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BRIEF SUMMARY OF THE STORY SO FAR:
Chris has always been in love with Wyatt, no matter what, however in this timeline, his love for Wyatt has crossed beyond the line of brotherly love and into something more. so One night at Wyatt's friend party Chris gets drunk, and then does something totally stupid which is to sleep with Wyatt by casting a spell on him, however the next morning Chris comes to his senses and cast a spell on Wyatt, so he wouldn't remember any of it, then Chris finds out that Wyatt has proposed to his girl friend Rachel, and now Chris couldn't bear the thought of losing Wyatt, especially after the night of being with him and now Wyatt has gone and invited her over for dinner and Chris is not sure whether he is okay with it...
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Chris sat at one of the swings in the Park, slowly going back and forth with both his feet's on the ground firmly. He didn't know what to do; he felt as if his world was crashing around him and there's nothing he can do about it, but what did he do so bad that he has to be punished like this.
"I mean, I am good person, a good witch," Chris thought to himself. "Don't I deserved to be loved just like every one does, it that too much to ask," but he knew what he was asking, was too much, he know he can never get Wyatt, the thought alone wanted to make him cry from where he was sitting but he wasn't going to.
For one thing, the park was filled with small kids, who were all running around screaming like a bunch of animals that has been escaped from the zoo and second of all Chris never cries in front of anyone, not even in front of Wyatt. Chris picked each petal from the small daisy he was holding, he didn't know how he got it in his hands, but he doesn't care, he was lost in his own world. World filled with nothing but pain, sorrow, lies and more Pain, the pain Chris Perry has to go through no matter what timeline he was in.
Chris was busy drowned in his thoughts when he felt someone sitting in the swing next to his, blinking away his tears which were blurring his vision, he turned around to see Wyatt, sitting there and looking out at the park. Chris who saw this got up to leave but Wyatt who has been expected this pulled Chris on to his lap before securing Chris by wrapping his hand around Chris's waist.
"LET ME GO," Chris hissed like a poisonous snake however Wyatt didn't let him go.
"Chris, please let me explain," Wyatt said as he held on to his writhing brother.
"There is nothing to explain," Chris hissed as he tried to pry Wyatt's hand away from his torso, sitting like this on Wyatt's lap, making him think of things he knew that could never be real. It may be normal to Wyatt pulling Chris on to his lap, but to Chris its not, it means something more, even though its not and he knew that, if Wyatt ever found out about his feelings, then he be disgusted and he would never want to do anything with him, and that thought alone, slowly killed Chris from inside.
"Yes, there is, now if you just let me explain," Wyatt said firmly as Chris glowed as he stopped fighting Wyatt. Who apologised inside his head for using his power on Chris, but that was the only way he could get Chris to listen, since he knew about Chris's stubbornness and it's exactly like his mothers.
"Now, Chris, would you just let me explain?" Wyatt asked as Chris nodded, at this Wyatt let Chris go, who got up and sat in the swing next to Wyatt's.
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Chris sat there in silence as he listened to his brother's explanation, which only made tears well up in his eyes, not because he was happy, because he was sad and damn pissed off, causing him to hate Wyatt even more. The way Wyatt describes how much he loves Rachel and how he never felt like this about anyone, made him angry but he was reluctant to show. But now Wyatt telling him, that he felt as if Chris was somehow standing in his way of proposing to Rachel that was the reason he didn't tell Chris that he was going to propose.
This only added more pain and Chris felt like running away from Wyatt for good but where can he go, he knew Wyatt will find him no matter where he goes, since Wyatt was one of the God damn powerful witch that ever walked on earth and what was he, nothing but a witch and he was only powerful then normal witches cause his mother was a Charmed one.
"I am sorry Chris, but it just sometimes," Wyatt said not meeting Chris's eyes. "I feel like you don't like anyone I go out with, always disapproving who I chose to date, saying that they either not suitable for me, or is just you don't like them and I didn't want you to say the same thing about Rachel, cause I really love her and I just felt that if I told you, I was going to propose to her, you probably might not approve of it or you might say something... and I didn't want to hurt your feelings even if you disagree with me asking Rachel to marry me, I am sorry Chris, it just... sometimes I have to lead my own life, I can't come to you for every single thing, not anymore... I am really sorry." Wyatt finished as his voice got quieter every word and at the end he was barely audible.
Chris just nodded, Chris felt as if Wyatt slashed his heart million times with his words, but Chris didn't show it, he just nodded, much as he wanted to lash out, Chris just nodded, much as he wanted to scream from top of his lungs and cry like a child, Chris just nodded. .
"I hope you understand?" Wyatt asked as he looked at Chris, who didn't say anything as he stared into the space. Chris just wanted his life to go there and then, but he knew it be too soon and he knew god was going to punish him even more for thinking such thought of his own brother in way no brother should and not to mention using magic to seduce Wyatt into sleeping with him. "Chris…."
"Chris…." Wyatt said as he can clearly see that Chris was somewhere far away, only his body was here, his mind was somewhere else.
