A woman's voice called from the entrance of the lair, "Hello?"
Recognizing April's voice, Don went to her and said, "What do you want?"
"To apologize. I love you, Donnie, and I was out of line," April choked out.
"Yeah. You were and it's not the first time. You have to understand… I can't do this anymore. I'm fed up of fighting about my family. It's clear you despise them and I can't be with someone, who does…"
"I'm pregnant!" April lied, fearing she was going to lose him.
The color drained from Don's face and he stammered, "What? How?"
"You know how, silly boy. It's yours and I'm five weeks pregnant. I hadn't been feeling well. I did a pregnancy test and it was blue. I'm stoked, aren't you? You said you wanted kids."
"Uh, yes. Give me a moment to digest this," Don said and sat down on a sofa.
She's pregnant, Don thought. Shit. I can't dump her now. I'll look like an asshole. I have to stay with her. Maybe things will change. She said she's sorry, right? I'll try again with her for the baby's sake.
"You're not happy, Donnie?" April asked, her eyes filling with tears. "I hoped you'd be. That's okay. I can raise the baby on my own. We'll be fine. I'm sorry for bothering you."
Donnie immediately stood, cupped her face in his hands, kissed her tears away and said, "No, baby. We'll raise the baby together. I love you and I couldn't be happier."
The genius bent down, wrapped his arms around her and passionately kissed her.
Now I really have to get pregnant, April thought, as she eagerly returned the kiss.
XXXXXX
Raphael went into the kitchen a couple of hours later to grab something to eat. Leo was meditating in the dojo. The emerald skinned turtle was astounded to see April sitting at the kitchen table with Donnie.
"She's back, egghead?" Raphael said, failing to hide his dismay. "Thought the bitch was gone for good!"
Donnie's face darkened and he growled, "Don't talk about my baby's mom and my bride-to-be like that, Raphael!
"Huh?" Raphael said and blinked in confusion. "Baby? I don't understand."
"Let me explain," April said snidely. "Couples fuck and the woman becomes pregnant when the male fertilizes her egg. I'm a few weeks along and we're so happy. You're going to be an uncle, Raphael."
Hurt, disbelief and rage flashed on the volatile turtle's face. Unable to contain his escalating temper, Raphael yelled, "Have ya fuckin' lost yer mind, Donnie? I thought ya liked me. Ya said..."
"Come again?" Don said in amazement. "Us? Are you smoking something, Raph?"
"Must be," April said. "Because Donnie's never had the hots for you, Raphael. He's straight and loves me."
"But ya said ya were gonna build somethin' for the person ya love, Donnie," Raphael said, blinking back tears. "And give it ta them at Christmas."
"Yes, but it wasn't for you, Raph. I've never felt more than brotherly love for you and I never will. I'm sorry. Aren't you with Leo anyway? I'm confused."
"Yeah. I am. I just thought ya liked me."
"No. I wish you and Leo well, though. No hard feelings?"
Sure," Raphael forced himself to say, as his world crumbled. He feigned nonchalance and said, "I gotta do somethin'. Bye."
Raphael left the kitchen, forcing himself not to break down. Then his shoulders slumped and his heart shattered, he rushed to his bedroom, as tears streamed down his face.
XXXXXX
Leo had left the dojo and was sitting on his bed reading a book, when the door opened and Raphael barged in, his face streaked with tears.
Leo glanced up and taking in his miserable brother said, "What happened, Raph?"
"Fuck off," Raphael snarled. "Don't wanna talk 'bout it."
Leo stood up, went over to him and said, "You told Donnie, didn't you and it went badly?"
"I fuckin' said I don't wanna talk 'bout it," Raphael growled. "Leave me the fuck alone. Don't wanna hear ya gloat."
"Why would I gloat, least of all when you're hurting? You're my baby brother," Leo said and wrapped his arms around him.
