead it was the best night of my life because I got to spend it with you. And experiencing my first time with the only person I've ever wanted to be intimate with, by a fireplace at the lake was so romantic that I'll never forget it."
They press their lips together widening the kiss little by little while unbeknownst to them, Mrs. Fields watches from her bedroom window glaring with clenched fists and daggers in her eyes pointed directly at Maya…
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To Be Continued…
**Remember, Mrs. Fields was not at all okay with Emily and Maya being together or Emily being gay until she started dating Samara. She will be painted as the antagonist for a while longer.
Coming Up:
The girls revisit Hannah at the Hospital.
Maya is invited to dinner at the Fields.
