Please Remember Me (A Kakashi Love Story) Chapter 8
Chapter 8- The End?
Itachi has just told me that he is in love with me. I don't know how to respond to it. "Please say something. I know you probably don't love me back, but I really need to know." Itachi says. I look down and away from him. "You know I don't love you like that." I say. "Then Kakashi can kill me after I do this." Itachi says. He then grabs me and some rope from nearby. Itachi ties me down on the bed, and strips me of my few clothes. Then he gags me so I won't be able to scream. Just as he is getting ready to start, the door opens and we see Leader. "Trying to get her to agree?" Leader asks. Itachi nods his head. Leader then closes the door and Itachi walks over and locks the door. Itachi then gets naked himself and holds himself over me. "I don't care if you forgive me or not. But I need this before I die." Itachi says. He then rams himself into me. I scream.
After he finishes, he lays next to me. He dresses me up and himself. Itachi then carries me to the gate of the leaf village. Stops, puts me down and runs away. I try to crawl into town, but I'm found by Iruka. "Kimiko?" He says as he sees me. Iruka runs over to me and picks me up, but instead of taking me to the hospital he takes me to his house. Iruka then takes advantage of me while I am in a weakened state. When Iruka is done I jump up and run away from his house. I finally get to the Hokage's office. I don't even bother to knock, I just walk in. I see Tsunade and dad. They jump up and rush over to me. "Kimiko! Are you okay!?" Dad says quickly. "Do I fucking look okay to you!? No I'm not fucking okay. I've been raped by both Itachi and Iruka when I was trying to get here." I yell. "May I take a look at you?" Tsunade asks. I nod and she does an examine on me. "Would you like the plan b pill?" Tsunade asks. "Of course she does! She doesn't want either one of their kids." Dad says Ina shrill voice. Tsunade ignores him and looks at me. "No, I'm fine. If I get pregnant I can think of other options than killing the baby." I say. Dad looks down.
-One Year Later-
I had Itachi's or Iruka's child. Tsunade took a sample of DNA from Iruka to see. It wasn't his. Which meant it was Itachi's child. Kakashi and I haven't been living together. I had him take Orihime while I was pregnant again. As I'm sitting at home, with my little boy, I hear a knock on the door. I go and open it to see. "Hello Kimiko. I'm sorry for stopping by unannounced." Itachi says. Itachi, the father of my son is standing in front of me. "How did you get into the village?" I ask. "I have a few secret ways to get in. I heard you were pregnant and had a boy. Congrats. I was hoping to see you, Kakashi, Orihime, and the newest one." Itachi says. I allow him into the house. "Itachi? I have a question." I say. He nods for me to go on. "Why did you rape me that night? And why would you come back after a year?" I ask. He looks down. "I didn't want the Uchiha's to die out. I came back to see if this baby was mine." He says. "Yes, you have a son. I haven't named him yet. He's a week old." I say as I lead Itachi into my baby boys room. Itachi sees him in the crib, walks over and looks like he wants to hold him. "Where is Kakashi and Orihime?" Itachi asks. This time I look away. "Kakashi and I are still married, but he's upset about me going through this pregnancy. Just like dad was too. Mom didn't care. More grand-babies for her." I say. Itachi looks me in the eyes. "Why did you go through with it? I mean I raped you and you kept a rape baby? That makes no sense." He says. "I went through it because I figured you were wanting a baby. Thought that's why you did it. Also because I wanted another baby. Kakashi didn't like that. 'It won't be my kid, so why keep it?'" I mimic Kakashi voice. Itachi laughs, and asks me,"May I hold him?" I nod. "And I need help naming him. I know what I want the last name to be but I don't know of a good name." I say. He looks at me while holding 'our' baby. "Can I name him after my best friend who died?" He asks. "Sure. What's his name then?" I asks back. "Shisui. Shisui Uchiha." He says with a smile. "That's a wonderful name. I really like it." I say.