Raphael's natural instinct was to pull away. He detested close intimacy, but he didn't pull away. Instead, he allowed his brother, who'd always been able to soothe him, comfort him, and he openly cried on his shoulder. Heart breaking sobs that wracked his body and pierced Leo's heart. Leo hated seeing his brothers, especially Raphael in distress.
Why don't I wanna pull away, Raphael thought? I usually do. Leo's strong musk suddenly assaulted his nostrils and he thought in disgust, that's why. Leo's scent and his presence. They always calmed me when I was a kid and they're doin' that now and I feel safe and warmed and loved and a yearnin' in my groin. Fuck. Why? Does it mean I'm attracted ta Leo? I ain't, am, I? I love Donnie. I fuckin' love Donnie and I will win him! He don't want April and is just with her 'causea the baby. He wants me and I'll make him so insane with jealousy, he'll realize that and will want me. Yeah. I could never love Fearless. He's so borin'! But maybe I can use Fearless ta win the genius.
Raphael raised his head and kissed his brother on his lips. Leo's eyes flew wide and he said, "Ra…."
"Hush, Fearless," Raphael said, trailing a hand down Leo's plastron and making him shiver.
Raphael nibbled Leo's lower lip and thrust his tongue inside of him, tasting him and thinking he tasted of mint. Must be all the mint tea he drinks, Raphael thought. Exotic and surprisingly delicious. I like it, but that ain't why I'm doin' this. I wanna make Donnie riled. That's all! Fearless also smells enticin' and I can smell his arousal. Fuck. Raph, focus. This is 'bout gettin' Donnie ta love ya, okay? Not pleasin' Leo.
Stunned by the kiss, Leo tried to pull away, but Raphael yanked his mask tails and pulled him closer. Then gazing into Leo's mesmerizing blue eyes, Raphael thrust his tongue instead of Leo's mouth, while running a hand down his body. He settled it on Leo's tail, gave it a playful tug and Leo emitted an undignified squawk.
Raphael wanted to guffaw at it, but he knew that'd kill the mood, so he pressed his plastron against Leo's, which created a wonderful, sensual friction and caused deep rumbles to roll up their throats. Raphael was embarrassed and flushed. He'd never thought he could make those noises, but now wasn't the time to dwell on that. He had to conquer Leo.
Look on the bright side, Raphael thought. It may be with Leo, but least I won't be no virgin no more.
A flustered and equally mortified Leo tried to pull away, but Raphael quickly captured his lips in a sweet and tender kiss. Then he thrust his tongue inside of him and nibbled on Leo's tongue Turned on and with heat pooling in his groin, Leo returned the kiss. Their tongues danced together, as Leo's hands roamed over Raphael's body. He finally settled it on Raphael's rump and gave it a loving squeeze.
Raph's a good kisser, Leo thought. And tender. I thought he'd be fiercer. This is good, but we should stop. We should. He's probably only doing this to spite Don. I wish he wanted to for real. I should, but I can't tear myself away. So much for being Mr. In Control, but then I was never able to refuse him anything.
Leo's a great kisser, Raphael thought, as he put in all his passion and soul into the kiss. I never thought he would be. If things were different, maybe we'd… No. This is 'bout winnin' Donnie. Seduce Fearless, fuck and let Donnie see the love bites and smell our lovemakin'. Leo better not think he's gonna top, because I sure as hell ain't bottomin'!
Raphael suddenly pounced on his brother and pushed him back onto the bed. He planted little kisses down Leo's plastron and kneed his legs apart, but Leo was having none of that.
I'm not bottoming, Leo thought irately. Raph started this game. He can!
Leo flipped them, so he was astride his brother, who struggled futilely, as Leo pinned him down. Raphael's green eyes glowered at his big brother, rage written all over his face.
"Let me fuckin' go!" Raphael snapped. "This ain't funny, Leo."
"But you were fine about screwing me, right? Settle down, Raph. This'll be fun. You want this, right? To pay Donnie back? That's what this is about, right? You don't love me."
