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A/N: sorry for the late updates ;-; Batman must be rubbing off on me! Anyways me life is busy rn so updates may be late from now on, SORRY! Also what does contiiiii contiiii mean? Don't judge me for not knowingXD
Naraku~~~
He woke up holding the young Miko in his arms. What in the world happened? He questioned himself. He could only remember what happened when Onigumo took over his body but as soon as he realized what happened and why he wasn't in his own body, he blacked out. He couldn't recall anything that happened after that. Staring at the girl, he hoped there was no intimacy between Onigumo and her, it would be embarrassing to be known as the half demon who let someone take over his body AND sleep with a human girl. His enemy nonetheless!
He went to get up but something was holding him there. He couldn't figure if it was the Miko holding on him, or Onigumo, or even… his own desires. No, that can't be. He told himself I would never desire for a human… never again. He laid next to the girl and allowed her to continue to sleep as he relaxed. This is like Kikyo all over again! He sighed. Sometimes without trying to he would slip into the past when he was human, he didn't know if this was Onigumo trying to take over or his mind weakening. He hated going back into his memories. There he was weak and had no power whats so ever. No matter how hard he tried to regain his footing in the world of dreams, he was always knocked right back down, even if he was stronger than the human he had been before.
He was cruel normally and the memories made him to become more cruel. He hated the fact that simple memories would bring him to be so so… human. He wasn't human anymore, so why did he still have human emotions like this? He was supposed to be rid of all those emotions. They had promised him that small promise. Demons always lie, he knew that, so why did he take that chance as a human and trust them? Sometimes he felt as if he were more human now than he was then.
He tried his hardest to hide his emotions, to erase them but to no avail did his attempts ever succeed. He felt emotions now just as clear as he had then. When he was a newer demon the older demons would sense that and try to take advantage of him for that reason. Fighting off them is what taught him to absorb other demons and use their powers as his own. After he had found out that secret he would often go out looking for fights to give him the chance to absorb his opponents and gain strength. Soon he was feared by even the most powerful demons, though, some demons never have showed a sign of fear from him. Sesshomaru… Naraku hated Sesshomaru, he was the hanyous brother and never showed signs of fear to Naraku. He was always headstrong against him and often came to Naraku looking to pick a fight even if the fights always ended in a draw.
In a way this was the friendliest relationship he had with anyone… well almost anyone. He looked down at the young Miko sleeping in his arms, and it was as if his arm had moved by it's own accord, started to run through her hair. It was silky smooth and felt slick between his fingers. He realized he hadn't once gotten a good look at the Miko, and he meant a really good look at her. He stared at her face. He counted her thick lashes that protected the entrance to her eyes. Hmmm he thought I will have to look at her eyes later. Suddenly a great urge had hit him and he wanted to know what the young Miko looked like, he wanted to know what she felt like, he wanted to know who she was. He ran his hand down her face. He felt her cheekbones, jawline, and felt how smooth her skin was. It was one of the softest things he had felt and it glowed softly like honey. He took his time observing every little imperfection on her face and yet to him, her imperfections made her perfect. Every little freckle or blemish made her who she was. She was the protector of the Shikon jewel, she was a Miko, and very soon he thought she will be mine.
Disclaimer (once more): I do not own Inuyasha. Also I realize i've been lazy writing my disclaimer so PLEASE remind me in the reviews or something.
A/N: I'm stressed usually and like this was a shorter chapter than usual so i'm sorry about that! You all still realize I love you right? While there are a few reasons i'm not writing much is because i'm worried about my dad. He had to go to the hospital recently and i'm worried because he had quite a medical history so i'm worried his brain tumor came back. So for me this is a serious reason to worry. ANYWAYS I LUV U ALL AND ESPECIALLY THE ONES WHO REVIEW! =D
