Isabella Pov:
"Um...I appreciate the offer, but we just found each other again, after 300+ years of being separated and alone, well at least I was. And I haven't even forgiven you yet. How about, if I've forgiven you, after I graduate from high school, when it's time for me to move again, I'll just move in with you then. It will give us some time to catch up, and bond." I said, just not ready to just plop up my life and move in with him and his entire family.
I have to admit the thought of living with Edward did sound tempting, but whether I live here nor there, I'd still be spending the night with him. Maybe I'll make Rosalie uncomfortable and annoyed and spend the night over at Edward's place and 'be a little rowdy'. Sure it will be uncomfortable for dad, but he left me for 300 years, he'll have to endure it. Speaking of dad, he brought me out of my thinking, when I realized he was about to talk.
"I understand. You need time. So...while we are here, do you want me to buy you a car?"
"Trying to buy my love are you daddy?" I asked, laughing.
He started laughing with me, "I am if it's working." He chuckled.
"Well I already have a car, but thanks."
"Alight, but if you need anything, let me know."
"Okay." We walked around for a while before he kept opening and closing his mouth, like he wanted to say something but couldn't get out the words.
"Um Isabella, I wanted to discuss your diet." He said carefully.
"What about my diet?" I said in a quick, sharp tone.
"I just wanted to know why you choose to hunt humans. The daughter I knew wouldn't even hurt a fly."
"I am not the daughter you once knew. She died, when she found out her father left her." I said in a whisper.
"Isa-"
"You know what, no; you don't get to judge me on how I live my undead life, when you weren't even there for my human life." I said, raising my voice, getting angry.
"But won't you at least consider, drinking from animals?"
"Why should I?! Humans were terrible to me when I was human. They kicked me out of the only home I knew, treated me like crap when I lived on the streets, stole my only belongings. Humans deserve to die! Deep down they are nothing but selfish and greedy! I owe them nothing."
"What happened to you is not all of the human's faults. You can't just punish them all for what happened to you! You know that's not fair."
"Not fair?! NOT FAIR?! I'll tell you what's not fair! Growing up completely alone, then when you finally find your father, he's living a happy, luxurious life with a brand new family! But THIS, THIS is fair!" I yell, then when a man, around the age my father was when he was turned passes us, I grab him and sink my teeth into his neck and drain him dry quick and fast before my father can stop me. I throw the body at my father and he catches it, surprised at what I have done.
He needed to learn, there was nothing that was going to stop me from feeding on humans. Just because he was back in my life didn't mean I was going to change, just for him. He stands there stunned and before he snaps out of it I am gone running home. He can return my car later; I just had to get away from him. Who did he think he was?! Trying to change me into a mini version of him. Trying to make me into a holier-than-thou, I do no bad, wannabe saint. I just needed to be alone, and I was glad Edward was not here. Edward. Even after he found out that I drank from humans he didn't try and change me. I was thankful, he was so accepting of me and my choices. And there was nothing wrong with me and my choices. Killing humans was not wrong, it was fun. When I didn't try and think about it too hard…
Just thinking about the horror in their eyes, as I watch the life in their eyes dull, their expression on their face as they die just scream 'why me' or 'what did I do', then it makes me start thinking, did they have a family? Did I just tear away a father from his child? It's those kinds of thoughts that get to me, which is exactly why I don't think about it, and try and focus on the vengeance that I get from all those people that walked on me while I was young, and human. And I was not about to let that happen again, if I turn into a veggie vamp.
Eventually morning came and I got my clothes for school, which was high waisted shorts, cream and gold coast Lauran calla top, gold glitter stiletto pumps, jewelry to go with, and Alexander McQueen sunglasses to hide my irises. I did my make up dark and smoky, and my hair is a messy up do. I quickly put my contacts on and grabbed my bag then left for school.
When I arrived in the parking lot I saw Edward near my car. He must have driven it here. When he saw me, his whole face lit up, and a crooked smile graced his lip. As soon as I was close enough to him he grabbed me and kissed me passionately. Eventually my hands waved their way into his hair and his hands grabbed my butt greedily. We eventually pulled away from each other, when the bell rang. As he walked me to my class, he broke the silence.
"So, how was your conversation yesterday with our dad."
"Ew, don't refer to him like that, it sounds gross. But anyway, it went, well...bad."
"What happened?" He asked concerned. I suddenly wondered, while I was telling him what happened yesterday, why Carlisle didn't tell him first.
Edward understood, and tried to convince me that Carlisle wasn't trying to change who I was, but that he also understood why I got mad. Eventually we got to the classroom and we gave each other a heartfelt 'see you later'. The day passed by slowly, but with two quickies in the janitors closet, it made the day a lot better. When the end of the day came by I was so ready for it to be over. School was so mind numbingly boring. Edward invited me over to his house and I agreed, not ready to say goodbye yet. When we got there we entered the house and heard a pretty heated argument taking place. What I saw I could not believe.
AN: Sorry it took long to get this out. What did you think? TELL ME AND REVIEW. Believe me it's going to get good! I'm giddy just thinking about it!
Question for you ALL:What do you think the arguing is about? Who is arguing? What should Carlisle do to make it up for leaving Bella? WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SEE HAPPEN?
PLEASE REVIEW! AND ANSWER ONE OR ALL THE QUESTIONS ABOVE! I WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU THINK! OR JUST TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF THE CHAPTER.
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