"Kenickie," Rizzo said softly. That's how he woke up. She looked up at him and he smiled down at her.

"Hey babe," He kissed her head,"You feel alright?"

"I feel like sombody tried to cut off my limbs and they hit me in the head with a brick." She closed her eyes, trying to pretend the pain wasn't there.

"I'm sorry," he kissed her head. When she opened her eyes and looked at her souroundings.

"Nickie, where are we?" She snuggled into him before he answered.

"Hospital, we got in an accident."

"An accident! Where is everyone! Are they ok! Nobody's dead are they! Oh god, somebody's probably dead!" Kenickie was crying now, Rizzo had never seen him cry,"Nickie, you're crying. Oh god!" She hugged him tight and he held her close.

"Putzie, Danny, and Frenchy are awake, Frenchy is getting discharged today, Sandy is still in ICU last I heard, Marty and Sonny are both unconscious. Jan and Doody are," Kenickie started to sob again.

"Jan's gone?" Rizzo asked. Kenickie nodded. Rizzo cried into Kenickie's shoulder and he hugged her tight.

"Putzie and Frenchy were really tore up. Putzie was screaming and yelling at everybody." Kenickie said sadly. Rizzo laid her head on his shoulder.

"God, this is horrible." Putzie walked in tears streaming down his face. Rizzo sat up and held her arms out to hug him. She pulled him close and held him tight. "Putzie, what happened."

"Jan's funeral is tomorrow, they only waited until Frenchy got out of the hospital because she at the time was the only concious one still in the hospital and they're gonna have Frenchy and I both speak there." He cried so hard. "I miss her so much." He whispered to no one in particular.

Rizzo just let him cry into her shoulder. She stoked his hair and his mom came in.

"Hey Putz, we need to go cause you gotta go to sleep and be awake tomorrow. Kenickie, I'm taking you home too." Rizzo let go of Putzie and he walked over to his mom.

"Bye Rizz," Kenickie said kissing her forehead.

"Bye Nickie." Rizzo replied.

Every time Kenickie was in a car he would think about the crash, it was scary. He would sit silently trying to think of something else. He thought about Jan, how happy she always was, he needed someone who was happy right now.

He need Doody, Putzie, and Sonny to do there Three Stogies routine. He needed Danny to stop them. He needed to hold Rizzo in his arms and kiss her. He needed Frenchy sitting on Doody's lap in the back seat of his car. He needed Jan sitting on Putzie's lap. He needed laughter. He needed smiles. He needed everything to go back to normal.

He thought like this until they got to Putzie's house. That night both Putzie and Kenickie cried themselves to sleep. The fell asleep in a tight hug and were leaning aganist his wall.

This story is so sad! This is the saddest thing I've ever wrote!

-Jan