I hear a knock on the door as Itachi and I were talking about little Shisui. I walk over and open the door and see my husband. Crap! "Mommy!" Orihime yells. "Hi my princess." I say and hug her. She is now over two years old but not quite three yet. "May we come in? I told Orihime you had a surprise waiting here. I also would like to talk." Kakashi says while giving me that look that meant he wanted to have a serious talk. I nod and let them in. Kakashi sees Itachi and immediately holds Orihime back. "Daddy?" Orihime says. "I was just leaving." Itachi says. "No! Everyone stop! Orihime, go into the other room for your surprise, don't wake him up but sit in there for a few minutes while us ADULTS talk." I says. Orihime nods and walks away. "Sit! Both of you." I say. Kakashi sits on the love-seat and Itachi in the recliner. I stand between the both of them. "What is this monster doing here?" Kakashi asks. "I came to see my child." Itachi says. "How did you know it was yours?" Kakashi asks. "I asked when I got here." Itachi says calmly. Things were getting tense. "Kakashi please. He has the right to know. It wasn't anything more than that." I say. "Kimiko, stay out of this. You want us 'adults' to talk, then stay out of it and let us men speak." Kakashi says coldly. My hormones haven't gotten back into their old selfs, so I'm pretty emotional. I start to cry and leave the room. "Kimiko wait." I hear Itachi say, but I continue to Shisui's room. I see Orihime looking down at him. "Mommy! I have a brother!? Wait, mommy! What's wrong?" She asks. I sit down in the rocking chair near me. I cry harder. "S-sorry, princess. Mommy's upset. Yes, you have a brother. His name is Shisui." I say. Orihime lights up! I love this little girl.
Just then Kakashi and Itachi walk into the room. "We are sorry Kimiko. It's hard on us because you love me and yet had his child. I personally don't get it." Kakashi says. "And I don't get why you had Shisui when you love Kakashi either." Itachi says. "Mommy!? Did you cheat on daddy with this man!?" Orihime asks. She then glares at me. "No Orihime. Mommy didn't cheat on me. This man did a bad thing and made it where mommy had his baby. But mommy kept the baby instead of letting someone else have him." Kakashi says. Orihime then glares at Itachi. "You raped mommy? You're a bad man! And daddy why shouldn't mommy keep brother? I like him." Orihime says. I laugh. Everyone looks at me confused. "She is so smart! Haha! Orihime, yes Itachi raped me. But when other mommies are raped they tend to get rid of the unwanted baby. They don't want a baby that was from a rape. I chose to keep Shisui for two reasons. One- so you could have a brother and two- because I couldn't get rid or kill another child. I don't believe in getting rid of a child, it's not their fault how is happened or why it did." I say. Kakashi and Itachi looked relieved. "So that's why?" Itachi and Kakashi say together. I laugh again. "Mommy? Does that mean this man, Itachi, is going to be part of our lives?" Orihime asks. I look at the men and they nod. "Yes princess. Itachi is Shisui's daddy." I say.
-A few years later-
Orihime is now 12 and Shisui is almost 10. Itachi and Kakashi have gotten over how I dealt with things and have gotten use to how we plan visitation between both children. Today was Itachi's day with Shisui. "Mom! Are you ready yet? I want to see my dad." Shisui yells from the other room. "Almost sweetie. Have to finish brushing your sisters hair and mine." I call back. Kakashi was on a mission and Itachi was allowed to move back into the village. It's been a rough few years, but I feel as if we wetting is falling into place. Mom and dad moved into their retirement home they bought, the first, second, and third Hokage's have retired. Tsunade is retiring this year and Kakashi is becoming Hokage. And sounds like it won't be for to long. Then it looks like Naruto will become Hokage next. The war over and the lose of so many people, friends included, has weighed heavily on my heart. Finally finished we all leave the house and meet Itachi at the park.
"It's good to see you." Itachi says. Normally I have Kakashi take Shisui to see Itachi, but I have to do it today. "It's nice to see you doing well Itachi. How is everything going for you?" I say. "Things are good. But it's really good to see you looking so happy." Itachi says as the kids run over to the swings. "Dad! Come push me!" Shisui yells over. Itachi laughs and goes to him. Orihime was doing fine by herself so I sat down on the bench nearby. I pull out my notebook and start to write again. Suddenly there's a shadow over my page. I look up and see Shikamaru. "What's up Shikamaru?" I ask. He looks away from me. "Kakashi….. Kakashi is dead." He says. I look in his eyes and can tell he is telling the truth. "Oh my god!" I say loudly. Orihime notices me getting upset and runs over. Shisui and Itachi follow. "Mom! What's wrong?" Orihime asks. But I barely heard her. Everything is swirling around me and I think I might puke. Shikamaru is talking with them, but I can't hear them. I then black out.