Raphael's cheeks flamed in shame and he said, "Yeah. I admit it. Let me go and we'll never talk 'bout it again!"
Leo lowered his head and nipped at Raphael's collarbone. The emerald skinned turtle shrieked in astonishment, but Leo ignored him and started stroking his slit.
"I don't wanna," Raphael said in dismay, trying to wriggle away, but Leo's hold was firm. "Stop that. I don't want this."
Leo swiped a long lick across Raphael's neck, which made the hothead tremble, and said, "I know you do, Raphie. You want this so badly. Come out and play."
Raphael pressed his tail as closely as he could to his body and said, "Let me fuckin' go now, Leo, and I won't tell Dad ya tried ta rape yer little bro."
"Rape?" Leo said in disbelief. "This isn't rape. You wanted sex. You're just sore it's me topping and you're the damn uke! You'll get what you want. We'll screw. You can try and make Donnie jealous, but it'll only happen if I top. Do you understand?"
"Fuck ya," Raphael hissed.
"Tick-tock."
I don't got mucha choice, Raphael thought despondently. Ignore yer pride, Raph, and let Leo have his way. Ya'll still get Donnie.
"Fine," Raphael said through clenched teeth. "Ya win, Fearless." He dropped his tail, parted his legs and said, "Go easy. This is my first time."
"Mine too," Leo said. He nipped all over Raphael's body, leaving multiple red marks he knew would be visible.
Love bites that mean he's mine and I claimed him, Leo thought.
Raphael groaned and warmth pooled in his groin again, as Leo's leathery tongue licked its way down his plastron .
That feels kinda nice, Raphael thought. But I'm gonna pretend it's with Donnie. Fuck Fearless and fuck him for manipulatin' me. Ain't gonna let him think I like this!
Leo reached into a dresser, withdrew a bottle of lube and Raphael's eyes widened in amazement. He hadn't expected Leo to have that.
"How come ya got that, Leo?" Raphael asked.
Leo shrugged and said, "I thought I might have a shot with Karai. She seemed to like me."
"Haha. That psycho prefers yers truly, but ya can…"
Raphael's words trailed off, as Leo stroked his slit. Raphael hummed in appreciation, the soft cartilage in his slit parted and his semi erect cock, which leaked precum, dropped into Leo's waiting hands.
"You're huge," Leo purred. "Guessing seven inches?"
"Ten at full mast and get this over with!"
"So impatient and needy. You sure you're not a girl?"
"Leo, stop bein' a fuckin' prick and get on with it!"
"Keep your shell on," Leo said and squeezed some lube onto a finger. Then he inserted it into Raphael's hole.
Stunned by the sudden penetration in his rear and by the strange feeling, Raphael hissed and glared at his brother.
Bastard, Raphael thought. Don't like that!
Leo gently moved his finger in and out of Raphael and his finger soon hit Raphael's prostate, causing the temperamental turtle to churr at the pleasurable sensation. He rocked back and forth on Leo's finger, closed his eyes and thought, I like this. Feels incredible.
Leo removed his finger and Raphael was disgusted at himself when he whined at the sudden loss of warmth.
Leo pressed his face against Raphael's, beamed and said, "Miss me, huh? Going to fill you up with my seed. You smell terrific, Raphie. I love your scent and you're gorgeous beneath me. Right where you belong, ninja wanna be!"
"Fuck ya, Splinter junior," Raphael yelled, his green eyes flashing. "Just wait until…."
Raphael's words trailed off, as Leo thrust his eight inch cock inside of him.
The hothead stifled a scream at the burning sensation. Not wanting to give his brother the satisfaction of knowing he was in agony.
"You're so tight. Am I hurting you?" Leo asked, his voice laced with concern.
"What? Tough me hurt by yer small dick? Hardly," Raphael scoffed. "Come on, Fearless. I'm ready if ya think ya can plow me, assumin' yer not afraid. Maybe ya got doubts 'bout how good ya'll be. I can take whatever ya can dish out."
