Chapter 8! Sorry this one took so long. The damn internet company shut off our internet 'cause they thought my mum didn't pay. Aren't they supposed to give us a warning or something when we need to pay? Sigh. Enjoy the chapter.
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P.S First part kinda different. Diff POV's
P.S2 Story turned rated M because of this chapter. You'll find out why.
Why it didn't turn M last chapter? .shakes head. Uh-uh, that was just child's play.
P.S3 This time I WASN'T under the influence XD
I always thought that this was how it would end. I knew that if I'd stay and help Mello with this case that I'd die. I wonder… how the hell am I going to die? This thought never haunts me, but it always seems to float back up in my brain whenever it can.
A little while ago Mello wondered what my last words would be. Wondering what I might think.
I had no idea.
But when I gave it a little thought I knew…
I'd say: 'bout time'
…
I felt a sensation in my body and I hadn't even woken up yet. It was morning-I could tell-and I'm sure whoever was giving me this feeling was waiting for me to awake. I knew who it was. I opened my eyes relieved to see Mello in my sight. At first he was distracted, playing with my hair, but when he saw my eyes flicker his gaze turned towards my face and he smiled. Before I knew it our lips were together lightly. I could feel his fingers run down my body, down to where he's never felt before. He touched me a lot lately. Probably feeling the pressure of never getting to touch me again soon. I liked it though. He didn't really have to work anymore considering his whole mafia gang was gone, but I could tell he thought of it often. He was more miserable than before knowing that he was one step behind again. And that scar on his face didn't really help bring up the mood either. It just made him look scarier.
I continued to stare. He went back to playing with my hair. He was thinking of it now. Poor boy… "Mello?" His eyes went back to me once I intertwined his fingers in mine and placed them on my stomach. "I'm sorry."
His eyes went from my stomach, back to my face and for some reason his face turned pink, "Are you saying you want to get pregnant?"
AUGH!? "N-NO!" I could feel the heat rise to my cheeks.
Mello smiled warmly, "Then why are you sorry?"
I tried to act seductive, wrapping my arms around his neck, "'Cause… I know you wanna 'do' me." Before when I said I tried to act seductive… it wasn't working. I could hear my horrible voice along with the fire in my face. Damn I'm gonna kill myself later for this.
The blond gulped, but smirked slightly, "Yeah." He tried to fight the urge to just rape the boy right now.
"So…"
"Matt." He chuckled. He was laughing at me! "I'm not going to do anything to you if you don't want me to-"
"B-but! I never said I didn't! I was just-," I groaned. The heat wasn't going away… "sc-nervous…"
Sc-? Sc-ared? "What are you scared about?" Despite his words he hovered over me, trapping me. "It's not that bad."
My eyebrows narrowed, "You're making it sound like you've done 'it' before."
Mello's eyes wondered everywhere besides me, "Weeeellll…"
"WHAT!?"
He smiled playfully, "Calm down, I was just kidding!" But he quickly turned serious as he leaned down, his lips to my ear. His cheek brushed mine and I was sure he could tell how hot they were, "Are you sure?" He whispered. The boy didn't wait for my answer, already feeling my chest.
I nodded anyway, waiting for these urges to take over…
…
Matt… How could I ever deny him? His skin was so much nicer than mine (now). Why shouldn't I take the chance to make it mine? To mark it with an ugly scar that only we would know who he belonged to? That everyone knew that he was mine? He was. And I was his. It wasn't fair that I took him away from the simplest of pleasures.
Me.
He thought that I was the one longing for him the most. It was true. But he probably was longing for me more. He was special. Probably the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. He shuttered under me as I touched him so lightly. I hid my face in his neck, nibbling on it as a finger ran down his chest first, then his belly button… I could feel his stomach moving 20 times faster when I pulled down his jeans. (Man was I relieved that he didn't wear a belt when he slept.) When the stubborn elastic from his underwear was finally pulled down I was practically taunting myself to keep going. Matt was still breathing so wildly I placed my hand on his stomach in reassurance. It only slowed down for a minute. It slowed until my hand slid down to his-
"Mello-!" He gasped and this almost made me smile. I bit his shoulder harder, hearing his moans and stutters made me feel so much better. I had to look up. I just had to see his face. My teeth let go of his bruising skin and I could feel a little of the tension subside. My eyes wondered to his face and the boy couldn't even keep his eyes open. He was flushed, his mouth opened partly as he breathed heavily.