I wake up in a hospital room. I see Shisui and Orihime are on both sides, one on each, of the bed, heads down like they are sleeping. I sit up and they both jump up. "Mom! Are you okay?" Shisui asks. I feel really funny. I can't let them know that tho. "I'll be better after I have talked to the doctor. Orihime go get one please." I say quietly. She nods and runs off. Shisui sees I'm not feeling well. Damn that sharingan. "Mom don't lie. Are you okay?" He asks. I shake my head no. "Just don't tell your sister." I say. He nods. The doctor and Orihime come in. "Hi Kimiko how are you feeling?" The doctor asks. "Shisui take your sister and go get some food from the cafeteria okay?" They nod and leave. "Honestly doc, I'm not doing good. What's wrong with me?" I ask. The doc looks down. "Well your health isn't good. You have a very serious medical problem, but we can't seem to pinpoint what it is." The doc says. I grow very quiet. Just then Itachi walks in. "Kimiko! How are you? Where are the kids?" He asks. The doc goes over and whispers into his ear. He suddenly goes quiet to. "Doc be honest. What is it?" I say. "We think you have cancer. But we don't know what kind." The doc says. (Me: sorry guys making it more modern times.) I freeze up. Cancer? I'm only 34. I can't have that! My kids! Aww! "It's okay, we are trying to figure out what kind so we can make sure you don't die, to early in life." The doc says. She then leaves me and Itachi alone. "I-I can't ha-have cancer. If-if I die. Th-the k-k-kids." I struggle to talk. Itachi comes over and hugs me. "It's okay. I'm right here. I'll help you, protect you, and love you. If you want me around. That is." Itachi says. I lean into him. I start bawling my eyes out. We then hear the kids come back. "Mom? Why are you crying?" Orihime asks. "She's probably crying cuz Kakashi is dead, right mom?" Shisui says. "Don't call him by his name. He's your dad to!" I snap. Shisui flinches back. "Sorry mom. I didn't want to confuse Orihime with what dad. That's all." He says timidly. "Sorry for snapping. I'm ok, just a little tired. There is school tomorrow. You two go home and get yourself a ready for bed." I say as I look at the time. "Yes mom. We will be back after school lets out." Orihime says and walks out. Shisui looks at me. "Mom. How bad is it? I can tell your sick. So tell us. How bad is it?" Shisui says kinda coldly. I look from him to Itachi. "Your mother has cancer. They are trying to diagnose which type, but they do know she has cancer." Itachi says. Orihime goes completely white.
"What! Mom! No!" Orihime yells. "I thought something had been off for a while. Mom why didn't you go sooner?" Shisui says coldly. I look away. I had a feeling that something was wrong with me, but I didn't want to worry Kakashi and the kids. "I don't know. I guess I didn't want to worry your father and you kids." I say. "Mom, dad is dead. Stop talking like he is still here." Shisui says coldly. I freeze up. I hadn't realized I was talking about Kakashi like he was still alive. I look down. "Go on kids. Get home and to bed. School tomorrow." I say quietly. "I'll take them home and be back soon." Itachi says. I'll find someone to sit at the house for the night and I'll be here with you, okay?" Itachi says as he kisses my forehead. I nod.
After a while Itachi comes back. "How are you feeling?" He asks as he comes into my room. "I'm seriously not okay." I feel more than I see Itachi move closer to the bed. He holds me in his arms for a very long time. "Everything will be okay. I promise you that." He says. I cry, yet again, into his arms. I cried until I fell asleep.
I wake up and see Itachi is talking to the doctor. They see me sit up and walk over to me. "Good morning. How are you feeling today?" The doc asks. "Okay, I guess. The same as always." I say back. The doc looks down and then looks at Itachi. "I think I should wait till the kids are here too." The doc says and leaves. Itachi looks like he's about to cry himself. "Is it that bad Itachi?" I ask. He looks away from me. "I'm going to get the kids from school early, is that okay?" He says as he leaves before I can say anything. A couple of hours later the kids, Itachi, Naruto, and a few others are in my room. The doc comes in and looks at everyone. "Well looks like everyone who is important to you is here. I'll get straight to it. Kimiko, you have leukemia cancer. Cancer of the blood. And you do not have a lot of time left to live." She says. "CANCER!?" Naruto yells. "On no mom!" Orihime says and hugs me. I see Shisui look at me then at my doctor. "Is there any way to stop it?" Shisui asks. The doctor shakes her head no. "Not with leukemia." The doc says. I see dad punch the wall and mom start to cry. Naruto had brought Hinata and they were hugging each other and crying silently. My kids right beside me, one crying the other getting visibly pissed off. And Itachi near the top of the bed on my right holding himself together. "Doc, how long?" I ask. Everyone looks up and at me then at doc. "Maybe six months. Maybe shorter, maybe longer. It really depends on your will to live." She says. I nod. "When can I leave the hospital?" I ask. "In about a week or two." She says and walks out.
Everyone is waiting for my reaction. "Well, this sucks. But I want all of you to be happy. Just while I am still around. Please. And I want to spend as much time as I can with all of you." I say as cheerfully as I can. Everyone nods.
End Chapter 8- The End?