Leo smiled and said, "If you say so." He sped up the pace and thrust in and out, soon forming a steady rhythm.
Pain soon turned to pleasure for Raphael, as Leo repeatedly hit his prostate. He fisted the bedsheets, threw back his head in ecstasy and churred in appreciation, his cheeks flushed and his hole widening to accommodate Leo's girth.
Leo looked at his flushed brother and thought, he's so beautiful. If only he really loved me. I'd give anything for that, but it won't happen. I'll soon be elsewhere and Donnie will maybe accept Raph. Mustn't forget that.
Leo kissed his brother and said, "You're so amazing, Raph. So perfect. You're…."
"Yer makin' my shell itch with the sappiness. Just fuck me."
"As you wish."
Leo thrust in even harder and deeper and churred, feeling like he was on cloud nine.
I love this, Leo thought. Being with him. Feels so right and like we were made for one another. I love his sexy noises, his cute little tail, his butt, his stunning green eyes. I love everything about him, even his cockiness. He's sheer perfection.
Raphael growled lowly, reached up and dug his blunt nails into Leo's arms, as they continued their love making and rocked as one. United and pleasure and warmth coursing through their bodies.
Leo's tender, Raphael thought and such a givin' lover. Fuck. This is heavenly. I wanna cum so bad. Feel so fuckin' fantastic. Who'd have thought my first time would be with Leo? Ain't life unpredictable?
Leo pumped Raphael's cock and it wasn't long with the double stimulation before Raphael climaxed with a loud growl, his sticky seed splattering his plastron.
Leo came soon after with a loud churr and filled his brother with his essence, some of it leaking out of Raphael's hole. Then panting, he pulled out and flopped down beside his brother.
"Donnie's gonna be jealous now," Raphael said smugly, trying to ignore his throbbing ass and tail. "Ya'll see."
"I hope you're right."
"I'm always right. Hey, Fearless? Ya nailed me good."
"I hope I didn't hurt you."
"Turn 'round. Wanna talk."
The last thing Leo wanted to do was talk. He wanted to sleep and to forget he'd allowed himself to fuck his brother when he knew it wouldn't go anywhere. He'd lost control and he was revolted with himself. Leo turned around and was amazed to see Raphael reaching out for him.
"Couples snuggle in the afterglow of sex," Raphael explained, seeing Leo's astonished gaze.
"We aren't a couple and you don't snuggle."
"I know, right? But I wanna," Raphael said almost shyly. "Please."
Leo sighed and cuddled with Raphael, wishing a hole would swallow him up. It was incredible being so close with him, but at the same time he wished he was somewhere else, because it wasn't love. It'd been just sex and a ploy of Raphael's to get who he wanted. Donnie. Leo felt cheapened, but wasn't it his fault? He could have stopped it, but he'd willingly bedded him and had in fact taken the lead. He sucked as both a brother and a leader. He'd been mad at his brother for being manipulative, but he was worse, wasn't he? He should have….
Raphael's beak affectionately nuzzled Leo's cheek and the leader stared, open mouthed in shock. Raphael hadn't been so loving since he was a kid and only reluctantly accepted hugs once in a blue moon. Is he sick, Leo thought?
"I just wanna say. Thank ya, Fearless," Raphael said and smiled. Not a smirk, but a genuine smile that caused butterflies in Leo's chest. "I liked it and I know it's gonna make Donnie crazy 'bout me. He's gonna flip when he sees my bites."
"Sure."
"Ya know, ya were kinda good. I'm sorry I insulted yer virility and stamina. Hey. Wanna go another round? I've recovered."
"I'm tired, Raph."
"Maybe later?"
"Like me, huh? You like your big brother stuffing you good?" Leo teased.
"Later ain't good enough," Raphael said with a smirk.
Raphael rolled onto his brother and pinned him down.
