Hours past and she couldn't sleep. She just laid there remembering what her foster fathers use to make her do. None ever went as far as the joker did but it was still rape. She was touched in places she was taught were 'Private'. She was forced to touch them. One even forced her to suck him off. Anytime she would try to fight them off she would just get beaten up. Then at sixteen when she couldn't take it anymore and had saved enough money, she ran away. She would stay with friends or sometimes on the streets. Anything was better then being abused.

Now thinking back on her life and the horrible things that have happened to her she wondered why god would allow such a thing. Her real parents had always gone to church, it was one of the only reasons she kept on. She wanted to keep that connection. But now she couldn't believe in something that would let her go through all that pain.

She got up from her bed and went into the bathroom. She cleaned her lower body parts. She looked in the mirror. Her reflection showed a girl missing everything. A girl taken from the real world now in an endless nightmare.

Her hair was long and blond. Now due to less care it felt like straw. It was very dead. Laid on her shoulders limp. Her eyes showed what she's been through. All the pain and were still swollen from all the crying. Her skin was so pale, she was in desperate need of a tan.

The next day she didn't wait for the Joker to come get her, She opened her door which wasn't locked and went looking for him. He was sitting in what seemed to be the kitchen. "I need some things. Any chance you can rob a drugstore or something?"

His eyes narrowed on hers. "What could you possibly need?"

"Well for one I just got my period and could use some tampons, or did you forget that I'm a woman?" She snapped. "Unless you wanna actually pay for them for me." She wanted to laugh at the image in her head of him standing in line trying to pay for tampons.

His smile dropped. "Um ok. Well come on then. But don't pull nothing because I'll..."

She interrupted him. "You'll kill me, yada yada I know. Can we go now?" She walked towards the door and turned to wait for him.

"Good just so we're clear." He grabbed a couple of guys and hopped in the van. As soon as they got there they all rushed inside. The Joker and his men held up the place while Linda grabbed a few things. She made sure not to forget anything. She also made sure to stock up due to not knowing how long he planned to keep her. Back in the van she was in the back with him while the goons stayed in the front. "Get anything good?" He asked her while pulling out a candy bar from his pocket.

"Just girl stuff, you wouldn't be interested." She held onto the bags so nothing would fall out. After last night she didn't want him to even look her way let alone talking to her. He just repulsed her.

"So." He clicked his tongue and brushed a hand on her thigh. "Why so many bags?"

"Stocking up." She was getting annoyed. The last thing she wanted was to carry on a conversation with him. He was scum to her. As soon as the van stopped she ran out and up to her room. The less she had to see him the better. She emptied the bags on her bed to find what she was looking for. Scissors, tweezers, shavers, hair dye, needles, body jewelry, and nail polish. She took it all into the bathroom. She took one last glance in the mirror of the broken little girl. God never gave her anything to be thankful for. After all the years of being so good, it had gotten her no where. Now it was time for her to take her life and make it better, make it exciting, even make it worth living.

She spent hours in her room with no interruptions. No one bothered her. She cut her hair short in what most called a 'Fohawk'. She shaved her legs, arm pits, and pubic area while she left the hair dye solution in her hair. She tweezed her eye brows thin and dyed those the same color. She showered and washed out her hair then dried it. It was now a dark red almost the color of blood. She painted her nails and toe nails black.

When her nails had dried it was time to move on to the painful part. She cleaned the long needle and began to insert it through her eyebrow. Then she moved on to her lip then her nose. She put in the body jewelry and also wore big silver hoop earrings. She looked in the mirror, she had to admit she sure looked hot. Sort of like pink in the "There you go" video. She added some make up just to make her eyes and lips pop.

Of course she would need a new outfit. She grabbed her new thongs and a matching royal blue tank top. Taking the scissors in her hand, she started to cut up her pants into very short shorts. 'Oh yeah' she thought to herself. Now it was time to wait. She sat on her bed filing her nails.

"I haven't checked on Linda since she ran out the van." He spoke to one of the guys. He had been watching TV almost all day. The news was talking about the drug store robbery. It wasn't really fun. It was for her and her damn tampons. "I'm going upstairs." He went to her room and opened the door to see some red head in her place. When he first saw her he looked out the door then back at her. He didn't know why it's not like there was another girl. But who the hell was this chick? "Linda?"

"In the flesh buddy". She smiled. It was good to surprise him. His face looked so puzzled. "What's up?"

Eyeing her new do and freshly made piercings she really looked like a completely different person. "What uh did you do?"

"It's called hair dye." She nodded like he was a dummy. "Do you like it? I didn't like how I looked so I made some changes. I felt I needed them." She went back to filing her nails.

"I see." He sat at the edge of her bed looking at her. "What made you decide to perform your own little make over?"

"Oh I don't know, maybe when I realized being good didn't mean anything. Besides as soon as I let you inside me I pretty much sold my soul to the devil." Her smile grew into an evil grin.

"Let me inside you? I don't remember asking you for permission." His eyes showed that evilness again.

"You know what I mean. You're one of the worst people on this planet and I fucked you. I can't exactly become a nun after you." She said with sarcasm in her voice.

He pulled her by the hair so she was right next to her. "It's too late to become a nun sweetheart." He smiled. "Look at you, you look like a slut." He let go of her and pushed her back.

She got up where now it looked like she was crawling to him. "Oh honey, you wanted me bad right? Well now you got it."