Chris snapped out of his trance as he looked at Wyatt, who looked at him, half worried and half scared. "I am happy for you," Chris said smiling before leaving as he made his way through the crowd of small children that came running his way, he knows Wyatt's not following him, but he still didn't care. One thought kept on coming into his head, which was "KILL YOURSELF, that was the only way you are FREE" much as those words were tempting, Christopher Perry Halliwell was not a crowd to go such a low deed, well not yet anyway.
However Chris was pissed off with his mother and rest of his family, he was never going to talk to them, not in this life time, not before they pay the price for doing something like this to him, how can his mother accept this. "Why not?" said a little voice at back of his head. "They are perfect, you can't expect her to say, oh wait I am waiting for my youngest son to propose to his brother, what a show that would be."
Chris didn't know where he was going, so he did one thing he could think of for that moment, he went behind a tree and orbed off, away from san Francisco and away from US and away from his brother. Chris orbs slowly materialised in the underworld as he looked around, searching for a demon, and hoping to take his anger away by vanquishing some of the demons that unfortunate enough to pass him by.
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Wyatt watched Chris go, he can see that Chris was still pissed off, but at least he now knows the truth, so he wouldn't hold the grudge against him forever.
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That night at the Halliwell manor, Chris sat down on the long beach chair in the sun room as he stared at the TV before him, much as he wanted to watch the movie, nothing was going inside his head since he was drowned in his own thoughts. He hasn't seen Wyatt since he came to find him in the park, but Chris knows that he will see him at the dinner, since that's the only thing that no one can escape even if they want to.
"Chris, honey, are you okay?" Piper asked her youngest who has been quiet ever since he came back. However Chris jerked away when Piper tried to push his unruly hair away from his face. "Chris what's wrong?"
"I don't know, why don't you tell me?" Chris said sarcastically as Piper sat next to him.
"Chris, I know it was a shock to you," Piper said as she placed a hand on his shoulder but all Chris did was to give her an accusing glare which said how-could-you. "But you got to know that Wyatt is an adult and so are you, much as you guys are close which I am happy for." Piper said to Chris while Chris thought to himself.
"Close, you have no idea, how close we were, especially last night," Chris thought to himself as he closed his eyes as he sensed his eye prickling.
"You can't be mad at Wyatt, because he kept one secret from you, cause in the future the only person Wyatt can't any keep secret is from his Wife." Piper said as Chris shook his head.
"You know I don't even give a damn about it," Chris snapped back as tears blurred his vision as he looked away.
"Chris, don't pull that tone with me," Piper warned him as Chris begun to bite his nails. "You know I m not saying that he has to keep secrets from you but the same time, you can't expect him to tell you everything like you don't tell him everything. I mean at some point of life, every one would have some secrets that they can't tell, Chris, so you have to understand that and stop biting your nails."
Chris turned his concentration on the TV much as he knows that his mother was right, his stubbornness was not letting him to forgive Wyatt. He flicked through the channels when he stopped in a music channel, where in the TV the presenter said "Now guys, we seen all this jazz music, let's see how music was in 1999 to 2006. The first Artist in our list today is Lindsay Lohan and her song "Over," this song was really famous among teens in 2004, since every one seems to relate to this touching song, but let's see if it can touch our hearts, I doubt it."
I watch the walls around me crumble
But it's not like I won't built them up again
So here is your last chance for redemption
So take it while it last us will then
My tears are turning into time
I wasted trying to find
A reason for good bye
I can't live without you, can't breathe with you
I am dreaming about you
Honestly tell me that is over
The world is still spinning
And I am still living
Won't be right if we are not in it together
Tell me that is over
and I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last one to know
Chris felt his mother leave as he orbed off to his room to let the tears fall from his eyes that he has been desperately holding inside as his tears turned into time. Chris just wanted to scream, and throw tantrum, but he knew he couldn't, so he bit his pillow hard as he can as he cried out in frustration.
I won't be the one to chase you
But the same time you are the heart that I call home.
I always stuck with these emotions,
The more I try to feel the less I am home
My tears are turning into time,
I wasted trying to find
A reason for good bye
I can't live without you, can't breathe with you
I am dreaming about you
Honestly tell me that is over
The world is still spinning
And I am still living
Won't be right if we are not in it together
Tell me that is over
Can I be the first to go
Yeah be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
Over, over, over
Chris heard the front door open as he heard his Aunt Phoebe's voice hollering for his mother as she sounded happy. Then Chris heard his mother calling him, first he tried to ignore it but then he heard a loud knock as Paige knocked on his door. Quickly wiping his tears away he got up and answered it.
"Chris, the dinner is ready and your mother wants you downstairs," Paige said as Chris smiled before making his way out as Paige followed him.
Chris made his way downstairs but stopped in the stairs when he saw something that made his heart skip a beat. In front of him, standing in the foyer was Wyatt and Rachel, in each other arms, cuddling like he often sees his mother and father do.
My tears are turning into time
I wasted trying to find
A reason for good bye
I can't live without you, can't breathe with you
I am dreaming about you
Honestly tell me that is over
The world is still spinning
And I am still living
Won't be right if we are not in it together
Tell me that is over,
Tell me that is over
Honestly tell me, honestly tell me
Don't tell me that is over, don't tell me that is OVER.
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