I loved that face.
I leaned in to kiss it, slipping my tongue into his mouth. I had no idea how long we did this. The red head was struggling, breaking the kiss occasionally to breathe.
Always the slightest touch of him turned me on. My shirt was lifted slightly and I could feel his lower stomach brushing against mine. This turned me on. One of the most common parts we had ever touched and I was longing for him. Why? Was it because we were doing such a naughty thing?
I felt my own face grow pink and I felt tempted to pull down my own pants… And I did. I slid them off so quickly and turned th-my-boy around so fast I hadn't realized I done it until I saw him. The red, helpless Matt that I've longed to do this with for so long. I pulled of my shirt, flinging it to the floor and leaned against the other underneath me. I felt his breathing still, trying to hide his face in the sheets. I chuckled, putting my face down against his sweaty hair, "Are you scared…?"
That's when I saw the most innocent looking face stare right back at me, "What was scary… disappeared a long time ago…" He breathed, a small smile on his face.
I smiled as I arched his hips up. It didn't slide in perfectly, but it would in time. Matt gasped, clinching his fists, trying to take the pleasure that was running through his body. I rocked to 'n fro, even feeling myself shutter once and a while. My breathing paced, eventually matching Matt's, but somehow surpassed him at one point. The velocity suddenly turned faster, feeling the ecstasy grow even more with every thrust. At one point I missed he boy's moans so I shifted all my weight on one hand while the other explored the red head's body, trailing back down to his member. I messaged it harshly without even knowing and I finally heard Matt's pained cries eventually turning my thoughts into lust and paced faster.
…
But neither of them could keep it up anymore and eventually…
They let it out.
Matt first, far earlier than Mello did.
Mello striped the dirty sheets from the bed before Matt fell over. He covered his upper face with his hand, his face still colored wildly with red. His breathing slowed eventually until it was too silent to hear. He hadn't heard from Mello since they stopped and he wondered what happen. He could sense he was near though. His body heat was enough to tell. "Mello…?" He breathed.
"…Hm?"
He let out another breath, "I didn't disappoint you did I?"
At first he thought he wasn't going to reply until he felt a hand on his shoulder. The one the blond bit earlier. He flinched, putting his hand over the other's, "Dummy. Not in the slightest."
The red head squeezed his hand tighter, ignoring the pain in his shoulder. He kept his eyes covered; trying to hide his teary eyes, but his voice didn't help much, "Does this mean… our world's 'bout to end?"
Mello pulled his hand away from his eyes, "Would you please stop crying so much? Even though you do look rather lovely." Matt rolled his eyes, "But you used to be so strong. Don't show people you've lost it."
"I can't-help it. You made me love you too much!"
"Heh." The older leaned down and licked his cheek, "Am I that much of a drug to you?" The gamer's breath brushed his neck, and Mello smirked, "You make me that way also…" He felt the boy's breathing catch, but quickly made himself keep going, "I love you, Matt."
Matt laughed lightly, "I love you… more."
Mello rolled his eyes and kissed the boy once again, making his breathing still for the second time that day. He knew their reactions would differ because of this day…
DAMN!! I SERIOUSLY had to go to the bathroom after writing this! NOT because of what you think (naughty, naughty) it's just that I got so caught up on reading this that I forgot I had to use the bathroom, lik, three hours ago! I even forgot about the laundry so my mum laughed at me! I need to stop telling her these things. Just because I get so distracted about what I write, doesn't mean you should laugh at me! Hell! You should be admiring me for being so devoted!
Anyway, I had no idea how to end this. I couldn't just be all lik:
"Damn Mello you were good!" Matt breathed, pink rising to his cheeks.
"Yeah, yeah I know I'm AWESOME!"
Yah uh, SO not romantic! Yes this chapter is short 'cause there is only smex in it. Sorry. I think I did a pretty good job. I'm not gonna read over it for a while 'cause I KNOW I might get disappointed with myself if I read it over. I never written like this before so… yeah.
So last chapter they only thought 'bout it but they finally did it! Whoo! After .counts on fingers. what? 30-something chapters (added story that led to this one) they finally had real smex? Awesome. Hope you enjoyed :D see you next chapter!
Oh and the poll: (I am talking WAY too much in this one) I'm trying to see if I can change the ending but it's really difficult for me. But I haven't given up yet! ;c
