I don't remember much of what happened next...but I do remember waking up with my wrist burning. I groaned and tried to sit up but I was pushed back down. I looked straight up to see Lucius.
"Lucius..." I whispered. He smiled at me and I felt my head being placed into his lap. He brought his wrist to my mouth it was cut and blood was pouring out of it. He didn't even need to tell me what to do. I reached up and pulled his wrist closer biting down and drinking softly and slowly. I heard him moan a little bit which made me blush harder. A couple of weeks ago I would have been freaked out by this...But I know finally accept that I am gay. I learned to live with it. I didn't really love Lily as a girlfriend..I did as a sister.
I pulled away after a minute of drinking Lucius's blood. He helped me up and it took me a minute to help me stand up straight. I sighed a little bit then looked him into the eyes. I smiled at him then he nodded at me. I frowned. I knew what I was feeling...I was in love with Lucius..I gulped. He was way to old for me. But I had to ask him...Today.
I bit my lips hard as we walked back down the hall. I sighed and looked down at my mark... which was now permanently engraved into my skin. I sighed annoyed. Lucius looked at me then stopped me almost standing close enough to be against each other. I blushed darkly
"Whats wrong Severus? Something seems to be bothering you" He asked. I gulped
I...It's nothing Lucius" I whispered then moved away. He stopped me again then pushed me up against the walls. I blushed as hard as I could. He smirked at me a little.
"Lucius...I...I" I whispered then looked down. He put a finger under my chin then made me look at him.
"you what Severus?" He asked me looking into my eyes. I gulped.
" I love you." I whispered. He froze then moved away quickly.
"Severus...I'm sorry but...I'm not gay" He whispered. I frowned and looked down.
"Oh...I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable" I said. He said nothing then started to walk again. I followed him but not right next to him. It was around the middle of the day when we got back to Hogwarts. Lucius walked to his dorm while i stayed under the tree by the black lake. I started to cry for some reason...Upset about what had happened.
"Snape!" I heard someone almost yell to loud. I gulped wishing it was not the marauders. I looked up to see Regulus walking over to me. I hide my tears and stood.
"What do you want Black?" I whispered. I gasped as he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me close.
"you" He growled as I tried to get away. I tried to pull his hand away but that earned me a slap across the face. "You are gay right?" He growled at me. I started to cry again and nodded. He smirked satisfied.
"and I heard from my brother a vampire too..." He stopped on my foot "Show me your fangs!" He demanded. I opened my mouth letting my fangs show. He smirked again "Still a newborn...No sunlight for you I guess." He sat down and pulled me into his lap. I tried to get away again but got slapped
"You WILL be my boyfriend you got it?" he growled. I sniffled crying more and nodded. He kissed me roughly but I refused to have my frist kiss with this bastard. He pulled away.
"Kiss me!" He ordered. Then kissed me roughly again. I kissed him back...
I didn't want this...I didn't want this at all.
