Hey guys.
Okay, I have to admit this is some kind of a filler chapter, but it had to be done anyways.
And I promise there will be lots of action in the next chapter.
Let me know what you think.
Have fun!
When she entered the kitchen, Isabelle stood in front of her, hand on the hips, giving her a death stare.
Clary held up her hands in surrender: "What did I do?"
Izzy looked at her: "You and Jace started talking."
Clary nodded slowly, already fearing, where this conversation was heading.
"So we did", she said vague and sat down at the bar.
The Lightwood girl wasn´t satisfied: "And your shirt is turned inside out."
"Maybe we did a bit more than talking..."
Izyy shook her head: "I don´t understand it. I always thought Jace wouldn´t do relationships."
Clary looked to the floor: "He doesn´t. That´s why we have this friends with benefits kinda thing, like you put it."
Isabelle threw her hands in the air: "Why?"
"Because he made me realize that I was the one who always started making out with him and..."
"Wait, what do you mean by "always"? Could you please tell me the whole story? When did you make out with Jace?"
Clary stood up and opened the fridge:
"We once kissed on these stupid party where I was all drunk.
The next day we got in a fight about it.
That´s the reason why we didn´t talk the whole week.
Til today.
In the afternoon I was in my room when Jace came in and saw these damned painting I made.
It showed him as a golden angle. We talked about the painting and then we somehow started to make out but suddenly Simon showed up in my door without knocking, seeing us by what we were doing.
He totally freaked and I did too. Jace just thought it was funny and I threw him out.
Later I went for a jog and visited this little beach were I went the whole week.
Jace found me there and started talking to me about the thing that happned in the afternoon and I said that it was a fault. Again.
Then I made him realize that I wasn´t ready to be in a commited relationship and then he made me realize that we don´t have to be in one.
We could just have fun. And since I liked the way Jace... it doesn´t matter, but you get the point right?"
Isabelle´s shocked expression increased while Clary was talking:
"Clary you´re about to get hurt."
Deep down she knew that Izzy was right but she wasn´t going to admit this right know: "I´m a college girl having fun. What´s wrong with that, Jesus."
"I´m just saying be careful. Jace is my brother and he´s a good guy, but he isn´t exactly faithful."
Clary finally closed the fridge without taking something: "He doesn´t have to be.
No commitments right? We´re just having fun."
"What kind of fun?", she heard Simon´s voice from the door.
"Jesus Clary, we need another room to talk.
Everytime someones interrupting and overhearing our conversation."
Izzy frowned at Simon, who held up his hands: "I come in peace. I´m just hungry. I met Jace on the stairs, he told me you were on cooking duty and that your food was absolutely delicious."
Clary and Izzy looked at each other and laughed: "So he did? Your lucky, the soup is ready."
Clary hadn´t noticed that Izzy were actually cooking something but the blackhaired girl suddenly handed Simon a plate of soup.
Since Clary already tried Izzy´s food once, she knew that Jace didn´t exaggerated when he talked about Alec´s foodpoisoning so she was surprised when Simon took a spoon full of soup, smiled and said: "It´s delicous."
She already knew that Simon was only saying this because he had the hots for Izzy.
And the fact that she already used the term "having the hots" in her thoughts, made her want to leave.
She was almost outside the door when Izzy claimed: "Since it´s friday, we´re having a party tonight again."
Clary sighed, she so wasn´t ready for another party.
But since she decided to be a careless college girl, partys were something obligatory so she said:
"I´ll be there", and headed upstairs.
An hour later Clary laid on her bed, perfectly still, thinking about what Izzy had said:
"Clary you´re about to get hurt."
She wasn´t about to get hurt. She was about to have fun.
At least that was what she kept telling herself.
In the afternoon, everything semmed so easy.
She and Jace would just make out whenever they wanted and there was nothing else to worry about.
As if it would be ever so simple. What was she feeling about Jace?
She wasn´t feeling anything, she told herself, but was it true?
Okay, she admired his abs but that doesn´t mean she´d fall for him.
Then another thought hit. Jace sure as hell expected her to have sex with him sooner or later.
Was she ready to do it?
She slept with James several times, he even was her first time.
They decided to to it in the summer before Junior Year.
Or rather he decided it was time and Clary did it because she loved him.
At least she thought so.
But in fact, she was just scared he was going to leave her if she didn´t got naked for him.
Then there was this one time.
This one time where she slept with Simon.
She still regretted it every day, even more than she regretted doing it with James.
James was just some jerk she unfortunately cared about but Simon was her best friend and she always feared that this night broke something.
After that night, she ended whatever kind of relationship they had.
She told Simon that she wanted to be just friends again and he accepted it.
But the real question was, was she ready to do it with Jace, even though there was no love involved.
Even thinking about having Sex with a guy she wasn´t even in a relationship with made her feel like a slut.
But she wanted Jace.
She wanted his touch, and it was just Sex after all...
