Disclaimer:I dont own twilight or its awsome characters :)
Thanks for the reviews on the last chapter Here is the outtake that I couldnt figure out if it belonged in the last chapter or the next. That being said it is Really short.
Also Breakeven kept playing over in my head as I wrote this part.
Breakeven
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)
Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...
No, it don't break
No, it don't break even, no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
(Oh I'm falling, falling)
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
Chapter 8
Jane's POV
I awoke from the dark abyss with my brothers arms wrapped around toke me a moment to regain my bearing and when I did I felt an emptiness I never felt was a deep pain in my chest that was filled with a longing that tried to consume me. Closing my eyes I focused on my bond to my mate.I could fill her pain and grief but when I focused on my tie to her I could feel that she was no longer on the same continent as me. My mate is gone. A whimper escaped before I could stop it . Alec tightened his arms around . But the void that consumed me not even he could fill.
Sorrow and desperation tried to pull me under but I resisted. Instead I focused on anger that was the one emotion I could handle .Shutting down the bond to my mate so I was alone in my anger.
Letting lose a beastly roar I wrenched myself from my brother and allowed my beast to take over. Tables and walls crumbled in my shattered chairs and couches destroyed and yet it wasn't enough. Screaming I run from the castle. The moon gleaming brightly in the sky seeming to mock my pain. Growling I released my power on the humans and immortals I past ,on my way to the forest, crumbled to the ground in my wake.
I didn't care that I could be risking exposure. I didn't care that my brother and father were watching my break down . All I cared about was focusing on something other than the pain. When I reached the forest I destroyed every tree, animal that came in my path . I ran until the sun rose in the finally the anger and pain gave way to numbness. A numbness that wasn't my brothers doing but my own and I welcomed it. Crumbling to the ground in the center of a destroyed field I allowed my beast to recede and sanity to return.
"What happened?"My voice was empty of emotion as I spoke to my brother and father who watched me with weariness. My father took a hesitant step forward and when he noticed my lack of reaction he enveloped me in his arms. His scent of rosemary and rain surrounded me and I relaxed . His voice was gentle and soft. A tone he hasn't spoken to me in since my brother and I took our revenge on the town that tried to burn us at the stake.
"I came to your room when I heard Isabella screaming in pain. My brothers found you clutching your mates arm .".I inhale sharply guilt and sadness trying to break through the numbness but I push it away and focus on his words."Felix and Demetri pulled you from her while Marcus looked over your mate.
You threw Demetri and Felix off of you when Marcus started to touch her arm. You went ballistic. I order Alec to take your senses away till you were calm and your mate was taken care of."
My brother sat before me looking sheepish and fearful. He has never used his gift on me nor I him and I could tell it pained him to do so. I nod slightly showing him I didn't blame him.
He relaxed and gave me a small smile. Aro continued ."Marcus talked to Isabella for a moment as he checked her injuries, She had a few bruises on her arms but nothing too sever. I don't know what she and Marcus spoke about since I had to deal with the Cullen's ."I growled at the sound of their sighs "She left with them about four hours before Alec released you. I had him wait till I knew they were far enough away that you couldn't do something drastic like go after them."
"I wouldn't have gone after them.
She chose him over me so why should I waste my energy chasing someone who doesnt want me . "My words came out bitter and cold. But I couldn't find the will to care . She choose that pathetic Cullen over me.
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