Chapter 8 1964 17
3rd January 1964
Today I have just gone back to college from 9am 'til 1pm then did work from 2pm 'til 5pm. Lisa is 10 weeks pregnant but sadly she has broken up with Joshua. She's been so depressed she's staying with me and Johnny in our spare room. I went with her to her scan after work. Then I ordered pizza and we watched a chick flick then Johnny came home and we practiced our new routines. That night we talked it was always our peace and tranquil time.
"Sweetie, do you ever wonder about having kids I mean not now but one day?" I asked him cuddling into his chest.
"Sometimes. In a few years. I would like to have a little boy and girl." Johnny replied kissing me.
"Me too. I'd love twins though."
"No! If the twins are like you I might die."
"Hey!"
We had a tickle/pillow fight and erupted in spews of laughter like a volcano.
Today we had to rush down to A and E my Dad had a heart attack at work today.
"He will be ok, Baby." Johnny tried to reassure me as we speeded down the mountain of Catskill Mountains toward the hospital.
I didn't reply. All I could think about was what if he died? He could never lead me down the aisle. He's only 44, 45 in April. If he ever reaches that age. We got there but he was already gone.