Leo tried to break free, but Raphael nipped at his collarbone, asserting dominance, and said, "No. It's my turn ta top! Don't fret, Leo. It'll only sting for a minute and then ya'll be in heaven."
"Raph!" Leo said fearfully. "I don't want…"
"Ya scared? I took it and didn't whinge. Surely a noble and fearless warrior like ya can?"
"I'm not scared. It's just…."
"Ya got a virgin hole, huh? I also did. Don't worry. I can be tender and gentle, okay? I'm gonna make ya see stars."
Raphael licked his plastron, causing Leo to groan. Then he turned his attention to Leo's slit and rubbed it. He grinned when the leader soon dropped down, his forest green cock oozing precum.
Raphael licked the shaft, making Leo shiver. Then he lined his cock up at Leo's entrance and said, "I'm goin' in. Brace yerself."
Unable to stop himself, Leo whined, as Raphael thrust his cock inside of him. It burned like hell and he hated it.
"Ya sore, Fearless?" Raphael asked anxiously.
Leo gritted his teeth and muttered, "Fine. Just stings."
"It'll stop soon. Relax and let yerself go. I promise I'll be gentle. I ain't no savage. Well, not always."
Raphael picked up the pace and gently thrust in and out, soon building a steady rhythm and repeatedly hitting Leo's prostate.
The forest green turtle churred, his lips parted, his cheeks flushed, as pleasure coursed through him.
Raph's cock hurt at first, Leo thought, but now it feels wonderful inside of me. I like it.
Leo looks so cute, Raphael thought. Fuck. Did I say cute? This is just sex and meant ta get Donnie, Raph. Don't fall for Leo. Don't. He don't like ya. Remember that.
Raphael pumped Leo's cock and gave a final thrust into him.
Leo climaxed first with a loud churr, his essence painting his plastron white.
Raphael came with a loud growl a minute later and shot his essence deep inside of his brother. Then he pulled out, rolled off of his brother and lay down, feeling spent and satiated.
"Ya okay, Fearless?" Raphael said breathlessly.
"Fine."
I'm not fine, Leo, thought. I fucked my brother. Not once, but twice. We can't do it again. Maybe I can ask Dad to let me leave sooner. How am I supposed to hide my feelings after this? I have to try. I can't leave now. Mikey needs me. I'm so…
"So," Raphael said, turning around. "Look at me."
"Why?"
"Just do it."
Leo sighed and turned around. "Happy now?"
"Yeah. Sex makes ya glow, Leo. Ya look soft and beautiful. I like it."
"Are you sick, Raph? You said something sweet."
"Maybe yer rubbin' offa me," Raphael said and chuckled. "I'm serious. Anyway, I liked the sex and I hope I didn't hurt ya too much."
"I'm fine. Just want…."
"We gotta keep fuckin'. This can't be a one-time thing, else Donnie won't believe us. We got a date tonight and then fuckin', okay?"
"Ever to the point."
"I did say date. I didn't just say fuckin'. I can be romantic, because we gotta have romance and not just fuckin' ta make it believable."
"You're right," Leo said and yawned. His butt and tail hurt, but he forced himself to ignore it.
"Now cuddle me. Need ya scent all over me, so Donnie can smell ya."
I hate this, Leo thought, but I also love being with him. Fuck. I should never have agreed to the stupid charade. Way to go, Leo! You always get yourself in trouble. I'm going to talk to Dad and ask his advice about this.
Raphael wrapped his arms around his brother and thought, Donnie's gonna be all over me when he finds out we banged. Then we're gonna have a bondin' ceremony and we'll be happy forever. Fuck April. I bet that bitch ain't even pregnant and is tryin' ta trap him. Gonna look into that and try ta get a sample of her DNA ta check.
Raphael soon fell into a deep slumber, unaware of his big brother's inner struggle.
A/N Will Leo leave earlier? Will Raph love him for real?
Thanks for all the feedback and to everyone, who's following and reading.
